Buried Alive

produced by hiraeth
(sinxi on guitar at the end :>)

let me down
said that theres no reason to mourn
you let me drown
reaper pushed me outta the door
ur not around
i dont wanna die to a sword
put me down
said that theres no reason to call

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again


cant find the time to stay
wasting it all away
feelings i cant erase
blood ripping down in the rain

shovel  shit across the  yard in the silence
take him out man i aim where his head is
such a switch swear before he wasnt like this
how do u not get sick of being pretentious

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again

feel

stay away please

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety
https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

temptations

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autumndropsdead - temptations (ft. mr. nice ty & notenvy) [shiki xo & jolst]

ty for listening w/ @saikyu <3 
prod@user-221968777 & guitar by @ryini
 
// lyrics i 
// saikyu 
i've been lost
i've been lost
i cant see a damn thing when I think 'bout you
run away, run away
i can’t be a damn thing when i'm without you
will you stay, will you stay on my mind?
'cause I cant take it if you do
go away, go away
i don't want you anymore
i want a steady view
give me something i can lie upon
give me something i can rely on
give me something i can call my own
give me something i can call my own

i keep chasing my time
and i know why, cause i’ve been lost inside
yeah lost inside
i keep facing my time
as i own my
decisions deep inside
at least I try

// geist 
i’ve been distant but you know i mean well
pretty eyes but they’re going through hell
took the time,
couldn’t sort my mind
if i leave this behind,
would you be fine

cause i swear that i’m trying
i just don’t know what to do now
it feels like i’m dying in the center of the room love
need you out of my head
and all the words you’ve said

// saikyu & geist
i keep chasing my time
and i know why, cause I've been lost inside
yeah lost inside
i keep facing my time
as i own my
decisions deep inside
at least I try

spotify

at least i try w/ saikyu [_DMaru 望む]

thank you for listening 
w/ @imnotenvy

lyrics 
// envy 
cause the feelings come and go i swear just like the wind
it’s only torture on my mind til i hear your voice again
oh no i
took a couple shots straight through my skeleton
oo oh oh
thoughts keep haunting me
and all the shit you said my heart is vacant

baby i can’t save myself
but i can guide you in
i think i’m
selfless not by choice
but cause i never win
oh ho oh
told myself i’d never fall in love again
but now you’re right in front of me
and i can’t let this end no

cause these thoughts of mine
always fight back and
step outside just to come back in
i don’t really mind at all
break my heart long as you’re happy

cause i can’t even speak my mind my breathings fucked up
i think i’ve reached my peak im dying my heartbeat finally stopped
and you know what it’s like baby
fall apart but it’s worth saving
oh don’t you go i need you baby for the thousandth time

// geist
cause these thoughts of mine
always fight back and
lately i just cannot win
poison in my mind oh love
you’re the antidote i need

so swear that it’s you and me
we’re running out of time baby
i wanted to trust
wanted to love
wanted to feel something
oh no oh
don’t let this fall apart just remember
that you have my heart, and it’s yours forever

selfless w/ notenvy [kenda]

( prod. @splashgvng x @Kazba)
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztfIVGw-g0w
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cap.kylesc/

// LYRICS \\

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow, it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
You're running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
Your yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like Hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time

yeah
I'm walking down the streets
Wearing my hoodie
Flash back i'ma freeze

[BRIDGE]
I'm so cold down here
(Pass me a jacket)

I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe, you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
Your running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
You're yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time
yeah
I'm walking down the streets
I'm wearing my hoodie
Flashback i'ma freeze

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn
 
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[OUTRO]
I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

The snow will catch me. (prod. Splashgvng x Kazba)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

my heart is turning black (feat. VITO)

produced by heylee manzeron

artwork by annalyceart

kill breanna's soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/killbreanna

Lyrics:

(HeyLee Manzeron)

If I knew what I was, would I feel it in myself?
Would I feel it align with the curves inside my spine?
Well, I feel like it’s benign to try and only find the things that align this way.

I don’t think you understand
I don’t feel like I’m part of this
Binary space inside of my mind
I’ve been forced to survive on silence

I know nobody is perfect
Some days it doesn’t feel worth it
I feel like I’m just a burden
And in my heart, it don’t feel right
I think that I don’t deserve it
And, everything has a purpose
Maybe one day I’ll be heard, and
Things will be okay in the end

And I don’t wanna know if you know and I don’t 
Cause I never wanna know the ways that you kept me sane 
And I don’t wanna know if you know and I don’t
Cause I never wanna know the ways that you kept me sane

(kill breanna)

You kept me fine when no one else did
No one cared to check up on me
Said “who you are?”, I dunno
Least I sleep at night, unlike you
You stay up and contemplate everything that i’m made of
In my head i feel like a nuisance
I know nobody’s perfect but you’re far from the least
You’re like black and white, when you’re perceiving me
I think you don’t wanna see my side of it, I know nobody is


(HeyLee Manzeron)

And in my heart, it don’t feel right
I think that I don’t deserve it
And, everything has a purpose
Maybe one day I’ll be heard, and
Things will be okay in the end

And I don’t wanna know if you know and I don’t 
Cause I never wanna know the ways that you kept me sane 
And I don’t wanna know if you know and I don’t
Cause I never wanna know the ways that you kept me sane

Binary Place (ft. kill breanna)

prod. maxchris x ayoley

lyrics:

if you're in pain reach out to me !!
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with u i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
you'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second

oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds
they'll beg you for an open till you cave so grit your teeth and give a scrap you made a month ago and let them
send a single snippet and they rip it just so they can load it up in fl studio and slap a halfass verse around it
god i wish i was kidding
but feels nice to vent all the shit that i live with
there's two types of friends and i know which is which
yea i've got my ways but i'm not spilling shit

-

if you're in pain reach out to me
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with you i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
u'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second
oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds

hurdles

baby i don’t wanna care about life
i just wanna give you someone you can lean on 
i was drinking just to pass the time 
it don’t matter anyways you the one i think of 
baby i don’t wanna care about ah 
yeah i just wanna be that motherfucker that she lean on
i don’t even care about why

don’t doubt it let me think about it for you 
you was runnin’ out of space because they shrink wrapped on you 
i’m a cheapskate, i’mma buy a suitcase on her
i’mma fly out any day baby just pick a date for me yeah 
bae just don’t relapse on him
tried to save you ain’t no reason shorty 
i’m a stone throw away from tryna kill that motherfucker
she don’t feel nothin’
life ain’t mean a thing when i’m around her 

baby i don’t wanna care about life
i just wanna give you someone you can lean on 
i was drinking just to pass the time 
it don’t matter anyways you the one i think of 
baby i don’t wanna care about ah 
yeah i just wanna be that motherfucker that she lean on

baby let me think just let it sink in
baby you ain’t had to do me vicious 
i been tryna find my way to fix this
took the wrong path now i’m tryna find you it’s a mission
baby i’m the one that you can lean on
relax so i can take away the tension
but i know that i’m built up with neglection
hit ignore i don’t gotta race since i caught a buzz
i been clear and i been flyin’ with the doves
tryna figure out how deep is your love
girl you’re so beautiful looks are deceiving
and i don’t really care about 

i don’t wanna care about life
i just wanna give you someone you can lean on 
i was drinking just to pass the time 
it don’t matter anyways you the one i think of 
baby i don’t wanna care about ah 
yeah i just wanna be that motherfucker that she lean on
i was drinking just to pass the time 
i don’t even care about why
baby i don’t wanna care about life
i just wanna give you someone you can lean on 
i was drinking just to pass the time 
it don’t matter anyways you the one i think of 
baby i don’t wanna care about ah

lean on w/ jomie + acey

artist, producer
ghxst collective

Currently trying to kick cancers ass, I think I'm winning rn.

Binary Place (ft. kill breanna)

HeyLee Manzeron

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