"it hard, oh baby it's hard" I love this sm

sock monkey Island eheheheheh

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
pacing around the floor making circles that could go miles
tears are running down my face they're stacking up in piles
threw us in recycle, unrecognizable files
all our data's lost, babe it's been a while
cause we
don't need
us
remember when we met i was too scared to even look at u
these knots that are in my stomach ain't normal they're all bc of u
and i can't help but stutter the first time i ever talked to you
and i knew u were special, really thought we'd have a future
but we
don't need
us

i stg
this can't be real
2 years gone
nothing to feel
it went so fast
thought it would last
but i was too, arrogant with that

staying the night at your home
feels good waking up, knowing ur close
don't know why or how i go
with you, was never alone
i'm poppin all my cells
where are you now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay right here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that i've always feared
that i fear

CAPABLE OF LOSING EVERYTHING
I GOT NO FRIENDS
ONLY PEOPLE THROUGH A PHONE SCREEN
I'M ALONE LESS
WHEN YOU CALLED I WAS HOPING
YOU WERE COMING HOME
1 YEAR DONE NOW 3
LEFT TO GO
POURING OUT MY HEART TO RANDOM EYES
BET THEY KNOW ME
BETTER THAN YOU EVER DID
COME AND SHOW ME
SHE'S TOO BUSY THROWING UP
ALL THE ALCOHOL
WHILE I'M SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM
CUDDLING WITH MY DOG
bored out of my mind, riff guitar i love to escape
cut off everyone, i keep swimming in my mistakes
staring at the ceiling
bet it has more feelings
than i ever will i come to realize i'm deceiving

spotify

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
would u like to meet in the summer
catch up on life or should i even bother to plan a dine
i don't really even know where u reside
pick apart my soul and it feel like
something has been missing
right now i really miss u
n when i'm alone i wish i could reach out and kiss you
but life isn't fair
no life's never fair
the one i truly loved is gone now i'm the only one that's here
man i'm really done, getting tired, might just book a plane
this the same shirt i wore, for like 3 days
throw it on, roll my eyes looking mad at the stains
no if u can't handle this then u can't handle me
i'm busy hangin w myself so i got no time
to come through and drink booze or waste my life
peer pressure, i said i don't wanna get high
but the pressure continues i got a fragile mind
so i fantasize about a future that lies
and u are in it w me, all the way till we die
but i don't want it to seem like i am forcing
anything oh at all, just tell me what u think

always feelin down, guess this is life
surprised i live another night
surprised i haven't took my life
surprised i'm even still alive
but i got way too much to lose
i don't do it for me, i do it for you
i put away the knife, i did that for you
i'm wonderin if u can see, i'm right in front of you

so i fantasize about a girl who i'd die for
and she look up to me, like "ur the one that i search for"
but that's too good to be true
and that is my point of view
if i had to ask one thing
would you die for me too
so would u wanna run away with me..?
through the mountains and things i've never seen
on a hill maybe lay down by a tree
and close my eyes with a little bit of breeze
she said, "i can't do this log... i can't look after u no more"
so why u telling me this now?
i thought u had me figured out

man i'm really done getting tired might just book for a plane
in the north montana, gotta isolate
need someone to break my heart to feel something
cus i deserve it i've caused way too many pains
so i fantasize about a girl who i'd die for
and she look up to me, like "ur the one that i search for"
but that's too good to be true
and that is my point of view
if i had to ask one thing
would you die for me too

reside

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
the biggest thing i fear
the darkness in my heart
will never disappear
now i'm back to start 
but u gave me one night where i felt happy again
i smiled and waved goodbye
i think i made a friend

she said, "the night is young"
i got nothing to do
let's ride around town
windows open through the roof
i think this is special
it's never been us two
laughing in the meadows, while the flowers bloom
don't leave u needa stay
i don't wanna go home
i could stay here for days
maybe hang again
cause i'm okay with that
i don't wanna get my hopes up but hey,
i think i made a friend

i hear them calling on my name
i'm still log and i'm still the same
hold right here don't let go of me
i'll be here if u need anything
it's getting pretty late
i could talk to u for hours
i never say a thing, i never say a word
but when i speak with u
i leave my introvert
i leave it all behind, is it better is it worse

well is it better is it worse cause you've known me for a while
and the day really depends if i frown or if i smile
will depression come again
but as soon as u went home
depression came back
but i don't really care cause i think i made a friend

she said, "the night is young"
well i got nothing to do
let's ride around town
windows open through the roof
i think this is special
it's never been us two
laughing in the meadows while the flowers bloom
don't leave u needa stay
cause i don't wanna go home
i could stay here for days
so maybe hang again
cause i'm okay with that
i don't wanna get my hopes up but hey..
i think i made a friend

but i don't think i'm ready i cannot have a girl yet
i'm still getting over my last relationship
i'm slowly getting better but some nights i still feel numb
now people wanna hangout but the doors shut
u say that u miss me and i really doubt that
u say that ur proud of me, do u even mean it?
but i think ur tryna take advantage of me
cause no one around me is doing what i'm doing

I THINK I MADE A FRIEND
I THINK I MADE A FRIEND
I THINK I MADE A FRIEND





i think i made a friend :,)

i think i made a friend

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
i just woke up and i'm not even tired
it's 7 in the morning but i ain't set my timer
u said u fell asleep but i think ur a liar
it's a shame that ur the only one that i admire
is it too much for u to shoot a text
cause it'd probably just take a sec
right now i take it slow with baby steps
but i think that u just want me in my bed
and that's fine
yea it's okay
but i lie
but you'd do the same
and i wonder why even stay?
when ur just killing time and worsening my pain

do you think our friend's would hold support for us
i don't know whether this is lust or love
thinking about your lips in between mine
i'd treat u better than these stupid guys
so if we were together i would give support for you
and not just a little i would give a ton
so maybe u should keep it in mind
i'd treat you better than any other guy

the violent sounds that keep me up at night
leaves my neck in sweat causing my pillow to fight
but i lay back down, praying for sleep
their words are profound, they're never nice to me no
so is it too much for u to shoot a text
i swear it'd probably just take a sec
rn i take you slow with baby steps
but i swear that u just want me in my bed
procrastinating whether if i should go to sleep
cause i don't wanna see you in another dream
oh i hate it
it feels so real
i could touch it
and keep u sealed

don't tell her i'll be gone
either way she wouldnt know
i just took off
I'll see you when i play a show
mom and dad have moved
thought for sure they wouldn't go
let me stay with you, you are my second home
i wanted you to see
i wanted you to know
i'd tell you to my friend's just so i could boast
but you don't understand
that i am not a man
i do this for my brother
and i do this for my fans
fake talk, this a face off, i ain't scared of you
bite down, rip my tongue off and the blood run through
show up i got teeth marks and my peck turned blue
the suns down, imma head out yeah it was nice to see you
i gotta keep my cool yeah just wait wait wait wait
you gotta calm down log but i'm addicted to the pain
LOVE WHEN YOU LIE
LOVE WHEN YOU SPEAK
LOVE WHEN YOU CRY
AND LOVE WHEN YOU BREATHE
POSTED OUTSIDE, WAR IS COMPLETE
I FOUGHT FOR MY LIFE
IT GOT DEADLY
BLOOD ON MY FACE, STOP HOLDING ME
DODGING A MACE
BUT I DON'T RETREAT
i need to lay down thank god i'm alive
i knocked your man's down, i think he might die
lost our loved one's
bring peace to us all
cowards they run
and snakes in the wall
pray for em all

snakes in the wall

lyrics:

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

But still we keep on drinking thru the hard times
These 50 people around keep us occupied
This October is so much colder than last years
I wish I could relax but I dont see any of my friends here
Ive made it this far so Im sure I could never fold here
But before u broke me up I didn’t know tears
I blow my cigarette smoke in fall air
U look so good but oh my god u bite
I didn’t trust nobody and oh my god I was right to
love didn’t use to mean that they’d try lock u up and hide u
Baby it’s a big world and I’m trying but I hate this
As soon u gain some traction oh its funny how the plot twist
Its all the same when the last breath comes
Who would u save and who would u rather have die
Dont focus on the blade look me in my eyes
Im here to wipe the last tears u cry
I was never the one to avenge ur life
Cause in ur last move u sacrificed mine
So baby I garuntee that it’ll be only bad dreams tonight
And in the worst of it all I show teeth tonight
Because me of still free tonight
Because of me I still breath
But because of u I cant sleep
It seems ur smells still stuck in my sheets tonight

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

life sucker (taylor morgan x punk)

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

SPOTIFY

heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

lyrics:

Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
I hope this feeling in my stomach blows by
You were the only one to read me thru my eyes baby
I was fucked by u made it alright baby
now without you part of me dies

I thought human nature gifted moral code but I was wrong
She could kill me now and I would still try to put it in a song
Circulation leaves my fingers while I jot down these poems
I feel being hated still holds more than being alone
Ive lost too many friends to the same shit I take
Heavens way too full for someone that had willed this fate
The bottles never deep enough to drown out this pain
And the pills are never strong enough to alleviate this weight
Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
Break me again
And again and again
When im numb Ill say sorry to my family and friends
Im on drink im on pills im on ten im on go
In my head I hear voices telling me im better cold
I dont know x4
But I dont know
I dont know x4
Huh
I dont know x6

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

Kill me and then love me and then cut me and then stuff me and then dump me in this ditch
I was so damn whipped
U ungrateful bitch
please just choke
This about people that did me wrong
If u feel me just sing along
I had never felt how I was
On that evening night in that house
But Im too scared to reach out
So ill be here thinking about it

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

crusher (branwen)

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

pathetic ft. residential

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea your two-faced
gonna die here for ur sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
and i thought that i knew u
i guess i don't
u can say if i'm annoying too
cause i know
got a lot i need to figure out
i'm trying so
i believe there ain't no stopping now
i'm on the ropes
the corners made of cobwebs
the widows home
sometimes she comes to visit me
through the holes
and she say "what're you doing here, you look alone"
and i say that i'm developing and in the zone
accept no apologies ur just too late
split my heart in half now it goes two ways
exhausted, i need to say goodbye
i love it when there's peace and when it's quiet

suffocate in feelings
it's 100% my decision
whether if i should just let it go
but the sadness keeps filling
(it never ends)
made no progress
i got so much time to stall with
but i don't know how to manage it
produce on my own and abolish
ur attitude is contagious
i rub it off but u kept staying
and i let u walk all over me
i should've stood my ground
i ain't no man i am weak

i mean nothing to u now
cus i feel it through the text
oh how u love to talk about yourself
well no one likes a narcissist
these lines i split
slowly vanish from my wrist
and i tried to hide what i did
now the planks are rotting on our bridge
but how can i get u to change your mind
well babe i'm never ever fine
only for a sec, depression prys
swear the gap is crushing on my life
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea ur two-faced
gonna die here for your sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point

veins

the widows home

heylog - the widows home

https://open.spotify.com/album/2erLjZg3vJPYobdmKrexhW?si=Iu-yZ4N-Qc-Ec5v5DKoxrg

prod. @deademane

(heylog)
between the glass
is filled with poison
i feel like trash
apply the ointment
just stay back
he needs some time alone
cus through the cracks
is the widows home
don't come inside here
i would bounce
we're not alive here
don't stick around
when ur minds clear
come in the house
cus i'm not safe here
so get me out

don't come inside here
you might fear
people always die here
bloods along the cabinets
he sacrificed a lot here
everything was gone he loved
and now there's nothing left here
he said he wants to make a change
so he cuts every piece of hair
don't come inside here
you might fear
everybody dies here
walls are colored red
and i see bodies lying everywhere
roam around the room
can you tell there's nothing left here
you're quick to quit imagining
that you brought me inside of here

(casperrr)
oh she
she is lying thru her teeth
i swear that she wants to kill me
lay with my lifeless body
while staring at the ceiling
her actions are deceiving
she cuts herself she's bleeding
the blood is running and she really
fucking loves to see it

welcome to the widows home
there's cracks and holes in every wall
the emptyness fills all those holes
this place really tourments my soul
but you can't leave neither can i
i'll go into a room and cry
i'll try to just make up my mind
cut my hair lock myself inside

there's nowhere to go to now
there's no1 to save you now

(heylog + casperrr)
don't come inside here
you might fear
people always die here
bloods along the cabinets
he sacrificed a lot here
everything was gone he loved
and now there's nothing left here
he said he wants to make a change
so he cuts every piece of hair
don't come inside here
you might fear
everybody dies here
walls are colored red
and i see bodies lying everywhere
roam around the room
can you tell there's nothing left here
you're quick to quit imagining
that you brought me inside of here

casperrr x heylog - there's nothing left here (deademane)

• prod. @charlieshuffler
• mixed by me

彡☆<3 love u guys <3☆彡

AMV on scroll忍

☆ u made me (prod. charlie shuffler) ☆

MUSIC VIDEO

☆ medicine (prod. nicolas sales) ☆

produced by heylog <3
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lyrics:
tell me this aint true
cus im really scared to speak out
lovers all around me
god i feel twice as lonely now
she said, "log feel my pulse
and listen to my heart pound"
but i aint feel nothin dude
nor do i hear a sound
i dont care about anyone for now
except for you
shes back for the third time
to me thats some great news
i could see u every night
ik u wouldnt want to
she ask to go out for a night
im really tryna play it cool
she said logan smile more
but ur the reason i didnt whore
im dancing while the rain pours
im guessing u could call it bored
got acne growing through my pores
i thought it couldnt get any worse
apparently it can
face is full of red sores

she loves whatever she wants
but she only loves herself
whats that smell
ITS SELFISH
its hard to love someone
when they dont love you back
i tried but it left a birth mark like the one on my forehead
she always checking her phone
and never looks up
it never really phased her
she always got luck
she always got what she want
love and all the fun
i tried to be nice
but u took at my trust

i think im reaching the heavens
beretta come here and just end it
i know that ppl will miss me
but right now it dont really mean nothin
i wanna rest with the goddesses
havent found peace in a minute
im in the section of fantasy
while ur still trapped in the fiction
she said, "i love u logan"
but i know ur full of shit
how could u approach this
save my soul or squash it
i was really lost in it
u took the advantage on me it was really sus
but i was dumb n went with it

so tell me this aint true
cus im really scared to speak out
lovers all around me
god i feel twice as lonely now
she said, "log feel my pulse
and listen to my heart pound"
but i aint feel nothin dude
nor do i hear a sound
i dont care about anyone for now
except for you
shes back for the third time
to me thats some great news
i could see u every night
ik u wouldnt want to
she ask to go out for a night
im really tryna play it cool
she said logan smile more
but ur the reason i didnt whore
im dancing while the rain pours
im guessing u could call it bored
got acne growing through my pores
i thought it couldnt get any worse
apparently it can
face is full of red sores

look u got what u want
u feel good about yourself?
whats down there
ITS HELL
because thats where u belong
with ashes and evil
but i could say the same thing about myself
her face beaming off the summer sun
i wont forget a single lil thing
her flaws she aint got even one
the memories created were more important to me

birth

produced by heylog <3
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lyrics:
karma is a bitch and now im upset
put me in a freezer gotta reset
i dont like this time that im living in
pull me out when i say ill never be giving in
karma is a twat and now im tweakin
she in love but i dont even feel it
pull me out my grave i dont care that ur here bitch
im on the road to healing i dont need you to hurt it

now i ghosted, wait thats normal for me
i change the setting cause its gobbling me
i turn off my notifs, no ones bothering me
i muted his feed, shits so annoying
she keep an eye on me like im up to something
but im not girl its still the same old me
i got my body on the floor i promise im not crying
im like waterpark tears just keep on running
theres this bitch called karma u familar with her?
shes like a greenhouse gas chemicals in the earth
dont know why she picks on me she said its what i deserve
i eat my body weight in almond butter n chocolate dessert
𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵
oh girl i could come and kill u nice and easy
but i dont wanna waste my time on dumb history
used to look back and cry but now I'm laughing
im a monster with my words i can never help it

please quit reaching out what part of you think its okay?
i only need myself and love so aint that what you said
ik ur prolly back is it the time that u meet death
oh my god whats gotten into me this shits spinning my head
she dont fit in the aesthetic more like in the piece of shit
karma will come for me if i keep talking all this shit
cause right now i promise you that i dont give a shit
but in the future i know that ill be like, oh shit..

karma is a bitch and now im upset
put me in a freezer gotta reset
i dont like this time that im living in
pull me out when i say ill never be giving in
karma is a twat and now im tweakin
she in love but i dont even feel it
pull me out my grave i dont care that ur here bitch
im on the road to healing i dont need you to hurt it

i couldnt provide ur shelter
i dont think u remember
how was ur first lover?
but hey its whatever

oh baby i could come and kill u nice and easy
but thatd be a lil rude and kinda petty
i boss for a bit then target defense
shes like a garden full roses and a barbed wire fence
id never see it coming she keep it a secret
personality is 2 kinda like a catfish
ur the last person id choose to be my friend
i know im not the only one that thinks ur a bitch

hey, it's whatever

featuring @sewerperson
produced by heylog
enjoy :)

lyrics:
(heylog)
killing all the memories cant get them out my head
do u think you'll remember me what a great way to end
now she's giving me goosebumps, up and down my skin
i don't wanna hurt u, but we were getting tense
i despise u cus i really tried my best
but was there something wrong with anything i did
this fire burns
it's burning out my chest
my hairs developing curls
she run it with her nails

i left her a note but i kept it secret in my head
guess you'll never know what i had wrote or what i said
let me clear the air i don't consider you a friend
oh how we were toxic it was to our benefit
if u truly love her go and say it to her face
but he never will he only spoke it thru the pain
his scars present a symbol she will carry with attain
and she looks at him with disgust and hatred and with vain
she let him slip by but who's the one that holds the blame
she dont care cus she got guys who provide all the needs she craves
cus he could never satisfy her so he solved it on a blade
she acted like she cared but it was nothing but a fake

i don't know how to act right i guess
and u should prolly leave don't want a witness
calling down to the 2 friends i have
but they ain't never here i crave ur love bad
so i don't know how to act right i guess
and u should prolly leave don't want a witness
calling down to the 2 friends i have
but they ain't never here i crave ur love bad
SO I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ACT RIGHT I GUESS
AND SHE'S MINDLESS TALKING BACK WITH HER EX
BUT HE NEVER LOVED HER, ONLY LOVED THE SEX
I GIVE UP I'M SO DONE WITH THIS

(sewerperson)
thru the wind i smell the blood
it tastes to me like broken heart
i know i feel though my body cold
and hungry reaching out for more
peaceful i could sleep peaceful finally
breaks in the trees in my bed pines needle my heart
im still deep in the rows all despite the fresh start and its killing me
im just not myself for the time being
promise u baby i’ve changed i swear
bodies in the garden behind my stairs
i just woke up with em laying right there
crush crush crush all these bugs in my hair
guess i came back from the dead for a moment
i cannot speak with my mouth sewn shut
broke open
welcome to the end you’ve chosen

kill all the memories can’t get them out my head
do u think you’ll remember me what a great way to end
even if I was what they said 
would you still love me then

pathetic ft. residential

heylog

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