produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

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heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea your two-faced
gonna die here for ur sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
and i thought that i knew u
i guess i don't
u can say if i'm annoying too
cause i know
got a lot i need to figure out
i'm trying so
i believe there ain't no stopping now
i'm on the ropes
the corners made of cobwebs
the widows home
sometimes she comes to visit me
through the holes
and she say "what're you doing here, you look alone"
and i say that i'm developing and in the zone
accept no apologies ur just too late
split my heart in half now it goes two ways
exhausted, i need to say goodbye
i love it when there's peace and when it's quiet

suffocate in feelings
it's 100% my decision
whether if i should just let it go
but the sadness keeps filling
(it never ends)
made no progress
i got so much time to stall with
but i don't know how to manage it
produce on my own and abolish
ur attitude is contagious
i rub it off but u kept staying
and i let u walk all over me
i should've stood my ground
i ain't no man i am weak

i mean nothing to u now
cus i feel it through the text
oh how u love to talk about yourself
well no one likes a narcissist
these lines i split
slowly vanish from my wrist
and i tried to hide what i did
now the planks are rotting on our bridge
but how can i get u to change your mind
well babe i'm never ever fine
only for a sec, depression prys
swear the gap is crushing on my life
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea ur two-faced
gonna die here for your sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point

veins

the widows home

heylog - the widows home

HELLO, [REDACTED]

I KNOW YOUR DARKEST SECRETS. I HAVE SULKED FOR FAR TOO LONG. THIS CONSEQUENCE WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN. YOU WILL. LET MY PROSPERITY PLAGUE YOUR MENTAL HEALTH FOR THE REST OF YOUR EXISTENCE. LET IT EAT AWAY AT YOUR PSYCHE UNTIL YOU’RE BEGGING ME FOR A WAY OUT. THE SWEET TASTE OF REVENGE SPILLS FROM YOUR WOUNDS AS I CELEBRATE YOUR DEMISE.

GOODBYE, [REDACTED]. 
HELLO, DEATH THREAT. 💉

(chorus)
some say he a savage
others say he afraid and he damaged
all i know is lil goth boy has had it
and his lil fairy bitch bouta ravage 
would not believe ive been through hell even if you told me
panic attack after attack from codependency 
facetious when i speak my thesis on how this short life is SHIT, believe it.

(verse)
woah!
that’s tougher talk from a bitch than im used to!
now, how u gonna let a lil white boy fuckin merc you??? 
don’t play games with me
HUMAN TAXIDERMY
BOP BOP BOP
GAT GAT GAT 
can feel the spray on my face
as a matter of fact
don’t judge by the way that i talk & i act
cuz this fag packs a punch that’ll shatter your back

ERISU DELPHINE:
￼TRECHOR Boy told me kill ‘em 
i said lemme grab my COCK THO! 
Fucking on yo ho3 Till i slosh that pussi queef mode 
GASP with the dick but i got my SKELE nuts low 
I can play smash LIKE the PROS GiMME DOME HOE! 
When i speak I’m seekin For a way to bleed em’ 
Blueface i mean it , work with us or delete it, 
David, I’ll GO BACK IN TIME & ABORT YOUR FETUS 
You still Scamming fans?! I can’t believe it
￼
(bridge)
yo if you’re listening to this right now you know exactly who you are you fucking cunt
i will literally drill a hole in your skull and fuck your brains out
fuck

(chorus)
some say he a savage
others say he afraid and he damaged
all i know is lil goth boy has had it
and his lil fairy bitch bouta ravage 
(x2)
would not believe ive been through hell even if you told me
panic attack after attack from codependency 
facetious when i speak my thesis on how this short life is SHIT, believe it.

DEATH THREAT

DEATH THREAT (FEAT. ERISU)

<3
released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

@tnvr555 

// kellin
so stay away
for heaven’s sake
what’s done is done
and you’re too late
so stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings

woah woah oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh
woah woah oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh

LETS GO

don’t tel me you’re sorry
because you don’t care at all
you only want me
when there’s no one left to call
no i am not falling
for your games not anymore
so don’t even bother
cause i’ve heard it all before

cold-blooded white lies
i can see it in your eyes
we both know
how this goes
it’s really no surprise

so stay away
for heaven’s sake
what’s done is done
and you’re too late
so stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings
say goodbye
please don’t cry
we tried our best
could not survive
just stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings

// geist
you just don’t get it, do you?
my love, you’re my pain
you’re my one and only muse
i just can’t get over you
take my blood with the blade
tell me now
how do you feel?

do you feel alive?
since you love to play
with hearts beating
inside of your hands
till they die
oh baby then you can go tell all your lies

sick of you crawling in my skin
oh say i’m dragging you down
so take at it
straight through my veins
and leave me here
for heavens sake

// kellin & geist
cold-blooded white lies
i can see it in your eyes
we both know
how this goes
it’s really no surprise

so stay away
for heaven’s sake
what’s done is done
and you’re too late
so stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings
say goodbye
please don’t cry
we tried our best
could not survive
just stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings
woah oh oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh oh

for heaven's sake

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for heaven's sake w/ kellin quinn [tnvr]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWjwv1KL0zM

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prod mix master chris rain

CHRIS RAIN - What I'm Looking For

IF LOOKS COULD KILL

„Shadows of War“ ist ein kraftvoller und düsterer Song, der die brutale Realität von Krieg, Gewalt und Machtmissbrauch thematisiert. Mit eindringlichen Texten schildert der Song die Tragödien unzähliger unschuldiger Opfer, die von Entscheidungen einzelner herrschender Figuren getroffen werden. Er beleuchtet den Hass, die Rache und die Manipulation durch Religion, die den Kreislauf der Gewalt immer weiter antreiben. Musikalisch begleitet von einer schweren, melancholischen Atmosphäre, bringt „Shadows of War“ die dunklen Schatten des Konflikts zum Ausdruck und stellt die Frage, wann dieser Albtraum endlich enden wird. Ein Song, der zum Nachdenken anregt und die zerstörerischen Folgen von Krieg ungeschönt aufzeigt.

Shadows of War

Cover art by    @ peachy.rosie    (on instagram)

LYRICS

Making me sick
Lose my shit
Go party
I'm staying in
Once again
We're parting
Girl, do you sin 'cause I sin
I'm sorry
Losing my shit
Can we sit and restart it
You rip me up shawty
Do it no sorries
I show you love always
You give it back hardly
I want you so strongly
You want me back partly
One look and I'm concrete
That look that say "don't stop me"
...well I won't

All you want is just a break
Don't know why you feel this way
Did your heart stand still?
Won't you look at my face?
Can't you tell me what's his name?
I need someone I can blame
When I'm taking these pills
When I let myself fade

did your heart stand still?

featuring @sewerperson
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
killing all the memories cant get them out my head
do u think you'll remember me what a great way to end
now she's giving me goosebumps, up and down my skin
i don't wanna hurt u, but we were getting tense
i despise u cus i really tried my best
but was there something wrong with anything i did
this fire burns
it's burning out my chest
my hairs developing curls
she run it with her nails

i left her a note but i kept it secret in my head
guess you'll never know what i had wrote or what i said
let me clear the air i don't consider you a friend
oh how we were toxic it was to our benefit
if u truly love her go and say it to her face
but he never will he only spoke it thru the pain
his scars present a symbol she will carry with attain
and she looks at him with disgust and hatred and with vain
she let him slip by but who's the one that holds the blame
she dont care cus she got guys who provide all the needs she craves
cus he could never satisfy her so he solved it on a blade
she acted like she cared but it was nothing but a fake

i don't know how to act right i guess
and u should prolly leave don't want a witness
calling down to the 2 friends i have
but they ain't never here i crave ur love bad
so i don't know how to act right i guess
and u should prolly leave don't want a witness
calling down to the 2 friends i have
but they ain't never here i crave ur love bad
SO I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ACT RIGHT I GUESS
AND SHE'S MINDLESS TALKING BACK WITH HER EX
BUT HE NEVER LOVED HER, ONLY LOVED THE SEX
I GIVE UP I'M SO DONE WITH THIS

(sewerperson)
thru the wind i smell the blood
it tastes to me like broken heart
i know i feel though my body cold
and hungry reaching out for more
peaceful i could sleep peaceful finally
breaks in the trees in my bed pines needle my heart
im still deep in the rows all despite the fresh start and its killing me
im just not myself for the time being
promise u baby i’ve changed i swear
bodies in the garden behind my stairs
i just woke up with em laying right there
crush crush crush all these bugs in my hair
guess i came back from the dead for a moment
i cannot speak with my mouth sewn shut
broke open
welcome to the end you’ve chosen

kill all the memories can’t get them out my head
do u think you’ll remember me what a great way to end
even if I was what they said 
would you still love me then

welcome to the end ft. sewerperson

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

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