There is a lot of really good music here. It is best to play songs at random.

My long list of music I have.

hiraeth

fallin 5

Cloudy mix

Depression is life

Can't get better

lyrics:

Look at how I work cause I don’t got that much to say
I aint have to do it but I went and did it anyway
They ask for a speech they seem to think wrote one yesterday
But I aint got that much to say
I hope all my friends can make the hurdles in this flesh race
I know people that hate on me could never be at the same spot I await
But When I pull my blunt it fade away

Still cold Oh im half baked
All flame Im in Pompeii
No trains I get on planes
Anglais She got a French girl waist
Nail paint On my bald fade
Frostbite Covering up my face
Quality control my diamonds up on my neck 
like so cold they on Iceberg Ice tray Ice tray

Down inside the bay
Right across the ocean I been standing in the rain
I don’t love just anybody u just earn the place
Right around this time of year I start to see 
ur face in the winds of Toronto
Oh she doing her thing
I might be the Weeknd she just calling out my name
Girl u fill me full of love inside this world that’s full of pain
I don’t know what to say
U feel like a home and I guess I just found my place
Bathed in my moonlight How could I not cry
Look up in the night sky I could feel em close by
Rather them gimme screw face Then to be a two face
No I don’t have no name I might leave him no face
Burned into my left brain I could see his whole fate
Feel like -20 now and I can’t feel my own face
I hear sirens out my window for a lullaby
When the summers here this shit just happen all the time
Grown old I can now see
Oh u mad we know u tryna be me
Hold the phone Lemme say my piece
I don’t give a fuck go head to scrutinize me all u want
We drink thru the night until we start to see the sun
Just me and my guys I know they got me when im stuck
This for all the nights that no one really gave a fuck
Now we Poppin bottles on the roof outside the club

Still cold Oh im half baked
All flame Im in Pompeii
No trains I get on planes
Anglais She got a French girl waist
Nail paint On my bald fade
Frostbite Covering up my face
Quality control my diamonds up on my neck 
like so cold they on Iceberg Ice tray Ice tray

moira (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

Deathbed ft. Days To Waste (Nevrfall/Droozy)

Instagram: kcchalkmusic_

Lyrics 

it’s fucked again 
don’t think i’ll ever win 
feel like it’s the end 
the walls are caving in (X3)

don’t wanna watch the concrete rain
every day you do the same thing
all alone sit by yourself
all alone in an empty house
runnin back and forth
while the walls fall out
do you have somewhere to keep you safe
thats enough and you need to leave

it’s fucked again 
don’t think i’ll ever win 
feel like it’s the end 
the walls are caving in

I was down when you really fuckin needed me 
stabbed me in the back had me really fuckin bleedin and

it’s caving in

yeah it’s caving in x2

caving in

CAVING IN ft. Lil Narnia (Bryan He)

lyrics:


Hes not going home but u know that even tho its his exact words
Feet in the snow with no shoes no clothes still he’s burning
But his heart is way colder

And its 5:05
In the middle of the night
Girl its do or die
We dont get no points for crying
Please just watch how he drives
On this bread crumb trail 
But the case lays cold
And the bread grows stale

Memories dont pair well with alchohol
Can we drink on something else im sick of this fireball baby
A lot of people hate me from a screen in a basement
But They have fed u horse shit and still u take it
I need 30 minutes and im wasted
Ive always had problems tryna pace it
I came here in my 4’s left in a spaceship
There’s blood inside the air tonight I taste it 
Alone
But I get it were all scared to be alone
They’re not ur friends they're just a cunt inside ur phone
They love ur fire but they’ll never call u home
Trust me under fire they’d be quick to fuck u over
Pass me drugs I do em like its homework
I think im accomplished if I dont get any older
She’ll down plenty bottles but won’t touch a Coca Cola
Ok I digress my love just do what u suppose to
Pain
Its all in the plot
I was down I never thought id make it where I got
I remember bed bugs in my mattress and my clothes seams
Late night in this shed im blowing smoke screens
Wait
Sorry I forgot
My teachers told me I would never make it now im hot
Love is skewed my family growing up aint get along
But still it helped deal with all this shit that’s going on
So thank you

And its 5:05
In the middle of the night
Girl its do or die
We dont get no points for crying
Please just watch how he drives
On this bread crumb trail 
But the case lays cold
And the bread grows stale
505
In the middle of the night
I don't wanna fucking die
But it seems so right
Put the car into drive
Put my soul by my side
No one here for the ride
But it seems so right

h34rt_burn (branwen)

How Can I Feel Okay?

Prod. @splashgvng
Featuring @angie-faasen

Diary (Feat. Svar)

When I Look At You

Sxd Mood (Feat Re:)

==== x2

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.


====

bro hop in the whip caught riding,
cos that bitch she a snitch ima slide in.
said she hate me but she don't know where the line is,
baby ima leave why you acting so excited.

ima take it to the face you know im violent,
ima ghost in the light ultra violet.
i got drugs on my person i ain't lying,
tell me what u need, and i bet you i'll provide it.


====

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.


====

bro hop in the whip caught riding,
cos that bitch she a snitch ima slide in.
said she hate me but she don't know where the line is,
baby ima leave why you acting so excited.

ima take it to the face you know im violent,
ima ghost in the light ultra violet.
i got drugs on my person i ain't lying,
tell me what u need, and i bet you i'll provide it.


==== x2

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.

SPOTIFY

propane (prod. cloudpunk)

suckerpunch p grayskies IG @ HARDLYLUVD

prod. Tennis Player

Distributed to all platforms by Bangers Only

Lyrics:
Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah can you see what you did to me?
Yeah Blueprint of you in every girl that I see
Betrayed to the core, to every fucking degree
And I wish that this never happened to me

Pretty safe to say you dont care
Yeah Run around with people that's not there
(Yeah, run around people that's not there)
Are you fucking prepared?

Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah Fucking breakdown
Look in my eyes tell me it will be fine
Lies upon lies, upon lies, Im not fine
It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Breakdown

Ur on the outside looking in
I hate the taste, but I love the feeling I get
I dont feel like him
But baby, he’s the closest u might ever get

Maybe I don’t wanna start again
That doesn’t mean that ur not in my head
I can’t remember what u said
But I remember how it went 

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

The inside never felt so permanent
Ur outside wondering what could’ve been
And I wish I could save u but I can’t 
Ur on ur own now and I know how that can get :/

And when ur lips still taste of gin
The way u move ur hips like that again I stress
With u it seems I never win
All of my tears will surely shed :,(

U want me dancin intimate
I’ll dance around it once again
I’ll feel much better about it
When u start taking off ur dress ;)

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Beat produced by grayskies
Vocals & mixing by chemicalfarm
111 ‪♡‬ : )

wtf are we doing *p. grayskies*

Safe And Sound ft.Days to Waste & cutdeep (sorrow bringer)

dont wait for me w/suszach & sendflowrs (afterlife)

prod sinxi
i played guitar and added a single kick drum
wheyyy

and there was nothing i had 
except a screen in my eyes
i had no reason to try
now i got somewhere to hide
i had no love in my hand
now i have some to reside
ive never been to this land
the grass is greener than mine

Tryna slice my hands
I feeling never enough
U won’t save me now
I left my shit in the mud
And it was all I had
U look at me in disgust
And it was not that bad
I had no reason to trust

I used to live to die
Ur by my side
You pull me out
I bleed inside
And its all my fault
But I don’t mind
And you should let me drown
Cause im not worth ur time

and there was nothing i had 
except a screen in my eyes
i had no reason to try
now i got somewhere to hide
i had no love in my hand
now i have some to reside
ive never been to this land
the grass is greener than mine

We where strangers 
Telling each other to wait
That’s why im scared
I don’t give you a reason to stay
And its so obvious
That Im so easily replaced
I look so stupid while im throwing my life down the drain

somewhere to hide [sinxi]

deep

stars

bae21 (DOWNLOAD IN DESCRIPTION)

should have 
should have been my body
should have 
should have been my body

ill never get another chance now
and i dont want it, i just want you back now
i cannot deal with all these faces looking at me
i really think it should have been my body

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

i really thought i tried my best
im putting all my scent across your messsages
just to ruin it again
youre my love and all my medicine

whats stopping me
nobody can stop me now
what is happening 
words barely leaving my mouth
but im lost again
gaps of air barely creep out
im asleep again
i dont mean to let you down

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

should have
should have been my body...

body

i dont really like where youre pulling me now
i thought id do better, but youre barely proud
i dont really like that youre not calming me down
ive got nowhere to run now
nowhere to go now

you thought its best for me
but i dont need anything but you now
i did whats best for me 
and honestly i need you right here in my house
cant let this run on much further
further ill fall down
dont know how much i can cope fore' i hit you and fall back down

on the pavement 
on the pavement

pavement

the winds so much colder this year
and my body heat
my body heats reserved by yours
i cant find no substance like it
no tea or coffee ever clones it
my anxietys so bad
play with my fingers look away when you glance
i try to look bothered 
you dont understand
come off so awkward and less of a man

she owns like everything that i wear
and i keep getting thoughts as if we never left
cause its 0 degrees in both places
so its like nothing even changed but i cant see your face yet

my body cant cope without holding yours i cant face it
even just the little things like smelling on your fragrance
i can barely form a sentence, and i dont talk much
youve got a grip around me, i feel i dont need to hold on

only source of motivation, i dont need to practise
tell me now to break my spine oh love ive already cracked it
cause its 0 degrees, in both places
nothing even changed but love i cannot hold your face yet

say that youre forgetting it 
but how could you just lie to me 
you knew id do anything youd ask of me 
just try and see 
holding your resentment toward me 
isn’t it so tiring
keeping all these thoughts locked inside until I’m spiralling

Out of control 
all on my own 
I’ll take you on 
can’t hide from the truth 
when you know what you’ve (lyre) done

Standing my GROUND
I see them NOW 
All the voices they start to scream OUT

No more of your LIES 
cold look in your EYES
your zero degrees 
know the frost when it bites

degrees ft. chalyre

D/L - It's Not So bad

I Don't Know Where I'm Going

:) 


Looking half a mile away to see you face the wall
everytime u look at me my feelings burn 
all the things u wanted and I failed them all
Everytime u Talk to me my stomach burns

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Blood creeping out my window to my yard
All this involvement don’t know who u are 
All this water leaves, falls down where u are 
I don’t seem restless just going too far 
I’ve got no fuel left, you’ve drained all that I have 
Oh I’m anxious as shit, u should look at my arm
Cause I’ve torn it to pieces 
No pieces left
Just a pot that you piss in, now torn to shreds 

this feeling eats me alive guess i messed up my life
i try just to hide that way cant be right
well im just tired, everything is tiring
i stay up all night next day i sleep all the time
dont know what to say so i better stay silent
in my head im with you in fields full of violets

Walk myself to the pier this is life for me 
Pull myself up the wall u can’t carry me 
All this water gets colder crashes into me 
These feelings that I get I must have to leave

pier ft. melon

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite 

It’s so late 
And it’s so dark out 
Are you home yet ? 
It’s not safe out now
Are you home yet ? 
Can you not let me know?
Did you find somebody else who’s gonna fill my role 

You should lay here beneath me
In a forest, near the wood
And try to imagine 
All the things that we could 
Should

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite

one listen, before you sleep

produced by @idealismus

this track is completely non-profit

lyrics:

the comedown
nothing good happens in the come down

u are now hearing bout the come down
slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked

u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok
i just wanna pull up rolls royce now
but life just didnt work out that way

life just didnt work out that way

slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked
u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok

homie wake up at four
10 alarms said 8
but i been up all night and soon enough ill be up all day
working hard no pay
i dont care it feels great
accomplishments im glad i made

living the dream and the dream way too lucid
all of my fans said they knew i would do it
im never stopping so dont get it twisted
im sorry but music is over the mrs

808 earthquake
am i always sad no way
sacrifices by drake
hell nah i feel great

u are now hearing bout the come down
slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked

u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok
i just wanna pull up rolls royce now
but life just didnt work out that way