Your music always hits in a different way then most makes me feel less alone thank you for your art

It’s crazy seeing your progression since 2017 from the Sad Chill days. The way you continue to put work into music is so inspiring and you deserve everything coming your way💫

you dont know me i watch you for awhile just sayn hi... dont give up my friend music is our life an heartbeat

i love this song. think it makes me feel horrible though. idk hope youre doing alright HK, i know you go through the shit and it seems like it doesnt stop. im going through a period to stop numbing, got a psychiatrist, going on prozac, 3 days without weed after years of constantly being high. its weird, but maybe detoxing from the numbing for a bit, might let your brain comprehend things in a less passive, detached way. love your stuff bro, not a stan but pretty much only listen to your stuff the past couple years. please try your best to stay healthy, theres alot of people who lean on you, even if you dont realize. stay up big bro.

i hear cracks from the mirrors inside
glitter n light in front of my eyes
with it coming too close into sight
scared of what might be coming alive
i left notes about taking my life
and the scenes that unfold in my mind
give me reasons for why i should hide
now that i’ve seen their hollow disguise

my sudden demise
they’d cope
but i can’t lie
they’d know
that i had died with hope
lost

i feel my heart turn cold
pick up a moss clad stone
sneaking along cold floors
now

then i see it
turn of the corner
i hear heavy breathing
running for cover
the terror is seething
at this point there’s no god to believe in

oxygen low, bone dry
sucking out all my life
clenching my fists, ready to fight
checking again if i’m dead or alive

the daylight vanished before i could catch it (dash)

i think it's sad you never cared
you said you did
or maybe i'm just wrong
i tend to split
they say its borderline
a dark abyss
and i say its really hard
but lets call it what it is
i'm so scared of getting close if you hurt me ima dip
i'm so paranoid you lying, i ain't seeing what i did
i just threw it all away, its only way that i'm equipped
you can call me Bojack i'm a Stupid Piece of Shit
i betray myself like every single thing i do
now you know my secrets when i spill them in the booth
i think i'm way too old to still be here to tell the truth
i think i'm way too old to still be smoking on this-
i'm still getting paid, still my money stack
still it doesn't change all the weight that's on my back
i could say i'm fine but i know that's cap
why the fuck i'm such a bitch, i ain't even got my back
i don't know how i should be
i thought i'd know by now at least
self-deprecation brings me peace
if you can't relate i know you can't see
i wish all the hate were to die to me
i wish all the pain weren't inside of me
my torn up lungs cannot lie for me
my secret's safe, it's gonna die with me




SPOS Freestyle

The Ruiner

DUMMY PT 2

I really appreciate all of the support recently, fr I appreciate you!

Lyrics:
Yeah 
Yeah 
My pulse is getting faint and soon the screen will surly turn black 
As the error code attacks, it’s not too late for you to turn back 

All the time that you spent by my side 
Why’d you waste away your life 
If you knew I wouldn’t like that 
I’m in a daze, feel like such a parasite 
Reassure that’s it’s alright 
Cause you’re much to weak to fight back 



Now my skin’s turning blue and I can’t breathe 
Hopefully this is all just a bad dream 
This is not what I imagined 
How’d it happen 
It’s like its always fuck me, how tragic

Fight Back

SAVE YOURSELF

shoutout underoath im sorry i stole ur hook dont hate me i love u

im known for the pain that comes with the silence
you only see grace, not war that defines it
i breathe in the ache, the exhale feels violent
if i lose my home, it's twisted reliance

scared of the past but can't realign it
buried in scars, i learned how to hide it
hope's just a ghost, im stuck in the dry end
but love is a drug, so i still invite it

it's all in my head, if you want, you can look inside
nothing but red, and all the mess i've been
it's all in the way i say what i do mean, i don't think i should
i need to speak of you

created void

Sirens.
Produced, mixed, and mastered by JBEZ.
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@jbez.wav on IG

Sirens

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

DUMMY PT 2

HKFIFTYONE

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