SadBoi Trap

New Music Mix

Kms - 2

i could never hold my stance
when its slipping through my hands
like the tide against my bones
pull me under, drag me home

buried deep beneath the weight
of the words we left too late
salt and silence fill my lungs
sing my name in fading tongues

i trace the air of where you stood
faded outlines, splintered wood
i could scream but you wont hear
waves crash down, i disappear

pulled apart but still in place
lips are bloody, i can taste
i can always tell when ive lose myself
i feel insane

memory of a ghost

DEADMANS WONDERLAND

ALMIGHTY SIAH

Shining Promise in the Sky of Dawn

lyrics:
blood across ur lips and ur face
drag me away and give me taste
so i can feel a little closer
to u, but all i see a is a blur
blood across ur soul and ur name
u wipe it off with a little more hate
so let me get a little closer
to u, but all i see is a blur

everything is hitting me one by one
and i scream for help but no one ever comes
ever comes
im stuck in this pit u put me in
and theres no room for me to escape again
escape again

break 
my face
and everything i loved
and everything i loved

blood across ur lips and ur face
drag me away and give me taste
so i can feel a little closer
to u, but all i see a is a blur
blood across ur soul and ur name
u wipe it off with a little more hate
so let me get a little closer
to u, but all i see is a blur

blood across ur lips and ur face
drag me away and give me taste
so i can feel a little closer
to u, but all i see a is a blur
blood across ur soul and ur name
u wipe it off with a little more hate
so let me get a little closer
to u, but all i see is a blur




Blow a Bag

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

leaving

Resentment

www.fawlin.com

follow @bradenross

Lyrics:

Verse 1 (Braden Ross)
I wanna figure it out
It’s like there’s no way around this distance
But I would give up my life to fix this
I let you down
Woah
We ran out of time; at least, that’s what she told me
I said it was fine, she said she needed the old me
I’m losing my mind, yeah I just wish you would hold me
You know me

Chorus (Braden Ross)
Yeah I just gotta say what’s on my mind
‘Cause all this time I’ve just been living for nothing
Yeah I been fighting for my life
Won’t take it back to yesterday

But I can’t even see the end
Can’t believe I’m breathing when
You took back everything you said
But now you’ve left me here for dead

Verse 2 (fawlin)
I never thought I’d get this feeling
I’m waking up so fucking cold
I used to have a way of dealing
I used to have some ground control

You told me you would always see me
You always asked if I was fine
So why’d you care if you’d just leave me
How can I now be alright

Chorus (Braden Ross & fawlin)
Yeah I just gotta say what’s on my mind
‘Cause all this time I’ve just been living for nothing
Yeah I been fighting for my life
Won’t take it back to yesterday

But I can’t even see the end
Can’t believe I’m breathing when
You took back everything you said
But now you’ve left me here for dead

on my mind

spotify etc

on my mind (with Braden Ross)

shoutout the homie @lilzennyskrrr


(sample: David Shawty - Cowgirl)

we were a mistake

rocstarzen - we were a mistake (prod. etherless)

i wrote my part of this song in september  when some rough shit was happening to me and my family, appreciate any support you show <3

follow us! 💜✨

whywewish!
instagram: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
sc: @whywewish

✰88STRAIT✰!
instagram: www.instagram.com/88strait/
sc: @88strait

~lyrics~

intro (88strait & wish)
do you even know how i feel? i cant see  the lies 
visions gettin blurry, might jus be the glossy eyes
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised 
makin music just to cope, but life has been a fight
and you put yourself before me when it all went wrong
i been chillin by myself, its been way too long now 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

bridge (wish)
sayin' eveeythings fine, thats my worst lie 
late night, cant sleep cause im stuck inside my mind
i been lettin way too much shit fly 
stayin on my own til  the day i die 

verse 1 (wish) 
18 wit big dreams, had to drop a couple ppl from the home team
cant be chillin wit no fake homies, goin up even if im goin slowly
i aint ever listen to the hate that they told me 
prayin that the team makes it, shit, i aint even holy
prayin that the whole team makes it 
ion give a fuck bout bein famous 
want some racks? mum here, take this
why this whole industry so damn faceless? 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

verse 2 (88strait)
do you even know how i feel?
i can’t see the lies 
visions getting blurry might just be the glossy eyes 
and all i ever do is sit alone in my room and write songs about the past 
and what we had back then
you don’t wanna talk and now i’m choking up
please don’t go cause i need you here now
it’s like everytime i fall in love i end up so alone 
even when i’m held up in your arms i’m better on my own 
and you put yourself before me when it all went went wrong
i been chillin by myself it’s been way too long now 
it’s been way too long, switchblades fucked up i can’t a feel a thing
it’s been way too long
oh, oh, oh 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own
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thank you for any love you show!! <3

glossy eyed w/ ☆88STRAIT☆ (p. andyr & layz)

Hey, guys! Sorry for the hiatus; I had to wait a while to put this song out but I'm glad you're finally able to hear it! This song is being released on a collaboration album organized by the people of Bangers Only, and I am so excited that I get to be a part of this. Please check out the rest of the album when you get a chance, it is so good :) I hope you like this song, and I promise you'll be hearing from me again really soon 🖤

Listen to my music :)

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/18VFhPeFzSSbHIagpYXbic?si=zzh5eJRdQ-SQNmDIvvuFRw

Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/braden-ross/1501026946

YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/c/BradenRoss


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Gear:
Ibanez Exotic Wood AEW40ZW-NT Acoustic-Electric Guitar
Focusrite Scarlett Solo Audio Interface
Audio-Technica AT4040 Cardioid Condenser Microphone

DAW/Plugins:
FL Studio
Stock FL Studio Effects

Without You (with Bangers Only)

Produced by hazenova
Guitar is by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst 
Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/svnam

the metal turns to rust (feat. svnam)

at least i tried

co prod @hellahaunted

lyrics:

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

i was focused on the music
you were tryin not to lose it
i was tryin not to lose you
but the bass slaps and the queues rip

like damn nates really goin in
like damn nates really poppin off
like new fit like every week
match primitive with the polo socks (awe yea)

grape jays in my jansport
got mad stamps in my passport
gon drop sum you won’t ask for
i smoke big gas in my back porch

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

you need a song you can rock to
ill give you somethin to scream
our generation’s so fucked up
nobody knows what to think

and i been thinkin on the days when
everything was what it seems
way before i felt grown up
or even knew what that means

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

ALIT

Listen to my music :)
https://linktr.ee/bradenrossmusic

Check out Days to Waste:
https://linktr.ee/daystowaste

Check out fawlin:
https://linktr.ee/fawlin

Lyrics:

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like

I notice I've been distant; there's a lot that's on my mind
And I know that I should fix it but I haven't got the time
And so I'll find another reason for my emotional decline
Because the way that I've been feeling has been no one's fault but mine

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like

Just stop me like a barricade
Lay down let's both become a serenade
(Because I'm terrified)
It felt so true
Like you were everything
But never dropped the loss
And now I'm way too deep
Blood drips like cherries down my lips
Sharpen your teeth and say you miss me
Let's love unless never loved me
Say it back, or else I'll end up 6 feet

And if I end up six feet
Don't you try and say you miss me
Because the reason why I'm this deep
Is the way you up and left
They say that young love ain't the real thing
Now I'm twenty something, still got that feeling
That I would fucking die to be in your arms
I guess that only time can heal a broken heart

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like you

Or else I'll end up six feet
Don't you try to say you miss me
'Cause I remember when you kissed me
I could tell there's nothing left
Like blood stains, you're ingrained in my head
Your love changed, you left pains in my chest
My hearts drained, you missed out on my best
Yeah, but that's your misfortune

like you (with Days to Waste & fawlin)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

memory of a ghost

HKFIFTYONE