rainmaker (prod. sorrow bringer)

110° (prod. nevrfall)

Lyrics:
I could get high on the interstate, gotta go slow now but its too late
see me in the paper on the next day, HK found dead on a Wednesday

Im just tryna live and get my paper up, ima chase the bag you know it aint nobody pay for us
I be gettin scared you know this shit be kinda dangerous
Yeah its dangerous, this shit be every day for us

You could call me anti-social
Keep me in your sights, in your focal
Watch me self-destruct you like oh no
Ill do it once again if you dont know

Swear that i been searching for a wedding ring
Baby take my hand move onto better things
Wake up in the morning then i meditate
Try to clean my brain of the things i hate

Run down trash pile gon light it up
smoke gas tree dank choke hit the blunt
menthol breath all cold in my lungs
baby watch it burn to the ground cause its fun

Wake up in the mornin i be spinnin
Stayed up way too late thought i was livin
Puking up my guts said im the villain
I know that im a wreck but im just chillin

Setting Abandoned Buildings On Fire

setting abandoned buildings on fire

Lyrics:
sometimes i really wonder if im only gettin dollars cause i fucked up
never kept a job they told me kid you better buck up
no one ever like you if you sad and you be stuck up
thinking on my past and all the things that really fucked up

my mental i be on a roll im smokin menthol
mix it with the ganja now its foggy in the temple
thought that i saw god but only really saw a rental
everybody sellin it its only fundamental

washin my hands, cause ion really wanna get sick
steppin outside, and then we'll prolly all just get hit
that was all for nothing, you get hit with the stick, your brain gon be split, aint no one remember what you spit

and i could go all day
sippin whiskey out the bottle just to be okay
i destroy my fuckin guts and put it on display
you hear what i say, yall just cant confront the thoughts i wanna convey

bitch, i get some money piling checks
you could check my bank account and see these numbers all the rest, is just pretending they got gucci and some prada just to flex, but ion even play that shit i keep it humble im a mess

you could hand me the glock, i point it straight up at my brain
everybody lookin at me like they think i went insane, so i wont pull the trigger even at the end of the day
im going insane, im drowning in pain, i wanna be named

as the big bad wolf, you could catch me alone
im in a big bad mood, while i sit on my throne
a messy ass room, you know how we do, im makin it through, im paying everything that gotta be due

im, sippin some whiskey while im writing writing these words
i know they coming out too real and you just think im absurd
for all the thoughts inside my brain, its getting worse like every day
no im just kidding im just playing i know ill be okay

how the fuck i get here?
was supposed to be a big year, now im sittin in my room i got a grave to dig here
know its been a while since i really only been here
grinding every day just to really only get here

yo, like where the fuck did my life go
i wake up every day like where the fuck did the time go
could really give a fuck its all about the survival
im writing all this down like issa verse in the bible

i get stuck, inside this part of my mind
that says im really not okay but i just wanna be fine, but fuck it we just keep on ballin gettin money in time
cause maybe if i just ignore it then ill really be fine

they say, hk cant spit
what you call this boy, got me chompin at the bit
got respect for all the OGs and the new skool kids
we could really take it over now watch this bitch

heard me spit now you coppin my flow
gettin lit while im pullin the dough
dont wanna talk so just leave me alone, im blowin smoke on my own all my OGs know

and i believe that we could get it, everything we ever wanted everything you ever listed, all the money and the fame, and the bright and sunny days, all the dreams we always had before the happy went away, im

never stoppin you could try me bitch,
every day im holding on, call that shit true grit,
i never even really thought of all the times i slipped, im over it, im taking real control of it

people pay to hear me talk,
listen to me while they walk, gettin money in stocks, workin to the same old song, flippin burgers or they thuggin while they run from the cops

or they be raising their kids, with all my music in the back
i know that shit be really hard when you been staying off the crack
but you been stayin on the track, so why you even lookin back
i know you got this, yeah you got this, its a war but you attack

we all just got one quest, gettin money when we aint at our best, gettin paid fuck the rest,
doing what we do upon nobody request, i know that ima make it so i say it with my chest

i got more bars than a penitentiary
more than just a check is what it really meant to me
staying on my path cause i said fuck the enemy
speakin with my flow cause i know it was meant to be

76 Bars

Lyrics:
im so sick of all the hiding, im so sick of all the lies
im so sick of always smiling, when im dying deep inside
i just wish that you could see all of the feelings that i hide
but i never wanna talk, just get the fuck up out my mind

always just ignore, all the beating of my heart
baby im a walking corpse, any day ill fall apart
you could pick up all my limbs, take me right back to the start
you could sew me up real good but then ill get hit by a car

in december i cut like real bad
saw my veins and the void in the black
life is strange when all you do is slack
its just more time for these panic attacks

keep your head up, i know its the worst
when no one listens, its part of the curse
of being silent, not using my words
im only human, i dont know the cure

i dont know the cure

December

Lyrics:
im so sorry that i dont know what to say
and you know i do my best to try and be there every day
im fucking piece of shit and thats all that ill really say
cause im too proud to admit that i will never be okay

i never thought itd come to this i always thought we'd be just fine
i never thought youd think of leaving cause you said youre always mine
but i dont blame you im a fuck up and i have no fucking spine
im not a man im just a boy i know youre sick of how i whine

i always thought id be okay to be right there for someone else
but im too fucked in the brain to show you how i really felt
i know it hurt when i was absent and made you feel by yourself
i try my hardest but i know it aint enough to even help

cause i fuck up every day
and i dont know what to say
only when i feel too much, but then it goes away
and i really hate the way
that im probably all the same
even worse than all people that you ran from anyway

fuck
what do i do
im pushing everyone away but i could never say i thought itd be you

we're fucked
all because of me
i wanna be just what you need but i got issues in my head you cant see

"so why dont you tell me?"
never learned how to speak
im trying to believe
we'll be okay after this mess

Sorry

sorry

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

Off da map

ЗИМНЯЯ (Remastered)

I Didn't See It Coming (with sorrow bringer)

LYRICS : 
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~
this been my dream for a long time
ya'll are out partying I've been on my grind
everyday with this shit
kill every track
I'm jack of all trades
jack the ripper how I'm spitting these flames
buddy buildier getting lifted no weights
grippable waist uhh
~
hoe gimme face then I spark up that joint watch smoke float away
shout out hieloways
~
I'm a bedroom engineer 
a pioneer I got my own sound
mix them vocals clear 
so you can hear the pain from my mouth
always perserve cause Imma kill all in the way
Imma hit ya'll wit the fade
~
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~
Jump in the crowd I the crown
pop out ,the venue we busting it down
late nights spend bussing for dough
promotional show
afterwards drown in merlot
~SLOWED
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~SLOWEDx2
i'll show how you fall down
I'm lost within the snow grounds
the forest rains
my thoughts have changed
I lost that face
alone now

Equalizer [prod. Hieloways]

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setting abandoned buildings on fire

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