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For Angel

sh!t aint easy now is it?

Sad nigga 2022

@rouri404

(maxime)
you left me open cut me open like a surgeon
cut so fucking deep now its got me hurting
yeah i didnt deserve this always lookin at it wrong
like did you deserve this?
yeah im uncertain get the money
then you know im fuckin splurgin
on a never ending cycle self destruction
blow it up escape this rut and then im running
now i fuckin run shit

(rouri404)
cut 2 deep blood puddled 2 my ankles
constant state of panic
Know id do it if u say so
anxious throwin up always say we goin up
know I used 2 give a fuck 
now I just want on that payroll 
clawing out my eyes at the sight of seein u with him
sun will never rise if I don’t admit 
2 myself that I need 2 get over this shit

self destruction w/ rouri404 (p. jolst)

Rouri404 (@rouri404) - Psyche ft. @vaeo-music [Official Audio]

Released by FHONIT (@FHONIT)
Featuring Vaeo
Produced by Michaelwarren

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Lyrics :
https://genius.com/Rouri404-psyche-lyrics

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psyche - rouri404 + vaeo (xmichaelwarren) [@FHONIT EXCLUSIVE]

@dercept & @prodmichael

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you put a hole straight thru my chest
tearing flesh from the bone been prepared for the end
nonetheless ur my home u know i cannot pretend
gastrail set 2 flames making sure ill be ur end

you know i tried my best not 2 lose it
been hanging on the edge for so long and my grip is not improving
tried my best not 2 lose it
been thru all this shit before you know i dont wanna do it again

i always lose in the end ur thoughts live deep in my head
arm thru the chest watch my heart beat in ur hands
you thought you'd fool me again, but i wont give you the chance
armed to the tip watch ur blood leak in the sand

hold my head in between ur hands
we been stuck in this loop i cant see the end
no sunlight just been stuck in my head
 i watched the moon rise so many times 
wish we could do it again

no sleep i need substance i need somewhere to hide
you trusted me, broke that shit ended all in one night
shattered face tears of blood i cant look in ur eyes 
gastrail set 2 flames end it all in one night

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gastrail (dercept x michaelwarren)

It’s 3 AM 
and I called you again 
and I’m lost in my head 
I don’t know what to think 
I just know 
that I gotta get it off my chest
I just gotta tell you how I’m feeling so depressed 
go ahead and take a guess 
I’ve been drinking every fuckin night 
My life’s a mess 
and I carry too much fuckin regret 
I couldn’t come to kill myself so I fill my cup instead 

so I fill my cup instead
fill my lungs with smoke 
it’s getting clouded in my head 
rainstorms in my heart I’m bleeding black and red 
you always left my texts on read 
you even look the other way when we lay up in our bed 
baby shut the door, I’m dead 

I could feel it inside your heart 
that you really didn’t wanna go 
It took everything out of you to say fuck it and let me go 
I told you that I’d change but every time I kept on getting worse 
now you’re gone and I can’t reach you so I’m writing this fucking verse  

It fucking hurts 
I can’t fill the void 
im only getting worse 
I become a small town drunk 
Fuckin up my liver, till it doesn’t fuckin work 
I guess that it’s my turn to hurt 

I’m guilty as charged 
I scarred you for life 
and I carry that in my fucking heart 
baby be ruthless 
make me feel your pain 
Make it slow 
let me drown in the rain 
this storm won’t end 
I’m going mentally insane 
Lately I haven’t been okay 
but I deserve to be hurt 
baby I’m so ashamed 



I’m so ashamed 



Pour me up another

baby, i'm getting worse (prod. Afterlife)

prod me

lyrics:

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

oooo
only need like one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
*bleep*fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

(relish)

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

barrel of the gun
enough to make him run
fuck it do him dirty
i won't let you hurt me

sit down
too late now
under my skin
no that shit not allowed

and we know
you not bold
and you know
we not close

one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
*bleep*fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

and i tried
fuck im tired
no time, you in my mind

your breath
hold your breath
it's DEATH
i smell DEATH

sit down
too late now
under my skin
no that shit not allowed

and we know
you not bold
and you know
we not close

oooo
only need like one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
shoot that fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

presave

death

@rouri404
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@dercept
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#bi0wrld

home ft. rouri404

cover art by @sleepywater

lie and say you love me i dont wanna know
feelings with ur heartbeat steady going slow 
i know that ur leaving, when you coming home?
you dont have a reason, why you gotta go ?
they say that ur flying to a better place
but how could anywhere be better, dont you wanna stay ?
cause i already planned  forever dont you wanna lay?
rest ur body in my arms at least another day

and i just wanna die to see your face again
turning water into wine ill never laugh again
and theres a reason that youre gone its not an accident
but ima b here on my own until ur back again

left me in a puddle with my blood in it
ur sinking in the knife i might be over it
im over it im over it

you say theres nothing left of it
i wanna give you  everything but heaven doesnt let me
in

i been alone for a while
u gave me reason to smile

so tell me was it worth it all ?
hands are hurting ? let me go
lying thru the alcohol

was it to much to ask you to save me
now im gone theres no reason to hate me

and i just wanna die to see your face again
turning water into wine ill never laugh again
and theres a reason that youre gone its not an accident
but ima b here on my own until ur back again

left me in a puddle with my blood in it
ur sinking in the knife i might be over it
im over it im over it

you say theres nothing left of it
i wanna give you  everything but heaven doesnt let me
in

another day (prod. venus)

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me
Oh it is
She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
Woah huh ok
Maybe I would sleep better If I dont drink
I could see shapes laying frozen awake
Could u teach me how ur mind so blank
Why would I love when its taken away
Why would I fight if I could die any day
I could take vitamins and go lift weights just to walk out the gym and feed a car to my face
Maybe I like what u do to me cause I feel least she pick me to be hurting again
Give it a week and she come back around just to give me this feeling of purpose again
Maybe id follow my heart for a change if I really believed it was worth it again
But honestly I think its better to wait for the moment ur ready and certain of it

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

SLEEPING BEAUTY (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Tears will saturate the clay laid
The loose dirt paints me and warms me
Why is it a sad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
The judgement scares me and I know this
In that flesh suit a vacancy notice appears
Why is it a bad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
But I am still here im just in ur walls
Feel my blood flow when u check ur pulse
U cannot touch me but we can still talk
If u miss me just play out  this song
If I cant breath I will breath thru you
Can u feel me can u hear me too
I hate when u cry cause It makes me cry
But I will guard you from the afterlife

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

Baby I need you and you need me
But last thing I would want is you here with me in this realm
The clock is busted and lights are out
Surprisingly its so cold in hell
Talk is so cheap
But its comforting to me
So I dont want to wait anymore
I pray that god speaks
To my soul to my being
Stuck in purgatory
I had sinned I was wrong
And now its flipped back onto me
When I had died
With nobody by my side to hold me
Im Mortified
Reaching out towards the light in front of me
If I return
You will feel the pain you placed upon me
In Twenty fold
I promise to make u cry ill make u bleed
Lay me down and let me sleep
I give you my soul to keep
Purple hands and dirty feet
Spirits take control of me
God cant save u from ur fate
I promise u ull be erased
Feed me blood I love the taste
Holy Spirit give me strength

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

words_frm the dying (branwen)

Feel Alone

Lyrics:
I could get high on the interstate, gotta go slow now but its too late
see me in the paper on the next day, HK found dead on a Wednesday

Im just tryna live and get my paper up, ima chase the bag you know it aint nobody pay for us
I be gettin scared you know this shit be kinda dangerous
Yeah its dangerous, this shit be every day for us

You could call me anti-social
Keep me in your sights, in your focal
Watch me self-destruct you like oh no
Ill do it once again if you dont know

Swear that i been searching for a wedding ring
Baby take my hand move onto better things
Wake up in the morning then i meditate
Try to clean my brain of the things i hate

Run down trash pile gon light it up
smoke gas tree dank choke hit the blunt
menthol breath all cold in my lungs
baby watch it burn to the ground cause its fun

Wake up in the mornin i be spinnin
Stayed up way too late thought i was livin
Puking up my guts said im the villain
I know that im a wreck but im just chillin

Setting Abandoned Buildings On Fire

setting abandoned buildings on fire

Best Day Ever

BDE Bonus

"Get You" (feat. Kali Uchis)
Written by Daniel Caesar & Kali Uchis
Produced by Jordan Evans & Matthew Burnett
Music by Jordan Evans, Matthew Burnett, BADBADNOTGOOD, Ian Culley & Wes Allen
Mixed & Mastered by Riley Bell

"Japanese Denim"
Written by Daniel Caesar
Produced by BADBADNOTGOOD, Matthew Burnett & Jordan Evans
Music by BADBADNOTGOOD, Matthew Burnett, Jordan Evans, Daniel Caesar & Ian Culley
Mixed & Mastered by Riley Bell

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Get You - Single

Music Video

Get You (feat. Kali Uchis)

Issues

sometimes things just dont work out,
if you wanted me to stay you should know now,
you can tell me anything that you dont doubt,
Park Jefferson in the air while we roll out

cool breeze in her hair got my heart warm,
orange leaves in the air got me lovelorn,
cold fights on the phone make a big storm,
guess ill leave, wanna stay, got my heart torn

when i wake up my bed too big,
sleep in the hole in the grave i dig,
i walk away like i know you did,
turned my back the same time that you hid

some day when we're both alone and lonely,
some day when i want you back to hold me,
think back on all of the things you told me,
miss you feeling like you were my only

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

can you feel this pain inside
broke inside got me out of my mind
all these days pass by i cry
wanna go back, do it right this time

i been down im so broken
cant stand my hearts been stolen
the way our lives been woven
just makes me sad im frozen

i tried to sleep away my feelings im still sad
i tried to get all of this weight up off my back
i tried to numb all the emotions that i had
i cried and laid in bed for weeks i still feel bad

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

runaway (prod adjustisac)

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https://open.spotify.com/track/5RJ2zXjmfd6Yhws7nmcldT?si=5bMlymspRlmnfRZrukZcmQ

restless (ft ivri & ondi vil)(now on spotify)

zombie

explicit

One Night Pt 2

In My Bedroom (prod.sadbxy)

LONDON TAXI

Lyrics:

she said she wanna hear my voice, so I'm going a capella
we could rockout at the show, you could take me to Coachella
all this money coming in it dont mean nothin but its hella
every time i put in work it's like I need a new umbrella

-its boutta raindown, you could make a bet that we all eating
i dont play now, know i got ambitions past the ceiling
every day now, live outside my body say I'm dreaming
what you say now, pack up all your bags and say I'm leaving

I be chillin with your ghost like im legion
there ain't nothin change at all throughout the seasons
i could stay up late and kick it with my demons
i could fall asleep right now without a reason

I could get you on the bed, shawty you heard what I said
But you wont stay till the morning cause I'm busy getting bread
So I guess I'll stay alone I'm like a zombie half dead
I could float and I could sink and I could run you through my head

Run U Thru My Head

run u thru my head

love y’all
little holiday song for u
happy new year everyone

lyrics:
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

5 days till i’m home free
sidelined with my homies
bye bye to the old me
chilled out by my lonely
curfew till morning
life’s pretty boring
ain’t got no warning
now back to the story
im sat by the fire
fridays im higher
can’t fuck with liars
im sad and im tired
christmas was last week
but im still relaxing
im chilled out at my house
so if you want beef then don’t @ me

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling

i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling (x2)

maybe next year [capsctrl]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
look i dont know man
how can i explain this
and not hurt your feelings
cause i care about that
okay ill b honest
ur kinda selfish
i take that back actually
youre very very selfish
wait, where are we going
love where are u taking me
buried in the forest
no sign of vacancy
u hear the thunder roaring
wind breaking through the trees
she said im not important
as the ground collapse beneath my feet

now she aint want nothing to do with me
i got tears comin above my knees
if ur here for an apology
i have changed dont expect a sorry
her pretty words are latching on to me
i cut em off avoiding history
this dairy got my stomach acidy
she my lactose stay away from me

this is my best babe
give u the best
charge me up like a tesla
baby i cannot fix u
she camera me post the picture
she ask "why dont u post me?"
cus our love will fall shortly
i dont wanna share u on my feed
cause i wont have to delete anything
wait where are we going
can u feel my heart breaking
she catching up w my life now
she callin me gotta watch out
its gettin a bit toasty
my face hurts popping acne
she burrowed in breakouts
still look pretty with or without

now she aint want nothing to do with me
i got tears comin above my knees
if ur here for an apology
i have changed dont expect a sorry
her pretty words are latching on to me
i cut em off avoiding history
this dairy got my stomach acidy
she my lactose stay away from me

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