[prod. weepings x spiteful]
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lyrics:

Fuck what you talking bout, said pick your head up listen.
Lost inside the forest, rain is pouring, moonlight glisten in the end
One more step my friend ...
Please don't give out, but your bones grinding; break and bend
Cold night with no light to spark the blend
Need me some medicine
Times now are different from back then we would just pretend
Everything's alright,
Vision going white,
Missing this tonight,
In the pines I write,
~
Then the light shine through I don't know what to do
I stare, at my own reflection as it ripples from the stone
I tear everything appart. watch my heart melt down
Knew it from the start, want no part of this town
They all fake, They all snakes
So I cope by hitting every note
fucked up on a monday
Sunday's further than the love she wrote

Shine-Through

this hell that i live in

i just threw another picture in the fire
ain't nobody had it like us
did you have to be so condescending 
this ain't much of a life anymore
drain me out 'til i'm not bleeding 
and i won't leave you alone
i just can't leave 
now now now
i just can't leave

i had to figure this one out on my own
you ain't have direction there was only so many places we could go
you made me hate myself for a long time 'til i figured out i don't
did you have to be so condescending yeah
maybe you had to

i just threw another picture in the fire
nobody had it like us
is it true that everyone dies 
or does our heart just give up

i just threw another picture in the fire
from a box i had of photobooths and polaroids and such
i just drank for the first time in 60 days and i miss the way
make me feel like i'm some sort of fuck up
but the truth is that

i ain't even have to make this song or
put it on this ep but
i just wanted you to know that i'm happier than i ever was with you
lowkey i think you made the worst mistake of all time
when you let me take the fall like that 
i know that guy that used to call you all the time is still on your instagram
i know you used to tell me that he creeped you out then why'd you engage with him
i looked back at his posts during the time that we were together
and you pretty much still liked them all it's okay whatever but
i got a new girl now 
and i'm way better off without you
even if i didn't have her i'd say that shit yeah yeah yeah
shouldn't have led me on
did you have to be so condescending

the fire (p. michael harrison)

i hate that this is the first thing i am posting on my return HAHAHAH

Lyrics

tie me up when we fuck
babygirl you're my drug
i like her eyes and her face
oh please control when i c-
I like her bonds in my face
she tell me look but dont taste
i answer yes to my mistress
i wish she'd be my missus

i think my time soon to come
still got her taste on my tongue
satisfying my lust
but don't expect that it's love

she making me beg
she on the attack
it's making me squirm how she tease me her ass
god i'm still shaking
and i can't erase it
but it's been an hour n i mewl like a cat
i need it so bad—
she ride me so good that i'm needin a cast
i'm in the function but don't got a pass
shiss gettin old
and i hope that you know
if this keeps on
don't know if we'll last

she make me beg her forgiveness
she make me beg her forgiveness

bonds

i ain't ever needed advice

so ill ignore yours for the rest of time

everytime somebody gave me 2 cents it wasn't worth shit

when i give myself 2 cents i turn it to a dime

pockets full of nothin i been emptied out

burnin paper like im smokin joints, dryest fuckin mouth

feelin weight up on my shoulders dawg my legs could give out

losin patience with the rest of yall im off the hand outs

im off the respect shit

off the nice talks

if i wanted conversation i would call a fuckin doc

fuck help, i ain't splashgvng im thuggin shit out

34 year old pussy stay hidden stay down

old as fuck

and fuck animepapi too 

i ain't forget

only pop here is your boy, im sonning every tune

the son of the greatness i swear, boy you can ask dukes

hate seein mom blue 

sick of somethin all these doctors don't got a damn clue

when i'm rich i'll make sure everybody's all good

till the day i die and afterwards ill feed the whole crew

everybody eats b swaine will make due

2 cents

self prod (loop by jolst)

(lyrics)
Fuck all that, id kill myself
before i asked you for your help
its hard to admit but the world seems bleak 
i struggle to find colors even in my sleep
i hardly dream smoke too much weed
hopefully im fine by this time next week
i been strugglin could really use a hand
but its my fault i lost my friends 
x2

but i wont admit it
just give me another dose
and while im at it
i knew that it was close
to nothin, what you expected of me
but somehow i still fucked up everything
but now i must go and my only hope 
is that you'll be fine living life on your own

i'll write you a song in my suicide note
walk out the house with just my clothes
its not my fault i swear i didnt know
id break my legs and have to move on

its not what it seems
baby i been losing sleep

losing sleep

When the altar becomes a market, revelation becomes negotiation!

Pulpit Affair” exposes the scandal of spirituality turned spectacle, a fiery critique of performative religion, ego-driven ministries, and the politics behind holy microphones. The track doesn’t gossip; it prophesies. It calls out the trade happening in the name of truth, where charisma replaces calling and pulpits become platforms for pride.

This is not a diss track. It’s a mirror, reflecting how worship got monetized and how “church drama” became more scripted than sermon.

When altar boys become actors,
And pulpits become stages,
Don’t ask why the fire stopped falling,
The offering turned to wages.

Boss Elnath threads Yoruba and Urhobo inflections through a hypnotic Afro-fusion bounce, blending prophetic cadence with cinematic percussion. The delivery feels ancestral and modern at once, street-coded, spirit-laced, and unashamedly bold.

Pulpit affair

iiimaster1

@steadysuffer
prod: @yungcold

lyrics:
i seem to forget everything you said
let me bleed
feel my blood
on your knees
growing love
never felt such growing pain
ive never felt such growing pain
ill never let you grow away from me
im too fucked up for this conversation
and honestly
im contradicting, scatter brained
all my guts spread out on the floor
and i cant take this anymore
i hate your guts, but i love you more
im so fed up, but i cant walk out the door

cut me open from the inside
i dont wanna know what you did last night
cut me open from the inside
take away the pain from the inside
take away the pain
i dont wanna see your face anymore
silhouettes on the back porch
where you left me
where you left me to die
i wanna know why the color of your eyes are white

Follow me <3

silhouettes on the back porch ft. steadysuffer (prod. yungcold)

Sample Credit: Emo Side Project - I guess everything reminds you of something

Lyrics:
yeah you best get out my way already know how im comin
im still grindin for a check but now its better than nothing
got a big bank roll intercept it no fumlbing
no i never drop the guap you never catch me im running

you know i gotta get my bands up, pourin that Bacardi while im sippin on the Fanta
i been running through the heat up in Atlanta,
livin separate lives i be like hannah montana

you know i be at the party, chill wit my shawty you know she got a body
and we talkin rollin while she rockin
wifey in my arms she keep me up when i be fallin

i been good honestly
knew i would honestly
livin good all on me
run it up all on me

been flying high ill make it someday then youll see
im good im great i got all i could ever need

Honestly

Did a song with @slzzpa and we hope you all love it <3

sleepa x hkfiftyone - highschool

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

sleepa x hkfiftyone - highschool

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