thoughtform collective - February 2021

Download: https://redders1.bandcamp.com/album/stronger

Then You Were Gone - STRONGER LP

scruff beats: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTtl3ofWomFelDG7KeUWX5A

[chorus]
baby you know we’re not good for each other
i know you got heart eyes for another
imma choke him in his sleep if he becomes ur lover
thinking bout you all the time do you hate me i wonder

[verse]
cut me off with a text, October 12
when i think about you you make my heart swell
ringing in my ears like you just smacked me well
im low key stalking on ur social cell

scars up on my body yeah you know that i’m in pain
i know that you see me suffering like every single day
and sometimes i just wanna make you fucking pay
but i really just won’t hurt you so i’ll go away

[bridge]
suffering suffering
baby i got nothing nothing
hurting ain’t an option option
so this shit ain’t stopping stopping

i know that you got options well
i’ll send them all to hell
got my blade tucked on my body you can’t fucking tell
straight off the roof he fell
i’ll rot inside this cell 
what a coincidence
around all this dissonance 

[chorus]
baby you know we’re not good for each other
i know you got heart eyes for another
imma choke him in his sleep if he becomes ur lover
thinking bout you all the time do you hate me i wonder

baby you know we’re not good for each other
i know you got heart eyes for another
imma choke him in his sleep if he becomes ur lover
thinking bout you all the time do you hate me i wonder

stream!

id commit murder 4 u (prod. scruff)

old song of mine from 2019 has been brought back from the dead, hope you enjoy it like i did when i made this stoner-esque masterpiece

Doves

Up In Smoke [prod. Mors]

BABYBLADE - CYCLES (Prod. Reedkun)

I made this song for my daughter <3 to show her how much i love her
Prod. IOF

(Lyrics)
You are the best gift for me
The best thing I could ever ask for
You give my life a new meaning 
How could I ever want more 
I wanna be the one you run up to
I wanna be the one you look up to
I wanna do everything for you
I wanna be everything for you

Cause You saved me from myself 
It couldn’t be anybody else 
You saved me from myself
It couldn’t be anybody else 
One look at your face I knew that
I was never, never gonna go back
I’m gonna be who you need me to be
A father that loves you for eternity 

Never make you doubt your self worth
I’ll try protect from the worlds hurt 
I’ll do everything that I can 
I’ll do everything to be a man 
Cause you opened up my eyes
And now Ive realized
That’s there’s so much more to love
You’re everything I could ever want 
Cause you opened up my eyes 
And now I’ve realized
That theres a reason for my life 
And you’re the reason why

Mixed by Yago Beats

Saved me from myself (prod. IOF)

Horosha & P33 - CARRION STATE

First single off the EP, "Liminality: Volume II" out February 26th

"I'm trying to let them know, that in this whole world, there's at least one person who cares about them"

reminiscers in a parking lot / unconditional love

Oblivion is the first single off of my upcoming project Obake Pt 1
It is the first piece of many in this album, I hope you enjoy

LYRICS: (SOUNDCLOUD HAS A STUPID CHARACTER LIMIT SO I HAD TO LEAVE THE CHORUS OUT)
down in the sewer with rats
get the attention they wanted attack
what in their eyes doesnt equal a match
lower life forms taking hits on the mat
that’s how they seem em
not worthy breathing
genuine people are busting they ass
to be thrown under the bus or swept under the rug by the predators looking for cash
libido is driving the raps
the water is shallow they still gonna crash
the bigger they are is the harder they fall so lurking in shadows is where ill be at
so what’s the deal with that
and i don’t know what a follow mean
when it’s looked at as a profit margin and not a human being

tell me what youre running from behind that big façade
a masquerade of liars think that they’ve already won
but the universe is changing constant motion leaves no one
immortal from the passage of time get up start to run

all i wanna see is the motion of a dream
predicting the trajectory of shots to make a scene
all good attention what you mean? think that but honestly
id rather be no one than have a public perception that isn’t me
leave me alone when i want you to
perceive a ghost when i talk to you
an automatic response when i shut down but that’s all i do
okay to feel uncomfortable no progress made when you’re complacent
maybe it’s time to face it maybe you’re not ready to race yet
and i never wanted to be seen as an enemy people don’t know me don’t give me a chance are they phony
for not liking me but they’re excitedly jumping onto the train that is igniting me
making a wave with my homies collectively
showing u up not even trying it’s flawlessly
work with autonomy battling herds of the sheep with no shepherd and honestly
it’s weighing down when emotion is audible
hard to decipher im saying applaud a full effort i think it’s commendable to work even if youre feeling expendable
guess imma send a full message to those who will hear this
kind of a passage of bastardized music
that’s feeding off of a self induced tension
got many problems i haven’t yet mentioned
but you never could top me and honestly probably won’t even grasp me conceptually
even right next to me you’ll be impressed by me
look at me close hold the talent internally
and im not saying im perfect im flawed from my head to my toes and that’s not even all
that’s is wrong but when i hop on a song
don’t doubt for a second i won’t fucking kill it
there’s rainy weather forever the garden will leave me forlorn im just getting started
ill peak from the curtain 33 times if i can get one glimpse of the sunshine
im not done yet
ill do this as long as i need to
till im tied to a tourniquet everyone takin bets this is a goal that i’ll see through
i came up with a vision intentions intelligible
wrote all my words and im making em legible
don’t think that im pitiful pill bottle full of oval shaped chalky blue and white chemicals
ive been sentimental bout music a little bit
some is outdated but i don’t regret it
cause without the beginning my music would never be what it is now and im thankful i did it
two years ago i made my start
to embark on a journey how i make my art
and you could never me compare to anyone else
wanna help other people while im helping myself
im a monster lyrical posture straight up not sure if this’ll ever make a pay stub
face up never gonna look down this town home to me but if i could i would leave it right now
if it led to something bigger than this everything until now been a swing and a miss
ive had victories my centerpiece is my originality tripping it u ever think that ill miss
cause im on this my guilty conscience filthy stop this before i get nauseous
i feel sick when things don’t work out
but imma never give up that’s what all of this this is really about

oblivion [prod. chxse bank]

i wish i

deeprest & bedhead - PAIN2001

CREDITS :
𖤐 FEATURING ► https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001
𖤐 PRODUCTION ► teori
𖤐 ENGINEERING ► https://soundcloud.com/cillkalypso

LINKS :
𖤐 SPOTIFY ►
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5L0qqDu4PETBdsWrNKX9zO
𖤐 YOUTUBE ►
https://youtube.com/c/deeprestofficial
𖤐 APPLE MUSIC ►
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/deeprest/1562076584
𖤐 INSTAGRAM ►
https://instagram.com/realdeeprest
𖤐 TWITTER ► 
https://twitter.com/realdeeprest

Spotify

deeprest & bedhead - PAIN2001 (prod. teori)

[Lyrics:
I'm under the weather, to follow the rain
There's no one there, i'm all alone
Forever denied, i'm never the same
I'm burning thin, please save me

All these times i wish i love you
But instead you fill me with hate
Tossed aside and thrown in the dirt
Lost in thought and so much more
I'm so depressed they mock my mood
Wish they cared but that is a lie
Sadness thrives just see my eyes
I cannot take it just let me die alone

I'm under the weather, to follow the rain
There's no one there, i'm all alone
Forever denied, i'm never the same
I'm burning thin, please save me

Still under the weather, with all of my thoughts
I wish you came sooner, this time i leave
No more disclosure, my mind is at ease
Just say the word, and i will go

I'm sorry... it came to this
It's for your own good...
The hearts you break...
Will haunt you for life...

I'm under the weather, to follow the rain
There's no one there, i'm all alone
Forever denied, i'm never the same
I'm burning thin, please save me

Still under the weather, with all of my thoughts
I wish you came sooner, this time i leave
No more disclosure, my mind is at ease
Just say the word, and i will go

persephone

under the weather [prod. Ahnboi]

It's dangerous to go alone: take this

additional vocals by Pheonix "Honey Nugs" Decker

All songs recorded, mixed, and mastered by Horosha

awakening

"Liminality; noun anthropology; the state of transition between one stage and the next, especially between major stages in one’s life or during a rite of passage"

All songs recorded, mixed, and mastered by Horosha

the sorrow of potential lost

the midnight path

New York City represent, represent-sent


All songs recorded, mixed, and mastered by Horosha

the boroughs

On a journey with no destination. 

Producer /  vocalist  / engineer 
@prodhorosha on twitter

For mixing, mastering, or beats contact me at prodbyhorosha@gmail.com or on Twitter!

the sorrow of potential lost

Horosha

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