*OUT EVERYWHERE ON STREAMING*

mix & master: me
prod: @not-a-fucking-hero

lyrics:
autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

talking slow bitch i dont know
taking hints feel like john doe
who am bitch i dont know
im just another guy stuck in the snow

(on a car)

fuck it i dont think ill go far
stuck inside my mind like a war
think ill never shine like a star
cause i finna crash like a car

so far im good eh
crashing out like everyday
no way im up to late
mixing vocals, that i hate

cause i kinda dont fuck with myself
distractions fuck up my mental health
can't focus for shit im up to a twelfth
fuck im up to the thirteenth reason why
i cannot fucking try

yeah

but it dont really matter
take a gun and shoot yourself
colour yourself with paint splatter
is it really you or hell

we all need help
no matter what
but we dont take the steps
no matter what

LIKE WHAT THE F*CK

are we so afraid of
are we so afraid of
so afraid of

is it the truth
or is the chance of rejection
i dont really know all i know
is that we need some type of affection
when we wake up fuck

autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

crashout (hero)

love u @Whyke
this shit still isn't finished, probably the song that I've spent the most time on.

thank u Whyke again for making the "beat" if you even can call something as beautiful as what it is for a beat, shit really made me feel something and helped me figure myself out a bit <3

made this song the day I turned 19, made like 7 different versions because I never felt like the last verse was good enough. Gave up with it for a while, finished the last verse once I had passed all my classes, still didn't get the mixing right tho. yeah idk what im doing tbh.

i finna reupload the the song once I feel like it's good, the song just means too much for me to keep it in the vault (:


Mix n master: me (that's why it's so shit LOL)
Prod: Whyke

Lyrics:
I don’t really know  
What I’m gonna do when I grow up  
(Grow up, grow up, yeah)  
I don’t really know  
What I’m gonna do when I grow up  
(So I throw up, throw up)  

Oh my
I’m way too fucking anxious
Can you tell me why I should thank this earth  
For my upbringing
‘Cause when all and everything burns down
I’ll still have to wake up and start swinging  
(My hands)

And I’m not even old yet, like I just turned 19
Graduation’s coming up, I hope that I manage
‘Cause I never planned this

Ayy
Still I do hope  
Everything just works out
‘Cause I’m close to a breaking point
So I yap away the pain
And I swear it’s coming in clutch
Still I wonder if I’ll feel the same  
As I did before all this rough stuff
Man I  
Really hope that I can just feel enough
‘Cause lately I’ve been feeling like I just suck 

Oh my
I’m way too fucking anxious  
Can you tell me why I should thank this earth  
For my upbringing 
‘Cause when all and everything burns down  
I’ll still have to wake up and start swinging  
(My hands)  

Uh, yeah  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind  
I don’t mind anything at all  

‘Cause I just passed all of my classes
I was feeling sluggish, like I was moving through molasses
But I’m fine now
I can finally take my fucking time now
Rest for a while, maybe take a time-out
Sit in COOP with a smile now
I don’t even need to vent now

nineteen demo (whyke)

produced by @everythingmackk
mix: me
master: me & @limblake

Lyrics:
i dont wanna face it
fuck being complacent
everybody chilling 
but me im racing

i dont know where tho
i just wanna grow yo
master my craft 
like im owning a dojo 

and it dont matter 
if it takes a long time
the path can be crooked
as long as it is mine

and fuck them haters
they dont know what im about
everybody chasing clout
while im just shutting them out

shutting them out x3
yeah im just
shutting them out x3

woah watchu dreamin bout
me im dreaming bout all my brothers going outside
and that they feel alright
everyday and every night
fuck suicide
we just fell in love with the grind

like a 5050 
all my brothers ye we go out and get swifty
and we in sweden so we dont got no blicky
the only thing we shooting down is hitting one with ricky 
yeah fuck that guy he's way to shifty
just like everybody else whos a  swifty

man i really hate them 
man i really hate them 
i really hate them all the swiftys
like why cant they just put on some real shit
like the type of music that makes you feel shit 
like the rall3 stuff
novulens stuff
like notahero's stuff
and all of the shit his friends make like

yeah like
put on some real shit 
put on some real shit
im talking that oh sweet fucking deal shit

the shit that makes you fly
like some loney tunes ass guy
that just smelled a pie
oh you know like why
oh you know like what
oh you know like what

im talking bout
yeah you know what im talking bout
yeah i just dont wanna face it
fuck being complacent
everybody chilling but me 
im still just fucking racing


i dont know where tho
i just wanna grow yo
master my craft 
like im owning a dojo 

and it dont matter 
if it takes a long time
the path can be crooked
as long as it is mine

and fuck them haters
they dont know what im about
everybody chasing clout
while im just shutting them out

shutting them out x4

the plan (mackk)

prod @everythingmackk
mix: @rall333 & me
master: @rall333

Lyrics:

I got ice on my wrist
and you got that shit too
fuck you trippin bout
all of this shit is new

fuck the cuckoos nest 
we so fly that we flew
over that shit we the best

sipping on some stew
sipping on some stew
with some grilled cheese too
w/ some grilled cheese too
its just me and you
its just me and you
and we chilling dude
and we chilling dude

watchu wanna talk about
i got clout for days

yeah this shit aint a race though
I just wanna keep my pace yo
I just wanna keep my peso
so i stay on the low
fuck the outside we in this bitch fosho

take it slow take it slow
baby we on go 
baby we on go
throw myself into the fold (NINJAGO REFERNECE????)

she got ice in her eyes
baby ill be nice yeah
she looked into my eyes
under nothern lights yeah

fucked up once again 
it aint no suprise 
bunch of fucking problems
and some lies

we just block it out and get high
let the stars talk to you 
and let them tell you what to do 
nobody can talk to you
they don't know what you've been through

I just wanna show you
what I see when I look at you
baby you dont know
baby you dont know

goofing around // stargazing w/ Rall3 (mackk)

*DEMO* Finna replace the track once it's finished <3

Prod: me
Vox: me
Mix: me

memememememememememe

Lyrics:

two week trip felt less than a second
and i reckon it felt even less than that
now im back home again and im writing
bout the moments that I miss so bad

i aint getting the time back though
dont know why im reminiscing yo
I should just get money bro
so that I can come back oh

to the middle of the earth or so
to the middle of the earth or so

to the middle of the earth or so
to the middle of the earth or so

two week trip felt less than a second
and i reckon it felt even less than that
now im back home again and im writing
bout the moments that I miss so bad

i aint getting the time back though
dont know why im reminiscing yo
I should just get money bro
so that I can come back oh

middle of the earth

*DEMO*

finna replace the file once I've actually fixed up my part, shit's just been in the vault for too long 

Prod: THERSX
Mix: etchmygrave & me

Lyrics:

[etchmygrave]
yeh these last 4 days have gotten to my head
i dont wanna feel a thing id rather end up dead
torn apart rip my vessel up limb by limb
maybe you could throw my body in the fucking ditch

i would let you stick a needle right in my brain
make me believe those lies you claim
to be the truth but youre insane
i wish that id forgot your name

so maybe ill leave it
my number got deleted
baby im fiendin
id do anything i can to get to u

what is the meanin
im not sure if i see it
i said it once b4 but if you test me then ill bleed it
i cant move
oh my god
now you see what you done did to me
you took sumn gorgeous and u turned it into history
god i fuckin hate how you destroyed us oh so beautifully
god you must forget sometimes that i am still a human being

[houci]
that i am still a human being
woah woah woah woah
you know oh oh
you know oh oh

you know we be chilling all the time getting fried
theres just way to much shit on my mind but it's fine
we get by, we get fried, thoughts but suicide
I i'd rather just stay by your side

so just listen to what ive got to say
people change but id never change like no way
like i just wanna chill at my own place
fuck you mean a deadbeat fuck you mean a masterrace

everything just feels so out of place for me
best of buds keep hitting me up but dude it's all so corny
i just keep fucking up like why's my life so thorny
i just keep on falling, always got a fkn sore knee

changes w/ etchmygrave (THERSX)

completely raw in one session in my living room
studio version coming #soon

guitar by @novulenz

i show you a habit i pay everthing in cash
cause i knew that none of this would ever fucking last
so i fly away to different state
r cause theres so much shit that i fucking hate
and theres so much shit that i cannot change
i guess im just another jit in  his place

and it hurts me when i see you go
if only i had ever known
i would have stayed by your side
cause i cannot forget that night

but its all too late
im in a different state
and i cannot feel 
im just second rate
im never good enough
and i blame my fate
for all the shit thats tough
but i cannot escape

so I run away to some distant place
in the hopes of freeing myself from the hate
that i felt that day but its all just fake
just like all of these fucking snakes

runaway (live in my living room)

Another demoish song lol

Prod: underthemapletree
Mix: me
Voice note: @Rall333

Lyrics: 

lately ive been feeling like myself 
tug of war with my mental health
i dont feel like oh to well
but its fine cause i know i finna dwell

on these thoughts for like oh forever
shit aint happen but never say never
shit aint happen but i feel like a lever
people keep pulling on me like a lever

they say they miss me honestly thats misery
i just think it's history the way they been dissing me
ion even fuck with them i piss on em like pissery
this shit like my message i send it like a missionary

woah-oh

im like a prophet the way im moving off it
pop the ollie rocket i got that like i stocked it 
pop the heelflip on it im moving like an onyx
aint got no wax so i push like bionic
 
yeah i
push like bionicles
robotic flow when i write these chronicles
spit so fire my flow full conical 
99d im hard like im coming close

100 degrees it's hot like im boutta doze off
the way im moving i feel like lara croft
man im sleeping up in the loft
that shit made me fucking cough

yeah it made me so sick
now im pissed off
writing all this so quick
and i feel like i just need to rest now (outside in the sun)
i just need someone to no get pressed now (outside in the sun sun)

in the sun im on a fucking run
im running away from all the problems i face
i love fun
man i miss this shit ion wanna be a disgrace
get the fuck outta my face if you just fill it with hate

it's not like im already busy doing that by myself
i dont need your fucking help

tug of war (under the maple tree)

everything by me

Lyrics:
i've been searching for something for a while
i hope i find oh my

i really do
i really do

i dont know what it is tho
i just wish i could go go
i just wish i could go go
home home
i am already there/dead though
oh i know x3

could you
could you

could you tell me where to go
ive been searching so
for what do i know
i guess a purpose or so
that's why i ask of you bro
to tell me where to go
i dont wanna live in this swamp
no more

for what do i know

not my best, but I wanted to drop something :D

Prod: @3web
Mix & Master: me

Lyrics:
could you take me away from here
i dont wanna listen to you anymore i fear

i fear some some shits come to my mind again
i dont wanna fuck w/u i dont need a friend
I dont wanna play with u i dont like pretending
everythings always fine right till the ending

yeah so take it slow
everyones always right next to you like bro

take a step back
i dont wanna fuck with u cause I know 
there's so much  I lack
talking smack
u say that shit and then i crack
a laugh like yeah thats whack

take a step back (web)

I think everyone should play an instrument, you don't have to make a living out of it, just sit down and play.

Beat account: @houcibeats

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