head full also empty

i want to change everything but i cant rewind
produced by irby

scripture/
theres so many damn problems that i cant solve
wide awake in my bed i cant sleep at all
wanna turn it back on going through withdrawals
so much pain in my head wanna end it all

think you hate me, im gone, i will not whine
me and you both know im not on that line
try to fix my mistakes but i cant rewind
i've been thinking bout you like all the time

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
sad to say you were all bark and no bite
i wish that it was me, was gonna put up a fight

make myself a better house and a home
when they hate me feel like i am alone
wanna die just need a shot in the dome
your words cut so deep it goes straight to the bone

and i know myself better than anyone
so stop telling me these things that are not any fun
we're on the same damn side of this shit
dont care if you think that its childish stop throwing a fit
yeah

try to best me i dare u to test me
i hate your fucking guts but i wish you the best things
im always on the move dont think im ever resting
i got too many issues every one of them pressing

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
sad to say you were all bark and no bite
i wish that it was me, was gonna put up a fight

make myself a better house and a home
when they hate me feel like i am alone
wanna die just need a shot in the dome
your words cut so deep it goes straight to the bone

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night

sad to say
sad to say
sad to say

rewind prod irby

sorry for not uploading </3

i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

i miss her

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

truth w/ mental & joie

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
produced by me & AC Eaton

lyrics:
Always feel like there's somebody watching
All these eyes and attention
Seeing the fiends yeah they're crawling
Think I might just let 'em live

3:45 and I think I'm off a bean
Trips to New York, me and Ash outside the street
5 missed calls and like 3 texts
Said you needed more space, man it depends

Claiming that I work too hard, but I barely started
You were half the reason on why both of us departed
Saying that "I need you" but you never put your part in

But how you loving with no heart?
Saying you're the smartest
Saw you coming back when I just got a song that charted
Paparazzi taking pictures of me at the market

But I can't deal with all the fakeness
You just saw me as a payment
All the time that you just wasted

You just see me now I'm famous
Couple songs inside your playlist
Now it sucks to see I made it

Never thought that you would fake it
All the things you got me facing
Can you stop with all the chasing?

Claiming that I work too hard, but I barely started
You were half the reason on why both of us departed
Saying that "I need you" but you never put your part in

But how you loving with no heart?
Saying you're the smartest
Saw you coming back when I just got a song that charted
Paparazzi taking pictures of me at the market

Was it really all my fault
For giving you a chance?
I know you're happy
But it isn't me that's your new man

You say you miss it, so why you're trying to run?
I don't get it
It's safe to say I've had enough

I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough

I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough

But I can't deal with all the, fakeness
And you just saw me as a, payment

You're saying that I work too hard
Well honey you barely just work at all
That's why we couldn't work it off

memory lain

fakeness

pika the goat
prod by @offsen1
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@myfaultt

We dont fw u, ur js way too much to handle
heard u got some bands we gon pull up make a scandal
gotta go!!
then we dippin out the scene 
heard u talking shit but its never what u meeean

pure precision one shot to the head like a vandal
talking tuff but ur js a fan tho
yo bitch on my dick dont she got a mans tho?
and when i check ur plays all i say is damn thats low x2

@luvpika

instalocking jett, blame my teammates
ego peaking mid, on a replay
but i cant play
you know that im losing every fight
my screen is still gray
dont try flanking i will get you caught

why you tryna flex on me i know that your still fucking plat
i know that ur sitting market feel like cypher with his hat
dont care what you fucking said
when i pull up w my phantom you know that ill make you sad
if you backseat fucking game ill fucking flash all of my teammates
no there aint no replay
bitch i fucking run down b main like i do not give a fuck
and i keep on losing games cause all my teammates fucking suck

everytime i q a game bro i get streamsniped
thats a dream wiped, i cannot keep ranking up
losing all my energy i feel like giving up
but i keep on giving all my best to make it up
instalocking every game cause im the fucking best
yelling at my fucking teammates know that im still getting banned
and i keep on trying everything to get it back
but i know that they dont evr check their ban applies (which is real btw)

FUCK BOOSTED EGIRL SAGES
one more fucking breach im gonna kill myself
all these fucking "mommys" hope they die in hell
keep on telling all these pussies that they suck so bad
they want me to fill on smokes? idk bout that

valorant 2 w/ pika

stream "empty" on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/79xCWonpYYeEWDBYdIaqve?si=80e35131c8f94c43

prod by me

theres things i wish i could say
but it really wasn't worth it anyway
i tried, but is not the same
i can't help but feeling empty, so ashamed
i'm trapped in my ways, yeah i'm fucked up still
we already fade, fade
just know that i like you still
it happened so fast, but it felt so real
wish i could leave it at that, but it's hard to heal
why the fuck did i like u still?

but maybe it just wasn't meant to be
i gotta stop seeking for love 
if can't even love me
need to be honest with myself 
i can't keep begging for help
i've tried but then i failed

empty

there for you

context:
my friend is returning back to china because her visa is running out and she is graduating soon. she's one of my best friends and it sucks because i will probably never see her again. we've been through quite a bit and this song is a goodbye song for her. 

sped up by 8.17%, i met her on 8/17

lyrics

girl i remember your face
in nutrition class
you were nervous as hell
i was taken aback
what to say?
girl i didn't know how
i could make you not doubt
that i'd be around
yeah i tried
took you out for a meal
now you pay for me what a steal
all i want is to show you that you're loved

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl just take care of yourself and your mental health

girl i couldn't see your face
when you cried on the phone
for/four hours you know
yeah you said you're alone
yeah i liked
that you trusted in me
told me everything
and i listened and thought for weeks
for weeks i wept and worried
for weeks

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl every night i prayed that you'd be fine 

girl i hope i see your face
when you've settled down
got that family that you've been talking about
and maybe you haven't figured wit out but
you're on the way there 
just don't forget us
don't forget when we met at first
from your laughter at hangouts to when you were at your worst

so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for

[so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for]

if i don't see you anymore (8/17 Version)

(prod. nightiger)
ik it sounds like a diss

idc if ur mad

my first song pls dont hate im gon improve 🙏


jacob6k im steady getting bands
posted w the gang i pulled up w the tac
talking on my name you boutta get smoked
i just pulled up 100 on the dash 
uav i see where you at 
and i doxx you ass and i get these bands
this not a game yeah pull up call of duty ghosts
i got diamonds on my neck and they always glow
yeah i flex up on the hater cus im going up
they tryna copy me get your own flow


jacob6k im getting these bands jacob6k
this shi is not joke if you want to get smoked
pull up on me ts shi gon get tuff


jacob6k im steady getting bands
posted w the gang i pulled up w the tac
talking on my name you boutta get smoked
i just pulled up 100 on the dash 
uav i see where you at 
and i doxx you ass and i get these bands
this not a game yeah pull up call of duty ghosts
i got diamonds on my neck and they always glow
yeah i flex up on the hater cus im going up
they tryna copy me get your own flow




prod by @1blckhrt @nightigerxo
mix/master @jacob6k @tores

rewind prod irby

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