Melanie =)

🔻 Song Insight – “Evil, Evil, Drifting Away”
There are songs that scream with pain, and there are songs that smolder with it—slow-burning truths that rise from the ashes of what was. “Evil, Evil, Drifting Away” is one of those songs.

Originally written during a time of betrayal, this track has been reborn through a blues-acoustic lens, letting the emotional weight breathe between every slide of the guitar. It’s not just a breakup song—it’s a confession, a reckoning, and a final letting go.

The lyrics unravel the manipulation and emotional decay of a toxic relationship, told from someone who once loved blindly but now sees with sharp clarity. As the verses unfold, the song moves from grief to strength—from being used to reclaiming power. This new version trades rage for reflection, turning heartbreak into a cinematic testimony of self-worth.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro – Sung]
"The levels of betrayal run deeper,
Stolen hope in the life we live and the life after,
Cold-hearted evil is all he was made of,
No soul to take with him."

[Verse 1 – Rap-Fusion]
"I’m feeling enraged with emotions,
Hope can't live on any plane,
A man I loved was nothing but lies,
I can’t see him even when I die.
Evil, evil, drifting away,
Red blood pumping in my veins,
Remember things you’d say,
My eyes locked in, a precision scope.
I feel my heart decay,
Rising faster as you get closer,
The lies you told me,
A twisted way, not thinking,
Stealing memories along the way."

[Chorus – Sung]
"We were real to me,
More than just a passing fling,
I gave you a part of who I was,
Something you couldn't see,
Despite all your messed-up ways,
I loved you anyway."

[Verse 2 – Rap-Fusion]
"You stole the show when you broke the truth,
A lie, a performance, nothing but proof.
An act to make them pay,
Money’s all this ever was, no love in play.
I was just a prop for your display,
A nine-year stretch for your payday.
I fucked up, slowly stepping aside,
Blurry vision blocking my way.
Thought about this moment and what I’d say,
But now words are not coming, I just want you to pay."

[Bridge – Sung]
"You don’t get to take a bow,
No ovation, no flowers now,
You’re buried six feet under,
Beneath the lies where no truth is found."

[Verse 3 – Rap-Fusion]
"I walked away with nothing I could say,
Not worth the time or risking the dead-end way.
A stranger you are, always a mistake,
Fucked up, unhinged, nine years of roleplay.
Never trust a man that lies,
Unless he’s dead and buried alive.
It’s the only truth he tells in the end,
No more lies, no more pretend."

[Chorus – Sung]
"My music set me free,
It was always his loss to see,
Killing his muse was his last show,
Now he’s gone, but I’ll grow."

[Outro – Spoken-Sung]
"He’ll have no part of me, no big, no small,
He’s dead to me now, gone after all.
I’m free to love another, this time for real,
No more lies, no more deals.
This is the last—no more pain,
I'm free to rise, to love again."

🔻 Personal Reflection
When I first wrote this, I wasn’t ready to see the full truth. The song was raw, yes—but it was born from the chaos, not the clarity. I didn’t remember all the words until now. Back then, Suno was new, and so was my ability to say what I really felt.


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Evil, Evil, Drifting Away (Explicit)

🎧 "4 Feet Away" – by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
“4 Feet Away” is a cinematic confrontation set to music—a raw conversation captured in verse, as suspicion turns into confirmation and silence becomes a scream. The track unravels a relationship cloaked in deception, where every excuse is met with truth, and every denial sounds more like an admission.

Built around the literal idea of proximity—someone being “4 feet away” on an 

Layered with tension, the back-and-forth between Voice 1 and Voice 2 mimics real conversations in toxic relationships—the deflection, the gaslighting, the desperate justifications. But in the end, Voice 1 walks away not just with clarity, but with the last word.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro],[Voice 1]
Another phone down. What can I say?
Same damn story, just a new throwaway.
You say it ain’t my business? Cool, take the ring.
If you can’t read the signs, he’s doing his thing. Guaranteed.

[Verse 1],[Voice 1]
I wasn’t born yesterday—nah, I just played blind.
This was my mistake, one more waste of time.
I should’ve never said yes, no matter the cost,
Just a moment of weakness, now I’m the one lost.
When men cheat, we serve time, like we did the crime.
But they walk away clean, still lying line by line.

[Pre-Chorus],[Voice 1]
Cash can’t cover what love won’t protect,
You buy their silence, then fake the respect.

[Chorus],[Voice 1]
Another phone down, another lie hits the ground.
Four feet away, and your “game” got found.
[Voice 2]
"Oh babe, it’s not what it seems"
[Voice 1]
Yeah, right. You forgot the room key?
I see through the night.
Another phone down, another truth set free.
This time the lie ain’t breaking me.

[Verse 2],[Voice 2]
"That sound? It’s a game."
[Voice 1]
Nah, it’s Jack on the map.
[Voice 2]
"No babe, I don’t have that app."
[Voice 1]
Then why does it ping, why’s he four feet away?
And now you pretending you forgot what to say?
[Voice 2]
"He’s just a friend,"
[Voice 1]
Cool—Joe now, huh?
Changing names like shirts, just to keep it made-up.
Your face says sorry, but your phone says more.
This ain’t love—it’s a goddamn store.

[Verse 3],[Voice 1]
You married the scam, thought you were the man,
Buying silence with followers that don’t give a damn.
Candy for rats, it’s attraction to fake,
A mask with a filter, just more heartbreak.

It’s hand over heart, but your hand hits the ground,
I’m losing control, but I’m not backing down.
Say his name in the next room? I’m not okay.
This is me when I lose all control, no delay.

[Bridge],[Voice 2],[Glitchy,Detached-Tone]
"Oh that app? It’s just for fun. I didn’t do that."
[Voice 1]
"It has you thanking him for a nice night."
[Voice 2]
"Oh that? It’s just roleplay, baby."
[Voice 1]
"He said he forgot the key, needs you to open the door."

[Breakdown],[Voice 1],[Spoken,Raw]
If I said it wasn’t true, that’d be a lie.
Just like every damn excuse you tried to hide.
Another phone down, nothing more to prove.
This time I know what the hell to do.

[Final Chorus],[Voice 1]
Another phone down, another lie hits the ground.
Four feet away, and your “game” got found.
[Voice 2]
"Oh babe, it’s not what it seems"
[Voice 1]
Yeah, right. You forgot the room key?
I see through the night.
Another phone down, another truth set free.
This time the lie ain’t breaking me.

[Refrain],[Voice 1]
You can’t buy me
It was a whore you wanted
You called it love
It was a trap

[Outro],[Voice 1]
Oh yeah... leave his ass.
That’s what you do.
'Cause another phone down,
Don’t mean it’s the end of you.



The ring, the dinner, the birthday trip—it was all a cover. A distraction. An attempt to rebrand betrayal as love. But a phone pinged 4 feet away. And that was it. I saw the lie. I heard the truth. I felt everything I had ignored.

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4 Feet Away (Explicit)

I like Juice WRLD and I wanted to give this a shot to see if I could write his style. It's not as good for sure but I had a good time doing it. A flash back to a world I am happy to no longer live in.

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Needles & Pins (Explicit)

Memories Skip (Explicit)

🔻 Song Insight – Slippery Grip
In Slippery Grip, 4Me2BeFree dives into the inner storm of emotional manipulation, unraveling the damage left behind by someone who weaponized silence, distortion, and guilt. What begins with chaotic tension builds into eerie repetition, mirroring how psychological control loops itself inside the mind. The song captures the quiet devastation of realizing you've been shaped by someone else's war — and the terrifying strength it takes to step away from it.

With its stripped-down, haunted vocal delivery and a raw, glitch-edged acoustic arrangement, Slippery Grip feels like a childhood dream that turns too real — nostalgic, but unsettling. It’s both a whisper and a scream. A warning and a release.

🔻 Lyrics
Verse 1
Your fucking head games
play whiplash on my brain

Bridge
forcing me to see things
trigger something down inside.....
hating what you have made me.

Chorus
Over your head and through my spine
blood crashing into my mind
You used to be the reason I’d live

Verse 2
It's not my anger that makes you mad
It's the silence you can't keep
slippery grip, you're losing ground

Bridge
Over your head and through my spine
blood crashing into my mind

Chorus
You used to be the reason I would wake
Now to think it's your fucking head games
you play whiplash on my brain, a mistake

Verse 3
forcing me to see things
trigger something down inside
hating what you have made me.

Bridge
Over your head and through my spine
blood crashing into my mind

Chorus
Over your head and through my spine
blood crashing into my mind
You used to be the reason I’d live

Outro
Never had the heart to tell you
Now it's too late

🔻 Artist Reflection
This song came out of a season where I was unraveling years of damage. When you’re in a relationship that twists your sense of self, you start to mistake chaos for love. Slippery Grip is what it sounds like to wake up to that — to feel someone else's grip loosen while you're trying to remember your own strength. There’s a strange pain in letting go… and a strange peace too. This song doesn't resolve everything. It wasn’t meant to. But it finally gave me a voice in a story that was trying to erase me.

🔻 About 4Me2BeFree
At its core, 4Me2BeFree is about storytelling through sound — building cinematic, emotional narratives out of real life. Whether it’s heartbreak, defiance, healing, or loss, each track translates lived experience into something you can feel. Slippery Grip is part of that mission: transforming quiet survival into a soundtrack.

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Slippery Grip (Explicit)

Song Insight: "See-Through" by 4Me2BeFree
“See-Through” is a raw, slow-burning alt-emo confessional about emotional collapse, dissociation, and the desire to escape an identity that no longer feels like your own. Told through cracked, intimate vocals and minimalist production, the track explores a deeply personal unraveling—where even love feels like a distant echo. Its wall-cracked album art doubles as a metaphor: what’s broken reveals what’s true.

The song blends the emotional grit of a lo-fi bedroom confession with polished lyrical craftsmanship. Subtle rhyme chains and vulnerability-laced metaphors trace the mental spiral of a narrator on the edge of giving up—but still grasping for something real beneath the numbness.

Lyrics
Intro
[Instrumental intro]

Intro:Vocal-Prelude
Gave too much, you still switched
Now it’s just me and this empty shit

Verse
Took that hit, said I got it—cap
Now I’m sittin’ here watchin’ dreams collapse
Used to see it clear, now it all turn black
Real life hit—ain’t no turnin’ back

Verse
Back in my bed, mind loud as fuck
Scrollin' through texts, feelin’ stuck
My lungs ain’t numb, this pain too much
Arms on fire—don’t know who to trust

Pre-Chorus
It’s a loop... a drip... can’t even scream
Tight in my chest—can’t breathe, can’t dream
Vision blurry, night thoughts got wings
They all come back like ghost-type things

Chorus
I can’t stand this—ran outta time
Alone again, waitin’ on a sign
Lines on the sink, mind in a bind
Dead in a place I said I was fine

Bridge
Spin the clip, don’t know what I’m on
This the hill that I’m stuck upon
Nothing stashed, no backup plan
You want tears? I ain’t your man

Chorus
If I go, it’s me sayin’ I’m gone
Above this noise, I’m floatin’ on
Wanna be free from who I became
Lost in the shell, forgot my name

Verse
Left me cold, like you ain’t blink
Left me ghosted, lost in the sink
Hoped I’d fade—you played it slow
Now I’m just lead where love won’t grow

Bridge
I’m done, done, done—don’t fake cry
See-through eyes, dead inside
Gave up tryin’ to hold that line
Let it go—I ain’t gotta lie

Outro:Extended
Leve this place empty
Leve this place free
Leve this place
Leve
…
Leve
…
me

End:Fade Out

Artist Reflection
This one came from the edge. Not the dramatic kind, but the quiet kind—where silence is heavier than screaming. “See-Through” was written in a place where I felt invisible in my own skin, where even the act of feeling felt dishonest. It's about being ghosted by someone else… but more than that, being ghosted by yourself.

The imagery of cracks forming a kiss felt right—because even in what’s broken, something intimate still survives. That’s what this song is: not a cry for help, but a confession of being past the point of asking.

About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is the sonic signature of Īan McDaniel—an AI-integrated alt-pop storyteller blending cinematic emotion, nostalgia-soaked textures, and lyrical therapy. With over 130,000 streams in 50 countries, 4Me2BeFree’s music serves as a mirror, magnifying the parts of us we hide, love, lose, or forget. 

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See-Through (Explicit)

VULTURE by Nova J

Bitch I see you, yes I do
Your entitled attitude
You so petty, full of hatred
Scavenging oh you so shameless

You think I don’t know (ooo)
You a sneaky hoe (ooo)
Pack your shit and go (ooo)
Leave my studio (ooo)

I got breaking news, bitch
I am onto you, bitch
You and me are through, bitch

You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
Got no manners, got no culture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You’re a shady lil’ fucker
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)

You circlin’ close, smellin’ death
Talkin’ sweet with toxic breath
Fake concern, fake regret
But you just waitin’ for what’s left

You think I don’t know (ooo)
You a sneaky hoe (ooo)
Pack your shit and go (ooo)
Leave my studio (ooo)

I got breaking news, bitch
I am onto you, bitch
You and me are through, bitch

You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
Got no manners, got no culture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You’re a shady lil’ fucker
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)

Vulture. (Yeah, I said it.)
Vulture. (Best forget it.)
Vulture. (You thought you’d win it)
Vulture. (It’s time to quit it.)

Bitch I see you, yes I do
(Your entitled attitude)
You so petty, full of hatred
(Scavenging oh you so shameless)

I got breaking news, bitch
I am onto you, bitch
You and me are through, bitch

You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
Got no manners, got no culture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You’re a shady lil’ fucker
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)

Vulture

BLESS THE ONES By Nova J

You grind (mmm), you hustle (yeah)
But no one sees the strain (strain)
You hold onto the pain (pain)
Through every loss and gain (gain)
When you’re broke and low (low)
No one’s at your door (no no)
But when you’re flying high (high)
They all want more (more, more, more)

You built it brick by brick (brick)
You carried all the weight (weight)
Now hands reach out to pick (pick)
Want to decide your fate (fate)

Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who rise on their own (own, own)
Bless the brave (bless the brave)
Who face it alone (alone, alone)
Money buys more (more)
But love is rare (so rare)
Keep what’s yours (yours)
Not gonna share (no no)
Bless the ones (yeah yeah)
Who stand don’t fall (fall, fall)
Who walk through hell (walk on)
And still stand tall (stand tall)
You shine bright (bright)
Never dim your flame (your flame)
Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who fight through pain (pain, pain)

(Bless the ones – who fight for light)
(Bless the ones – who earn their rights)
(Bless the ones – who rise from night)
(Bless the ones – who stand and fight)

They smile in your face (fake)
While scheming for your place (your place)
When the fun runs dry (dry)
They vanish with no trace (just gone)
Blood ain’t the bond (nope)
It’s what’s real inside (inside)
The truth you hold (hold)
That no one can hide (hide)

You’re tougher than you know (you know)
You wear your scars like gold (like gold)
Don’t let them dim your fire (no no)
Story still untold (untold)

Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who rise on their own (own, own)
Bless the brave (bless the brave)
Who face it alone (alone, alone)
Money buys more (more)
But love is rare (so rare)
Keep what’s yours (yours)
Not gonna share (no no)
Bless the ones (yeah yeah)
Who stand don’t fall (fall, fall)
Who walk through hell (walk on)
And still stand tall (stand tall)
You shine bright (bright)
Never dim your flame (your flame)
Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who fight through pain (pain, pain)

When the world says “no” (no)
You say “watch me GO” (GO)
Bless the hands that give (give)
And the ones who never stole (never stole)

Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who rise on their own (own, own)
Bless the brave (bless the brave)
Who face it alone (alone, alone)
Money buys more (more)
But love is rare (so rare)
Keep what’s yours (yours)
Not gonna share (no no)
Bless the ones (yeah yeah)
Who stand don’t fall (fall, fall)
Who walk through hell (walk on)
And still stand tall (stand tall)
You shine bright (bright)
Never dim your flame (your flame)
Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who fight through pain (pain, pain)

Bless the ones
(Oh, bless the ones)
Bless the ones
(Yeah, bless the ones)
Oooh, bless the ones
(Bless the ones…)

Bless the ones

CATFISH by Nova J

Got a face? (Not your own)
Got a name? (One you stole)
Got a story? (Full of holes)
Got some shame? (God, I hope so)

Feeling pretty? (Only online)
Feeling wanted? (On borrowed time)
Feeling brave? (Behind the screen)
You fooled me once — but now I see

You’re a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Yeah, a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
You thought you’d get away with this?
You’re just a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)

Five eleven
Twenty-nine
Model pics
(Not even mine)
Stolen smile
Bedroom eyes
Face-tuned deep
Full of lies

One old selfie
From who knows when
You showed up
And lied again

You were looking (looking, looking)
For tonight (tonight, tonight)
Wanna trick me (trick me with a)
Pretty lie (lie, lie)

You were looking
For tonight
Tried to take me
For a ride

When we met
I saw the truth
Not the guy
From in the booth
You flinched hard
When I said hi
You said your name
I said “goodbye”

You meant no harm? (You swear, you swear)
But all I see is vacant stares
You built a mask, played the part
Now deal with it — I know your heart

You’re a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Yeah, a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Fake as hell and full of glitch
You’re just a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)

Five eleven
Twenty-nine
That ain’t your dog
That ain’t your ride
Bubble butt? (Nice try)
Laughed so hard
I nearly cried

You deceived me (And yourself)
Go get help (You need some help)

You were looking (looking, looking)
For tonight (tonight, tonight)
Tried to trick me (trick me just to)
Feel right (right, right)

You were looking (now exposed)
I saw through you (strike a pose)

You were looking (now exposed)
I saw through you (strike a pose)

You played a role
You wore it well
But fairy tales
Can go to hell
I don’t date liars
With bogus names
Delete your apps
And own your shame

You’re a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Yeah, a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Don’t DM me — I ain’t your wish
You’re just a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)

You feel pretty? (Filter lies)
Feel authentic? (In disguise)
Five eleven? (Try five-five)
Fake the world — but not my eyes

You were looking (for tonight)
Tried to trick me (with a swipe)
You were looking (but I’m gone)
Try again — on someone dumb

Catfish

🔻 Song Insight
“You Miss Me?” is a raw, unfiltered spoken-word blues piece that confronts the emotional wreckage left behind after surviving narcissistic abuse. Delivered with searing honesty and dripping vulnerability, it challenges the illusion of reconciliation with someone who once tried to erase you. This track doesn't plead. It doesn't soften. It stands firm in its truth: "You didn't love me. You loved the version of me I had to become to survive you."

Every line is a reckoning. From shattered memories and suppressed rage to glimpses of clarity and healing, the song explores what it means to hold space for your own voice after years of being silenced. It’s not just a song—it’s a statement, a scar turned into art, a reclaiming of power and identity for those who’ve been broken but never defeated.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
You miss me?
Oh, say it ain't so.
New look starting to look old.
Guess the T ain’t working,
Drugs ain't preserving the story no more.

[Verse 1]
You say you miss me—
What's that supposed to be?
Did you forget the shit you said?
The lies, the cheating, the walk-away clean?
You acted like you found some magic key,
But that key just opened the door to hell.

You miss me? What parts?
The version of me you broke?
The one you stole from, lied to, slept on?
The one who stayed loyal while you stayed gone?

Tell me again what was “so wrong” in my head.
This gaslight backfired—
Bedroom cold, no desire.
I quilted your soul…
But I’ve retired.

[Bridge]
You miss me?
You miss the man who hid in vineyards just to stay alive?
While you ripped off car doors and lied to your mom?
You miss the man who held back—
Because if he fought back, you'd play the victim?

You miss the dinners you smashed,
The lies you served after?

You miss our honeymoon—
How it turned into survival?

You miss me?
You miss the silence.
The version of me who never named the abuse.
The one who let your demons sleep beside me
And still called it love.

[Verse 2]
You left no way back—
Burned bridges, broke codes,
Tossed us out like trash.
It was a full attack.
Talked behind my back,
Fed your addiction, cashed checks that bounced back.

You broke the mold.
Two grown kids—no home, no plan.
You stripped me bare, stole my clothes,
Hung me out to fold in a storm I didn’t choose.

When I stood tall,
You grabbed one more piece of my soul,
Tried to never let go.
Thought your worth was gold—
But you just bought people.
Not everyone’s that cheap.

[Verse 3]
And look who showed up—
A little whore to fill your crack,
Scratch your itch,
Pick up the slack.

You said you needed evil.
Well congrats, he's your fix.
The very thing I refused—
That’s the shit you chased.

Now you sleep in the circus,
A show run by lies,
Funding your spiral
While your shadow dies.

[Bridge]
You miss me?
Maybe the one who held your hand,
Helped you breathe,
Stayed when you couldn’t stand.

Maybe the one who cried for your pain,
Burned in your name.

Maybe the man who wouldn’t beat you—
So you threatened to leave.

You miss me?
'Cause I was the gold.
I was the standard.
I was the one who loved you whole.

I defended your name,
Brought you into the fold.
I loved you young,
And I loved you old.

I saw forever.
But forever is fiction when lies get bold.
Endings are nostalgia for children—
Just stories told.
But time passes,
And this shit is getting old.

[Outro]
You miss me?
Then you never knew me.
You never asked.
Never listened.
You loved the shape I twisted into,
Not the soul I buried to become it.

The real me?
He didn’t die.
He woke up.
And you don’t get to meet him.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
“You Miss Me?” captures what 4Me2BeFree stands for: truth without apology.

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You Miss Me

🔻 Song Insight
MOIST is a sweaty, neon-lit fever dream — a glitchy, erotic carnival ride where desire, power, and performance collide. It’s a song that doesn’t seduce politely — it throws you onto the dance floor, dares you to watch, and demands that you obey. Wrapped in the cinematic grime of 70s adult cinema and queer nightlife, MOIST explores transactional intimacy, fetishized control, and the freedom found in roleplay and release. Every line throbs with tension — between pleasure and vulnerability, dominance and consent, watching and being watched.

This isn't about love. It's about spectacle. About the raw, unfiltered mess of lust and longing that can feel more honest than tenderness ever could. MOIST refuses to be palatable — and that's exactly the point.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
I want his sex for free
They want her sex for free
He wants their sex for free
Them... yeah... sex for free

Token accepted—press—my—button
Choose—your party—
Accepted.
Enjoy the ride.
Know your status and buckle that condom

[Verse 1]
Drops and you drip, watch me drown
These streams run, sweat by the pound
Smell your skin, I touch myself
Can’t help this—you get me stuck
Yeah, all I want to do is f**k

"Look into my eyes"
"Boys don’t cry—they beg"
Fall down into me, on your knees
Lip out pouting, innocent tease
And yes, you may proceed
Grab that leash, pull you in

"Sit back. Watch how this is done...sun."
Your head leans back
Eyes that cannot see
Fabric thick, tactile world
Trust me bold, hold it tight
Make you beg, make you bite

"You like to watch me... don't you?"
Let’s see tonight
How far will you go?
Take that off...
Slowly...
Don’t f**k up the show...
Now arch that back
Now slap slap that ass

"What's my name? What's my name?"

[Verse 2]
It’s hard to see your needs
While I’m stuck on mine
Come calm my nerve, make it shine

"You act like you know... but you don’t"
Call me daddy if you’re ready to go
Jump on top, I’m ready to flow
Hold those arms back, can’t reach
It’s me you need, now say—
"Oh Daddy—pleeease!"

"I’ll be your bitch tonight"
"I’ll be your bitch for free"

[Bridge]
Focus our passion in motion
Don’t look back, drink my potion
Your world spins, feeling a need
On cruise control, pulling on your leads

"I caught you watching"
"Stared a little too long"
Fireworks hold no flame
Fast tearing up the night
Keep that ass just like that
Make me bite, make me fight
It’s you I want, oh so tight

[Outro]
"You wanna shake it? Hah—baby, it ain’t gonna shake itself."
"It’s the dance floor, not a damn waiting room!"
"Can I help you, Sir—or are you just gonna stand there lookin’ confused?"
"People always up in my business like I asked for a co-star."
"Boy, if you don't drop it low in the next 3 seconds, I’m rebooting your whole personality."


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SEX for FREE

PETTY by NOVA J

I don’t even care that you unfollowed me
It actually led to an epiphany 
I think you are psycho crazy jealous of me
And I’m living in your ugly ass head rent free

Okay your head’s not ugly
You’re actually kinda pretty 
But your attitude is shitty 
And I don’t say that to be petty

BUT you really crossed a red line
WHEN you tried to take what’s mine MINE
I was just here minding my business 
And you’re here just talkin’ shit shit 

(OOOH) You think you’re special
(OOOH) So deep, so intellectual
(OOOH) Oh please, you’re superficial
(OOOH) Not exceptional
(OOOH) At alllll… (ooooh)

Go ahead, unfollow me 
Is that the best you can do?
I don’t care, you don’t bother me
I already forgot about you

You’re not the first, and you won’t be the last
Just another fly I flicked off my ass
You were never close, not even warm
So why you creepin’ girl, BE GONE, BE GONE!

You’re not a total wreck, okay
You’d be fine if you’d behave
I think your ego’s in the way
You should hear what people say

BUT you really crossed a red line
WHEN you tried to take what’s mine MINE
I was just here minding my business 
And you’re here just talkin’ shit shit 

(OOOH) You think you’re special
(OOOH) So deep, so intellectual
(OOOH) Oh please, you’re superficial
(OOOH) Not exceptional
(OOOH) At alllll… (ooooh)

Go ahead, unfollow me
Is that the best you can do?
I don’t care, you don’t bother me 
I already forgot about you

You might be just a one-trick pony
I won’t waste my time on a phony
Shiny toys always fade
I work harder every day
(harder) (every) (day)
(harder) (every) (day)
I work harder every day
(harder) (every) (day)
(harder) (every) (day)
(Oooooooh)

(OOOH) You think you’re special
(OOOH) So deep, so intellectual
(OOOH) Oh please, you’re superficial
(OOOH) Not exceptional
(OOOH) At alllll… (ooooh)

Go ahead, and follow me 
Is that the best you can do?
I don’t care, you don’t bother me 
I already forgot about you

Go ahead, and follow me
Is that the best you can do?
I don’t care, you don’t bother me
I already forgot about you

Petty

🔻 Song Insight:
“This Is All I Can Be” is a confessional love song for the emotionally honest — the ones who know they can’t offer everything, but still show up with all they have. Wrapped in the raw grit of a late '80s hair band ballad, this track bleeds devotion and self-awareness. It’s not about grand gestures or fairy tale endings — it’s about standing in front of someone, stripped of ego and pretense, and saying, “This is who I am. I hope it’s enough.”

The lyrics tread the terrain between fierce loyalty and gentle imperfection — a landscape where not being able to "move mountains or seas" doesn’t negate love. It captures the unglamorous but deeply human version of showing up: tired, maybe a little broken, but unwavering.

[Verse 1]  
To hold you, make you safe,  
My arms mark your name.  
A place, no need to explain—  
I want to make you a home,  
Away alone on our own.

[Verse 2]  
I want to be the time you need,  
To be who you are, to breathe.  
Tear down walls, your guard,  
Feel me say with every beat—  
This was hard, but you're okay.

[Chorus]  
Let this go, life’s not on repeat.  
Skip the pain, feel love’s embrace.  
The things I wish for you to see,  
But it’s just me—this is all I can be.

[Verse 3]  
Take you away from this place,  
From memories of past mistakes.  
You and I, nowhere to go—  
We hold each other close,

[Verse 4]  
I wish I could light up your soul,  
Show the world your amazing glow.  
Embrace something new and unknown.  
Start this chapter with open arms—

[Pre-Bridge]  
But I’ll stand with you when you’re sore.  
Be there to lean on when you need a little more.

[Bridge]  
I can’t move mountains or seas—  
It’s just me, all that I can be.  
I can’t buy you a castle or a car.

[Chorus – Reprise]  
But imagine how far we could get.  
With you and me, together we’re strong.  
To know you’re not alone, to have hope—  
To grow, take the paths less known.

[Outro]  
It’s just me—that’s what I have.  
It’s just me, babe. That’s all I am.  
If it’s tomorrow, if it’s today—  
I’m here in whatever way.




This is all I can be

🔻 Song Insight – If a Narcissist Had a Heart
If a Narcissist Had a Heart is a cautionary nursery rhyme dressed in circus clothes. It's a satirical swing at the emotional devastation left in the wake of a narcissist—wrapped in Seuss-like rhythm, carnival sounds, and a maniacally cheerful delivery. The track juxtaposes whimsy with psychological horror, inviting listeners to laugh and flinch. Every rhyme conceals a truth; every bounce carries a bruise.

Beneath the jester’s grin is a call to survivors: you are not crazy. Narcissists are emotional illusionists—rewriting reality, charming crowds, and leaving chaos in their absence. This song offers solidarity through absurdity, exposing the cycle of manipulation with theatrical flair. Think of it as an exorcism in rhyming couplets… with a tuba.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro – Narrator voice, cartoon tone]
If a narcissist had a heart...
He wouldn't know where to start.
He’d call the press, he’d strike a pose,
And sob on camera—God only knows.

[Verse 1]
“It’s better now! I’ve changed, I swear!”
He weeps into the velvet chair.
The news loops play him night and day—
The man who felt, then ran away.

[Verse 2]
But don’t be fooled by mournful gleam,
He edits out what’s in between.
Behind the charm and half-baked tears—
Are stolen years and gaslit fears.

[Bridge]
Through haunted woods and smoky haze,
He drains your light, rewrites your days.
Watch your kids, your keys, your mind—
Before he leaves you two steps blind.

[Verse 3]
You can wash the horse, you can feed the pig,
But this clown’s jig is his own rig.
The facts are sharp, the lies are glue—
You’ll lose yourself before he’s through.

[Chorus]
Run, run, run—don’t wait, don’t stay!
He’ll paint your soul in shades of gray.
You thought it’s love? You thought he cared?
That scream you heard? No one was there.

[Outro]
What’s in store? Chaos galore.
He’s off again—another score.
Save yourself and step aside—
You can’t fix someone who just… lied.

🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote this with a smirk… and a scar. It started as a joke—what if Dr. Seuss wrote a survival guide for people who dated narcissists? But as the rhyme flowed, so did the rage, the grief, and the absurdity of loving someone who only loved a mirror.

There was a time when I truly believed the apologies. The “new leaf” speeches. The declarations of change. I wanted to believe them. I needed to believe them, because the alternative was facing how far I’d been manipulated.

This song is for everyone who’s ever questioned their sanity after trusting someone who wore a human mask. It's for those who made excuses for monsters because they remembered the first act. And it’s for those who survived, even if they laughed their way out of the fire.

It’s comedy, sure—but satire is truth screaming in a clown suit. And I’ve earned the right to laugh now.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
If a Narcissist Had a Heart is a bold turn in the 4Me2BeFree journey—leaning into theatrical satire without losing the emotional core. This project is about transforming raw truth into immersive soundscapes, whether that truth is beautiful, brutal, or bizarre. Every song is a scene, every lyric a spotlight.

Through comedy, darkness, and cinematic chaos, 4Me2BeFree creates songs that don’t just play—they perform. The goal? To offer catharsis for those who’ve lived through manipulation, heartbreak, and self-erasure—and to do it with rhythm, rhyme, and one hell of a grin.

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If a Narcissist Had a Heart

🔻 SONG INSIGHT
“This Is Me” is a thunderclap of unapologetic self-love and stage-commanding energy. It’s not just a performance — it’s a coronation. This track doesn’t beg for your approval; it struts past your doubt in heels made of stardust and sweat. Every lyric is a spotlight confession, every beat a pulse of truth. It captures what it feels like to own your power after someone tried to shrink you, twist you, or make you question your shine.

From cosmic flexes to poetic burns, the track walks the line between humor and raw defiance — a celebration of survival, reinvention, and queer brilliance. It’s for anyone who’s ever been underestimated… and came back with a mic drop.

🔻 LYRICS
[Verse 1]
You said you needed time
I was waiting around for hours
You said you had to find yourself
I didn’t even know you were missing

[Pre-Chorus]
You lost your way — and that’s okay
Somehow...
You still found...
Me

[Chorus]
This is who I am, and that’s the best
A flawless man... some cosmic shit
While you're stuck in second place
I’m moonwalking through outer space
So don’t you cry when you miss me
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Verse 2]
You tried to dim what’s inside
Baby, I’m the northern lights
I gave you time, I gave you grace
And still I won the human race

[Pre-Chorus 2]
You keep slipping, I just glide
Every mirror’s on my side

[Chorus]
This is who I am, and that’s a gift
A perfect storm that always lifts
You play the game, I changed the rules
I broke the mold and made it cool
So go ahead, embrace your myth
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Bridge]
I’m not just a man
I’m a message
If loving myself is wrong
Then I’ll write a song
About how right I am

[Final Chorus – Modulated]
This is who I am, and that’s a gift
Ego-sculpted, heaven-kissed
You chase the dream, I am the dream
Your greatest thought, your silent scream
So write it down, tattoo your wrist
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Outro]
You’re welcome

🔻 PERSONAL REFLECTION
I didn’t always believe I could say things like this — out loud. For years, I gave my light away in tiny pieces, hoping someone else would tell me I was enough. But no one can crown you if you don’t show up like royalty first.

"This Is Me" came from the rubble of that realization. It’s camp, it’s glitter, it’s truth with fangs. It’s the voice I wish I had when I was younger — the one that didn’t apologize for being too much. This song is a mirror I built for myself. And when I looked into it, I finally saw someone worth fighting for.

So yeah — this is me. And that’s the gift.

🔻 4ME2BEFREE
At 4Me2BeFree, every song is a cinematic confession. We don’t write to entertain — we write to transform. Whether it’s heartbreak or power, loss or glittering defiance, we chase the truth until it sings.

"This Is Me" isn’t just a track. It’s a stage. A pulse. A reclamation. And most importantly, it’s yours too — if you’ve ever had to fight to be seen.

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This is Me

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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