Name: Blackwell by icantsleepzzz in Copy of Buzzing Indie
Duration: 4 min 41 s
Description: Pretty sure I was happy when I made this but they always end up sounding a bit sad anyway lol

Copy of Buzzing Indie

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This song was written about a friend of mine who was having trust issues with her boyfriend.  Even so, it's a lively upbeat song, with an ultimately optimistic message. I've managed to keep the original late 80's feel I think?
As with all the tracks on Early Years it was rescued and revived from demo's created in the 1980's and 1990's that were never released.

Love is the answer

for fucks sake carmen

Pretty sure I was happy when I made this but they always end up sounding a bit sad anyway lol

Blackwell

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This is one of my favourite tracks which I always return to. I wrote it on a scorching hot day during one of the warmest summers on record here in the UK, during one of the happiest periods of my life. I do not know where the sadness of the track came from. Maybe I was letting go of something...

Cold Outside

tired.

Vine on the Wall

Your soul

new song out now! https://on.soundcloud.com/nquzFw3Lu8vdpXiy6

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Surrounded by a Cloud of Witnesses

Craters

Gwen - Wilt (best part looped)

one man guild

--MUSIC VIDEO--
https://youtu.be/6E3uCd2CoRs



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Nobody Slowed

Eveything i've ever wanted

🖤✨ The Miracle Syndicate - "Practiced on Me"

She said I looked tired, but smiled when I spoke —
The kind of smile you offer a patient.
My coffee was cold before I noticed
That her chair had never been taken.

I tried to remember what we talked about —
But my mouth held no shape.
I wiped her lipstick off my glass,
But it was never there in the first place.

I wrote down half of a name
In the steam on the window,
But it bled down the glass
Like it didn’t want to be known.
She may have loved me —
Or just practiced it on me
In case it ever counted.

The restaurant closed and I kept sitting,
Listening for footsteps that never walked away.
A waiter asked if I was alright,
And I said I was just waiting for a mistake.

He smiled like I was joking,
The way you smile at someone you pity.
I left a tip for the absence,
Then walked home through a city
That didn’t blink when I crossed the street.

I said her name out loud —
But it wasn’t mine to say.
It sounded like someone I almost was
But lost somewhere halfway.
She may have loved me —
Or was just testing the weight
Of what a goodbye might weigh.

There are conversations we never had
That I still apologize for.
She might’ve been real,
But I kept building her
Each time she vanished more.

In the end, I forgot her face
But not the silence she taught me to hear.
And sometimes, when I pass the place —
I swear, I see her disappear.

Credits:
Written and performed by Elena Morgenstern, Nayeli Astra Xóchitl, and Brad Astra
Produced by The Miracle Syndicate
Mixed and mastered by Brad Astra at Nude Studio · Calgary · Canada
Label: Painful Records © 2025

Practiced on Me

she can’t remember anything 
i know she’s tried
it never works
she’s alone

falling for her
even though she won’t 
remember me
and i know she will
forgot me

she can’t remember anything

Tecnólogo en mecanización agrícola y técnico en refrigeración “SENA”.

Blackwell

icantsleepzzz

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