lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

none the music been made to blow
even half it wasn't relatable
but i steady cook
spearheader shit
fuck u talkn bout, go getter
i was made to push
loud autobot, team outroll 
baby girl u could smell the bush
homies smokin on cedar wood
really hope ts isn't laced kush
and really hope that i make it too
or else every dream ending up wasted

grinding till morning ember evanesce night sky
light this red trickling my eyes
likened dead, preyed upon life

so tell me why do u hide 
getting cold in my soul only frozen outside
like the snow finna reach inside my bones when i die
couldn't help me anyway so
i jus sit inside and fix to fucking lay low
i jus had 2 count my money get ur pesos up
boy u a pussy pos n i aint say that much
even on my worst days beat u in tha best way

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

lovely (ARVM)

autumn_freestyle w/ yungcray + epitomeoffailure + wraith

lyrics
im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

please lock eyes with me
and in time ill see
its testing me
and im underneath
please stay with me
ur all i need
im losing sleep
and puking up what i eat

im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

im vomiting blood. my pupils are blown. (tiedforsilver)

lyrics

I feel like the dirt
I question my worth
I wear and I tear
My favorite shirt
I hope that I can
She thinks I’m the man
I’m letting her down and
I feel like the worst

No it ain’t safe to say yet
Hung up on yesterday its
Still in my head
I’m sorry 
Hate when I’m so mistaken
Trying to savor faces 
Hoping you don’t replace me
I can do better baby
I can do better maybe

Maybe heavens worth the tests
But fuck, this smith and wesson
Has a way for testing what is next
Swallow my breath
I put the world in my hands
I feel like a mess
But she swears I’m the man
I’m doing my best
At least as well as I can
I barely stand
The fucking shell that I am

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

never tell W GrimmGem (cl6udy)

move.. no stay. W GrimmGem (emory)

never learn (shiiranoh)

melting into aether

shes on my tongue like,
cigarette smoke
im on her mind,
wherever she goesss

idek what to call this lol

MY-X

just a diary 
Healing... not really tho
Just trying to do better
still a mess
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
  ⛓️💀🪵⛓️
Gang of divines

never learn (shiiranoh)

IcarusLurks