This Time (prod. mays music)

love w/ yungcray

this team will be the death of me

lyrics 

im in this venue like its citi field
2 cups in my lap like a bogo deal
it gets too rough like a broken wheel
83-79 im outta here

if ur just gon shut it down im outta here
its become a bad night cuz now im outta beer
im just broke and im boring i dont got amiri
im a vampire, im not in no mirror

im wasting money like im david stearns
im wasting life like i got time to burn
black and yellow, canary my stone like a bird
stepping out, all black like a hearse

im in this venue like its citi field
2 cups in my lap like a bogo deal
it gets too rough like a broken wheel
83-79 im outta here
im in this venue like its citi field
2 cups in my lap like a bogo deal
it gets too rough like a broken wheel
83-79 im outta here

83-79 (whycyril)

i love this song
shoutout swamp and checkout the og song he killed it<3 https://on.soundcloud.com/bEslCbYLCqjkWp3RqM


lyrics 
(swamps part)

i said i’m fine like fuck ok
what do you want from me 
i lock myself in here and i don’t want no company 
the silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting
the end is just outside 
this time i feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

(my part)
i dont got much to say 
bottles on bottles i sip to the face 
i throw all my memories 
thinking about things my mind just aches

outside i still feel lonely 
my room a prison it owns me 
i laugh but your jokes are boring
you could never fix my self loathing

calamity cover (wraithontheporch)

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

i been on some different shit
im stuffing 3 grams in that wood 
no they never high like this,
not high like me they wish they could 

I said ah shit it’s crashing down on me again
and I don’t like it 
back in school I hated that shit 
I said fuck it 

way too ahead of myself I thought I had u in my pocket
I don’t believe in god but it feels like there is someone watching 

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

but i know that someday if i go
like you will think about the past
walking down a lonely road
like thius aint good for my head
i been stuck on auto mode
tryna fix the bad things


but i pray soem day when we are up
may the angels follow us
shit, a couple people left me now 
but they’ll be back so quick
can’t wait o to get up out this town
I fucking hate this shit
my bad it I don’t text u back im 2 busy working

angels [tiresss]

10_things i hate abt u.

10_things i hate abt u. (guttertrvsh)

you told me everything you said that you would
im teyin not to trip but its hard
i wish i aint did what ive done
got a futuristic feelin that i been plain
if i did what you had wanted then id feel pain
Tryin not to stress over the picture frame
and if i did it then its been fillin me with hella shame
lately i been sitting thinkin that its all a game
maybe you would take me seriously if i changed
but what im choosin in my life make me feel insane
maybe id better off jus switching lanes
contradiction when you claimin and u tell me that
you been skippin time with everything you like
its bad
and i been wonderin why its feelin bland
but its because you ruin every single plan
i dont even understand whats in my head
sometiems i feel okay but right now im feeling dead
I can’t understand how these feelings blend
with these silly words right now im seeing over text
oh my god make it make sense you know i hate to defend
i cant take offense if i dont care what you said
let me just pretend like i know whats coming next

smoking gas in the hotel
baby can you call me you can break me out my cell
pull me out of hell
and if im being honest im not feeling myself
im dizzy sipping hypnotic tryna make the best out of the worst days
but im still making you love songs so you cant complain
and im still smoking like i used to i think my voice changed
i know my souls quality went down but ill still love you always
i know im sitting right here in front of you but im far away
and i know i look unpleasant
the stars are out tonight ill wrap this blunt like a present
im scared that when im 21 theyll be no further progression
if i can make it out tonight ill take this sign as a lesson
its like i think this shit a game
high off of pride and i get drunk off of shame
im the only one to blame
still notahero same name
making money on the web like im spiderman
smoking mary jane
we get high like super man youll always be my lois lane
know when im down could always call my brother J
but how come when im down i always go right to the drink
i hope they dont make the shrine before i reignite the flame

spidermane (p. under the maple tree)

JudgeGame (legos)

prod @s0ftskelet0ns
i just added violins :)

lately ive been cold inside my skin
hard to warm up when nothings within
cant contemplate too much about it
hard to my live my steady doubting

I don't wanna die yet
living life got no regrets
im lucky im still breathing
stay in I aint leaving
anxiety's my life
overthink too much try fight
its hard but its alright
im coping im coping

citalopram

fog lurks on that murky lake i cant see my face in the dull reflection
everyday is too much for me so just bury me underneath the sediments
i been movin too carelessly and ive been livin a lttle bit too reckless
i been making it too hard to breathe with this weight i put on my chest its too much

its too much for me
everyday the same bullshit man everyday its the same damn thing
thought that i would reiterate in case you never heard it come outta me
mist covers the muddy water and i dont recognize the man i see

shattered, ribs
broken, home 
shed my, skin
break my, bones

watch my, fate
break the, seal
suicidal; subside 

I watch my fate seal as I'm getting older
Break the seal I ain't staying sober
suicidal put that on my mother
I'll subside and just get in line

I've done alright as of late I'm covered
Dead inside but those thoughts get smothered
Quit the drink but I'm still not sober
Smoking dro to keep me in motion

Oh shit
I Took too much now I'm missing the potion
I get addicted too easily abusing the substances
I guess that I was just under assumptions
That I had it under control
I thought that I needed you but Im better on my own
I'm better off all alone
I'm better dead in a ditch on the side of the road
Let me go



suicidal;subside (neverforever x grace horn)

silence (secre x yunnygoldz)

just a diary 
Healing... not really tho
Just trying to do better
still a mess
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
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silence (secre x yunnygoldz)

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