By @carlby
Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I dont fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Carlby - Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

Miami’s washed me up 
I had lived there 27 years 
I thought I built this up 
but I always lived my life with fear 
I’m always so worked up 
I have a feeling that the end is near 
I’m not okay, my dear 
put the car In gear and 

Drive 
so that I can feel alive 
I’m bleeding through my paper skin 
I’m shattered and I’m wearing thin 

we hit each other up from time to time 
tell each other I love you, yeah, it’s fine 
you’re with him now
so fuck me up, give me drugs and give me medicine to sleep tonight 

this pressure’s building up all of this tension 
got my heart bleeding, needing intervention 
in my mentions only looking for attention 
break my chains, set me free, let me ride and put my car in gear and 

We hit each other up from time to time 
fuck I think I need to go for another drive 
I was hoping that this was the last time 
but you’re still keeping me in mind 

Ocala called again
so I moved up thinking that I would change
I left you far behind always regret that now I drown in shame 
you gave up on me 
I’m begging on on my knees 
please i just need some peace
I’m trying to believe 
that you would come back to me 
baby just tell me that you’ll never leave 
take a couple pills to relax just so I can breathe 
I’m never finding answers in these drugs so I write these songs that I sing 

you left me now 
god I feel so left out 
I just hope you stick around 
so that I can go and find out 
If he gives you everything 
I couldn’t imma stress out
cause I failed at loving you 

and now I’m just a burnout 

yeah I’m just a burnout 
a motherfuckin let down 
I’m trynna shut down 
baby shut my lights out 
Bring the knife out 
yea I’m gone now 
when I think of suicide I always put the car in gear and

Drive (Prod. Jolst X Irby)

Dreamin' of my Paradise #TrapBeat

Suicide

LeftRight Ft.C3

lyrics
imma muthafuckin reject,
run around witcho bitch in a pheonix
imma muthafuckin deject,
a heart from a girl that i like to call my ex. x2

she says im well.

i cant save myself.

my mental health.

is goin to hell.

help me out, imma drown now,
imma go dark, till i pass out,
who's who now, am i dead wow,
can i come back? i can't see, od'd out.

imma muthafuckin reject,
run around witcho bitch in a pheonix
imma muthafuckin deject,
a heart from a girl that i like to call my ex. x2

kais

reject (prod.dead spyro)

Produced by dead spyro

I KNOW I FUCKING SUFFER BUT YOU WON'T SEE ME LEAVING

Lyrics:

[Pre - Chorus]
3 am in the morning, where the fuck are you going
all alone without me there, tell me baby how's that fair,
lonely night, had a long day, been inside, but i'm okay
wanna cry but it's too late, i wanna die, baby can't wait

[Chorus]
no heart but i love you, baby you're a demon
i know i fucking suffer but you won't see me leaving
waste of emotions, baby wasted time
you're so evil let me go and i'll be just fine

[Verse]
i'll be fine, you crossed the line i was hurt, i wonder why
under pressure, beating heart everything went fucking dark
hold my hand, im fucking shaking, my heart would not stop breaking
my tears keep fucking falling, but why is no one calling
why do i keep trying yeah, i'm tired of your lying yeah

[Pre - Chorus]
3 am in the morning, where the fuck are you going
all alone without me there, tell me baby how's that fair,
lonely night, had a long day, been inside, but i'm okay
wanna cry but it's too late, i wanna die, baby can't wait

[Chorus]
no heart but i love you, baby you're a demon
i know i fucking suffer but you won't see me leaving
waste of emotions, baby wasted time
you're so evil let me go and i'll be just fine

Biteki びてき

demon baby (prod. dead spyro)

One Time

frvr&alwys - one time (prod. diamoon)

i think that its time to change my ways.........

Change My Ways (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ripveins
produced by hazenova x jolst
drums by hazenova
guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

used 2 b golden (feat. veins)

Produced by pinomin

ft. @ullbefine

Lyrics:

iluvtora:

[Intro]:
oh how i wish your hand would be like mine
reaching on to something that is really hard to find
as we walk and our love is so combined
all i really say to you is: "babe look at the sky!"

"iluvtora"

[Chorus]:
oh how i wish your hand would be like mine (like mine)
reaching on to something that is really hard to find (it's hard to find yuh)
as we walk and our love is so combined (so combined yuh)
all i really say to you is: "babe look at the sky!"
pretty white clouds from above 
letting sun shine from behind
i can see you tearing up
and the tears glow up your eyes (your eyes)
i get caught up in your lies (in your lies)
and getting fucking tired of the same fucking reply

[Bridge]:
yeah, the same reply
you say it all the time: "babe the sky is just the sky" but nah!
ay, how can you feel that way?
you have something else to say?

[Verse]:
my sky, gives me the reason to live and the reason to hide
it gets rid of the feelings, that i buried myself quite deep down inside
okay that's enough, cus i'll be fine; yeah, i'll be fine.

april: 

"april"

[Verse]:
omg, it's still the same
the tought of you lost in the rain
but now i know that i'm so far away from you
and all the times with you on my mind
it still hurts to know that i'm not letting go

iluvtora:

[Outro]:
oh how i wish your hand would be like mine (like mine)
reaching on to something that is really hard to find (it's hard to find yuh)
as we walk and our love is so combined (so combined yuh)
all i really say to you is: "babe look at the sky!"

how can you feel that way? (ft. april) (prod. pinomin)

iluvtora

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