i’m glad your cheeks are red, my eyes have turned grey
and i look like a million but i feel like loose change
someone told me ill always get in my way
well if there’s two of me, ill make sure i include him everytime i pray

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

let’s get it started then, while im here i might as well turn up
i’m drinking right off the block at this block party im bouta fuck it up
i’m gliding through this shit i really might just blow up like “Just Cause”
i know i “pour for four” but bae i really think that you’re the one
and i’ll slide
but im scared that it’s the last time
but you stay by my side
and i don’t know why you do that
but i’m glad you’re here tonight

and given the circumstance i hope that we can stick together
cause these dreams hurt so much, i miss you so much
and i guess that’s my bad for thinking that we would be better after the mountain trip
girl i miss us so much
hate being on my phone
i love the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live baby
my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

i used to think that people like this were so reckless
now when my friends call me doing drugs i get jealous
my armors chinked with arrows sent here by the marksmen
they blocked out the sun and used my back like its a target
stop it
i been dodging shit like i did back when i fought margit
stars lit
baby come outside and we can stargaze
im out smoking on the balcony come and join me
i wont jump fr

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

loose change (p. under the maple tree)

caregiver.wav

#settlescores #emojerk #hyperpop #fortnitecore #sonicadventure2 #bop #swag #99swags

Settle scores feat Brecken prod. Cxrter.wav

calm luh 2023 open thingy prod @xxkingad

quiet down
smoking on this loud
i can't hear a sound
she like what u doin now
let's get outta town
bby i need u now

oj
mix w/ moscato
straight from the bottle
cell buzzin hits for a follow
so many ppl ion even know steady hitting up my phone 
imma get 2 it tomorrow
why is it tomorrow
blue and red when i want like tecca
heads up, i already kill w/ no effort 
yes sir
girly give me top, no header
letter/let her
louis, gucci, prada, fendi
baby ill get u a bentley
split up a check like my family
rest of u niggas too friendly
AD turn me up
if i pop a p3rky 30 ts good enough

if i pop a perc30 ts good enough
wait 1sec right there i’ll take my dose rn and double up
im throwin’ up
it don’t matter how im moving’
what i’m doin’
you’d still shoot me down 
even on the ground, ik you’d still be shootin’
ur stoppin me
i’m not sure what’s wrong with me
im not who im meant to be
and that fucks with me mentally
heavily
sippin moscato, shizu he poured it out str8 from the bottle
i walk outside and get top from a model
i don’t feel shit cuz i’m numb and im hollow
numb and im hollow

i said by the way
u too fine to be sippin on some chardonnet
how about u come slide my way for cabernet
you know im geeked up when you wear that lingerie
i got time today
and i know you got time to waste
i said u too fine to touch
im giving you this trust
i can give but it aint much

muted w/ residential. & epitomeoffailure (adturnup)

prod. ilyl1ght

lyrics:
I don't wanna go anywhere
I thought I've said this before
Keep throwing these waves
until I go overboard

You're so pretty on the outside, have you noticed?
But she's hurting on the inside cause she's broken
Scarfing down another drink, you need to change that
Cause it's not attractive to me when you take that

medication got me acting up
cut me open, please oh, make it stop
you said id be alone until i die
but where were you for me on my worst nights
Take me further, take me for a ride

No, I don't break easily
And you can't get rid of me
What you said dont makes sense to me
And you're causing misery

I don't wanna go anywhere
I thought I've said this before
Keep throwing these waves
until I go overboard

You're so pretty on the outside, have you noticed?
But she's hurting on the inside cause she's broken
Scarfing down another drink, you need to change that
Cause it's not attractive to me when you take that

unattractive

i'll scream
your name
so loud
it echos away

i can't breathe
oh ur not right here with me
oh such a shame
shame

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

i want this
im watching
like tell me
how do you want love?
im nauseuos
i lost it
right before us
cant help it
im obsessed
with the way you touch
i need you
i cant help 
but feel im not enough


its all okay
maybe that was a lie
you wont ever know
i wont see your face
i do this for nothing
i wake up 
just to find out
its all the same

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

autumn_freestyle w/ yungcray + epitomeoffailure + wraith

no mans land

no mans land (dolev talmor)

P. nomansland 

Support my friend enyu!

https://on.soundcloud.com/qUpx1yH6fYpXyzuuwE


Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

lyrics

i fear that its just me and this drink right now
im so high right now but ill still hold you down
im not sure whats going on

but its not enough
i love you so much that it hurts
you pull my cigarettes out your purse
and if i die put subwoofers on my hearse
and play my music so everyone can hear it
so they know i tried to give you the world

i think i need a break for my bones
if all my best songs when im fucked up whats the point in living sober
getting older
and she obsessed with the fact that i need closure
but really she just care for me so i felt like an asshole back when i had told her
i think you should go
put dnd on my phone
im tryna make money off this shit so let me cook and just leave me alone
baby i got a chip on my shoulder
sisyphus rolling boulders
in this fit i feel polar cause im cold
but not as cold as it is outside
ill pick you up baby you can stay the night
its lowkey pathetic all my feelings on a fucking flash drive
making folk songs
and she dont even like that style
bae i love you im not tryna get hostile
these are love songs i hope that they make you smile
i pray one day ill make something you like
thats why lately im recording every night

I dont like when we fight
i swear that its getting old
see inside of my life take a look at whats in bold
its assault
i dont need a single thing to realize
that its my fault
and you could draw out all the lines but i dont need to see the chalk
cuz i know i what ive done wrong
and its building up inside of me and breaking through the walls
you gotta understand that theres a couple reasons i dont call
i know its understandable that you dont wanna see me fall
i know life been hard
take a couole steps back
and you think you went far
yea you think you a star
well i think you should check that and see right where you are
(this anxiety been breaking down my heart)
everything inside of me been leaving hella scars
i hate this anxiety its leaving too much marks
they be laughin and they lie to me
so why cant i restart
with the thoughts in the dark
while i sit in my car

but its not enough
i love you so much that it hurts
you pull my cigarettes out your purse
and if i die put subwoofers on my hearse
and play my music so everyone can hear it
so they know i tried to give you the world

sysiphus (p. under the maple tree)

you want me to stay imma stay for you
you want me together imma break
i think you should put the blunt out girl its getting late
and i dont talk about it and its something that you hate
and i hope that you listen to the songs i make when im off alcohol
i put you through so much how did you put up with an asshole
blunt been burning the back of my throat but i feel it in my soul
i cant let you go
i cant let you go

two pills before bed
blue pills in my head
dont remember what i said
its always like that
i forgot my heart girl ill be right back
right track
pick myself up and in that im alone
she said if you ever need me you can call my phone
girl i go to sleep so late and you so early
wouldnt want to waste your time on it its not worth it
wanna shed my mind
baby you can tell me bout your darkest times
never met another crow like you in my life
my life
tonight
can we just talk like we used to baby ill try
baby ill try to stay for you

you want me to stay imma stay for you
you want me together imma break
i think you should put the blunt out girl its getting late
and i dont talk about it and its something that you hate
and i hope that you listen to the songs i make when im off alcohol
i put you through so much how did you put up with an asshole
blunt been burning the back of my throat but i feel it in my soul
i cant let you go
i cant let you go

help me make in the meantime
a few signs in my chest help me make it out my head
down hill dont wanna sled
i dont wanna make it down there before you admit
one chance take my hand
i know that you wont regret
its not the principle its all thats coming with
im not invincible dont shoot me til im dead
i hate the ridicule feel invisible when i hit my bed
its always feel so horrible when im walking outside
maybe maybe i dont get no sunlight cuz i wanna -
i would rather wrap up in my sheets i wish ur here tho
maybe next year ill see clear and youll be here i hope
i hit a roundabout my maps say dont exist
i try hard to make it there in time but you dont know where i am
i wont make it this time ill say that im in my head
i been in in way too long im sorry everything i missed

its getting late (p. under the maple tree)

𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳.

unattractive

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