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shoutout @kamzze for hopping on the song

(chbv)
i tell u my lies and ill never know it’s right
ur always by my side and ur never tryna hide
are u down for this ride? cuz if u are then so am i
we’re driving on the road and every time i feel alive
life has all these obstacles, ill die or have a stroke
im living my dreams and u aren’t here to give me hope
i dont need a therapist, i promise i dont cope
i can see you from a distance i feel so alone

running from a distance i can see it in ur eyes
i been working my ass off, ive been so preoccupied
i pretend that i dont see you cuz im living not to bribe
ill forget our entire past and move on with my life
blood is leaking through the floorboards, am i scared to die?
ill see you talking with him you know i dont mean to pry
i know a way out of this it’s never too late to try
im harboring these feelings and then you told me goodbye
WANNA WAKE UP NEXT TO U BUT I JUST HEARD GOODNIGHT
I DONT WANNA TALK AND IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO FIGHT
I KNOW YOU WERE MESSING WITH ME YOU WERENT ALWAYS MINE
I GUESS ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT I DONT HAVE TIME TO CRY

(cherry)
i tell u my lies and i will never know its right
always by my side n u never tryna hide
r u down for this ride? cuz if you are then so am i
drivin on the road every time i feel so alive
ill die or have a stroke
ur not here for my hope
i promise i dont cope
here i feel alone (so alone)

forget all my times i spend with u
i dont give a shit cuz i hate you!
omg i hate that new song
i dont wanna love but its so hard
hold me its all the pain in my heart
but you know me i could never go n fix it 
and the old me could tell u that i really cared
all that rlly fuckin up my new hair
all black fit in the middle of juLY

HOODIE ON MY BACK AND I TOLD U I WOULD DIE
FROM THIS FUCKIN HEAT BUT IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFFERENCE
SITTIN AT THE WATER AND MY LEGS STARTED TO TWITCH AND
AND I DONT FEEL SAFE AROUND U ANYMORE
IF EVERYONE AT THIS PARTY TURNED INTO AN ANIMAL 
U WOULD STAY THE FUCKIN SAME
STAY THE FUCK AWAY
YOU SHOULD TELL UR FRIENDS  THAT YOU JUST FORGOT MY NAME

harbor w/ cherry

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

prod me

lyrics

im never moving my fate
imma look back at ur face
return my hat its not urs
ill act like i was never bored
hard
youre making it hard
playing my part
look up at the stars
i make no marks
i use my card
raising the bar
u wont get far
its only up
aluminum
and theyll be hating
while my hands are up
thats just my luck
i guess we're done
but u gone and ruined all the fun
i know that we'll get through it together
bleed out my cranium, im not better
im not good at using my resources
but i think ill learn for you cuz its important
return on investments, thats extortion
all of these compliments that im warding
what's all this hope? im feeling a beacon
those pretty blue eyes i cant help from reaching
pain
ima sit under the rain
just help me save faith
make way
drained
im tempted to run away
im getting thrown strays
hey
hey

aluminum

prod ilyl1ght

lyrics:
i cant dispel all the dirt thats picked up from the wind
so sorry i didn't realize things that i said would make you cry 
so sorry i dont give a fuck if your delicate
 not one to ask ill be okay but i run out of gas not even half way 
shes comin back i guess she wants more 
stayin out all night have fun bein a whore
i think i wanna be dead no i dont wanna be friends
i think i wanna be dead im tired of playin pretend

what do ya know?
what do ya know about me?

what do ya know

THE WIND BLOWS
THROUGH THE WINDOWS

wind

prod. ilyl1ght

lyrics:
dont nobody got my back but i got yours 
start to wonder then i ask what im here for 

i was walking blind but i see
every moment waiting for you 
i got nothing waiting for you on the side 
bring me back from the dead 
let me go 
never let me go
go go 
never let me go
never let me go

you drive me so 
crazy 

love how you make me 
doubt 

can’t get enough
why do i want more than i have?
can’t get enough
why do i gain more then i ask?
can’t get enough
why do i want more than i have?
can’t get enough

will i make it far?
will i make it far?
you really make this hard 
really make this hard 

i gotta let you go 
you really make me doubt 
caught between your lies 
you really got me mesmerized 

you drive me so 
crazy 

love how you make me 
doubt

doubt

prod. ilyl1ght

lyrics:
I don't wanna go anywhere
I thought I've said this before
Keep throwing these waves
until I go overboard

You're so pretty on the outside, have you noticed?
But she's hurting on the inside cause she's broken
Scarfing down another drink, you need to change that
Cause it's not attractive to me when you take that

medication got me acting up
cut me open, please oh, make it stop
you said id be alone until i die
but where were you for me on my worst nights
Take me further, take me for a ride

No, I don't break easily
And you can't get rid of me
What you said dont makes sense to me
And you're causing misery

I don't wanna go anywhere
I thought I've said this before
Keep throwing these waves
until I go overboard

You're so pretty on the outside, have you noticed?
But she's hurting on the inside cause she's broken
Scarfing down another drink, you need to change that
Cause it's not attractive to me when you take that

unattractive

prod. ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Do you have something to say?
has there been anything new?
What goes on in your brain?
Do you only think about you?
I hardly know any of you
Who are these people? Who are you?

Oh i give up
Go do what you want
What did you say?
I wasn't listening :/

Oh i think that i'm overwhelmed
To many people around
Catch my breath i had to stop
oops i think i drifted off
I need nothing don't reach out
I got all this figured out
They all ask how have i been
Oh i'm okay don't ask again x2

overwhelmed

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

produced by mix
over a year in the making

lyrics:
@1m1x
in the end ima shoot em all for you
i dont care yea i been thru a few
dropped him yea hes dead its nuthin new
in the end its either me or you
yea i dont give a shit
gotta focus up when he start talkin shit
get dropped bitch ur the one who started it
losing consciousness hope you have insurance

and my soul is to be
tightness in chest so now i cant breathe
killed him, then got back on my feet
haise, that no longer is me
and i shot him dead he was just standing there
gotta cleanse now tired of all this wear and tear
built a new man, haise is dead in the grave
just killed myself to find a new life i can save

@dawsin
i came up from nothing bitch, you wouldnt understand
i said bro, leave me alone, im too frail for this
she want all of me but i don't really know her like that
I'll drink a pint of whiskey then i'll call it a day

uh what do you think of that L?
this is my perfect victory and you failed
hah i just need one breath
one call was all it took for you to avoid my death

your weak haise, youve gotta do something and fast
or hes gonna kill your men, you cant keep anyone safe
can you?
turn around haise, look at me dont turn your back on a friend
you know that you need me, do it accept me as part of you
COME ON COME ON COME ON

@dawsin
impaled his chest,
wound in his lungs
hit em up
drag em out 
leave him hung
im a ghoul eat his flesh off the bone
and in the end its die or atone
@1m1x
atone, why you running we were just having fun?
that sucks cuz soon youll be friends with the gun
eat him up and leave him for the crows and the sun
oh haise i always knew you'd be the one

IN THE END I MIGHT SHOOT THEM ALL FOR YOU
I DONT CARE YEA I BEEN THRU A FEW
DROPPED HIM YEA HES DEAD ITS NOTHING NEW
IN THE END, IT'S EITHER ME OR YOU
YEA, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
CLOCKED HIM IN THE FACE AND NOW HE'S GOT LEAD IN IT
IT'S ON THE SPOT BITCH DON'T START FEELING NAUSEOUS
CRYING ON THE FLOOR, GUESS U REALLY LOST THIS?!!!

haise w/ dawsin

Honey Drip

prod me bruh
3hrs

lyrics:

like 
what's he doin?
why why
are you mad for?
why did he stop movin?
like
why did he get popped for?

for talkin shit online
check my watch
waste of time
you wont talk to me?
oh right
don't be surprised when i don't reply.

i'm feelin kind of tired
i hunt you on the 31st 
like michael myers
then i come an find ya
i hit my briar then i go ahead
and then hide ya

i said what's he doin though?
hide his body behind where his dad works
at that liquor store
oh trust me lil bro
you a bit-
we done both know
you can keep her man
if you want my suggestion
throw out that hoe

NOW HE'S BEGGIN THE QUESTION WHY????
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE
AHHH DIE
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE

foul tarnished 
in search of the elden ring
someone must extinguish
thy flame

we were friends
so why the disrespect?
pect- pect- pect
grow up and get some balls man
(ambition)
'fore i come an teach you a lesson
and curb stomp you to the floor
shit'll get messi
jobless activity
your behavior's the same as my enemy
bro go get a job and stop hating me
eighteen+ acting this way so beyond me..

briar

𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳.

unattractive

ilyl1ght ✦