hope you all doing good. theres someone out there going through the same thing. Jesus loves you <3

#SCFirst

the long way home (feat. Sarcastic Sounds & Sara Kays)

tell me your feelings and i won't tell you mine

snowflake (feat. Jaden & Sarcastic Sounds)

Leaving

Leaving (feat. the bootleg boy & Heroe)

在這座城市裡，我們都曾假裝自己很好，假裝不孤單。
《城裡的故事》唱的，是那些無法說出口的心情。
🎧 聽 JAYDEN 的聲音，陪你走過一段不想回家的夜。
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이 도시 속에서,우린 모두 괜찮은 척, 외롭지 않은 척 살아가죠.
〈도시의 이야기〉는 말하지 못한 마음을 담았습니다.
🎧 제이든의 목소리가, 집에 돌아가기 싫은 밤을 함께 걸어줄게요.
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In this city,we all pretend we’re fine, pretending we’re not alone.
“The Story in the City” captures the feelings we can’t say out loud.
🎧 Let JAYDEN’s voice walk with you through a night you don’t want to go home.
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Giữa thành phố này,chúng ta đều giả vờ ổn, giả vờ không cô đơn.
“Câu Chuyện Trong Thành Phố” kể về những cảm xúc không thể nói ra.
🎧 Hãy để giọng hát của JAYDEN đồng hành cùng bạn trong đêm không muốn trở về nhà.
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lyrics
咖啡店的位置太擠 還是比家裡自由
點了一杯冰美式 就能躲到天黑以後
不是不想回家 只是沒理由
怕被問今天怎麼這麼早

窗外的陽光太刺眼 亮得看不清楚眼前的路
低頭滑手機裝冷靜 假裝在接案子忙工作
耳機沒開音樂 卻假裝在聽某首歌
比起被關心 我更怕沉默

穿得像去上班 手機放桌上裝忙
其實沒人找我 但我還不想投降

早知道不回家 就多繞一圈天橋下
讓風吹走壓力 也吹乾謊話
說不出口的真相 只能寫進信箱
我是誰 為什麼還不敢放下

公車站的廣播聲 每一站都像人生
有人下車重來 有人還在等緣分
我假裝看風景 不讓人發現我的疲憊
只怕自己某天 真的承認一切

穿得像去上班 手機放桌上裝忙
其實沒人找我 但我還不想投降

如果能不回家 找個安靜的地方睡一晚
不必解釋近況 也不用演戲說謊
反正明天又會開始新的掙扎
能不能 就這樣慢一點長大

也許有一天我會說出口
我只是怕 沒人會懂我
不是不努力 只是累了太久
誰能不問為什麼 就陪我走一走

如果能不回家 就讓星光陪我說說話
不必強裝勇敢 也不用假裝瀟灑
那些撐住的理由 其實都很微弱啊
這世界太快了 能不能 等等我一下

城裡的故事

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iTunes

Laying up late and it’s midnight 
Cold rainy days transition to some dark nights 
When I’m home alone 
No where else to go 
Calling up my friends wish I could just go let em know 
Depression finnaly hitting i can’t do it on my own  
Drowning in my sorrows but there’s nothing here to show 

All people really fake 
lying to my face
Telling me they there but never meaning what they say 


Call me up now ask some questions 
Help me out I need  lessons 
all these games why I’m stressing 
Too much work  life’s depressing 

Only wanna check up when you hear it in my lyrics 
Say you okay but I’m not okay 
Asking do you need some help really acting like they mean it 
Say you okay but I’m not okay

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

Hard times 
Wish I could go make time 
Never had enough went back I hadda save mine

Wishing you would pick up 
Wishing you would call back
Talk me through problems 
Say you caring hope you mean that 

Maybe I’m too sad maybe I’m not 
Maybe y’all just flexing like y’all not 
Maybe I’m just honest should I stop
Start telling lies like I’m not 

Sad and lonely no cure 
All these sins a monster 
Fix me up still not pure 
On the inside not my contour

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

friends? [prod. kado]

YOUTUBE

im used to it

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Spotify

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

Much love to the boys @sadboyprolific and @nuxemusic for creating this song with me <3

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
I don't know what I'm feelin' these days but
I hope it gets better
And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade
My heads light as a feather
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
A little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
Something to fix my heart

SadBoyProlific
(Yuh)
Sometimes I'm scared you'll open up your eyes and see the signs
Finally see I'm worthless and nothing compared to other guys
And yeah I'll cry but still smile and say it's fine while my mind leaps to different forms of fuckin' suicide
Jealousy's my biggest enemy so what's the key
To put down all the drugs all my demons just face defeat
I've got some family whose faces I could never see and even some that soon won't ever fuckin' remember me

Thomas Reid:
I don't know what I'm feelin' these days but
I hope it gets better
And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade
My heads light as a feather
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
A little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
Something to fix my heart

better days

eli.