Songs to cry yourself to sleep

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Nouveautés : Rock alternatif

2023 Rock 🪨 🎸 😎

songs i wanna fuck to

spoti: https://open.spotify.com/track/3yZueO8TUXxGNettYqIRKw?si=ea2af00ec1e94b2c

where do we go when we fall in love w/ zebatin and fallen oceans

prod. me
(capsctrl on acoustic guitar)
<3

lyrics:
what was it like to fall in love with me?
asleep in the morning, awake in the night
i'll take it all, i'll face it all, im in deep.
no saving me now.

cry more
days spent stumbling onto who i am, what i want
lace up, run far
running into what i am, fuck who i was

take your time, take your time
save your breath
its all a lie, all a lie, its a test
waking up, waking up all over again
waste of lungs, wasted lungs i am.

if youd listened to me who knows what we could be
(stop it now its dark in here)
so tied up on things that we didnt even mean
(stop it now i've had enough)
said you know me the best but you dont know me at all
i was depressed and didnt bother to call out to you
so much changed so fast but im right here
please dont give up

what is it like to fall out of love with me?
i feel so annoyed and, i dont know why
i took it all, i faced it all, i was in deep
dont start from the beginning just end it

cry more
days spent stumbling onto who i am, what i want
lace up, run far
running into what i am, fuck who i was

who i was

spotify

Thoughts Just Repeat In My Head [Prod. siem spark]

worth it [+grayskies]

One Day At A Time [+ pekarot]

with the OG  soundcloud.com/eoin-disney

Greenwood:
just to fill the space, what we talk about
nothings really there when i'm laying down
cold breath in your old room but it's over now
just to fill the space when you're not around 

but i could start again in a little while
i know it's not the same as the first time
but i could take the waiting and the crossed lines
lights had lit the way back
 i never realised

cause no one ever tells you cause it's real life
breathing hard in the moment it's never clear why
all of this never mattered but i don't mind
falling quick but it's faster when the times right

just to let you know things are different now
voices at the door, all i think about
something in the words left to figure out
just to fill the space when you're not around

Eoin Disney:
say it to me while you're stalling with yourself now
put a dagger through me, least you let your thoughts out
i can never truly put the words in your mouth
i play it cooly cause i want to see it work out

there's a part of me that never gets the words out
follow voices but i want to make my own sound
i'm addicted to the things that make it worse now
hurt now, never hits the same as the first round

let me in, oh God i miss your skin
i miss your smile see my world right in your eyes
tell me things you never said to him
i miss waking up for the sake of it

Transit (w/ Eoin Disney)

THE SUNSET - WHERE DREAMS DIED

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Instagram: instagram.com/puppetmusic

I don't trust the ones who claim to know what's right for me

lyrics:
somedays I wonder
if I know you well
gun to my head 
you make it so hard to tell
found out i’m not that good at lying
 or describing change
 why are you still trying
 it needs explaining
you know I’m down to change the subject
 but it won’t change our fate
 don’t know whats right
 but I’m still fighting for you 
why wont you?
we are the righteous 
towards the fighting we run 
but I’m done
 fighting for just anyone

trust the ones who know
 how to get you home 
strong enough to follow 
or be your best alone
the crash of roaring waves 
do you look back just the same
 relive our glory days
 do you still 
cuz I do
these thought are crawling through
 the growing cracks in my brain 
what was lost is now to blame

mistakes are growing pains
 i’ll take the reigns
 fall flat on my face 
what’s wrong with falling
 if i’m falling for you?
 I’ll tell you
i’ve pushed the farthest
 that my honesty 
can take me
 it wouldn’t kill you to be honest with me

trust the ones who know
 how to get you home
 strong enough to follow
 or be your best alone

I dont trust the ones who claim
 to know what’s right for me

Best Alone

this song is literally a cry for help... but how much you want to bet every redneck in america will blast it... kinda slaps tho what do you think?

I Would Hate Me Too

@tnvr555 

you always bring out the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
watched u burn our home straight to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
u burnt it to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

i want to take the blade
slice across my throat okay
hurts more than i’ll ever say
hurts more than my music could ever convey
don’t come and play your games with me
i wanted somewhere i could breathe
it hurts
it burns
so endlessly
i swear to god you’ve ruined me
and i don’t ever want to feel
if this is love i rather bleed

i hate myself so much [tnvr]

Full EP here : https://vapormoon.bandcamp.com/
⸸✞⸸ 
echoes of a lost paradise sparrows have long flown the nest ringing through the eternal ice your voice just never left when the thunder comes and drowns it you'll find me howling at the clouds screaming i'm not alone i'm not alive im not in love im not then it will rain anew so you can sing again i will run through black and blue to bring you back from the dead i'm not alone i'm not alive im not in love im not alone alive in love how ironic is this little breeze slowly sweeping fallen leaves so we can read as we please these names on the marble steles will you always find me when i'm hiding in the dark i'm not alone i'm not alive im not in love im not

Katabasis

produced by me
mastered by @43u
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me
Lacerations all over her bloated corpse 
Butterflies in her mouth when she washed to shore 
Seeing herself from a third person view 
a life in a cruel world when you don’t have a clue
yearning for attention but no one ever reaches you back
Clipboards gave you pills to add the traits that you so sadly lacked 
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Demons under her bed that only came out when they heard her crying 
concealed grinning spread across their face when they found that they planned on dying 
Life wasn’t good to her 
Now she’ll show them what she’s truly made of 
If only her brain could transfer 
To the body of the person that she could love
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The Angels are calling me 
To tell me to come look and see
All of them are enemies 
Crawling like centipedes 
-
The Angels are calling me 
To tell me to come look and see
they saw me when I prayed 
And they’ll watch a decay of a pretty face
-
od1
everything i thought i learned
you showed me how to watch it burn
set ablaze to my heart n turn it to ashes
watch me fall as my life flashes
everybody watching me
i cant help but feel to flee
rip my thoughts n throw em at me
ill never forgive u after everything
-
fucked with my brain
and now im stuck here
looking for a way
to make it all clear
look into the mirror
cuz i dont see you
hit me back up if u wna disappear
gouge my fucking eyes
i dont wanna see this anymore
show me all you've got so i can make sure i never return

DECAY OF A PRETTY FACE + od1ous

I slept all day trying to forget
That my life is such a wreck
How do I clean up this mess I've made?
Well I just need something to kill the pain
I've got this sadness coursing through my veins
and it's driving me insane

[chorus]
I am so depressed
I'm an addict and a complicated mess
I've got a bottle and a gun held to my head
This world is so messed up it needs to fucking end
I just need a fix to keep my going
because I can't live like this
And this temptation's getting harder to resist
It's so frustrating starting over once again

I drank all day trying to forget
all the voices in my head
the ones that tell me I should hurt myself
Well I don't handle my emotions well
Wish I could function like everyone else
Maybe it's time I get some help

So bring on the rain
Let it wash away my pain
and soak up my disease and set me free
So lay me down to sleep
Wipe the tears running down my cheeks
and let my troubled heart be at peace

Complicated

Thank you @andruofficial for this amazing track. Dload by pressing the "more" button

Andru-IN YOUR HEAD (Extended  Version)

nothing,nowhere. - call back (unreleased song)

My debut album. Hope you enjoy ❤️🖤❤️

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Skeletons (ft. Nate Traveller)

Missed Calls [prod. NVR/MND]

døves & fish narc - glass ep

produced by fish narc
engineered by døves
cover art by arthur cooke
featuring lil lotus & cold hart

gothboiclique

døves & fish narc - glass (feat. lil lotus)

This album is not monetized by me nor is it mine. All of the artist's work is linked below. All credit goes to the owners.
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYcUt0DGK6w&t=1271s
Josh A's soc:
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INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/officialjosha
TWITTER: twitter.com/officialjosha
YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/channel/UChjW_gdgSDMmfoyeyeveKvw

Josh A - Suicide Benz

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i hate myself so much [tnvr]

I'm Geist