(prod. emmett)

oh my god this is it
dressing up for this bitch
im alone
but im in love

she just wanna go home
she dont want no one
she just be alone
but shes always on her phone

she dont make it make sense
she just wanna dip

sorry to say this
ima make up lies just to play this
thats what you thouigh last week when i made this
said ill take you somewhere nice i dont deserve this
but i got it cause im worthless

weighing out the pros and the cons im kinda used to it
fucked up every little thing on my conscious
in my mind you were everything that i wanted
but in reality you showed me that you are - nothin

whys there silence
im just getting by it
whys it getting quiet
i just met you why you violent

cannot a trust a soul its really tiring
writing in my diary
age a little fast im looking scary whys there sirens
and my heart bleeds out the pain
i saw you on hinge today


oh my god this is it
dressing up for this bitch
im alone
but im in love

she just wanna go home
she dont want no one
she just be alone
but shes always on her phone

she dont make it make sense
she just wanna dip

she dont make it make sense

prod. heyzbee & michael harrison

heyzbee: 

i’m so lost, i’ve lost my purpose
only sure that life’s not certain
just started that’s just the surface
i’ve become someone that’s worthless
i think i’ve become a burden
please tell me i have a purpose

i was spiraling in every direction
got to the point, i couldn’t finish a sentence
so far gone with all these pills i grew dependence
now i stare at the world as if it’s ending
i’m so lost i dunno what to do
keep on talking honestly it’s nothing new
everything that i said was true
but keep defending him even though you knew

dreaming that your innocent
but you are just as bad as him
i see your faking ignorance
so let’s just talk a little bit
you lied about the evidence
you said you say it as it is
yet here you are defending it
this scene disgusts me let it end

shine:

look for a light in the tunnel i found
if i creep real slow, i wont ever make a sound
but you ran from me
you never ended up home
cancelling
any friendship we owned
i cant stand to be
stepped on by a ho
but fuck it's great to be
sitting here alone

cus they treat me like a joke
they won't ever know..

heyzbee:

i was spiraling in every direction
got to the point, i couldn’t finish a sentence
so far gone with all these pills i grew dependence
now i stare at the world as if it’s ending
i’m so lost i dunno what to do
keep on talking honestly it’s nothing new
everything that i said was true
but keep defending him even though you knew

ilyl1ght:

(god)
tired of everything this aint the main attraction (no)
i'm sick of everyone butting into my business
i hear everything you say
nothing you do goes unseen
i just sit quiet and watch
how you talk effortlessly
ohhh
if i were to die today
i wonder what god would say
your dancin into the palm of my hand
your thinkin you can escape
your thinkin
think again

lost (feat. shine & ilyl1ght)

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

always itching
waiting for 
ur text to come thru

i cannot believe
that there's no pain
in this world

set back 
relax
i can't 

too much
inside
again

gotta
leave
my skin

cuts
relieve
the achin

i thought 
i had a future
but

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

but u never kno (lostcage)

lyrics ⬇️

no i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
yea i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

you cant keep up w these options
left and right you be tossin these questions to me
dont expect itd be awesome
theres not much to see

like cordoroy im waitin here while feelin like a beast
out of my mind and down on my knees
you can tell me what i needed to be
gettin so cold out that i start to freeze
double the crutches get stompped by the cleats
u dont need nothin u wanted from me
ima be further away from the scene
i dont want nothin to do w the beans
im crossin my arms when you show em to me
turnin up everything before i leave
im makin my mark i want em to see
where i would be 
where i would be if i didnt have grief
ill put down my gaurd and ill make em believe 
yea i been to places that i couldnt reach

send me a shot 
hit witta bat
outta the park
not comin back
no time soon
yea thats a fact
a big monsoon
changing the current track

yea yea i wanna lay there but not on a mat
yea yea i feel the cold air surface into the flat
yea yea maybe its all i got maybe its all i have
racin until im gone baby i feel like a stag

comin up- a dry time
double up my life line
and i dont wanna tell a bad lie
but its hard with your eyes

and you were all i wanted
then you broke a promise
it wouldnt be too classy
if im being honest

a compromise dont seem much if it already seems overwith
put a tripod in the hallway then ill wait to see if the camera glitch
got phasmephobia fearin all the ghost thatll be comin in
walk far til im clearin my system and ill settle in

yea gentlemen
cold hearts spark adrenaline 
had a bold start but you tremblin now
old cards got me holdin my ground

i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

monsoon (yunnygoldz)

lyrics ⬇️

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

and im sorry that i really took the long way home last night
roll the window down and feel the breeze

and im sorry that i smoked another bowl last time
cuz i felt like i couldn’t really breathe

somethin in my head
it make me believe 
they just want me dead
get it out my head

hear me out i dont wanna live this life now
turning down opportunities to hide out
ive been missing all these things while i lay down
and im wishin i could change but its harder than it sounds
and il truthfully that id be better off without the drugs
what they do to me oh i cannot explain it to my bruzz
it made me beautifully ruin all my things and all my stuff
and what im contemplating i dont even know if i can budge
find a cemetery lay my stupid corpse into the mud
like in February when i got tricked into someones love
i cant understand, we were sharing everything 
and now your other man makes you look like youre a freak
i might have a disease
might be OCD 
i roll my other sleeve up cuz it dont look right to me
and then my heart skips a beat
i cant feel like im free
lately everything surrounding me looks like it just bleeds

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

hear me out (yunnygoldz)

Shout out my man wraith for killing his verse in this song, go check out his music and tell him swamp sent you!❤️

https://on.soundcloud.com/LmhrUsjh5Pws53rJ8

Lyrics:

I’m not too comfortable 
What made it obvious 
I could just tell by that look on your face 
And You get so nervous sometimes that you bite on your nails and forget what to say 
Such a shame 
But that’s ok I’m too youug to care or to dumb to realize I wasn’t prepared 
I can feel it, there’s a chill in the air we’re in the calm of the storm the void is here don’t be scared 

I tend to choke on my word’s they just never out 
Guess the cats got my tongue somewhere tucked in his house 
I’ve spoiled beyond all return so please turn around before I let you all down 
It’s too cold here in this realm that I call my head such a lonely hell 
The airs so thin throughout this shell 
Inthe catacombs of my former self 

Leaving my texts unread
Don’t even care what's said
Why even bother send
Baby it’s time this ends

I have my hands in my hair
I rip and I tear
I’m scared of a memory
Lost in the air
Deep in despair
It’s all into ashes
They fall off my blunt like a flare
I’m barely scared
But also
I’m barely here
I got an eighth
In my bloodstream
Feeling like nothing
Fuck up this body
I guess that I never was someone to care

I’m not too comfortable 
What made it obvious 
I could just tell by that look on your face 
And You get so nervous sometimes that you bite on your nails and forget what to say 
Such a shame 
But that’s ok I’m too youug to care or to dumb to realize I wasn’t prepared 
I can feel it, there’s a chill in the air we’re in the calm of the storm the void is here don’t be scared

comfortable w/ Wraith

Lyrics:

I could make room in the front seat
If you really want me
they ask me if i’m crazy
I don’t really know i might be
i think that she likes me
i don't even like me
i don't know no nothing
just a boy who chased a pipe dream

i'm never dipping
no i'm never leaving 
i got a feeling in my chest
i made a vow to all my friends
just like the last couple days im sleeping in again
i write a song for a mic test
i eat my feelings to crawl back
i'm always sleeping
and i'm never eating
xcept maccas and tacos in my bed

guess we're reverting the progress again
in some ways i think i could still call you a friend 
but you're still the same reason i wanna be dead
and you're still the same reason i'm fucked in the head
i'm angry the thought of you coming right back
might blow out my brains on the ceiling instead
after they're done on her new lovers bed
she'll swear me an oath with her palm on my chest

you're fucking me up been a year with you gone
are you proud of me now with the drugs that i'm off
do you act like a kid
do you act like my mom
i'm dying to know if you've grown and moved on

i cash me a check and i'm feeling my best
and i blow it on sweaters and things for my cats
might fuck around think i'll get me a tatt
got no more to say there's my thoughts in a wrap

wrap (whyke)

i've physically been able to relatively get back into releasing music like this;
recovery has been ridiculously difficult, but i feel lightyears more capable
compared to what once was, and the soul-crushing aspect of not being able to output like this is slowly but truly dissipating.

production; courtesy of @wraithontheporch 

thank you for being here, so much.
be safe out there


ignorance laced from the brain to the lips
"if it ain't worth shit, why wait to be there when it is?"
though belated of light, though faint and estranged,
though strained, no night's that blind
festered and caught in a wind,
silently ridden renewal beginnings
forgiving the spite dealt upon all i am,
i take and refrain for the cycle's expansion

i'll mention the faulty of fate,
when the frame's out of range,
have the soul act in place of a comet
to strike down upon this, enduring the promise,
mistakenly pompous, forsaken and rotten

splurging the truth yet perceived as a cheat;
guttural speech yet sewage conceived;
scour the hour once all has devoured the spirit of tone 
that i currently breathe

i'm ripping the bag,
you could swear i'm a coon with trash, being glad with the leftover meat,
but y'all are facetious to see the extent of believing, 
the moment you feel it impede
few to foresee what'll lie in the wake of a bribe,
for a mind doesn't mold what it reaps from you guys whom die and revive,
to come back as a cry, in the form of a grime with a greed

how you gonna lie when we built for the truth?
"how you gonna try what you ain't wanna prove?"
how you gonna cry outside of the booth?
lost too many times that i've slept life through
i've watched myself slipping back into blue,
i've seen defeat in the form of anew
told out myself that i'm seeing it through
told out myself that it's worth every bruise

feeling it out won't dispel,
alice was simply compelled
the bottom is treating you well,
no wonder we're now so frail;
i could use a light for the trail

scrapwork (wraithontheporch)

heartbreak

VOID(prod. sogimura)

(Intro)
He caught me! Oh, He caught me!
When I was falling, He set me free!
He caught me! Yeah, He caught me!
His hand was there, for all to see!
He caught me! Oh, He caught me!
Right when I stumbled, He lifted me!

(Verse 1)
Felt the ground beneath me, start to give away,
Darkness all around me, losing every day.
Thought I was completely, shattered and alone,
A fear was creeping slowly, chilling to the bone.
Just when hope was fading, and my strength was gone,
A mighty hand reached out, right there where I'd fallen on.
Don't know how it happened, don't know why or when,
But when I fell, God caught me, brought me back again!

(Chorus)
He caught me! Right in the fall!
Answered every plea, heard my silent call!
No more fear, no more doubt, you see,
When I fell, God caught me, for all eternity!
He caught me! Right in the fall!
Standing tall now, giving Him my all!
(WHEN I FELL GOD WAS THERE!)
(HE CAUGHT ME WHEN NO ONE COULD CARE!)
(GOD WILL ALWAYS BE THERE!)

(Verse 2)
Sometimes in my mind, the worries start to creep,
Questioning the purpose, secrets that I keep.
Felt a heavy burden, pressing on my soul,
Struggling for true freedom, trying to feel whole.
Then a quiet whisper, echoed through the air,
A loving strong reminder, of His constant care.
Listen to the promise, let it truly bloom,
When I fell, God caught me, chasing away the gloom!

(Chorus)
He caught me! Right in the fall!
Answered every plea, heard my silent call!
No more fear, no more doubt, you see,
When I fell, God caught me, for all eternity!
He caught me! Right in the fall!
Standing tall now, giving Him my all!
(WHEN I FELL GOD WAS THERE!)
(HE CAUGHT ME WHEN NO ONE COULD CARE!)
(GOD WILL ALWAYS BE THERE!)

(Verse 3)
They say that time heals, but I know what's true,
It's His unfailing presence, seeing me right through.
Every step unsteady, every moment weak,
His amazing grace is there, the strength that I seek.
No matter how deep, the valley where I trod,
His hand was there to lift me, the loving hand of God.
So I'll keep on praising, for all the world to see,
When I fell, God caught me, setting my spirit free!

(Chorus)
He caught me! Right in the fall!
Answered every plea, heard my silent call!
No more fear, no more doubt, you see,
When I fell, God caught me, for all eternity!
He caught me! Right in the fall!
Standing tall now, giving Him my all!
(WHEN I FELL GOD WAS THERE!)
(HE CAUGHT ME WHEN NO ONE COULD CARE!)
(GOD WILL ALWAYS BE THERE!)

(Verse 4)
From this very moment, to eternity's bright shore,
His love will be my anchor, forevermore.
No power can defeat me, no darkness can consume,
Protected by His glory, dispelling every gloom.
So stand in His promise, strong and truly free,
A testament to triumph, for all the world to see.
Yeah, the victory's certain, the battle has been won,
When I fell, God caught me, until the rising sun!

(Outro)
When I fell, God caught me! Yeah, He caught me now!
When I fell, God caught me! Take a final bow!
No more fear, no more doubt, you see!
When I fell, God caught me! For eternity!

(Chorus)
He caught me! Right in the fall!
Answered every plea, heard my silent call!
No more fear, no more doubt, you see,
When I fell, God caught me, for all eternity!
He caught me! Right in the fall!
Standing tall now, giving Him my all!
(WHEN I FELL GOD WAS THERE!)
(HE CAUGHT ME WHEN NO ONE COULD CARE!)
(GOD WILL ALWAYS BE THERE!)

When I Fell GOD Caught Me

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Knee deep in the mud

comfortable w/ Wraith

Swamp