"a chemical imbalance made to fit me like a glove" </3 god damn

Enjoy, word to guda and michael for producing this masterpiece!

Lyrics: 

Satisfy that crave my love 
Devour all that’s left 
I’ll be fine don’t worry, take that bite out of my chest 
I knew you would be the one to come and make it end 
Ok I’ll stop talking now, I seem to make no sense 
Do you see it on my face, all emotions are reset 
My files been corrupted, is that what you do to friends? 
Air it out, all that dirty laundry that you kept 
Pretty please don’t choke this time, it’s necessary for what’s next 
Sigh

Momentary happiness or temporary love 
A chemical imbalance made to fit me like a glove 
I’ve been stagnant in these waters but the worst is yet to come
The Sirens in the distance know exactly what I want 
Any moment I’ll go down and finally find the peace I crave 
Oh the simple sense of silence as I sink and meet my fate
The swell is warm this time of year just dive right in and have a taste 
It’s ok I had it coming all the sorrows been erased 

(I sometimes don’t feel like I belong here)

Devour (prod. guda + michael harrison)

shake me when im drifting away
and i dont do that much so when i write i aint nothing to say
i go ghost so much wouldnt be surprised if i just fade away
i been on the fence for so long i might just go and jump off the gate
but when youre here in my arms all this other shit goes away
im sitting here tweaking off this hybrid but imma smoke anyway
my hands fucking shaking wondering how imma tell you nothings okay
the man youre dating is right in front of you but hes miles away

but while im here
ill try to enjoy this
ill hold u when we wake in the morning
ill never make a day feel boring
ill sing every song to you while im touring
ill have a drink and see how the night go
cant brighten up cause i feel like im wearing a blindfold
and i stay up recording like its two different time zones
im punching in and i dont really know where my mind go

all i wanna see is some meaning for this
i keep my head down and i work hard and one day ill get paid for it
she said dont drink that cause its too much and its dangerous
baby i know danger when i see it this is childs play
i see safetly everytime im looking at your face
but i only see you on the weekend im in a tough place
i wanna love the part of my self that lets me feel grace
so when you leave i just want you to stay

but baby I just want you to stay
without you the blue skyies turned to grey
my heart has lead me astray
and I can't cope without these compounds
pumping through my veins
sorry that I'm such a let down
i burn in the flames

you can't wait in place
and I don't expect you to
but it hurts me that you'd choose him
cause baby I'd choose you
despite the abuse
our differing views
my drug overuse
your volitile moods
i still don't want to lose you

shake me when im drifting away
i dont really do much so i aint got nothing to say
i swallowed my pride and i looked death in the face
theres a couple nights i know that imma take to the grave
but while im here
ill try to ignore it
just hold me when i wake in the morning
i went to sleep not wanting to see the morning
but ill sing every song to you while im touring
ill have a drink and see how the night go
cant brighten up cause i feel like im wearing a blindfold
and i stay up recording like its two different time zones
im punching in and i dont really know where my mind go

jumping off the gate w/ weepings (under the maple tree)

prod. irby

light up
why pick up the page
when rest is what i crave?
i never learned how to wait
this is life 1
and my arms are feeling weak again
i forget to breathe above the water
i'm so used to
holding my breath
it could be me
i can't tolerate my truth still
trapped in my head
in my head
in an atmosphere so poison
i'm a half a heart away
so i replay my choices 
i wish that i never made
now i gotta grow up, move on
i know i'm blessed i feel like i'm enchanted with fortune
put in the work i deserve what
happens to me
i think it's for the best
it'll go the way that it's meant to

and you said
“it was for the best”
i digress,
it hurt when you left
i can’t bare 
thinkin bout u and him 
i’m so scared
of hurting myself 
my head
my arms
have felt so numb
for you 
for you 
it’s okay 
though babe
don’t stay
if you don’t want to 
i want you 
what to the fuck did you just say about me
i been a mess since 09, i’m wobbly 
but im still runnin this shit
like i’m jango and you jus a clanker 
lil bitch get up off me 
i drop a 30 and go play some hockey
maybe throw hands with a crackhead on wall street 
maybe throw hands with a gang i been beefin since i was a kid when they pressuring tommy
told em see me on the street yea i’m rockin 
told em see me in the ring yea i’m rocky
told em see me when they walkin the streets
with their baby, their momma, their homies, their honey 
smoke him and film the whole thing like icarly 
kill a whole army 
for you 
for you

life1 ft. sendflowrs (irby)

im sorry for not posting in awhile, i've been making some stuff im proud of but havent finished them so ive been strugglin to get somethin out that i love. if u still stickin around ily. i have stuff for u this year :)

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..
i wonder what u thought when u saw me
if u need a friend u can call me
im right here man im sorry im sorry

it was not supposed to be like this
3 o clock and i feel like shit
and im feelin it oh the sky is weighin in
got so much potential, potential that im not weighin in
gotta retry, retry don't watch time go by
everyday that i wait it feel like a lie
everyday feels the same im just fightin time
got so many songs to finish jus gotta fkn try

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..

hardly (prod. neverforever)

Prod. Dercept + Ayoley

{HOOK} x2

only ever worried when the music stops 
so thank god I hear the violins
I’m trapped outside of the pearly gates 
and I’m so scared to go fight again   
you put hate where my heart would go 
my enemy was once a friend 
I step foot in the wrong place at the wrong time then my journey ends

{BRIDGE}
treasure chest with you’re heart in it just waiting for me to find again
I’ll do my hardest to pry it open before I become condemned 
if not then it’s all over but god forbid if I try again 
god forbid if I try again


{VERSE}

my bones crack as seasons change 
I feel them break
chest caving in
i have blood covering both my fangs 
the stake you wield is shaving skin 
and eating flesh 
eyes red
like I needed  rest 
I have no mouth and I must scream so I guess
that’ll keep it in 
need fresh air but it feels rotten everytime that I breathe it in 
you’ll need the strength of a hundred men
to put me back on my feet again 
just rip me open 
take my heart
then stitch me up to complete again 
make me feel like me again 
so walk away 
leave my corpse to rot
so that way you can see I’m dead 

{HOOK} x2

99knights - Wrong place, Wrong time

Featuring @sewerperson
Produced by @noahmadethiss & @horoshavibes
Mixing, additional vocals & guitars by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks
Art by @melmige

LYRICS
(sewerperson)
All alone on this Summer night
Look for me in these velvet skies
Pray for me while I walk this fire
Anything just to see you smile
November came and our Summer had died
Leaving us with nowhere to hide
When everyone dropped dead like flies
I had no choice but to make you mine

When we fade away where do the feelings get dropped
'Cause I got boxes of these things like home videos
I'm away like half the year
She doesn't miss me though
All while I'm thinking about her touch
It makes me miserable

(Carlby)
Somehow I'll find a way to reach you
Drag you through the screen
This time I'll tell you everything
How much you really mean to me
And all I am today
Because the bleakest weather is better in your company
Although you're long gone now
I hold tight to your memories
Like home videos
Just know I'll never forget these

I still stare at old photos
Wonder where does the time go
How can I get it back

(Horosha & Carlby)
The past is dead and yet I still I feel it
A shadow sliding over concealing
Anything in the present that would bring me joy
And still I miss the pain

I knew our time was short
But your summer eyes
They captured me by force
A willing prisoner
Even with a painful ending you made every moment shine like gold

Listen on Spotify!

Home Videos w/ sewerperson (Prod. noah thomas)

lyr


im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable 

i dug a hole for the two of us
i got some time 
would u shut me up
clouds looking angry 
we’re out of luck
you couldve saved me 
but u backed off
ur in the way can u please back up
id love to stay but i gotta run
inside my brain theres a flock of doves
dripped out my face is a bit of blood

my brain liquifies and it pours out my mouth
i asked for some time but u shut me down
ive grown impatient paced round my house
please take a breath and calm urself down

shifting of tides pushed me out to the side 
gave it a week and im out of your sight
im in the back while i try not to die
im in ur arms while i try not to cry

im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable

storm_chaser (hollowprpl)

turning shepherd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

girl, i'm only a fractional gland to the tanner
organic of matter, in service of hazard
with the spirit coaxed in snot, they steal his crops, then send him off
the palpatations sign alignment that the collar had been popped
so watch him flee into trees where he is deemed a foreign beast
and of it's fauna, granted ease, 
the runic symbolism breathes
but as the phoenix tucks it's wings, the animosity is sworn
the creatures force him to a corner, as the ritual repeats

but most invited are divided by the drink
some evoke and others physically impede
but fuck it, i'm dunking my soul in elixirs
and ripping up scriptures they told me to read
evading persuasion of linear staging, 
you think in equation from playing campaign
i remember you had felt what i be
chrysalis tethered, eternally green

and she was lock and key, to his belief
internal leak is running deep and sinking streets
cold and heat have come to meet, releasing steam
but that peace is soon to cease, 
and he's deceased

turning sheperd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

grace period betrayal (branwen)

Wake up you too late x4
That dragon ima slay

Baby come here bring that cake 
You know I love that face 
Baby give me face 
I just wanna taste
Backseat ina Wraith
Let’s count all this cake
All Star to these love games
Married to this pain 
Only you could make me sane
I see it all the time 
Maybe you and I feel the same
Let me inside your brain 
The evil I will tame
Step close to no lame
Act like you know the name
That pussy ima play with
You thought I was excited 
Baby that’s just the blick
Right up on my side yea
We on the same timing
Tryna put me up Ina box but no I’m not miming

Wake up you too late x8
That dragon ima slay

WAKE UP

SlayGotti - Star V2 (prod. NOEVDV) [2024]

Blood Red (bxndobxbii)

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Devour (prod. guda + michael harrison)

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