Name: My Oldest Friend by JALUNE
Duration: 3 min 50 s
Description: A collection of songs about feeling everything at once; anger, numbness, a little bit of happiness. "angry numb, little happy" captures emotional swings and quiet realizations in between, blending pop hooks with the intimacy of songwriting as therapy.

“Just Calm Down” hits like a punch to the gut in four-on-the-floor time. Blending aggressive synths with emotional pop vocals and chopped hooks, JALUNE tells the story of being raised to suppress every feeling — only to explode later as a dad trying to keep it together. Lines like “Now I flinch when my own kid cries” cut through the beat with brutal honesty. It’s dance music for the emotionally shut down.

Just Calm Down

“My Oldest Friend” is a raw, emotional pop song about the struggle of going numb in moments that should matter most. It’s about missing little things with the people you love, especially your kids, because the weight of numbness keeps pulling you away. Honest, vulnerable, and painfully real.

My Oldest Friend

“Backroads and Heartstrings” is a heartfelt country duet that captures the magic of love on winding country roads. With tender harmonies, vivid storytelling, and the warmth of small-town nights, this track celebrates the beauty of simple moments: headlights hitting an old barn, wildflowers in bloom, and the steady rhythm of two hearts chasing the horizon together.



Backroads and Heartstrings

An emotional pop track about feeling pulled under by the weight of it all. Dark, raw, and honest. Made for anyone who’s ever felt heavy inside.

Dead In The Heart

Step It Up, Cowboy is a hard-hitting country blues anthem with grit and fire. From the opening line on the front porch at sundown, the song tells it straight: love takes work, and it’s time to bring the spark back. With soulful vocals, a driving blues-rock groove, and lyrics that balance tenderness with tough love, this track is built for anyone who’s ever said, “Prove it or lose it.” Like a flame catching in the night, this is a song about reigniting what matters most.

Step It Up, Cowboy

“I Don’t Wanna Feel” is a mid-tempo indie pop track about losing your spark and grieving the child you used to be. Honest lyrics, layered synths, and a bittersweet hook make it perfect for late-night reflection.

I Don't Wanna Feel

A collection of songs about feeling everything at once; anger, numbness, a little bit of happiness. "angry numb, little happy" captures emotional swings and quiet realizations in between, blending pop hooks with the intimacy of songwriting as therapy.

I started writing songs to figure out what I was feeling, and kept discovering more with every one I wrote. I blend whatever sounds fit the moment; the hooks and polish of pop, the pulse of EDM, the chaos of hyperpop, the intimacy of an acoustic guitar, and the honesty of country. Whatever gets me closer to the truth. Most of it never left my hard drive. It’s always been more about processing than performing.

My Oldest Friend

JALUNE

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