The Upload 35

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Why Now
Produced by Ross Gossage x Ley Beats
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Lyrics:
You made it complicated 
I really needed more 
My heart you confiscated 
Then put me out the door 
These feelings, I mask 
My soul, detached
I know you never cared it’s all an act I gotta ask

Baby why now why now
Shit been getting tricky need a time out timeout 
I can’t take you with me need to sign out sign out 
All these feelings hit me when I lie down 
Uh When I lie down, yeah 

Baby why now why now

Shit been getting tricky need a time out timeout 

I can’t take you with me need to sign out sign out 

All these feelings hit me when I lie down 

Uh When I lie down, yeah 

I been looking at the damage and it’s honestly emotional 
Wishing that I vanished it’s too late for me to hold you close 
This is what you made for us I’d rather if you went to ghost 
As painful as it was for us the closure kept me on my toes 
Was it me?
Or was the match just not the shit I envisioned 
Was it we?
Or just the fact that neither one of us delivered 
Tell me please
Was it worth it? All the time that you dismembered 

I’m deceased
Or shit I wish I was im stuck with your decisions 
It’s hard for me to try when all these facts are in my face
Our anniversary to me is just another day 
I just don’t give a fuck no more it’s safe for me to say 
It’s funny tho cuz all I used to do was contemplate 

Baby why now why now
Shit been getting tricky need a time out timeout 
I can’t take you with me need to sign out sign out 
All these feelings hit me when I lie down 
Uh When I lie down, yeah
Baby why now why now
Shit been getting tricky need a time out timeout 
I can’t take you with me need to sign out sign out 
All these feelings hit me when I lie down 
Uh When I lie down, yeah

Why Now [Prod. Ross Gossage x Ley beats]

prod deadfish 
love you all <3

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/heylog
socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

lyrics:

(I've kept on fucking up
and that's why
I can't keep it up
But now
I'm left here with no one
I gotta manage here on my own)

it's been so cold now
that I've been on my own now
I never want to wake up
these thought in my mind forever

No, I don't wanna hang out now
cause, too busy hating on myself
Just digging my grave deeper
til I meet the reaper
death to me is peace

I hate myself, all my cuts to prove that
I need a break, isolate from all of that
damn, it causes my mind to break
can you say that you relate?

So I've been
tryna find
anything that could help me
and therapy
isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own
I'm on the edge

I'm so scared
nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
well, that's how
my day goes

[heylog]
you don't know
how much u mean to me
i stumble up on my feet
text u and never sleep
i'm happy, this can't be me
cut
me
off
write a song about us
oh numb
i'm hoping ur gone
u caught me a break
recover from loss
but still feel the same

[deadfish]
So I've been
tryna find
anything that could help me
and therapy
isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own
I'm on the edge

I'm so scared
nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
well, that's how
my day goes

on my own

on my own (feat. heylog)

Prod. Jake Mitchell, Jkei


Do You Ever Miss Yourself? 

Olympus Projects/glvsshouse 2021

Complicated

nevermadeithome:

I don't even know what's happening 
your words come down like avalanche 
and I swear your tears hurt me more than you know 
and I'll be on my walk again covered in snow

I'm just a fuck up
for some reason you still find love in me
i guess its tough love
because I'm trying to figure out what you see in me 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

areuhappy w me? cuz i kinda hate myself 
I cant communicate the right way, what I'm tryna say 
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm what I'm tryna say


sendflowrs:

can’t you hear what I'm tryna say
i buy a gem i fell in love with the finer things
and you won’t ever see my face at the pearly gates
love, it’s a funny thing
so I'm smokin on that gas till it go away 

like can you go away, no
I cannot hear a thing, woah
all this noise my darlin 
I don’t think ur listening, no
that song it curses me 
and I can hear you whistling, woah
swear that she’s a god at this
but I won’t ever say a thing, no

Spotify

are you, happy? w/ sendflowrs (irby & jolst)

Main Artist: lil XipZ x Shxdy808 
Production: Shxdy808
Featured Artists: Popularreject x TeddyBoi
Mixing: lil XipZ x insoluble x Teddyboi
Mastering: lil XipZ
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@xipz_sad.am 
@shxdy808
@lovethereject
@teddydontgo
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Lyrics:
[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i hope she noticed me
she looks like such a queen
she got them fishnets on
and them ripped black jeans 

she got her hair dyed blue
its always braided too
she says she loves me back
but i dont think she do 

[Verse 1: popularreject]
but i dont think she do
i never thought she would
shes got her hair dyed split
theres nothing wrong with us
those are the lies i tell myself
just wish me well
in hell im down this road again
and im all alone
i hope she noticed me
im in the back of class
shes in the front damn seat
ill cut off all my hair
hope that she noticed me 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i hope she noticed me
she looks like such a queen
she got them fishnets on
and them ripped black jeans 

she got her hair dyed blue
its always braided too
she says she loves me back
but i dont think she do 

[Verse 2: TeddyBoi]
I would rather kill a beat 
than be up with another bitch
i got money now but baby 
you know i wont ever switch
i been rubbing off on these hoes
like im rubbing her clit
and what i mean is they been bumping all my shit
yeah get up off my dick
45. thats a hollow tip
if i want, i can shoot my shot like its aim assist
45. on me and i keep that shit equipped
choppa love it personal up close
where it give a bitch a kiss
turn your head into red mist
if you walk on my bitch 
imma turn you into red mist
she got those fishnets on and 
she want me to rip it
like a iv with the way she be drippin 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i hope she noticed me
she looks like such a queen
she got them fishnets on
and them ripped black jeans 

she got her hair dyed blue
its always braided too
she says she loves me back
but i dont think she do

XipZ x Shxdy808 - Hair Dye (w/ popularreject x teddyboi)

Darius King - Spazz 3.0 [Prod. Valious x Malloy]

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out


i lost myself trying to be a better person
it was never worth it

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind

i'm too close to my mic i cant hear a thing whatd you say? (huh)
i might lose my fucking mind if i dont try to save a life
i mean i guess i know inside its fucked up i cant let you in my head
i used to paint these pictures now i scream them all instead
pretty reds i'll show you how i bled

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out

i lost myself trying to be a better person

Smile! (splashgvng)

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

spotify

books

LONELY SUMMER REMIX  prod.JUMEX

you made me bleed

Re:Birth is a concept of shedding your past skin, and reaching the point in which you've realized you've matured. This album is an evolution of my mind and physical being as a whole... I hope you enjoy.
Debut Album By: Kid Icxrus

Hell (Prod. Basso Beatz)

not home.  instagram live 9/28/2021

- HYPERTHOUGHTS lyrics -
I ain’t never drop my lighter
I don’t know why my thoughts so hyper
I don’t take L’s imma prize fighter
I Been thru hell now I’m gonna rise higher 

Imma keep my fire hot
Smokin loud just to turn tha silence off 
I drip hard everyday I’m a stylish boss 
But tha hardest thing is dealing with these hyper thoughts … up all night tryna fight p
I ain’t talkin bout no thotties
But If u talkin bags I got cash like bodies
I made myself rich never let this stop me
But these hyper thoughts have really cost me…(they so exhausting)…

Life’s such a slippery slope
I’m Just tryna cope
Then next thing i know I’m at the end of a rope feelin like there’s  no hope
I roll up some dope
Thank god for my smoke
My minds hyperactive a
Sometimes it’s not sink or swim just let yourself float

It’s like ok right now Im good I’m gucci
Holdup jk will someone please shoot me?
Can’t you see how it’s so confusing?
I ain’t gonna let my mind abuse me
Anymore…
I’m more careful what I pour
Scraping less drugs off the floor
I’m just bein honest and this is a promise 
I’m about to run up the score

Doin the work do the chores
Do it big do it more
I got rich I was poor
At my crib you’ll need a tour
I go hard to the core
Now I’m using all these hyper thoughts
To hit more targets than before

hyperthoughts

hyperthoughts (prod. fantom)

defeat u

best for you

By Any Means (Prod. By Yerra x Two Five)

LEGEND HAS IT❤️

i remember i had a lil more
i remember i was loved a lil more

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Produced by Sam Higo and TripWonda
Executive Produced by Austin Wonda and TripWonda

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Bless You (prod. Sam Higo & TripWonda)

BRAND NEW SINGLE TITLED "LONER" BY iON LIL GUT !
LONER VIDEO OUT NOW : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wswcg2UkK_o
PRODUCED BY : iOF

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