ur telling me lies..........................

signal hill (demo)

JesseMelancholy - Amends

Prod By: Michael Harrison & JesseMelancholy
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: Lyrah
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Guitar Solo: cultclassic
Special Thanks: Hayden Chamberlain
Cover Art Photography: GLXXM

Lyrics:
Woah, woah, did you hear what I said?
All I wanted was to make amends
But I can’t 
Not at all
I hope I see you in a few years standing tall
‘Cause

I can lie to your face all I want
But I can’t lie, I think it’s time to move on
When it all kicks in
And the air gets thin
I can sit and say that I never wanted this
And I know
That I started that fire
But how can you sit there and call me a liar?
You burned that bridge and I hate that you did
I really hope that it don’t get any harder than this

I really hope that you’re doing okay, at least better
My friend went and told me today I look weathered 
As if that’s a surprise
For a long, long time a part of me died
And I can’t sleep it off like I used to
Can’t shake the fact that you thought I used you
(Fuck)
I was crossing my fingers
I never would’ve thought that that promise would linger

And the things don’t change for people like me
I compare my brain to the people I see
And the thoughts don’t stop
I’m like “oh my god”
I was so far gone so I broke your heart

But did you hear what I said?
All I wanted was to make amends 
But I can’t 
Not at all
Not at all, not at all, not at all

I can lie to your face all I want
But I can’t lie, I think it’s time to move on
When it all kicks in
And the air gets thin
I can sit and say that I never wanted this
And I know
That I started that fire
But how can you sit there and call me a liar?
You burned that bridge and I hate that you did
I really hope that it don’t get any harder than this

https://linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Amends

lyrics:

i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

your words are heavy but you standing on the wrong side
i drove an hour to the plug call that a long line
i blacked out in my place of work they said it’s alright
then put a xanny in my soda im out all night
i just finished a long drive
i’m still out and it’s almost 5
wit a bitch that wanna know my sign
quit it bitch get up out this ride
high, say hi before u dip im on IG live
oh my god it’s 5:59
1 more minute til you know what time

i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

@4stro_official
fill my medulla with music im really doin this
we making movements our futures bright and i’m cool with it
wait, gotta switch the flow up
slick my lyrics lubricant
comin off of the drugs from a long night with you and the moonlight hit
ask how you move like this your body is astounding me
let’s make a deal i’ll take it off and you can match kapeesh
and now we in the sheets
i’m matching every beat
i think she feelin me but i’ll give it another week


i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

@my-journal-197226436
i’m losin my mind 
yeah where did it go
i’m takin these xans
yeah outta control
i been makin my money right on the floor
yeah i do my dance right at the show
roll another blunt 
i need another pound
pour another cup i need another pint
yeah flyin in the sky off the acid
hope it’s not a bad trip
oh


i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

jaded w/ 4stro + selkouni

novacaine + sylveon

JesseMelancholy - Yarramie

Prod By: drma, yunnygoldz, JesseMelancholy & cultclassic
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: lyrah

Lyrics👇🏼

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

We’ve been here before and we know how it goes
(So why do we try? Why do we try?)
Biting my tongue with a lump in my throat
(You’re telling me lies, you’re telling me lies)
So I got no choice but to step away
I wouldn’t have it any other way, no
‘Cause I’m sick of it, there’s no difference, if I’m not there

Near the house I was in when I was 14
When I was so blind to everything 
She wants me to stay, but I’ve got to leave
She wants me to be anyone but me
I’m sorry I can’t hold your weight anymore
I can’t keep on picking you up of the floor
There’s people I cannot believe I adored
They’re not coming back and I know that for sure so

Can you even see the blood that I bleed?
(Oh my god, just look what you did)
Breaking me down won’t give you what you need
(Oh my god, just look what you did)

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it
Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

https://linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Yarramie

track 3/5 - ep "im scared this is all i will ever be" 8/30
on spotify <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/1FYv9W4p1rFp8IWBjXiX5o?si=0a9be05cb2444726
im just nerfed by a 60$ mic
p. @youngcobain1111
written by 1jayne and @batspongey at 5am

ahh da da
ahh da da-

and im like ahh da da ur stuck in my head 
and im like ahhhhh i still think about you all the time
like ahhh i just want you to be mine
like ahhh i just want you to be fine

like i might fuck it up but 
ill still give it a try and 
and ive been up for four days cause
i think i made you cry
and you don't pick up my calls
 i just wanna facetime
and when i look at your face
you really make me smile-

 like ahh da da ur stuck in my head 
and im just so scared you're in someone else bed
its like "i'll treat you better than him" thats what you said
and i just really miss us but you leave all my text on read 

like, i gotta figure myself out 
and im tryna be what you need
inside my walls i have doubt
im really not what i seem
to me you look like a dream
you're just part of his scheme
and when our emotions collide they really get extreme 

like ahhh your eyes they make me hesitate
like ahhh when i talk to you we resonate
i dont know why you think you’re in a better place
i‘ve been waiting for him to make a huge mistake
and when i think of him it makes me really sick
yeah what do you see in him, he’s such a dick
and I just really hate the way that you kiss him
he’s covered in heart shaped kisses made with your lipstick

yeah i wish it was me yeah i wish it was me 
ahhh
i really wish it was me 
ahhhh
i really wish it was me 
ahhhhh
wish it was me

and when i think of him it makes me really sick
and when i think of him it makes me really sick
ahhh your eyes they make me hesitate
ahhh and your voice it makes me levitate
And i wrote love letters inside of my fuckin note book
i even tore the pages out and i still overlook, 
all the things that you said and what we could’ve been
so now i’ll take all of my notes and throw them in the bin

when i think of him it makes me really sick
when i think of him it makes me really sick 

i love yall <3

when i think of him it makes me sick (p. young cobain)

trying

JesseMelancholy - Poison

Prod By: cultclassic, Hayden Chamberlain & JesseMelancholy
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: cultclassic
Cover Art Photography By: Tom Siely
Managed By: CultAtMidnite

watch the video here: https://youtu.be/4bUwa6rw8mk?si=wy2uieGISGgX-7l5

Lyrics👇🏼
I wish you’d take me off the pedestal, ‘cause I keep on slipping off it
I keep speaking hypothetical, like one day I’ll be something
Something more than what I am right now, I’m terrified I’ll let me down
This feeling is unbearable, I still don’t know what caused it

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

I’ve been staring at my ceiling so long it’s come alive
Prosperity is fiction and everything’s a lie
If I can’t break the cycle then who the hell am I?
I wish I could answer your question, I can’t make up my mind

And that seems to be my tendency
So scared of dependency
I can’t keep my head on straight ‘cause something’s always tempting me
Yeah, that seems to be my tendency
So scared of dependency
Start to hyperventilate, I let it get the best of me

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Am I ever gonna change? Am I ever gonna change?

Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Am I ever gonna change? Am I ever gonna change?

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Poison

and so i left you at the front door
and you made me feel so shit about it
and you told me i wouldnt find no one as good as you
now im sitting alone inside my room thinking bout those times when i was next to

(yooooouuuu)
inside my
inside my
inside my room
(ooh)
inside my
inside my
inside my-
i dont think that i really wanna talk anymore
when i think about you all my thoughts go to war
like its draining me mentally
theres never a time were my mind is at ease

(wake up in the mornin and i beg and i plead hopefully this day will end up bettering me, talk about my issues like too much, it always ends up just making a new one)

like baby i dont ever wanna go back
ugh
and were havin issues and its a throwback
and you used to treat me like shit
you said its my fault
well it isnt
ugh
like snakes in the grass were i lie
like all these bitches fake i can see it right in there
eyes
like all they do is make up (makeup) for these stupid ass lies
like all they do is cover up like clouds in the skies

(like clouds in the , like clouds in the , like clouds in the- all i can do is think about-)

(yooooouuuu)
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my
(room)

inside my room (p. michael harrison x gavin hadley)

chris hansen

feat. pd, tansea, n.wolf, prohip, coward, fyl, argus

prod. argus, tansea, coward

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Yarramie

JesseMelancholy

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