spent a lot of time on this i hope u enjoy^^ shout out ryo & hallow 4 making this possible:)

cover art by @kayzelledagum

there's something wrong with us

prod. @1hallow
ft. @chiefjuno

lyrics:
black jeans by the swimming pool
put my hand on ur head now u're crying again
counting time by the decimal
let's leave i don't wanna spend my time in ya

bed
again
i relapse in thought of all my other plans
oh i don't wanna talk until i pop more xans
u stripped it from my hands
i'll leave it where it stands
but i try yes i'm trying again

so i said i'm
feeling alright
i don't wanna start no arguments

so i stay high
fuck up my life
seeing some light thru another lens

she said
i lied
i would never lie j to make things right

she said
i tried
i would only try j to make things

right i'm
covering her eyes with
white lies
lying that i don't have wifi
cannot call her till my life dies
i sign
out of my socials
she say i'm too vocal
i step thru this portal again
i'm alright
laying in

untitled w/ juno (hallow)

guitar by @ayyitsryo ^^
prod. me

lyrics:
and i'm scared of life sometimes
so i look to other sides
and i can't believe my eyes when everything turns out all right

when i stare into her eyes
it reminds me i'm alive
and i broke another window shield tryna take my life

text my exes
o's and x's
too obsessive
get neglected
they
always find another way
think i'm on my own to-

day i'm ending
smith n wesson
put my arms around her legs and waist
till we die and waste away
but that's too far from to-

she got candy painted nails
got an ex from lauderdale
all this talking getting stale
i'm j gonna rip the veil

cuz when i stare in her eyes
it always changes my mind
i second guess if i'm right or if i lied with
things that appear to be white
only appear to be wise
i cover up with a lie and make her sightless

and i'm still forgiving myself so
jus give me some time hoe
u weren't my type tho
remind it
i spend more money on belts for
myself than a rental
and you in the past hope you mind it

xo (ryo + st jimmy)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
prod. me

lyrics:
old hoes
act new i don't wanna walk around it

photos
imy but i don't wanna talk about this shit

but i always gotta mind it
digging thru my head for some peace of mind bitch
oh cuz i don't ever wanna fight and the bottom line is
i'm done w lying

cuz even if we talked like that
i don't wanna talk like that again i'm
tryna put my head in tact
u know that it's not my bad again i'm

walking
thru another empty street
and when she calling
it feels like 2003

and now i'm omw
i'm texting back too late
she see me tweet some shade
that's on me i ain't mean like that

counting these digits can't tell time apart
when i'm off in this mission to fix our hearts
and i'm failing to realize i'm on my own
from now
and that's astounding news out loud

with this amount of time again
i'll make songs and write amends
i lose battles i pretend
so i sit and wait for...

2003 (ryo + st jimmy)

prod. @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
running
with eyes closed shut
my hands are numb
and draped in blood
and now's the only time i'll

reach out
third time in a day
my hands in my face
we're going to waste
and now's the only time i'll

live for a moment
my heart is exploding
i scratched thru the surface
i'm dying to breathe

i sip on this potion
rid me of emotion
i'm sick of this burden
i'm dying to leave

on god
why would u leave me alone to rot
we can go back n cut all of our losses
we can take back what's lost

the only time (ryo)

guitar by @ayyitsryo

heavily inspired by modern baseball:)

lyrics:
take a trip to phoenix
need some kleenex
when i sit and
cut and tear apart these healing wounds

i don't need a reason
if i'm screaming at u while u sit behind ur door inside ur room

in the desert fighting our monsoons

dance around to music we both like although we fight half of the time we spend ours by ourselves

sing along
like nothing's wrong with us i'm taking the early bus back home and i won't ring ur cell

i think it's far too early plz don't yell

my computer
is filled with songs that make me think of u
once previous loser
returns to habits that i once abused

what do i have to lose

phoenix (ryo + st jimmy)

prod. @ayyitsryo & me

lyrics:

lately i've been feeling extra tired
so why would u

trick me into thinking i'm a liar
so i'll crash my car

lately i've been feeling extra tired
sooo i'm going to bed
i'm running ahead
ignore every call i'm ignoring her text

facetime
i waste time i had i wish i could take it all
back to a month in the past i
wish i could patch up the

bleeding
feelings
pushed to the side i'm causing a fight
with reasons
dealing
w problems that i find way bigger than mine

so i resign
u tear up this letter of mine
j read at a different time
is what i am doing all right or am i in the wrong

i'll make it up all in a song
abusing the pot in the bong
i'm crashing my car w a honk thru ur bedroom

window
i don't want to
let go
even if that

means i cry more
i would die for u

okay
i'm doing fine now
i'm doing better
than i did once before i met u

i'm tired of dealing with problems bigger than mine (ryo + st jimmy)

the person talking is jake from modern baseball:)