One Day At A Time [+ pekarot]

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lyrics

this road getting too long
got me thinking bout the things that i messed up on
n i wasnt meant to learn
wasnt made for class
make best friends with a whiskey glass
rather hold a cigarette n my babys ass
guess life feels like its moving to fast sometimes

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

you wont find me no
im probably a state away by now
in a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me
in a brand new fucking town
n im sorry yea
i aint figured anything out
when i try to get high just to pass the time
and i watch the sun go down
i did some cocaine in colorado
with a girl from san fancisco
she told me shes a ballet dancer
but i dont think she wanna dance to this no
watch me swallow all my friends like pills
i dont think that love exists no
but im traveling on this road here still
and i got no plan to quit no

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

road w/ spookybands [prod. beatsbydutchrevz]

break down into dust (eric godlow)

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Lyrics:
i need a crutch im dislocated
a lack of trust had my mind sedated
i gave a fuck but it dissipated 
and now im stuck limping through frozen in time
like what the fuck have i created?
my own take on Victor Frankenstein 
im half dead but still so faded
a destructive vulgar paradigm 

im playing operation 
stakes so high that i might as well and call it quits 
-and why’s that?
rip out the bottle from my grips
you’ll see that i know something you dont know and-
might as well remove this tumor by myself
im not afraid of Hell 
ive been there this entire time
dont call my phone dont got shit to sum up
walked out of AA planning to numb up
3 whole days of this acid that comes up
why do i care if i die?

i need a crutch im dislocated
a lack of trust had my mind sedated
i gave a fuck but it dissipated 
and now im stuck limping through frozen in time
like what the fuck have i created?
my own take on Victor Frankenstein 
im half dead but still so faded
a destructive vulgar paradigm

Spinal Fusion

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Find My Way

Find My Way w/ Hero.

lyrics 

I was in love with u 
but what was that u saying 
'coz im fucked up it's over 
and u just look like satan

was it just the sex
was it just the head
was it what was left of all my fucking flesh

u told me to stop
i'm going full throttle
u got all this dirt on my name
and u throwing the bottle

sometimes hard for me to wake
so I gotta wake and bake
I can't be the one to save u now
i'm not good with fake love

fucked my image but thats not enough
left my body in acid for a month
I don't love u baby it's just the drugs
I don't love u baby it's just ur body

I know that my soul was there to take
and it just fucking kills me when ur sorry
'coz I know u don't really feel that way 
I feel like i'm soon to take a bath thats bloody

in those first days..
in those first few days I look back and i'm ok

'coz thats not how I thought it'd be 
I told her she was my queen
she told me I was her king
but now our kingdoms dust & leaves

thought i'd set the perfect scene
but now I'm coming out clean
all I wanted u to be
was just happy in these sheets

first those whispers then those screams
hollow body, yes
sit aside my bones for u so u can chew on the flesh

dust & leaves (hollowprpl)

lyrics

it feels smooth like it’s streamline 
i’m heading for the top and when i’m done take a steep dive
u wanna come with, i’ll cradle u in the mean time
i’ll act like i got it all together for 
just for u

just for u x 8

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

trip me i wont fall
tip me just like a seesaw
feel i’m on the edge but i’m right against the wall
hurt me, i want more

standing at the top of a glacier
it’s all fog, im so cold, i think i’m lost
snow prints from the ground show a mannequin
at what cost, the wind blows, i’m so lost

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

made a mistake, tied too many souls with this fate
need to escape to somewhere that can hold peace, like a lake
i can explain but these thoughts just travel off like it’s bait
you gave it time of day, thats what they call wrong time wrong place

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

no other way

no other way (jacob vallen)

OOooo
Never thought I'd leave this home  
My heart is cold
But when I'm with you I feel whole
We would stay up all night
Dreaming bout a future lived together
We we're so tight
Now it doesn't feel right
Thought this was forever
I still love you; But I can't lie

It's different now
Looking for a reason just to stick around
It all went south
I recall the moment that my heart died
You were standing next to me
we were on the balcony
Pointing out the stars in the night sky
I thought this was destiny
But you were only testing
Both of us would smile through our white lies
All of the pain that you caused me
Stick my hand in the flame that was birthed by love
Baby your name still haunts me
Theres not a thing I would change; and when push comes to shove

see you when i see you w/ Yokai Dreams x Weepings (p. JOLLY WRLD)

(kaiso)
Alright, I don’t wanna be up all night
This time, I don’t wanna see time pass by
You really think that I don’t see that look in your eyes
I see you watching me
I wish you could love me again
No, I don’t want nobody else
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again

I see the way you look and girl it’s crooked and you know it’s wrong
If you won’t tell me how you feel then how the fuck are we gonna get out from this mess
This hazardous place that turned me into a crooked bandit
I died and went through the Lazarus
What if I came back to life just for you

(yungcray)
What a fucking mess we made
This will never be the same
I’ve been looking back on our love
It fucking hurts the pain
keeps on getting worse
Live inside a curse
Spinning on my words
I don’t even drink though
Yeah it hasn’t felt the same since
I’m not strong enough to face this
Blood is pouring out from open wounds, but fuck it 
I dont got that much to lose
What a fucking mess we made
This will never be the same
I’ve been looking back on our love
It fucking hurts the pain
keeps on getting worse
Live inside a curse
Spinning on my words
I don’t even drink though

(kaiso)
Alright, I don’t wanna be up all night
This time, I don’t wanna see time pass by
You really think that I don’t see that look in your eyes
I see you watching me
I wish you could love me again
No, I don’t want nobody else
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again

love me again w/ yungcray (hollowprpl)

Hustlers Prayer

Divine Protection

bow (feat. hix) (prod. caps ctrl)

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