thank you @joeleytrick for the fire guitar loop

lyrics
vita ok
i know how it feels to not be ok but act ok, oh

im feeling like a ghost so what now?
gave you my whole world but it's burning down
yeah im kinda glad
that life is turning out like this
and i dont wanna do you wrong
but i think you should know
i wish i left you long before i did
we're some young dumb kids

i dont wanna feel like a joke
look at my life and it has no scope
it can be so insane i wanna run away
you made me feel like i fit in but i dont 
i swear its better off that way so much better off that way
i been living for my music i dont really take no breaks
but inside im always empty so i dont know what to say (sorry)


im feeling like a ghost so what now?
gave you my whole world but it's burning down
yeah im kinda glad
that life is turning out like this
and i dont wanna do you wrong
but i think you should know
i wish i left you long before i did
we're some young dumb kids

mm and i really wanna know
do you think that im slow?
think i didn't see what you doing?
tryna use my loneliness against me
say you did but you never did accept
know the music only thing that ever kept me whole
you tryna fit in my boat i couldn't keep you afloat
the only thing that you know how to do is slow me down

YOUNG DUMB KIDS

YOUNG DUMB KIDS (prod. Vita Flare)

Stable conversation! Lyrics below! :) 

You’re staring in my eyes 
To see your own reflection
Wouldn’t walk outside with me
Unless you felt perfection 
Told me wait at home, oh baby 
I can’t stand rejection 
Positive and negative I think we lost connection 
I don’t want be out in the rain 
See myself in puddles guess I was to blame 
Leaving me on read, whilst I bleed in the day
My heart was only fixed when you went away
I thought eveything would work out 
But now I’m hit with sudden doubt 
I’ve been truly fucked for ages 
This destruction is contagious 

I told you my heart was yours
So I gave you the key 
saw you lock it in a chest 
Like Davy Jones from the sea
Broken bones never stopped me from standing
And the sticks alone will be a reason for abondoning 
This situauton, infused furstration 
Am I really stable for this conversation?!

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Stable Conversation

3 shades of rose (prod. H3ZVR)

https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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Lyrics: 

I feel lost in war
I've lost my friends to this
I want them back
I wish we could go back

Seen too many places
It's been too much you should know
We're fighting for nothing at all
I'm left you to die

Stop all this fighting
I wish I could control it
The war is continuing
theirs no possible ending
I'm seeing bodies decay
Stuck in this field
Where bodies lay 
My friends right here
They died in front of my arms
And I'm screaming out for help
I wish I could help

If you could understand how I feel
They cried in front of my arms
They told me to live
But I couldn't just let it go

You died in my arms
I'm sorry for leaving

Put it all away just to stay with you
Fighting every night just to keep you safe
I don't understand anything that you say
I don't give a fuck about no one but you

spotify

war (nevrfall)

I pick apart the pictures 
I see nothing but hollow eyes 
Embued my self in self destructive nature 
I pick my self apart looking down at every feature 
I dono how anyone coulda loved me 
But I guess that’s why I’m where I’m at 
I’m so disgusted with my self 
So many bad thoughts weigh me down 
I think it will finally break my back
Tell me tell me 
What’s wrong with me 
I can’t even see why 
From looking at my past 

They all ways say look into the mirror 
Do you like who you see 
I fucking don’t I fucking hate it 
But they never tell me how to change it 

Happy thoughts 
And candle glow 
Deep breaths 
Let it All go 
That’s all great 
but how do i see the bright side 
Standing on a chair with all the lights out 
Hyperventilating one step closer to my last night 
And when I’m hanging from this rope 
Will I finally see my worth 
Fighting for my breath 
But it’s too late

human instinct is fight or flight, suicide is removing the possibility of flight

then, i saw myself

a collection of songs that you maybe will see yourself in

dedicated to rose and onlyfriend, two people that see in me what i can't always see myself

huge thank you to shizukesa for providing a beautiful verse on revisionist

thank you for listening

to grieve [prod eeryskies]

https://soundcloud.com/smoke-fusion
https://soundcloud.com/user-45054345-11058102

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

and i've been getting busy but i never wanna forfit
and i wanna make new music but i never wanna force it
and it'd be nice to have the money but i will never go corporate 

cus this shit is my own business
tryna talk that shit when you were never a witness
you should watch your girl she ain't loyal like these bitches
i'm running out of oxygen but i am on a mission

sorry i had to clear my throat
cus i ain't ever used to this never sing monotone
scouting my every move feel like they watch just like a drone
i'm a fucking grave digger cus i'm bad to the bone

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

i'm sipping on that yerba in that fucking hydro flask
i'm with a bad bitch and she wanna throw it back
and i just made a stack off a motherfucking dash
and if you ain't know we just got the car back

usually i'm not this confident
and no offense to these artists but i got common sense
and yeah she calling me honey i put the pollen in
and if this shit not enough let's start a poly then

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

she got a dress on yeah it's burgundy 
she reminding me of some fine
it's hurting me knowing i won't drink
but i take in what she said to me
going on a road trip i'm going to yosemite
that nature is peaceful and there's never my enemies
finding me in my anemone 
and no i ain't taking ketamine
cus fuck drugs, fuck love, fuck trust yeah
i'm staying as i am (huh)

anemone (smoketopanic + smokefusion)

lyrics

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aint gotta do me like that
codeine in my tummy make the stummy look fat
i died and met God but he sent me right back
try to wear my shoes you aint walking past the flak
news flash! kiddamo caught stealing from the saks?!
aint brushing my teeth when im collecting these plaques
said that i was corny but at least i aint dax
know they start ducking when the chopper go quack

i been sipping wok but im not thirsty
im off these pain killers you can never hurt me
imma ask for His forgiveness even though im not deserving
but imma spend my whole life proving that im worthy
imma spend my whole check on shoes and 30s
you can never hate on me if youre over 30
dadstar sneakers they thought my shoes were dirty
ask me what my shirt is
you aint never heard of it
i will refuse to buy it if its inside the mall
just know its nothing personal i had to cut u off
amiro on the vertical i know God helped me write this song

aint gotta do me like that
codeine in my tummy make the stummy look fat
i died and met God but he sent me right back
try to wear my shoes you aint walking past the flak
news flash! kiddamo caught stealing from the saks?!
aint brushing my teeth when im collecting these plaques
said that i was corny but at least i aint dax
know they start ducking when the chopper go quack

met God (prod. aurum)

i fell in love with a popstar /demo/ (prod. Imotape Productions)

kinda - (Hvwkk)(Unreleased)

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anemone (smoketopanic + smokefusion)

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