HOLYSHIT JOSH THIS GOOD AF, do more like this.

s0ngs

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

she dont love me anymore
at least thats what i think
cuz i'm not the same anymore
idk if she's okay with this

you say what i did is atrocious i don't remember a thing
i wonder if one day we can start it all over again

oh girl u know i'd like it if you could give me a chance
but i don't care
i'm good on my own
i need me some time to work on myself

gimme the face
or gimme a hug
i just need a fix i don't really need u
i don't got no feels
i'll jump down the hill
but before i'll see if you can get back with me

J'ressens pas grand chose mais c'est sympa d'être à tes côtés
(I don't feel much but its good being by your side)
Me demande pas c'que j'pense certaines questions seront sautées
(don't ask me what i think, some questions won't get answers)

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

give me a chance ft. noxiousnights (mackk)

Featuring: @yokaidreams 
Written by: Kurama SD & Yokai Dreams
Produced by: grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & Yokai Dreams 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
(Back off)
Life brings hell 
In the worst ways
Life is pain
(Life is pain)

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I walk through the burning path
Feels like broken glass
Every step is full of wrath 
The scars are still on my skin
From when you sunk your teeth in
Still I moved on though I'm bleeding 
at least I'm fucking breathing 
Everything is burning to pieces 

[Pre-Chorus: ]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(deep within)

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Fighting battles 
Its a handful
I'll mange somehow 
(Somehow)

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
Seeing red everywhere 
Nothing left here but pain to share
U stare in my eyes 
I can't help but glare 
Flames burn on
I can hardly bare 
All this pain

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(Deep within)

[Verse 3: Yokai Dreams] 
act right
if i could act right
i wouldn't be in this situation
for now i need to back off
i need to back off
i think the battle's about to begin
about to begin

[Outro: Kurama SD]
I'll be right 
There

Battles I Can't Win w/ Yokai Dreams (Prod. grayskies)

prod @freveltrothy
with @akiradoves & https://soundcloud.com/mrtruereligion
Lyrics:
i'ma-i'ma decay 
i'ma die inside this grave
told me you would stay
now you left without retrace
was it something that i did
something that i said
i'ma open up your heart 
i'ma fucking die inside
pave me too weak for me
i don't need you no more
you told me that you care
and that's a simple lie
despite of your demise
you're coming from afar

okay i've been high on my mind since sunday
shit's gas but i'm still on the runway
skip class so i learn things the long way
get the fuck off my back i'm just doing my own thing
took some time but i get it now
i was trying to run things the wrong way
see if i can shut it down
why the fuck did i do things the long way

i'ma-i'ma decay 
i'ma die inside this grave
told me you would stay
now you left without retrace
was it something that i did
something that i said
i'ma open up your heart 
i'ma fucking die inside
pave me too weak for me
i don't need you no more
you told me that you care
and that's a simple lie
despite of your demise
you're coming from afar

@joshiguess
and you don't even care about me
you just sit there and stare you on trees
tryna move asap like rocky
why you tryna start drama we not even talking
i'm tryna change like out of pocket it's the wrong side
i'm always on the pro and you're always on the con side
but it would be hard for me to ever want to cut ties
i can't ever trust you when you coming with these dumb lies

spotify

a simple lie (frevel + 5head)

Mix & Master: JoshIGuess
Produced by @wetgropes
Directed by @kurama_sd

And I'll be honest
I'm beyond stressed
When our bond ends 
I'm on production
Although I turned up 
At the function
I've been tired of
Dealing with this fuck shit

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

But I guess she broke the lock
And she shattered through my heart 
And I hate to rid of people
I don't wanna cut off
If it's getting this hectic 
Guess it's best we won't talk
Like I'm looking at a flower 
And the petals fell off


And I'm beyond stressed
After accomplished
People saying that I ain't ever done shit
Look at me now I'm starting moshpits
But I couldn't even handle an apartment

Oh man does it suck (does it suck does it suck)
Friends always switch up (switch up switch up)
I swear I had this all cuffed (had it cuffed had it cuffed)
But I never was enough (ohhh)

Would you be better off if I had vanished
I can't stand this place and I never planned it
If I don't got control you don't got demand then
If you don't got me you don't got a man then

Oh man does it suck (yeah it does yeah it does)
Friends always switch up (can you tell me who to trust?)
I swear I had this all cuffed (yeah i'm never in love)
But I never was enough (woah)

And friends are catching on they realize I'm not worth it
There's no reason to call when they don't got a purpose
They just sit and wait til I hit them up for service
Can you tell me if I'm just being a burden

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

I wish that I could give my full love and attention
Past trauma and everything wants to prevent it
And even if you like me you know that I'm always venting
It's always to myself cus my listeners left me

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough
Yeah

lyric video

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

Soooo i literally just made this if the levels bad im just gunna change it fux ittttt

Living Commodity

Pain Meds w/ MakeAngelsCry (Tenoji)

lyrics:

god, no, no you said you couldn't love me x5

if it's not what you wanted 
why you keeping me around 
kick me to the pavement 
when im already down 
one shot to the heart 
two shots through my brain
like covering your tracks
in the shade of the moonlight 
i said "if you don't love me then show me"
show me 
so you showed me pretty fucking cruelly 
i said if you don't love me then show me 
show me 
so you showed me
you showed me 

you take the blue right outta my veins 
you give me love then you give me hella pain 
i just want you to leave right now 
your back and forth is gonna take me out 

deadpan: 

i walk in this bitch dont need no disguise 
i been way too fucked up
let the drugs take me for a ride 
n what u scared for if u have nothing to hide
i will be right here patiently waiting for the sunrise
its all really not so complex 
goin up like forex
its the little things i ask 
if u wanna ask
then why dont u wanna see where it all gets 
i saw it go downhill ever since we met 
u can do that part 
took the red out of my heart 
do not want to restart 
up in new york we dont go far 
my name u can keep bashin 
bitch fly out in the aston 
im losing so much traction 
i dont know how all this could happen

tenshi:

*hook*

god no, no you said you couldn't love me
chasing you around is making me dizzy 
emotion sickness gonna be
the fucking death of me 
i'll be 24 and you'll be writing me a eulogy  
tell me are you ashamed?
are you even sort of ashamed of your duplicity? 
now im striving for the fame and the publicity 
cuz everybody here just turns away from me 

*hook*

you showed me every single day
but i was blinded in the disarray 
so, so i took it every single day, yea
im gonna fucking decay 

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back&forth (ft. epiz0ik) [+afterlife x jolst]

Busby999 & SEEZENZ - i ash my cigarette in bottles that ive been thru

on all platforms <3

LYRIC/////
I did what i did, nothings gonna change that
Change who i am go way back
Ive been me, changing gradually
Through life were evolving we have to be

Time and place, everything gon change
Think you got the best of me but nothings in my way
except myself, except my mind, except my stupid ways to waste my time
We all change, life moves on, we recover from pain, and move beyond
We all fuck up, we all do wrong, the question is how u gonna stay strong

Its unlikely, i fucked up and you know that
Overthink myself sleep, time move forward cant go back
You try your best to make amends
But i cant fix what doesnt bend 
I used to think you were my friend
Now i see it was it all pretend
I fucked up once you left the end.

everything gon change [prod. mndls1600]

★..just so i can hold on to all of this..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

[artwork]
myself lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/all-of-this-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse one:
you dont have to say another word to me
i know when to call it quits, theres clarity in all of this
cause i was too stubborn and had to be right
i never could listen, without a fight

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

verse two:
you know that i care,
im just shit at showing it
the stitch is undone 
and i am sowing it

cause after everything you said
i took some time to self reflect
way way back to when we met
before i fucked it up

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

ending:
just so i can hold onto all of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

★streaming★

★all of this★ (prod. king theta)

MONSTER IN THE MAKING -X- SAY IT LIKE IT HURTS -X- MASTER -X- 2025

song is out on all platforms now, check my bio :)

it seemed way more than tragic
all of it's gone just like magic
why did i act so dramatic
i swear it's just my habit
what interest do i have?
investments i should take
this world is action packed
well how come it seems all fake

how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake

lies on the ground all seem to rake
why you keep robbing the bank
why do you all just hate
why you keep stealing my fate

lies on the ground all seem to rake
why you keep robbing the bank
why do you all just hate
why you keep stealing my fate 

it seemed way more than tragic
all of it's gone just like magic
why did i act so dramatic
i swear it's just my habit
what interest do i have?
investments i should take
this world is action packed
well how come it seems all fake

how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

So Fake

so fake (livewre)

slid in dms, i let you in, i became your medicine, i'm always the cure,
i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more i always felt a different thing,
spending time with you, i just take this time to sing, to express my feeling past and present, i worry about the future too much,
but honestly it's looking good now, couldn't feel a thing, anything but you really got me in a mood now,

gotta get through this won't complain, i'm glad about what we have today, we got a reward at stake, and we always got the goals to chase,
you know what we got to get through, in this life there is a maze, of these choices we give or take, and impress it to our amaze,

i am nervous, to serve this purpose, but it's just the way life goes now,
do i deserve this, of course it's urgent, now you know you'll never feel alone now,
i just got to take past actions with a grain of salt, 
cuz even when things were my fault, i put those things to a halt now,

and i just got to improve every day that i can, i need to prove, that i'm a man, that really cares so deeply, for his beings in his presence,
and i can be your medic, even when its hectic, i promise i won't let it,

ohhh-- ohhh--- ohhh--- ohh---

live perfomance <3

medic (kudyo)

i've been on this hiatus, im in bed feel vibrations,
life has gone to vacation, but it's been so frustrating,
aaaaaa aaaaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaa
this lockdowns got me crazy, this lockdowns got me failing,
but i need to find my way back up, to the point that i used to handle,
what you think? what you think? what you think? what you think? what
you think? i can't sleep, i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep
what you mean what you mean what you mean what you mean, this repeats
this repeats this repeats in my brain,


i can't feel the way i used to when,
i can't see them, i can't see friends
even tho there were the enemies, i don't know cuz i can't get ahead of me,
 you know that i let it get to me, and i say that i am 
i'm not really ready, for this future now,
it seems every year gets ruder now,

lockdown (valley mountain)

w / soundcloud.com/athrynb
soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Lock into the heart that you see thru

Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Lock into the heart that you see thru

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day

Look around it's hard to see through
All the hardships, you have no clue
Inspirational, heart is what I come to
Take what I've said for redo

Clouded minds fill the open air
Heart eyes come but so rare
Life's hard you make it fair
Heart eyes cleanse the despair
Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Locked into the heart that you see thru

All the pain, all the hate
Disappears without a trace
Heart eyes, opens our fate
To the new things for debate

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

I know that it's hard sometimes baby come and hold me tight
I've been lost, and I'm lost
Every time I start to cry you were never there at night
Why were you gone, when I was lost
Kinda wonder why you hate me
I kinda want you to love me (woah-oh-oh-oh)
Do you ever say goodbye?
I don't want this to ever end
So we'll fly like the doves yuh

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day

performance

heart eyes w/ athryn & akiradoves (redmosk)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

JoshIGuess

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