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https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

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blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

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blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

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