NO MORE, I FELL SO FAR

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lyrics
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no more, no more, no more

running with a strap, target practice when i aim in
i done told u shut up cause i feel fucking forsaken
yeah underestimated, now i feel the hatred
i feel like u're mad now, i feel like you hate me

yeah i just gotta tell u, that i'll be back one day
so don't cry when it's over and don't you dare forget me
we got blisses on tec now, forward, straight up to the top
and now i feel like a letdown cause i couldn't protect you

no more, i feel so far
i can't just stop now, i can't just die
i feel fucked up, i feel so lost
yeah u always talk 
and i don't wanna hear it anymore

now
yeah now it's all over, now it's fucked
got the cutter by my side in case i got enough
all those words that u told me i just can't feel the trust
i feel like im out of luck, i just can't see no more

can't see no more
yeah it's starting to get cold
i feel like i lost my hold
thinking i lost all control
and it gets colder and colder
i lose my composure
i feel so damn awful
with my knife i cut through

i just cannot walk on anymore
all the things u did they pushed me down
i feel like im in a rush
never, never seem to figure you out

never feel like im enough
baby now it's all fucked
all this pressure on my shoulders
yeah it's pushing me down
it's done now
in ur words you always called me a letdown
guess you were wrong

yeah i just gotta tell u, that i'll be back one day
so don't cry when it's over and don't you dare forget me
we got blisses on tec now, forward, straight up to the top
and now i feel like a letdown cause i couldn't protect you

no more, i feel so far
i can't just stop now, i can't just die
i feel fucked up, i feel so lost
yeah u always talk 
and i don't wanna hear it anymore

No More

spotify :)

No More (augury)

prod wiro x ta$er
rip dolph🐬

shake me up again n again n again . .
i wont try2comprehend how u live how u live x2

again n again i be fuckin up a bag like
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right
damn roll wit fam fuck u pussies u ont act right
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right

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sip my cup u kno im noddin4u
take ur time i cannot ignore u .. .
call my name u kno im reachin4u
i cant live i think im dyin4u /.. .

im dyin4u [wiro + ta$er]

wanted to feel something 
but i lost all of my logic 
trying to love my life 
at the same time i wanna stop it 
shit don’t ever make sense 
out the photo do you wanna crop me
now i stay awake at night 
wondering if you even want me 

wish i could go home 
nah i wish there was a home for me 
can’t tell you what this life all about 
but ill heart you till my heart bleed out 

6th city sick of it
i can’t get a grip 
slipping i guess 
feel the best when they scream from it 
my nose been bleeding all week 
tough luvv to me 
my nose be bleeding all week 
tough luvv to me 

wanted to feel something 
but i lost all of my logic 
trying to love my life 
at the same time i wanna stop it 
shit don’t ever make sense 
out the photo do you wanna crop me
now i stay awake at night 
wondering if you even want me

mixed & mastered by alixn <3

crop me

crop me - bayymack [pr0xy + morecalcium]

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@decayinganyways @bitekivibes

lyrics
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and i just cannot walk on
girl why u taking so long
i guess that u got enough
im really just nothing more
i told u you were so wrong
now i just dont give a f*ck
my heart it is getting crushed
by u, you're tearing it down 

time flies i die, cold nails dead flies
on my coffin tonight 
don’t write don’t act don’t say 
that we’ll find that you’ll just go stay 
you’ve been gone to long
but somehow you still got your claws 
inside my chest the cavity 
i’m bleeding out entirely 
can’t say it any differently 
it’s killing me

so long

spotify <3

so long w/ decayinganyways & biteki (yasuo! x jibaorockin)

featuring & mixed by https://soundcloud.com/9aradox
prod https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
mastered by me + 9aradox 
photo by: https://soundcloud.com/whatafuckingbitch edited by me
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah 
yeah yeah yeah yeah

shawty wanna buy me drinks while we turn up at the club
and i'd be doing that but i ain't even 21
so when we at the pub yea you know i get my grub
and i'm counting all my stubs and she tell me she the one

a bad bitch only want me for the night
a real one to me will always come to requite
my ex looking back at me saying she wants a contrite
i just tell her she a joke like mario is to spike

and there's a reason that i live a private life
cus once everyone knows they will all just try to entice
with everything that interests me feeling so memory wiped
and i just want discoveries someone to show their other side

feeling like grimace with purple stains all on my neck
my fit so bright that rave lights show in the reflect
that bitch say she want me but then she looks like a grotesque
there just comes a point where me and people never intersect

shawty wanna buy me drinks while we turn up at the club
and i'd be doing that but i ain't even 21
so when we at the pub yea you know i get my grub
and i'm counting all my stubs and she tell me she the one

girl i'm in the club, you know that i been turning up 
if you hear me thru your speakers baby you should turn it up
addicted to you girl your love is like a drug 
i'm coming for you baby you should give it up
i'm so sick of everybody they all act so typical 
the way that i be flowing on the beat is so despicable 
i just popped six tabs like bitch i hope that i get visuals 
i'm moving like a thief in the night bitch i'm invisible

onenitestand + 9aradox [nokia2k]

produced and mastered. @prodcubes

lyrics:

yeah yeah
fast life
yeah yeah
i do the dash

yeah yeah
fast life
200 miles per hours
yeah yeah
i do the dash
got the bands 
I'm out of here
yeah yeah
no features
unless you paying per minute
yeah yeah
time is money
your bitch pay to suck me
yeah yeah
overdrive
if I stop it's suicide 
yeah yeah
all in
got the drive
no need for motivation 
yeah yeah
what's the time
every second counts
like it's do or die
yeah yeah
I don't rest
fuck being tired
yeah yeah
overdose 
the only way 
I'm stopping
ay
pulled up on the whole scene
made a band selling features
I ain't even scene
made my own scene
n-n-now they act like they know me
fuck a fake, fuck a fake homie
Low-key, I've been doing my own thing
now they tryna clown me when they copy
you can only imitate 
you could never create

you're not artist
you're a single genre kets clone
funny part you've been here longer than me or kets4eki 
ye-ye-yet you're still tryna copy
zero originality
you're washed up 


only thing up is the highend 
bouta be playing pure Whitenoise 
and calling me a fan
leave me alone 
I don't wanna know you
stay away from my dm

we-we-
we're not homies
we're not mutuals
I'd rather cut ties with every mutual 
than have the slightest association 
with you

yeah yeah
fast life
200 miles per hours
yeah yeah
i do the dash
got the bands 
I'm out of here
yeah yeah
no features
unless you paying per minute
yeah yeah
time is money
your bitch pay to suck me
yeah yeah
overdrive
if I stop it's suicide 
yeah yeah
all in
got the drive
no need for motivation 
yeah yeah
what's the time
every second counts
like it's do or die
yeah yeah
I don't rest
fuck being tired
yeah yeah
overdose 
the only way 
I'm stopping
ay
pulled up on the whole scene
made a band selling features
I ain't even scene
made my own scene
n-n-now they act like they know me
fuck a fake, fuck a fake homie
Low-key, I've been doing my own thing
now they tryna clown me when they copy
you can only imitate 
you could never create

Overdrive

Everybody dies so they never see it all
I'm getting fucked up every night
Lose my wherewithal
I'm losing patience losing sleep 
I don't feel right
I need you now more than ever
Please hold me tight
I saw one go to a selfish suicide
Then another went next to father time
Wake up feel like shit but I'm still alive
Kiss your teeth thank God that you're mine

Memories they fade and they go
Everybody they leave me all alone
I won't delete the pictures off my phone
It hurts me but I have sins I must atone

Oh yeah I want you to live forever
Oh yeah you're sweet like nectar
Bleeding out stop applying pressure
Letting go I've never been better

Never been better since I found you
Never been better it hurts to love you
Cause one day I know I'll lose you too
I try to be present but I'm a damn fool

Things that haven't happened yet 
I let them hurt me
I guess I'm stupid and I'm sappy
We live then we die it's a tragedy
But I'll do it with you
You make me happy

Everybody dies so they never see it all
I'm getting fucked up every night
Lose my wherewithal
I'm losing patience losing sleep 
I don't feel right
I need you now more than ever
Please hold me tight
I saw one go to a selfish suicide
Then another went next to father time
Wake up feel like shit but I'm still alive
Kiss your teeth thank God that you're mine

Never Been Better (prod. branwen)

Balenciaga Passport (ethxnvi)

Say I'm stuck in a box
I really don't give a fuck
I'm just sticking with the sound that I fucking love
I'm here to prove em wrong
Yeah we blowing up

I don't need to suffer
Name in yo mouth like a gusher
All these bitches bluffers
When they lose their breathes and need a puffer

Is it their own purpose
To make their time worthless?
I stay deleting all these comments
Shoot em up just like comets

Over 5 years and you can't stay situated
Even tho i grew up they'll still be hating
And even if I blew up, don't know what they saying
Just know it won't be anything worse investigating

Too pure for this world my greatest strength and weakness
I be getting booked for shows every other weekend
But I always been sober yeah I wasn't ever tweaking
Guess that's enough to call me a poser for a reason

Just know that my vocals better than most the scene
But these people stay in boxes for their labeling
They say this music styles dead, well not for me
I'm bringing this shit back for eternity

Me and tykun making banger after banger
Shawty hmu later I might bang her
Showcasing my own styles on some hangers
Cus man im one hell of a genre changer

I don't need to suffer
Name in yo mouth like a gusher
All these bitches bluffers
When they lose their breathes and need a puffer

Is it their own purpose
To make their time worthless?
I stay deleting all these comments
Shoot em up just like comets

Yeah they're going to the galaxy
And I do my own mix and mastering
But I suck at vocal balancing
Better stop 4th walls are damaging
I wish I could explain my life
It's a thunderstorm cloud I feel like strife
I hate to break it to you all
But that's the end of this song

keep on

JoshIGuess