I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M ON THE SAME SONG WITH MY FUCKING IDOL AND HOMIE

bro i fr be listening to this daily no lie

ITS JOSHIGUESS IM ALWAYS DROPPIN THE BANGERZ

https://soundcloud.com/hkfiftyone2
https://soundcloud.com/angelsofsorrows

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

One day feel like me then the other different person
My mind never set straight yeah it's written all in cursive
But it's got a story ending on a cliffhanger
It's JoshIGuess I'm always dropping the bangers

Importance for years yet still got to decide
If any of choices are bad sacrifice
And everyone leave me so got no advice
But I'd rather figure out my own reside

Only feel like myself when I'm up to the mic
But the camera's too close to me like it gon snipe
Some of you guys just rely on a swipe
But that's not how I want to use my device

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'll be fine, I'll be fine (yeah i'll be fine)
Yeah I'ma get by I'ma live my life to the fullest
I'ma not be stupid I'ma live
I'ma keep on going and I ain't give a shit
And I found my inner self, yeah
But it comes with sacrifices
Now I know why people tend to stay the same, yeah

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, I'll be fine

I'll be fine
Yeah I'll be fine, I'll be fine, let's go (yeah i'll be fine)

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i'll be fine w/ hkfiftyone & angelsofsorrows (quitall)

mixed by me
featuring @w6lker
produced by @w6lker
art by @1nvxderjax

https://instagram.com/1psion
https://instagram.com/hauntingclaire
https://instagram.com/jaxs_xanadu_

@1psion
I feel like nothing again
Tell me I’m something 
Started fucking cutting again
I feel disgusting
Don’t know if it’s worth it or not
Can’t ever trust things
Tied me down and left me to rot
I’m always struggling 

It’s so exhausting to look at my reflection
I’ve starved myself for days
All i want is perfection 
It feels like all i do is fuck up 
I’m an infection 
Quiet around all of my friends
Scared of rejection 

Obsessed with styros
Got razors on my night stand
I’m walking down a dark road
I’m anxious and im frightened
I don’t feel safe in my home
Might kill myself tonight 
And I’m drowning in my sorrow
I won’t be here tomorrow

@w6lker
And love won’t be enough if you leave me inside the cold
Leave me in frozen snow, and I'll be dying all alone
You never get it, but I'll cut until I'm seeing bone 
used for entertainment
I'm pathetic but it’s all I know 

I wish you would die with me
Conditioning me to bleed
I'm ugly & so obscene 
so I might never get it right
Suffering permanently
Ripping out all my teeth
Worthless and filled with hate 
You don’t deserve someone like me

On a four day bender I can’t remember 
Fucked up in a thought loop, and replay it forever 
Giving up on life because I know I won’t get better at all
Moving like a carousel and I'll be falling down in the hall

@1psion
I keep replaying everything that you said
Wish I was someone I’m not
I can’t get out of my bed
I fucked like everything up
How did i do it again
I’ll never be good enough 
Fuck I just want it to end

Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Yea I’m so fucking done
Yea I’m so fucking done
 
I feel like nothing again
Tell me I’m something 
Started fucking cutting again
I feel disgusting
Don’t know if it’s worth it or not
Can’t ever trust things
Tied me down and left me to rot
I’m always struggling 

It’s so exhausting to look at my reflection
I’ve starved myself for days
All i want is perfection 
It feels like all i do is fuck up 
I’m an infection 
Quiet around all of my friends
Scared of rejection 

Obsessed with styros
Got razors on my night stand
I’m walking down a dark road
I’m anxious and im frightened
I don’t feel safe in my home
Might kill myself tonight 
And I’m drowning in my sorrow
I won’t be here tomorrow

Tomorrow +hauntingclaire [claire]

Iamsodead-https://open.spotify.com/artist/24CEUgMF43BiRf5CPYFtPK?si=IJqkRC8tTdOT7MQwZQu9Rg

Feat syris- https://on.soundcloud.com/aSBhNh56DDSf7UHx6

Prod- @kudasaithree

iamsodead
got me fuck up fuck up fuck up up 
think i had enough had enough had enough
yea im getting fuck up in the party all alone
so fuckin high i dnt wanna feel this all the time
i feel so anxious everythnz againts me :/
told me im tht im crazy but u know i try my hardest
yea im so fuckd up 
i just wanna end myself its all just a mistake
fuck up got me fuck up got me fuck up got me fuck up 

syris
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iamsodead
got me fuck up fuck up fuck up up 
think i had enough had enough had enough
yea im getting fuck up in the party
so fuckin high i dont wanna feel this all the time
feelin so anxious -
told me im tht im crazy but u know i try my hardest
yea im so fuck up i want my fuckin medicine 
i just wanna end myself its all just a mistake

why tf do u hate i thought tht we were ok
try my fucking best and now-
hella scars all over my thighs-
maybe u were mine but baby i was never ur love
got fuck up got me fuck up got me fuck up

syris
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fucked up in the party w/ syris [kudasaithree]

Talking In Ur Sleep w/1voltage23 & Phthalo Blue (qyurisuu)

Lyrics: 

503scoob: 

I’m tryna hang myself feel like a bat
If I take it I cannot take it back
And she looks at me like that 
It’s a look so far passed sad
Baby I’m a goner
And my shadows the only one around me 
Like do I have a disease
I’m mixing all these fuckin potions to sleep
Hi Cs Oxys 
How can I live if I don’t feel alive 

Disoc8:

if i take it back
culd u evr take me backk?
omg im contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
co codamol then i extract
got my pipe its fucking packed
i still cant forget ur face
i still drunno how 2 act

Gutzxx: 

I could never take it back
I got drugs inside my bag
you will never catch me lack
I keep a bomb strapped to my back
and this bitch so ignorant 
I could never take her back
talking so much fucking shit
you don't know how to act

I could never take you back
your so controlling
and I hate like everything
everyday im crumbling
fuck it
your ruined me
everyday im in misery
and one day ima take my life
all I do is fucking cry

503scoob: 

Molly water got me floating on my back
I spill the drugs on my lap
I keep saying it’s the last time 
We both know that that’s a lie 
And I ain’t been alright
Like how you won’t take me back
So I’m just gon take my life 

Disoc8:

if i take it back
culd u evr take me backk?
omg im contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
co codamol then i extract
got my pipe its fucking packed
i still cant forget ur face
i still drunno how 2 act

Gutzxx: 

I could never take it back
I got drugs inside my bag
you will never catch me lack
I keep a bomb strapped to my back
and this bitch so ignorant 
I could never take her back
talking so much fucking shit
you don't know how to act

I could never take you back
your so controlling
and I hate like everything
everyday im crumbling
fuck it
your ruined me
everyday im in misery
and one day ima take my life
all I do is fucking cry

Take It Back w/disoc8 & gutzxx (aki)

girlfriend + psion (proz)

mix: me n @k1ttyuni 
master: @k1ttyuni

lyrics:
She fucking knows us 
I barely know her 
Bby I’m
Too high I cant talk when I’m sober 
Fill my cup with alcohol no mix no soda
Shawty said I was silly now she coming over :3

I know she loves me 
I can feel her heart
Beating out of her chest 
Bby do u like the dark 
So I pop another bar 
Lungs black like some tar 
She know I’m popstar 
won’t be here for too long

[@k1ttyuni]
u wanna tell them how we met or we gon keep it on the low 
yh these feelins that i got baby i want it all for show !!
you ask me if im really famous bby idfk >.<
bby please just say u love me ima fckin overdose :00 
you wanna tell me how to win baby idfk <3
cut my body and my skin ima bleed right over there 
you wanna tell me how to win baby idfk :P
cut my body and my skin ima bleed right over there

POPSTAR +k1ttyuni

(prod. ner1o, takuori!)

--
Popstar suicide
Hiding as alibi
Cameras flashing in my eyes
I just wish you were by my side

I dont wnna play pretend
Really thought u were my friend
I got nothing 2 present

p* suicide w/k1ttyuni (prod. ner1o, takuori!)

pills + 503scoob + sedonicXD (glorygasp x lunagrace)

@hateoryx @imxofilo @veigayboy
www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
www.instagram.com/imxofilo/
www.instagram.com/veigayboy/
Cover art by: www.instagram.com/b_booppa_/
-
(Hook)
Heart beating fast like a drum
We only going up, & up, & up!
and this girl rlly loves me
n she always wanna fuck all the time
But I'm busy always tryna get on to my grind
Bitch I'm online shopping spending all this money
On fucking weed and clothes, I'm high & fly!
Baby wanna hit the cart and rip the bong
You're my biggest fan girl
Always singing my songs like yeah!

Rocking TapOut
Smoke and I won't tap out
He talking shit, Imma hit that boy with a roundhouse
Its crazy how since 13 I made cash on SoundCloud
Its crazy how I dont cap on shit that I rap about
You're words dont mean jack shit to me, I'll be the man I wanna be
And all you pussy wannabe's will never compare to me
I been scheming on the low, gotta move in silence
And I'm not worried bout a hoe, I'm on perfect timing

(Bridge)
None of you bitches even come close tome
Get the fuck out my vacinity
*xofilo glitches*

(xofilo)
I party all the time, every day and every night
I don't care bout what these bitches think
I'm always living life
She wanna suck me up but I don't got the time
I just want the money bitch I'm always on the grind
Yeah Yeah me and oryx in the club getting fucked up
Haters on some bullshit, I think had enough
All I do is put some molly in my cover art
I can't even feel shit I'm off way too many drugs (Dr-Dr-u-u-u-u)
I CAN'T TALK TO YOU RIGHT NOW CUZ I BE GOING UP N UP N UP!
Everybody feel the bass in the party jumping up and down
Got a bad bitch on me and she shake it up and doooooown


(Hook)
Heart beating fast like a drum
We only going up, & up, & up!
and this girl rlly loves me
n she always wanna fuck all the time
But I'm busy always tryna get on to my grind
Bitch I'm online shopping spending all this money
On fucking weed and clothes, I'm high & fly!
Baby wanna hit the cart and rip the bong
You're my biggest fan girl
Always singing my songs like yeah!
(x2)

up & up!

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up & up! +xofilo (Veigayboy)

KZB SMIKO
the drugs are not as good
its not how it used to be
now i see bloody angels
flying over me
i dont know if i should
its not what i really need
but i fucking want it please
now i can see
they abuse me mentally
it used to feel
used to feel so heavenly
now they can see
what this shit made of me
so i could be dead and gone eterenally

KETS4EKI
and i dont care
how u feel bout me
i been sippin on my drank
thinkin bout these things
my stomach is bleeding out
from all the things i take

SCREW UP (feat. kets4eki & kzb dawlubhil)

saboteurs music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsHkrGFgkSI
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i'll be fine w/ hkfiftyone & angelsofsorrows (quitall)

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