why do I have to keep losing friends 😢

lyrics ⬇️

no i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
yea i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

you cant keep up w these options
left and right you be tossin these questions to me
dont expect itd be awesome
theres not much to see

like cordoroy im waitin here while feelin like a beast
out of my mind and down on my knees
you can tell me what i needed to be
gettin so cold out that i start to freeze
double the crutches get stompped by the cleats
u dont need nothin u wanted from me
ima be further away from the scene
i dont want nothin to do w the beans
im crossin my arms when you show em to me
turnin up everything before i leave
im makin my mark i want em to see
where i would be 
where i would be if i didnt have grief
ill put down my gaurd and ill make em believe 
yea i been to places that i couldnt reach

send me a shot 
hit witta bat
outta the park
not comin back
no time soon
yea thats a fact
a big monsoon
changing the current track

yea yea i wanna lay there but not on a mat
yea yea i feel the cold air surface into the flat
yea yea maybe its all i got maybe its all i have
racin until im gone baby i feel like a stag

comin up- a dry time
double up my life line
and i dont wanna tell a bad lie
but its hard with your eyes

and you were all i wanted
then you broke a promise
it wouldnt be too classy
if im being honest

a compromise dont seem much if it already seems overwith
put a tripod in the hallway then ill wait to see if the camera glitch
got phasmephobia fearin all the ghost thatll be comin in
walk far til im clearin my system and ill settle in

yea gentlemen
cold hearts spark adrenaline 
had a bold start but you tremblin now
old cards got me holdin my ground

i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

monsoon (yunnygoldz)

This song feels like a swamp filler episode 

Lyrics-

MyGreatEscape

lyrics 

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

and i hear you when you scream out for help
cuz i been there
and nothing was brought to my aid
but i wouldn’t accept any help
so i brought it upon myself 
what a shame

and if i disappeared 
would a thing change
im brought to tears
but i push thru the pain
and my face turns to ashes at night when i rest
and my eyes burn hard at the sight of your face

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

follow my lead cuz i think i know where im going (prodsecre)

late_nite freestyle (biscuit)

Tell me I’m okay 
While you push me away 
Faces go extinct 
But her words will stay 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

Nights turn grey
I fell in love with the pain 
Weeping nights always 
You know I love it when it’s rains 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

The suns up 
I’m fucked up
Every morning they needing for me but it’s tough love 
Every morning waking up for the Zoloft 
Waste away slit my wrists and then I throw up 

Remember sipping keystones with my best friends 
journeys every weekend 
I’ll love you till the end 
Remember when she looked at me with her devil eyes 
I didn’t think twice 
But damn it felt right 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards

Greybeards (Prod.funeral service)

I feel my bones crawl right out of my skin I am not comfortable 
inside this place which I reside inside this place which I call home
Ive grown so fuckin numb to this but yet I feel so vulnerable
please cut around my neck and make it quick it's not enjoyable

I tried to call a thousand times the line was unavailable 
I'm deep inside these trenches and my death is unavoidable 
I tried to play my part I couldn't sorry I can't play the role
I hope that you'll forgive me love I hope that it is possible
I know

that every day gets harder by the minute love
well if you said you did it and you didn't could you get it done?
I'm sitting in the living room at 3:02 wit my flashlight on
scrape reclaim out collecters holy fuck I need to hit the plug
i know

that everything gets better if you manifest it
I'm so hungry (hungary) for the cheddar fuck around in Budapest
get 80k off YouTube beats I made this on my own you bitch it's
nothing to me honestly it's just another days recessions

and it's just another dazed depression
I don't like to do this shit cuz Everytime get too aggressive 
passin out inside my jeans I'm too fucked up I'm past beheaded
could you get it done because you didn't when you fucking said it

I've been on the run
from myself for a while now
you don't mean a single thing you say it's best to pipe down 
I don't mean a single thing I say in lyrics typed out
at least that's what I say to prevent creatives right now

i prevent myself from writing
typing
I don't wanna talk now
hiding
fighting
suicidal thoughts in my mind 
behind these bright blue eyes
I write things
I see
tantalizing
sights
beyond reach
traumatized
my body
rotting
play my heart out like guitar strings
play my heart out like the ivorys

did you do it to spite me
or do you just despise me
can you be honest for once

I've been better off lately
hope it's driving you crazy
that I'm doing okay but I still don't wanna wake up
and it's fucked what we'll do for a paystub
you can hide your face but I see right through your makeup
you don't have to try anymore I'll walk away love. 


unavoidable (sorrowbringer)

with @akiradoves
come see me and him in august <3 tickets below
https://app.fanfly.live/ticket-claim?showId=67&ticketTierId=67
prod @exkimelyy

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

i feel strange
what's the point?
she told me to go
you'll never find a way
down
down
(down)

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

~2300~
@lilskeleskrrt 

prod by @jolst & irby

Lyrics:
[VITO]
Been feeling this since I could realize
Pulling his lips closer to mine
I don’t know what’s wrong or whats right
And I don’t care I want you tonight

Shame on me (x12)

[skele]
oh when i’m with you i feel more alive
and i can’t even tell a soul that shit is suicide 
i’m still starting at the borderline 
sometimes i look into the mirror wonder who am i

i should really be careful 
not to give em the ammo
letting it go 
start to feel like i’m rambo
bloody the handle 
i wanna give em a scandal 
out of the bramble 
i’m getting used to the camo

late at night 
i feel him pulling me closer 
i feel his body moving
going slower and slower 
i i want it bad 
i want it over n over 
i wish i never had 
i’m never getting the closure 

[VITO]
Been feeling this since I could realize
Pulling his lips closer to mine
I don’t know what’s wrong or whats right
And I don’t care I want you tonight

Shame on me (x12)


shame on me (prod. jolst x irby)

Chasing Comatose by Vails 
Production by Lovekelo
Artwork by Safehaven

Lyrics:

I’m going fast paced with life, yeah I overdosed
World spinning in my mind, moving comatose
Everything feels so weird, like a lucid ghost
Am I dead or alive? I can’t feel my pulse

Ran outta luck, ran outta dreams
Needle in my veins, tearing at the seams
Life on a treadmill, sprint till I bleed
Every promise I made, I couldn’t keep
Got me drifting through the city lights
Seeing angels when I close my eyes
backseat with my demons tonight
Can’t tell if I’m wrong or I’m right
Mirror broken like my mental state
Heartbeat glitching at a different rate
Woke up and my soul felt late
They said “you’re okay” I said that is fake

I said that is fake
I said that is fake
I said that is fake

I’m going fast paced with life, yeah I overdosed
World spinning in my mind, moving comatose
Everything feels so weird, like a lucid ghost
Am I dead or alive? I can’t feel my pulse

#emoplugg #hyperpop #jerseyclub #soundcloud #vails #safehaven

Chasing Comatose

yuhhhh

lyrics
- - - - -
Wraith
- - - - -
I think I’m losing all emotion
Hit a stride and now I’m coastin
I’m just double dipping potions
Bitch it’s hard to stay in motion

Baby I wish we were closer
es mīlu kad esam kopā
Couldn’t count for when it’s over
tagad paliku kā loser

In my asics
Lines make it a rave fit
I just say shit
Active like its J 6th
I just make shit
It don’t even pay yet
Tryna keep me sane I
Take it by the day 

What have I become
I’ve been here so long

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dawple
- - - - -
viss ko es saku paliek vējā
esmu lūzers, viņa saka man sejā
kur manas emocijas? kur mana zāle?
dūms aiz dūma, kur ir manas domas??
viss ko viņa teica mani vālē

aye
no baby i cannot wait
have to see u cannot wait for another day
take these pills but imma die another way
"vai es tev patīk" man liekas, ka tas ir bait

aye
es domāj esmu slims
man nepatīk viņš
domās es slīkst
es pis
viss, kas man acīs
es zin, man nesanāk tevi lasīt
viņa ir vampīrs

asics w/ dawple (prod. anaviluxx)

lyrics
ya no puedo verte mas
no quiero verte mal
que lo que siento no empañe lo que paso atras
dime como estas
dime que volveras
cuando ya nada me ilumina y solo veo el final
sabes tan bien lo que yo siento
te percatas hasta cuando miento
to se ha vuelto tan reciproco
que siento que nada lo merezco
y qué hacer si te vas y vuelves?
qué hacer si siempre me mientes?
quiero pero no puedo
pa mi no es un juego
deja de hacerme la mente!
y si me buscas me vas a encontrar
cuando me miras que tiendes a pensar
y todo lo que sentias nunca supe si es real
damn, creo que fui un momento
ya sabes que no miento
to' por y para los dos
to' por y para los dos

TODO POR Y PARA LOS DOS (66SMOKEY)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

JoshIGuess

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