breaking the bones in my hands (prod. dollmaker)

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wrong things [k1ro]

https://soundcloud.com/imactuallyd34d
https://soundcloud.com/amenphoenix
i said run it back!
spending all my racks yeah you know she like that
if she treat me well yeah i'ma wife that
she get a little intimate we could try that
only tap my cards cus we don't swipe that

doing all these shows yeah it got me sidetracked
bitch we stay secure i got on that white hat
but you know we staying chill like a striped cat
looking for your lifestyle cus i can't find that

bitches boyfriends be mad just because we had a past
it ain't deep don't be weak or maybe you will fucking see
that the bitch lowkey is still attached and she right behind me
less she the one that always wanna keep it lowkey

bitch i'm tryna chill i'm not taking pills
you know where i live now it's free will
and no i ain't talking about that fucking orca
but if it's free a willy for a bitch? well sorta
yo momma still stream me on pandora
and the haters ain't shit cus i'm more up
yeah i'm 21 this year, i'ma pour up
and i'm speeding down the highway but it's not forza

i said run it back!
spending all my racks yeah you know she like that
if she treat me well yeah i'ma wife that
she get a little intimate we could try that
only tap my cards cus we don't swipe that

doing all these shows yeah it got me sidetracked
bitch we stay secure i got on that white hat
but you know we staying chill like a striped cat
looking for your lifestyle cus i can't find that

i put em in the ground
and i told em run it back
7.62 he cannot get up from that
i said pick ya mans up
and take em back to ya trap
i'ma be there fuckin soon
smokin on ya homies pack
i'ma pull up in a demon
and leave ya broski leakin
drop a fuckin emote
got ya whole squad seethin
i'm yo fuckin dad
you my kid u still teethin
when i dash out his spot
i'm the only one still breathin

i said run it back!
spending all my racks yeah you know she like that
if she treat me well yeah i'ma wife that
she get a little intimate we could try that
only tap my cards cus we don't swipe that

doing all these shows yeah it got me sidetracked
bitch we stay secure i got on that white hat
but you know we staying chill like a striped cat

MAYHEM!

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smile youre on camera [lilbiscut]

video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

This place gives me a headache
Let’s get out of here, go home
Instead of making headway
I still grapple with unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope i come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
I feel so embarrassed picking myself up off the floor
In a dark room on all fours
Trying to settle the score
Underneath my feet the floorboards creak
I’m sorry I woke you up
It shouldn’t bother me
But somehow it cuts deep
In life you can’t repeat
It’s always incomplete
I can’t shake the headache 
Let’s get out of here, go home
The curse of making my own way is fighting the unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope I come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
My only hope is that you never walk out of the door
I took everything that held me back and locked it in a drawer
I can’t spend my life looking around for something more
This is my survival tactic I’m not doing it for sport
It would be worse than death if I was always falling short 
All I’m tryna say is that I’m getting bored
Everything’s a copy or a reboot or a port
It’s honestly a shame how Every time they cut it short
It’s honestly a shame how I still drown it in a quart
I always find myself filling the silence up with doubt
The feeling that I’m chasing seems to drift way further out
It shouldn’t burden me
But the weight is all around
I have take some action Instead of pacing about
Fuck everybody that’s hated
You just hate to see me try
Fuck everybody I’m jaded
There’s no tears I’ve left to cry
It shouldn’t bother me
There’s no option to retreat
Not giving up my seat
Just wanna make ends meet
I can’t shake the headache 
Let’s get out of here, go home
Instead of making headway
I still grapple the unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
My only hope is that you never walk out of the door

it shouldn't bother me

talk 2 much (prod @51five)

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lyrics:
I'm tryna make you breakfast in bed
Put this gun to my head, let me go
You're tryna tell me you're just depressed
You're head on my chest in the snow
So tell me is it all that bad now? You don't know
Just let me go again
Dont make me go again
Text me and tell me you want it
You say you hate me, I got it

Oh no everything you ever got is gone
You told me run away, let's leave the places that we're from
Like I'm not trying to do it, made the person ive become
Like girl you know I love you honestly, now you're the one
Long gone, I fall apart in the night time
You're wrong, been waiting here, been a long night
So far, I thought of life in a timeline
You're wrong, been waiting here, been a long night

I'm tryna make you breakfast in bed
Put this gun to my head, let me go
You're tryna tell me you're just depressed
You're head on my chest in the snow
So tell me is it all that bad now? You don't know
Just let me go again
Dont make me go again
Text me and tell me you want it
You say you hate me, I got it

breakfast in bed [siemspark & hiidrax]

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