prod. by Lil $wedden ( @lilswedden )
featuring https://soundcloud.com/cvrnage (fka travvy)

Lyrics:
In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
I sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah

In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
Sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah

I be staying on the curves
While you hit the curb
And she be off the herb
She be singing my own words 
My whole vision is a blur
Natural disaster on this earth
She don't know what I'm worth
She only knows when she's hurt
I'm inside this repeated curse
Endless cycles go berserk
This feeling I wanna yearn
Inside this fire that i burn
I just continue making turns 
Should she even be concerned 
She hopes I will make return
But don't think that she'll ever learn

People be talking and people be stalking me 
People be walking I'm just wanting my privacy 
She says she's high but she's not looking high to me 
How does this end well well you'll have to die to see
Wonder if I'll ever make my recovery
Every new day I'm just making discoveries
Focus on me I don't worry about other beings
Feel like I'm Gucci the way that she smothered me

In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
I sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah

Fuck around, imma find out
Bitch, I'm a fucking night owl
Hit the stu then I make a thousand pound
Send me a sign then i take a look around, yeah

(In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
I sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah)

Pop a brick, a thousand pounds
Got enough to go around
Come inside, you might die
I can you show 'round a knife
I can show you everything you ever wanted
Take away the things you're promised
Hear a boom and i cannot be around, yeah

In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
Sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah

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NIGHTOWL W/ CVRNAGE (LIL $WEDDEN)

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I Break Everything I Touch (prod. CapsCtrl)

alone. [ft. floret][+irby]

Produced, written and recorded by Lex "HeyLee" Alexander
Artwork by https://twitter.com/annalyceart

Lyrics:

My ex boyfriend was a dick
I hope that when he thinks of me he crashes his car into a bridge
The pandemic made me sick
not just from the virus, but also from social isolation

Last year my parents split, 
and she wants half of everything, and he’s got so much shit to deal with
But I don’t know, I’m just their kid, 
there’s nothing I can really do, except for alcoholic liquids
By the way, I’m 26, 
my mental health has kept me from bringing anything to fruition
Yeah, I don’t know, it’s my last ditch, 
I should get another job and try to hide the scars upon my wrists

Don’t tell me everything will be okay, 
I’ve seen the possibilities, the odds aren’t looking in my favour
Don’t tell me, everything is in my head, 
I cannot act like an adult, I’ll take a nap and then I’ll come back later

I told you I’m fine, as fine I could, 
given the current circumstance 
I'm born be bored, forced to survive,
I’ll never have a song on Idleglance
I’m glued to my phone, reception is fading
All five of my IG followers waiting
For me to slip up, and post my address
They wanna lace my water with devils breath

Don’t tell me everything will be okay,
I’ve seen the possibilities, the odds aren’t looking in my favour
Don’t tell me, everything is in my head, 
I cannot act like an adult, I’ll take a nap and then I’ll come back later

Head underwater, 
nobody’s daughter, 
I close my eyes, 
my head pounds like a mortar 
Head underwater, 
led to the slaughter, 
pick up my guitar and then I'll cry in the corner

Don’t tell me everything will be okay, 
I’ve seen the possibilities, the odds aren’t looking in my favour
Don’t tell me, everything is in my head,
I cannot act like an adult, I’ll take a nap and then I’ll come back later

Act Like An Adult

tblue:
i'll sleep alone again and dream of your touch
i don't think you really want this as much
as i do
why can't i find you
where did you go
hours outside in the snow
do you think of me at all?

vex:
lookin out my window waiting for the fall
baby come n find me
all the said or did before..
i'll just leave it all behind me
keep yu on my socials
filling up the wound with salt
baby i just wana know..
do yu think of me at all?

sk:
i’m accidental protocol up again
feeling really lost like i might of fall
i don’t know when
do you really think you can hold me
hold me close
feeling really lost and what yu told me
is something baby i don’t know

do u think of me at all? (feat. Vexxodus & Soulcast)

prod @pastencounters

LYR!C
Ok im dreaming bout you, even tho you waste my time
I know what this will come to, but i'm hypnotized
Got me by the tongue, and im searching for an answer
Ur stuck inside my thoughts, your a devilish enchanter

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across your chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across your chest

Once i saw you, you had me crushing, girl i want you
She got that hello kitty backpack, and in fact, she asked my snapchat
Shawty i dont have that, heres my ig, lets not backtrack
Moving forward, making moves, i see your eyes, i see your mood.

devilish enchanter the way she looks into my eyes
She got my soul she's haunting, is this real life?
Im under full control, she got me by that spell
Im simping full time for you, baby cant you tell

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across ur chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across ur chest

i know, nothings ever perfect.
You got me by ur spell, and ill tell you that its working
I wanna see you, wanna be by your side
But if i'm being honest, i dont know how u survived
All my stupid questions, all my stupid answers
I'm self conscious, i'm a loser, and your a devilish enchanter

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish,cigarettes, she got my name across her chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, she got my name across her chest

devilish enchanter [prod. past encounters]

sosick (mndls)

Featuring: @akiradoves
Written by: Reapers Shadow & AkiraDoves
Produced by: @nevrfall
Mixed by: @joshiguess & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Fruits Basket 2019
Artwork Edited by: Reapers Shadow 

Lyrics:
[Intro: Reapers Shadow]
Try my best 
But I'm depressed 

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Haven't felt this way in years 
Haven't felt anything in years 
Consumed by all my fears 
Remember buying clothes from sears 
Now I'm fucking soaring through the next year 
Don't wanna see you no more 
No more 

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Used to feel at home 
Now nobody hits my phone 
They all have a bone to pick 
I don't really give a shit 
Cause they all want me dead
So I take a breath and leave 
I walk through the green 

[Bridge: AkiraDoves]
I know it's hard to find love 
Just holding me 
Close to your heart 
 
[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
Eliminate all the bad things 
I remember when it was just me and you
We were sitting in silence oh inside of your car 
I remember when you told me 
That you wanna go far
Used to feel like home 
But nobody hits my phone
Your tearing down my fucking soul
No one understands when they go
I can't tell what's right or wrong 
She likes to play me like I'm dumb 
Try to open up whenever I get the chance 
Tell me that's you love me 
Just know that I never can

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow & AkiraDoves]
Used to feel at home 
Now nobody hits my phone 
They all have a bone to pick 
I don't really give a shit 
Cause they all want me dead
So I take a breath and leave 
I walk through the green 

[Outro: AkiraDoves]
I know it's hard to find love 
Just holding me 
Close to your heart

Home W/ AkiraDoves (Prod. nevrfall)

fkn nuts. prod @yunnygoldz

LYRIC']']'[l;pp,

Wrap myself when i end up in a casket
Rest my soul, to the sand pray to ashes
Burn me away took a toll, and im passing
Pass me away consequence to my action

Gotta learn from the past, one wrong move, 
team rocket ima blast
Gotta learn from the past, yet not overthink mistakes

But i tend to overthink, and my mind wont take a break
Til my confidence it breaks,and my hands they start to shake
Circle round my brain cause pain it aches 
But if u ask how im doing ill say great
Great how im feeling, just great how im dealing
great at overthinking and not great at the healing
Hard to move past when you disappoint yourself
Great at overthinking ima lose myself

R.I.P. from the heart to the soul
Broke to pieces aint coming back whole
I been cracking longtime, self inflicted
consequence is mine, atleast i predicted
Through my overthinking, confidence is sinking

But i tend to overthink, and my mind wont take a break
Til my confidence it breaks, and my hands they start to shake
Circle round my brain cause pain it aches 
But if u ask how im doing ill say great
Great how im feeling, just great how im dealing
Im great at overthinking and not great at the healing
Hard to move past when you disappoint yourself
Great at overthinking ima lose myself

great [prod. yunny goldz]

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: @idealismus
Mixed & Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows 
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows 

[Verse 1]
Didn't think I'd be making this song 
Till I found out u were gone 
So much things I wanted to tell u 
That now I'll never get the chance too

[Bridge]
You made me feel like I belonged 
Now all I can do is sing along 
To your old songs

[Verse 2]
It feels like a part of me shattered 
And I haven't found the pieces 
That had scattered across my mind 
The memories hit so hard 
That I can't get out of my own head
I hope you'll rest easy
Up there in heaven

[Chorus]
Sleeping won't make this heartbreak 
Break away from my chest 
Wish I could tell u this again
You inspired me bro
Your impact will last for a long time

[Verse 3]
So much time I wasted 
Now I want those days back 
But the rain always falls down 
Mind races more than a car on a race track

[Chorus 2]
I remember last Febuary 
Like it was yesterday
We would talk in vc all day
Me, You, & Hira
(Fuck I miss it man, I wish you were still here) 
& everyone else
But now that you've passed 
It will never be the same

[Sample from: Kurama SD: sleepwater home reaction]
"I need you in my life
I wants you here with me 
I'm not losing my mind 
I just need you here 
To make everything clear" 

[Outro]
Ya know it's crazy
To think that a year ago
We were all together 
We were having the best times of our lives
But now I'm sitting here 
On a fucking June day
But now you're gone
& it's too late to turn back time 
So goodbye my friend 
Sleepwater or also known as Jude

It Will Never Be The Same (Prod. Idealism)

BROKE GESHUNIN (ft. Ripcocco FS & Exodas FS)

https://www.eventbrite.com/e/gravehouse-live-in-la-tickets-880030052577

JoshIGuess the Singer, Songwriter, & Engineer

JoshIGuess was brought upon the earth in Lodi, California. Growing up, he had been raised and educated in Stockton, California. His earliest releases revolved around mostly Youtube & Soundcloud, most notably starting with childhood best friend Athryn. 

His music journey continued evolving by making connections at local shows in California, befriending people such as whatafuckingbitch & many others.  

During 2020's Epidemic, Josh met close collaborators known as AkiraDoves, Reapers Shadow, & many more. Together they took time to improve their musical journey and push themselves further than what they were.

Josh also started to engineer for multiple artists including Kurama SD, D34D @imactuallyd34d, Lil Kush, & more artists upon request.

As of recent times, JoshIGuess has continued his journey of pursuing his music career. This includes live events, videos, collaborations and help from listeners like you.

NIGHTOWL W/ CVRNAGE (LIL $WEDDEN)

JoshIGuess

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