when was u recording this kinda music where have I been

escape artist

nothing new (prod. metlast)

Spotify link ⬇️
https://open.spotify.com/track/4R0sBbk3iVqxwuqQpIYY2S?si=5pxCD_BfQP6nHSzyYQ62vw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5daU4PjPZlXjDNvPMAXKcG

angels crying feat Bat$aura! (fumiko)

produced by @pw4prez x @liamtakeover

lyrics:
don't make me beg
u know i'm not in over my head
sorry i'm not controlling instead
sorry i never keep u in check
will u still like me when i'm on the meds?
feels like i might be falling again
see me break down and calling my friends

not sure where they're at
tell me if we got a problem u know we can settle that
i've been stuck at home come back
always put em first, i'm last
taught myself a lesson
i leave bad impressions
i think i need medicine
i can't get a mention
show me some affection
i hate my reflection
i don't want no tension

i just need to calm down
gone on for too long now
i might make it all count
miss when they were all around

not sure where they're at
tell me if we got a problem u know we can settle that
i've been stuck at home come back
always put em first, i'm last
taught myself a lesson
i leave bad impressions
i think i need medicine
i can't get a mention
show me some affection
i hate my reflection
i don't want no tension

bad impressions (sochi liamtakeover)

lyrics:
i wake up so defeated
this is my last resort
still searching for a meaning 
not going back and forth
dont know why im still breathing
i thought that much would work
dont tell me why youre leaving 
i just cant take much more

were flying dont look down
im lying on the ground
be silent make no sound 
im smiling while i drown
you hate me i know that 
cant save me dont look back
stop waiting for a pass
im faded stuck in last

i wake up so defeated
this is my last resort
still searching for a meaning 
not going back and forth
dont know why im still breathing
i thought that much would work
dont tell me why youre leaving 
i just cant take much more

try hard to mask emotions 
i hide myself away
cant tell you where im going 
its not a place to stay
im calling out to someone 
to keep my thoughts at bay
still working hard for nothing 
ill see another day

roach (onidera)

black denim

i would give it all up just to see you stay

only u (prod. michawel warren)

bitch i got no clique i just be staying on my own
they be thinking i can't do this shit bitch i do it all
i can crush this shit easy like a waffle cone 
and as soon as i go up all them bitches gonna fall cus

i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one!
and all these people hating yea you're a fucking bum yeah
they're a fucking bum yea
they're a fucking bum!

TELL EM SHUT UP YUH
GO GET YOUR BUCKS UP
ALL THESE PUSSIES TALKING LIKE THEY GOT SOMETHING SHOVED UP
AND IM A FUCK UP MOTHERFUCKER
BUT UNLIKE JOE I DON'T COMPARE MY SHIT TO OTHERS

i'm me bitch if you don't like it fuck off
and i got a mean bitch and she like to suck it off
and i just told your girl glove on or glove off
she a lil freak bitch yea she wanna do it raw

then she gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone
GONE GONE GONE GONNNNEEEEE
cus i'm the only one bitch!

ONLY ONE [RVYMVND]

unreleased June '23
prod @breakupbreakdown

ya .. ♥
i cant dream tonight
demons Never die
walking with a blackened eye

. ..where u @ tonight?
every night i fantasize,
its hard feeling So paralyzed

gonna overdose
going fuckin comatose
i dont rly wanna smoke

N whats the point in hope
cause your still draining from my Soul
fuck a Cupid fuck a bow,
im not going back home ..

i pray these drugs they get me gone
U couldnt even meet my mom
n whats the point of moving On 
, cuz im not tryna go on

i shoulda known it all along 
but things are different now
youll never be the 1

paralyzR (breakupbreakdown)

prod @3t4aaann

mix by me + master by @etaiso

lyrics:

you just gotta keep fighting till you make it
i got what you need baby come and take it
i know this love’s complicated
but life’s too short for hesitation

i could be all that you want
i think you’re all that i need
wrapped in the threads of your love
caught in the web that you weave

for me
to lie on baby
you drive me crazy
don’t leave
just breath
i’ll be your safety
if you’ll just take me

you just gotta keep fighting till you make it
i got what you need baby come and take it
i know this love’s complicated
but life’s too short for hesitation
you wanna bag bitch you gotta go and chase it
this life won’t ever give you shit you gotta take it
i know my momma worries bout me and i hate it
i hope one day i can tell her that i made it

Ringu

threadbare

threadbare (3T4)

Lyrics & performance by me
Produced by @prodjayysoul
Mixed and mastered by Chris Martsolf (@prodcmarty)

Lyrics: 

I'm really not so good with love
Uncomfortable and overwhelmed
I always make excuses for just leaving
And what I don't want you to see
My deepest insecurities
The fears I dream about when I am sleeping

And it comes on again at 2 a.m.
I wake up from a lucid dream
I'm breathin out and breathin in
I gotta find my peace again
(fly away... fly away... )

FLYYYYYYYY AWAYYYYYYYYY
(I'm sorry)

I wish I could just sit with you
And let myself be see-through
But you might run if I give you the full view
I wanna give you my heart
Want you to see the broken parts
For you to tell me that I'm still what you want

But it comes on again at 2 a.m.
I know it's time to leave again
Before you even get the chance 
I gotta find my peace again
(fly away....fly away...)
I'm sorry :(
Please forgive me

Fly Away

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

ONLY ONE [RVYMVND]

JoshIGuess

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