mischief w/ funeral (vanguardthechamp)

mistaken, full emotion
fucked up and overdosing
i know i had it all
i guess im always falling
tears drop, it's always snowing
i wonder where im going
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking

it's all the fuck i got
in my bed and grave i'll rot
you're all the fuck i want
you're all the fuck i want
girl i hate that
if you wanted more attention then just say that
got a lot of friends that tell me i should probably stay back
if you really loved me then you wouldnt be a trainwreck
i dont give a fuck because you're tearing up my patience

mistaken, full emotion
fucked up and overdosing
i know i had it all
i guess im always falling
tears drop, it's always snowing
i wonder where im going
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking

trainwreck [prod. drma x jibaorockin]

s/o my buddy @brecken
lyrics
power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i gave it up but its stressing me out
u in her dms but im in her house
said she in love with the way that i shout
its the way that i sound
just bring me back to the ground
i got heavy eyes
i dont call nowhere home
but im comfy inside of her thighs

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i wish that u could kno how every night u make me feel
i dont buckle up when im in my whip but i steer
yea u make me fear
was it ever real or was it all just a lie
but i cant take it anymore
is there any surprise
i was down on the floor
n u looked me in my eyes
u said its all gonna be fine
i said i hope its alright
i guess ill stay here tonight
i guess its one more delight
its okay if u dont want me back
just kno that ill be here forever
its okay if u stab me in my back
baby girl ur messing with my temper

power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

calling my bluff w/ brecken (cløud x heyrick)

prod king theta

the beaten path 1/26

lyrics:

i still feel last friday night
the yellows in my eyes girl that ain't right
the shadows on my wall have came to life
you're witnessing the fall i'm ashamed to write
i'll never get better
and how the fuck i'm supposed to blame it on the sunny weather
if ima die tonight then how will i be your forever
all i know
is that i'm crawling home
cus i spent 3 days sleeping in the room with the porcelain walls
tryna find out what to do but i'm losing it all
if i spend the days with you i don't care bout the cost
if I live past 22 you'll find me dead on a cross

all i know
is i got nothing left to show
all i know
is that i'm never coming home

i still feel last friday night
i'm covering the scars and i cried 8 times
i crashed a couple cars and i still ain't died
i'm looking at the stars but their in my mind

i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

did u really care when i almost died
cus i don't really care if i lose my life
got drugs for us to share blew it off my knife
girl u were never there but you're here tonight
won't u tell me why
i still listen when i know u only tell me lies
if they shun me down to hell u know that hell will rise
i said you can keep my soul if u look in my eyes

look away, don't look away

all i know
is youve been carrying my load
wish u could marry with my soul
wish i could stay and watch u grow

i still feel last friday night
the yellows in my eyes girl that ain't right
the shadows on my wall have came to life
you're witnessing the fall i'm ashamed to write
i'll never get better
and how the fuck i'm supposed to blame it on the sunny weather
if ima die tonight then how will i be your forever
all i know
is that i'm crawling home
cus i spent 3 days sleeping in the room with the porcelain walls
tryna find out what to do but i'm losing it all

LAST FRIDAY NIGHT

lyrics ⬇️

whats the reason for looking at yourself and saying
im so worthless and desperate i need my medication 
what i painted regret it i needed ventilation 
you wanted validation 
but you couldnt hear me say it
and you remember those nights
when i got so frustrated 
with you and everything else
evil that we created
once we got to those heights
i think our love had faded
cause i did not like ur disguise i hated how you fake it

everlasting love isnt quite what we imagined
but i hope you know you cant just restore your life magically 
youll have go through the poorest conditions oh so sadly 
mystery how i cant defend myself when theyre all happy

maybe i got issues i cant solve 
maybe youre just someone i pissed off

but hopefully not
cuz i been working on all my flaws 
fixing up my temper ik i need a lot
Thats right thats right u need lots of help
no lie no lie
started ringing bells in my head oh my god
i guess i gotta try mh best this time
whole life on the line i guess im fine
but im not going next
yea ima put my head down and finally get rest

that’s right (everest)

lyrics

its taken many rough seas to seize this place
its taken many slow curves to convert old ways

/

in my backbone era
the coldstone bearer
a held down thought 
fell to the earth a skin tearer

/

but have no fear
the withered souls here
with nothing more to lose 
expect prime care

/

holding on to fortunes that where whispered very cordial
he understands the torment that he’ll with take along with the torture
protect the castles heart with cobble walls from the mortars
or she’ll take with her the treasure to another land and youll have lost her

/

build untill the bones inside ur body start to break
and lose ur own longevity in the process of this pain
actions become second nature but it is not a cage
he freed himself within then started jotting on the page

/

heal your heart, don't wait
the torment begins now until your end days
put in the forefront b4 its too late
i hadn’t had a sweet tooth but ur the sweetest fucking cake

/

i want u in my youth oh
i want u in my old state
i try to hold the cool tone 
but i don't want u to decay

/

knowing u exist 
i might have to start to pray
i know ignorance bliss and thats just why i could never stay

/

its taken many rough seas to seize this place
its taken many slow curves to convert old ways

/

this is the best way I could have spend my life

if I step foot outside the gates 
then I will have to go fourth

castle drawn from bones

castle drawn from bones (empty roads)

partying like a night shift, i stay clocked in
start a moshpit, two steps, like nico im ahead
i'm fucked up in the alleyway, pitch black she giving head
if I ain't on the stage, afterparty at the crib

spooky season i got kandi in my hand and on my wrist
these bitches be plastic, like a boo bucket
shawty hit me up on insta, i dont know what love is
but we could turn up at the next function

see me shining on the strobe, paparazzi taking pics
and everyone staying lit with these fucking glow sticks
but i'm staying in the back ain't nobody notice 
these memories feel like a blur, camera out of focus

hard to go to any function, everyone knows who i am
you motherfuckers never book me so hit my instagram 
tired of this energy because it always goes to waste
and I'm lucky that there's people out here that give me a better trade

partying like a night shift, i stay clocked in
start a moshpit, two steps, like nico im ahead
i'm fucked up in the alleyway, pitch black she giving head
if I ain't on the stage, afterparty at the crib

spooky season i got kandi in my hand and on my wrist
these bitches be plastic, like a boo bucket
shawty hit me up on insta, i dont know what love is
but we could turn up at the next function

self made dj, got a pc not a console
and now i'm on my own cus this scene is fucking awful
these artists act like chickens, and these labels act like gonzo
and i stay dragging on my enemies like im hanzo
and these days it's impossible to know who fucking cares
always asking for a share but they never want to share 
well oops bitch i just shared your affair
look look look look look right there

spooky szn 🎃 (artixan)

Bitch it's time to show you off
Mix some drinks inside my cup
Let's knock our fucking socks off
Yeah you know we pop off
Bitch it's time to show you off
Show that this where you belong
We be spinning like a top
Give and take another shot

Treat this night like it's your lifes final option
Lit in the warehouse but it's not a fucking auction
We staying PLUR so still approach with caution
We turn up anywhere, even here in stockton

Take a fucking breathe, hope these people show respect
Cus i don't want no threats, so please let me stand correct
You already know who i am yeah it's fucking joshiguess
Well guess what if you didn't well you ain't gonna forget it

Spending the night all fired up on whiskey
Turn a normal conversation, something fucking risky
Better watch yo girl before she get way too frisky
She'll keep a secret, then come out like its lewinsky

She dance in circles 360 like its xbox
Her voice so clear like she's speaking thru a text box
Holidays bitch we sippin on some egg nog
Better not come to close before my fucking breathe stops

Bitch it's time to show you off
Mix some drinks inside my cup
Let's knock our fucking socks off
Yeah you know we pop off
Bitch it's time to show you off
Show that this where you belong
We be spinning like a top
Give and take another shot

Treat this night like it's your lifes final option
Lit in the warehouse but it's not a fucking auction
We staying PLUR so still approach with caution
We turn up anywhere, even here in stockton

Costume party yeah its dress to impress now
Afterparty yeah i never go to bed now
Bad bitch colored hair she give me head now
And maybe now its time to reassess what i said now

show you off! 🧛‍♀️ (artixan)

JoshIGuess