(Lyrics) 

(2x)
Pour another 4 but I don’t feel it 
There’s a creature at my window do you see it 
So many blunts in the air it’s like my room is silent hill
I can’t really think right now, the monsters looking for his kill  


Sometimes I wonder if I’m real 
Wonder if I’m real 
Wonder if I’m 

I sip my cup so I can feel 
I spark a blunt so I can chill
I hate myself for what I’m doing 
I been doing everything I can but I can’t do it 

I could put my heart and soul into this, it wouldn’t mean shit 
But if I spit some nonsense then I bet they fucking love it 
Bet they fucking love it 
They like v3nn yo where’s your new shit 

I wasn’t dropping because I was fucking homeless 
Seems like everyone is fake around me I know it 
I freestyled these bars like a poet

(JUNK KING) 

I been really trynna die, can u see it
trigger finger itchin and it's beamin
throwing up too much dope 
took 10 xans and I still couldn't cope 

always inna different limelight when u see me
I was regretting life yeah leave me
6 different pills couldn't b me
6 triple digits what I'm feeling 

why try, why i hate myself
too high inna cut need help
too low imma cut myself
more dope replenish my health

I been running thru these tracks all day
jus to get up on a sack onna rack okay 
all u mothafuckin friends yeah rats 
u ain't never gave a fuck that's that 

I been really trynna die, can u see it
trigger finger itchin and it's beamin
throwing up too much dope 
took 10 xans and I still couldn't cope

nonsense ft. s0lemn (p. rubbish) *lyrics in description*

twilight (megans song) *4d*

not fair w/ sage envie x kennedyxoxo (p+ shyburial)

lyrics

i feel so complacent 
my body is aching 
from all of this faking 
i hide with a mask 
these days are repeating 
the cycle is beating me up 
and im bleeding all over my past 
i cant find a reason 
to stay here is treason 
for things i believed in 
up until the fact 
that i cant find purpose 
to stay at the surface 
when sinking in sadness 
is far more abstract 

i cant feel my fingers 
its too cold ive gone numb 
all this pain still lingers inside me 
but i play dumb 
yeah i play dumb 
yet ive become someone 
i dont recognize anymore 

i feel so complacent 
my body is aching 
from all of this faking 
i hide with a mask 
these days are repeating 
the cycle is beating me up 
and im bleeding all over my past 
i cant find a reason 
to stay here is treason 
for things i believed in 
up until the fact 
that i cant find purpose 
to stay at the surface 
when sinking in sadness 
is far more abstract 

rise and fall apart 
my soul is yours to take 
find me in the dark 
im waiting in the rain
i cant even think theres this feeling that lingers and i wont feel safe until im seeing black 
every day i feel thinner at night i hear whispers that come through the static and shatter like glass 
im drowning in ink spitting blood in the sink here from all of these blades that are stuck in my back 
thank god all these splinters are stuck in my fingers or my tears would vanish and id turn to ash 
this body is useless and i feel so stupid for thinking theres some way to escape my past 
but these dreams feel so lucid and my feet are bruising from walking in circles retracing my tracks 
im waiting here restless and all i have left is the faint silhouette of the shadow i cast 
the cycle is endless so ill just pretend and keep holding my breath til i slip through the cracks

numb w/ xobuttoneyes

(Chorus 2x)

Cast out from the river made mountains
Left now from the village I was found in 
Brought down from the stars I was hiding 
Now I’m on the green earth so exciting 

(Verse)

Star dust, my brain is made of something that is made up 
But wait up, even at light speed I have become rust
But so what, while like this I transform and go numb 
And go dumb, you put this in my mind I’m sorry alone
Run away from the place that I used to call home cuz I dunno what to do 
Hunted in a way you can never expect but I’m terrified and I’m scared to move
Punched in the face with a wave of hate and a taken soul im scared to lose
I cannot feel but I’m scared it’s real cuz I’m not sure what is these volumes
Aye, as I fall down I made more life
Fell into the mud, twigs, roots, and that’s precise
Now I’m being cut off like it is a knife
But to me it’s all done in the blink of the eye 

(Chorus 2x)

Cast out from the river made mountains
Left now from the village I was found in 
Brought down from the stars I was hiding 
Now I’m on the green earth so exciting 

(Verse - senzu)

So far yet so close 
My heart is still at home 
Say goodbye to every thing that I know 
Not feeling alive I don’t really wanna die tho 
Been a year and yet it still feels strange 
A year from now will I feel this way
Same shhh but a different day 
Moved to the mountains and it feels so gray

(Chorus 2x)

Cast out from the river made mountains
Left now from the village I was found in 
Brought down from the stars I was hiding 
Now I’m on the green earth so exciting

mountains (feat. senzu) (cxrter x ertu x jolst)

feat https://soundcloud.com/ilyl1ght
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa
https://open.spotify.com/album/1OdvK8PePuUVnuXNXCUih8
Baby what a sight to see
All day in the sun just you and me like
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh oh (yeah)
My friends all tell me watch out
But I got a feeling that they're all wrong 
They all said you're bad for me
Won't you stay here adore me
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh oh
Baby tell me something 
I feel like i'm in love and
You know

You know
Every time no response yeah you ghost 
But you know once you loved me the most
And I wish you would hold me close

And I can't stop staring 
At these messages you sent me
It's gotten me transcending to a whole another dimension

And girl I got questions 
Are your intentions
To lead me in this direction?
Got these butterflies in my intestines 
But I guess it's just to leave impressions

And you know you got me
Without having to prove (anything)
But you staying right within my dreams

Baby what a sight to see
All day in the sun just you and me like
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh oh (yeah)
My friends all tell me watch out
But I got a feeling that they're all wrong
They all said you're bad for me
Won't you stay here adore me
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh oh
Baby tell me something
I feel like i'm in love and
You know

spotify

woahohyouknow w/ ilyl1ght (joshwa)

she's texting me tryna call my bluff i'm 8 drinks deep tryna sober up

SCARED TO LOVE W/ PRAYERS (YUNG CORTEX)

Hook:
Sad as fuck boy you already know
I got this baby with my tats ,put this show on the road 
I never strike back a hoe, you know I don’t want that smoke
Pour it in a bottle, throw it ,see it ,watch it, fucking float (aye aye)
Ice in my bong, cooling down all the weed 
I see my baby in a thong, I like looking for free 
She calls me back when I’m gone, I ain’t talking bout fleece 
I’m a long way from home, she gonna have to miss my peace 
She call me up on the phone, what you doing tonight?
I’m smoking weed with my brothers, I ain’t feeling alright 
She said "can I call you tonight?" Baby, you don’t gotta ask twice 
This fucking feeling on ice, I hate the way that you type 
Baby 

Bridge:
Sad as fuck yeah you know bout me 
Don’t give a fuck (give a fuck) why she talking to me?
I call her up, (call her up) I’m sad as can be 
She hangs up (hangs up) oh I’m sad as can be 
Baby

Hook:
Sad as fuck boy you already know
I got this baby with my tats ,put this show on the road 
I never strike back a hoe, you know I don’t want that smoke
Pour it in a bottle, throw it ,see it ,watch it, fucking float (aye aye)
Ice in my bong, cooling down all the weed 
I see my baby in a thong, I like looking for free 
She calls me back when I’m gone, I ain’t talking bout fleece 
I’m a long way from home, she gonna have to miss my peace 
She call me up on the phone, what you doing tonight?
I’m smoking weed with my brothers, I ain’t feeling alright 
She said "can I call you tonight?" Baby, you don’t gotta ask twice 
This fucking feeling on ice, I hate the way that you type 
Baby

all that's left of you is the bedside lamp [prod.yungmexi$nbih]

sedatives.

lyrics

wuld u look at that
its the end of the world
head inside my hands
radiation, skins curl
all inside my head
i thought till it hit me
i thought till it struck me
when i think back i know it struck deep
i was foretold abt the judgement
i cant keep forward when u want me dead
i cant see a reason why i rot in my bed

why
do u
think u can
escape
efforts
we put in
were all
in vain
i hold true
my duty
i chased
when we lose
i want u
to be safe

oh no
tell me what is wrong
i hope
u can hold strong
while im gone
but i will return
just not how we were

if u want to talk
im in the walls
im in the halls
beside u
if its all for not
and all will rot
just know i will guide u

thejudgement

produced by caves

lyrics:

seele:
hey i like u, where u comin from?
i like ur dark hair and her eyes are hazel brown
she put me on her playlist, she listen to my songs
u got me up and down cause i don't know what she wa-a-a

she got me real bad, catching feelings really fast
oh my brains hurtin, words that i won't understand
too busy makin music, forgot to eat all day
god i am so obsessed with it, she asks "are u okay"

(watchin out the window, i see the sunlight fade
talking to u is like the best time of the day)

GIRL I DON'T GET UR INTENTIONS
I AM STUPID I DON'T GET A SINGLE THING
CAN U JUST GO I DON'T WANT U AS A FRIEND
HOW DO U THINK IT'S OKAY?

4given:
sometimes i am sure i am still hung up on u
and sometimes i am sure i am so pathetic for the thought of ur shirt
next to my bed and all these kisses now hurt
cause they ain't comin from u
i grind my teeth now they're loose 
reaching seems so pointless even after second tries
all u do is talking abt feelings for another gu-y-y
did he reach ur heart so much more?
that u walk right out of my door 
atleast u won't scream at me no more
(atleast that, yeah)

seele:
reaching for my heart, rip it out my chest
shawty u so pretty u makin me nervous
oh hi can i see u?
oh hi i think i like u a lot
u so pretty i can't get my eyes of off u
come and sit right next to me, we both enjoy the view
the trees are catching colors and the flowers start to bloom
i think i'll stay here with u

<3<3<3

hey, i like u (ft. 4given)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

woahohyouknow w/ ilyl1ght (joshwa)

JoshIGuess