Different scenarios of jealousy in a relationship from a male and female perspective.  ...and no isn't based on personal experience.  :)

JEALOUSY  -  JunkHeap (c) Jul 2020

There they are in a restaurant, candle light.
Couples absorbing the vibe.
Then she looks at this guy walking by...

Jealousy.
Her boyfriend feels...

Ohh don't play around,
Ohh don't play with it,
Ohh don't play around with my heart.
He said
Don't play around.

Uh oh, things end early he leaves the scene.
She pays the bill and walks outside 
to confront him by the car.
They love each other deeply.

All that matters is the love between them.
They both fear the other will leave them.

Jealousy.

And it's the same on the other side.
At the concert this lady gives him a look,
he smirks, his girl fumes, he's being a jerk.

Jealousy.
She feels...

Ohh don't play around,
Ohh don't play with it,
Ohh don't play around with my heart.
She said.
Don't play around.

Ohh don't play around,
Ohh don't play with it,
Ohh don't play around with my heart.
Don't play around.

Jealousy

Heidi-Marie Arapa, known online as #ARAPAMusic, has cultivated her creative world on Soundcloud since discovering the platform in 2012. This space serves as the outlet for her diverse musical talents, where she composes, plays, and produces a wide spectrum of genres. Proficient in piano accordion, piano, and two synthesizers, Heidi-Marie orchestrates her sonic visions using Logic Pro X DAW. While her journey on Soundcloud unexpectedly led her into electronic music production, she also enjoys lending her voice to a touch of jazz. Since 2012, she has dedicated herself to music composition, production, and sound, undertaking orchestration and global collaborative projects. Heidi-Marie shares her creations openly, appreciating any resonance her music finds, and understanding when it doesn't.

New Album Released 29 August 2024

https://heidimariearapa.bandcamp.com/album/classical-compositions-2024

Album "Greetings From Australia" with my dear friend Wiesenberg 
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/31YvZRb2A16PoZBUmx5y0s?si=0c13ba6b19494de0

https://vimeo.com/846466472

I also feature my talented friends whose profiles I occasionally rotate on my profile since joining the Soundcloud Community, they have encouraged & supported  musicianship & creativity.  I cannot thank them enough #greatfriends #trust #respect

https://spotify.link/1e82g87w3Db
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6L1qFzNenl1bRHGtDkK6gW?si=4ba561ca84df41a1

https://www.instagram.com/arapa_music/

https://linktr.ee/ArapaMusic

My parents listened to Franz Liszt - I still have the original record so I ended up a fan.  My music teacher was the late: Anatoly Miroshnyk (born August 19, 1923 - died July 14, 2011) was a Ukrainian composer, pianist, teacher, musician and public figure.
https://musical-world.com.ua/en/artists/miroshnik-anatoly-mikhailovich/

We often think of talented musicians as folks who start young and advance their skills via the finest education available to them. While this is certainly true in some cases, there are plenty who realised many of their artistic capacities without the aid of specialised instruction or a degree in music. 
#patience #perseverance #persistence #perspiration #nevergiveup

Thank you for visiting my profile. 

https://www.abc.net.au/triplejunearthed/artist/heidi-marie-arapa/
https://youtube.com/@ARAPAMUSICPRODUCER

Where words leave off, music begins.. Not everyone has the ability to compose music I also sing Jazz & Blues with musicians on Wikiloops a truly amazing community.

 I've always been passionate about music composition and fortunately the internet & technology made it possible to build a community in the clouds.

Find my global music journey since 2012 below:

https://linktr.ee/ArapaMusic

I've been tested by an examiner from the Australian Conservatorium of Music & apparently I have perfect pitch and blessed with the ability to accompany any musician, add hooks to any genre - as a singer I’m not great but who cares thats why most is spoken word.

I have my own style - either you like it or not -  always open for collaborations

🎤I have no fear of perfection - will never reach it 🎧   I don’t have the perfect voice nor am I aiming to be the best I'm only human with a passion for what I love music is in my heart.

Thank you to all who believe in me and MOST OF ALL my amazing Mentor thank you Sir for encouraging me to NEVER GIVE UP it all takes time and practice.

My mixing & mastering techniques have been learned from Youtube tutorials & experimenting with Logic Pro X.   I love the creativity and flexibility music production - a continual learning journey  of #passion #persistence #perspiration #patience
 
Having begun her musical journey at the young age of five with the piano accordion – an instrument initially more of an expectation than a choice, yet one for which she now holds deep gratitude – Heidi-Marie eventually transitioned into the captivating world of electronic music production a few years ago. This discovery led to the gentle retirement of her accordion, making space for her true passion: composing, producing, and sharing her sonic creations with the world. For Heidi-Marie, music is not just a pastime but a lifelong dedication, a constant until her final days.

Appreciate a like, repost or comment.  ❤️ 🌈🇦🇺

Está é a sua rádio da pousada Du Bosque. Aqui você escuta gravações do Studio e seleções musicais de outro mundo!

Find alternatives to Soundcloud for your music.  If you don't get much response to your music, don't give up.  Soundcloud doesn't have respect for musicians, it's all about profit.  Saddens me.  It used to be different.  

The name JunkHeap came from creating song ideas and leaving them for later, and then picking through the junk heap of ideas to enhance a new song idea.  Explore my discography, find something you like.  

All of my albums on Soundcloud have been reduced to a sampling of a few songs.  The complete albums are available on all streaming sites.

JunkHeap is a solo, alternative rock music project.  Unapologetic, thought-provoking, emotionally raw music for the masses...

It's about you, the listeners.  I hope you get something out of my songs.  The lyrics are in the song name link.

Be another :
All voices : Alice Ciacco ( https://soundcloud.com/user-268821845)
All instruments (except when specified)  words, music and sound : François Tamby

be-another.com
https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/artist/2Dr2hO4mMuknAciKExnxYn

::.Stay Tuned.::  
If you can, please check out one of my newer tracks--I'm not sure if the system didn't put it out with the feasible algorithm...IDK 
https://soundcloud.com/electrotrek/coming-down-from-going-up
Thanks, in advance if you can>>

🎵💥To refute the headhunters who ASSUME stuff....
Special Bio notes extended: 
I have worked with a lawyer to sign several petitions for human rights outside the USA. I signed to stop the Syrians from being murdered in the middle of the night & to end rape of women & children, & to free hostages. The United Nations needs a wakeup call! 

I have used my Hohner Harmonica for music here.
I Have a fingerless synth guitar which I have used here.
I have a MOOG Theremin.
I have a pan flute which I have used here.
I have used drums that I actually broke a thick wood stick playing so hard. Let me tell you standing drums are one helluva a good workout! 
People have lied about me doing porn & stole a modeling account I belonged to & rewrote my stats & changed my eye-color, then said I do escort & porn...Which I never did & it was a German Agency. 
*Former Fierce Model Talent Agency Model --I was accepted based on my art neveu facial bone structure.
*Former 54 Once Model Agency from Peru Model
*Former Cologne Germany Agency Model
*Former Royal Talent Academy Agency Model
*Former Comic Con Model, Artist, Musician, & Concept Character Creator Winner
*Former OMP model with the Spotlight Multi-Award-Winning Michael Rosen Photographer out of Chicago requesting to use me for a project.
*Winner of a wood placard from Chicago's 92.3 FM Radio station for Voice Over Advertising with the help of a Chicago Photographer who did wedding photography. 
*Former Muse Cube Model with a few times Spotlight Winner for Digital Artist, & then just Model. 
*Asked by the President of the USA to be on an advisory board & get paid, but turned it down.
*In my early modeling days: I was invited by special invite to The Cartier Jewel Event as told I was 1 in only 100,000 selected to have received this honorary privilege. 💎
🎃Celebrate Halloween with my video clip from Instagram>>
https://www.instagram.com/p/DI2OWYoRZOb/
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😎🎵👉🏼🙌🏼🎵🔥As of 10-08-2025:) My SoundCloud Playlist Sideline Spot of Artists is:
https://soundcloud.com/electrotrek/sets/lovely-lounge-legacy
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https://soundcloud.com/electrotrek/the-magicians-lair-the-binding-illusion
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🎵📝Bio:
Intro:) Lady ElectroTrek is an artist of varying fields... who doesn't feel like she can be crammed into one genre. She creates where she feels the spirit of the moment takes her.../' Lady ElectroTrek has done live choir performances, even had an experience with TV group performance. ElectroTrek has been on radio, different stations--won an award out of Chicago, & received a radio artist plaque for her efforts. ElectroTrek has won group trophy for best in regional singing. ElectroTrek was asked to be a select member of 8 singers called: "The Pantherettes" as a freshman.
ElectroTrek grew up knowing she had a desire to sing, but never anticipated that she would one day take part in a burgeoning exploration of creativity within the instrumental field.
Electrotrek first learned how to play the flute recorder, while attending a private school & studying under a German teacher. Arthur was her teacher, & later saved her life from freezing to death in the snow, when her stepfather 'conveniently' forgot to pick her up & left her there while he was in another town away from where she was going to school & she was left outside until past 8:00 o'clock at night as a middle school child. No cell phones back then, & no money was given her for in case of emergency. The fact that she has survived many abusive encounters, is indeed a miracle in itself.
ElectroTrek has taken flute classes with a popular YouTube teacher from Utah. She has a Sterling flute imported from Australia.
ElectroTrek studied some guitar underneath an aunt of hers who was a Music Major & a music shop owner. Although she never bought instruments from that aunt's shop, due to her relocating over 1500 miles away.
ElectroTrek took piano lessons with a German piano teacher who was very strict to the point that he would hit her hands with a solid wood ruler that had a metal edge & left her hands stinging. Told her that her homework from school was not as important as the piano & demand her to cut her nails off, though they were only moderately grown out. She later switched to a teacher by the last name of Miller, but that proved to only bore & be drawn out to the point of ridiculousness, & only seemed as if paying for lessons but not allowed to progress became evident of being taken advantage of. She then found solace & understanding under her stepfather's brother's wife's teaching.
From there she began to gather tidbits from reaching out to several high-end Professionals & has expanded on trying many new things.
Her life is a story of working against constant odds & mistreatment & she can hold her head with dignity. She has earned her right to be treated as an equal & not cut in half & projected upon by predatory narcissists. Assertiveness is her right to maintaining her boundaries.
ElectroTrek has been involved in many things outside of music as an altruistic activist & rights advocate...& signed many petitions to prevent cruelty & abuse.
An Indian photographer once nominated Lady ElectroTrek for a Nobel Peace Prize on a public forum for her voluntary commitment & diligent work to protect underage models against human trafficking.
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🧠👉🏻🎯
FYI: Answer the Q: :D NO I'm NOT a robot! Robots don't wear expensive perfume, have a social security number, have a driver's license issued to them, & have blue, aqua or green veins. Robots do not have menstrual cycles nor experience Amenorrhea--which I have... & do not have one of the rarest eye colors--I do. Robots don't get goosebumps when getting cold. Robots do not get hypothermia--I went on a White Water Rapids trip in Hell's Canyon --My boat flipped over & was suspended in mid air for what seemed like 45 seconds before it capsized. I survived being drug up a steep cliff, with my hips & legs temporarily paralyzed & my lips had turned purple due to lack of oxygen & severe cold in the month of September. So a nurse, the guide & his dad & his daughter saved me from freezing to death. Stripped me down to just my panties & saw my naked natural tits & got me in a sleeping bag & the two women got inside stripped down to generate body heat to revive me. Robots don't go through that--I'm 101% HUMAN. So enough of your needless assumptions & projections. I play Piano, Guitar/Electric guitar, Harmonica, Flute Recorder, Synth, Pan Flute & Drums, I sing, write, compose, won award for a Comic-Con Convention contest for being an all in one package deal>> digital artist, model, music, & concept. etc. Don't hate me because I have times where I can create faster than you. Don't hate me because I'm from European bloodline but live in America. I have causes I support & I stand up to those taking advantage of others.
The American Red Cross has certified me as having a rare blood type---They or their needles withdrawing the blood don't lie...I have given blood before.
Because of owning acreage I keep busy, I am involved in saving certain wild life or species...I have pets, & I bleed like any other human--red, not oil. When was the last time you saw a robot with pierced ears? I get this can be a dirty, cutthroat industry. I prefer to enjoy the mature & sincere folk that remain within this music industry. Don't hate me because you think I'm on one political side or the other...I'm INDEPENDENT & will help or correct either side...That's how I roll. ...>>

Intro:) Lady ElectroTrek is an artist of varying fields... who doesn't feel like she can be crammed into one genre. She creates where she feels the spirit of the moment takes her.../' Lady ElectroTrek has done live choir performances, even had an experience with TV group performance. ElectroTrek has been on radio, different stations--won an award out of Chicago, & received a radio artist plaque for her efforts. ElectroTrek has won group trophy for best in regional singing. ElectroTrek was asked to be a select member of 8 singers called: "The Pantherettes" as a freshman.
ElectroTrek grew up knowing she had a desire to sing, but never anticipated that she would one day take part in a burgeoning exploration of creativity within the instrumental field.
Electrotrek first learned how to play the flute recorder, while attending a private school & studying under a German teacher. Arthur was her teacher, & later saved her life from freezing to death in the snow, when her stepfather 'conveniently' forgot to pick her up & left her there while he was in another town away from where she was going to school & she was left outside until past 8:00 o'clock at night as a middle school child. No cell phones back then, & no money was given her for in case of emergency. The fact that she has survived many abusive encounters, is indeed a miracle in itself.
ElectroTrek has taken flute classes with a popular YouTube teacher from Utah. She has a Sterling flute imported from Australia.
ElectroTrek studied some guitar underneath an aunt of hers who was a Music Major & a music shop owner. Although she never bought instruments from that aunt's shop, due to her relocating over 1500 miles away.
ElectroTrek took piano lessons with a German piano teacher who was very strict to the point that he would hit her hands with a solid wood ruler that had a metal edge & left her hands stinging. Told her that her homework from school was not as important as the piano & demand her to cut her nails off, though they were only moderately grown out. She later switched to a teacher by the last name of Miller, but that proved to only bore & be drawn out to the point of ridiculousness, & only seemed as if paying for lessons but not allowed to progress became evident of being taken advantage of. She then found solace & understanding under her stepfather's brother's wife's teaching.
From there she began to gather tidbits from reaching out to several high-end Professionals & has expanded on trying many new things.
Her life is a story of working against constant odds & mistreatment & she can hold her head with dignity. She has earned her right to be treated as an equal & not cut in half & projected upon by predatory narcissists. Assertiveness is her right to maintaining her boundaries.
ElectroTrek has been involved in many things outside of music as an altruistic activist & rights advocate...& signed many petitions to prevent cruelty & abuse.
An Indian photographer once nominated Lady ElectroTrek for a Nobel Peace Prize on a public forum for her voluntary commitment & diligent work to protect underage models against human trafficking.
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*A non-quotidian smidgen media tip matter about me:
~ Here's my brief summary:-) .::. The art of character acting in still frame can be like a sempiternal lively soubrette on a night stroll after the 'high' of visiting her lover>>>

**** (Drum roll)My panegyric portion of Extra Special Thanks
for touching my life:-)
UPDATE: I want to THANK ALL OF YOU HERE for your support & fab compliments & for making my Cloud stay the best experience...
⁂My mother's parents are full blooded Europeans. One was 100% German & the other was 100% Norwegian. I cannot help what country I was born in... Neither can you choose your genetic DNA inherited.>>
The intense hatred towards Americans is evident...And some people are too dense to consider that we did not choose our leader & the faults of the Country. No more than you can choose if a thief targets you or IF Putin puts you on the run. Just STOP. 🚩
⁂ THANKS to ALL my NEW Followers & sending love to my longtime friends! You make the world beautiful & keep adding your magic to the planet...Remember you're irreplaceable! ;) 🖖🏻🤟🏻☮🕊🌞🙌🏻💐


☑Was blue check verified on Twitter as of =>May 4 2023:) --Later cancelled due to political unrest on the platform./'
⁂My Sundance Escapade song & video/Please Visit: https://www.instagram.com/reel/CqmNidpsSuc/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet
🎶⭐🧵I have done collaborations with the following amazing talents:
⁂ Mat Ward/No Mates Ensemble :)
⁂ MOO :)
⁂ Espen Skaar/DWA :)
⁂ Terry R. C./Tea R. sea :)
⁂J. L. T./T.I.T.
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**Some of Lady ElectroTrek's initial vocal music influences are as follows:
*Donna Summer
*Diana Ross
*Paul McCartney
*LeAnn Rimes Cibrian
*Olivia Newton-John [R.I.P.]
*Madonna--Mage of Change
*Lady Gaga
*Stevie Nicks
*Karen Carpenter [R.I.P.]
*Van Halen--With either David Lee Roth or *Sammy Hagar (*Happy Rocktober 13th Birthday;) 
So many more.....





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💥*ℌ𝔢𝔯𝔢'𝔰 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔦𝔱𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔟𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔶𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔘𝔨𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔢...𝔐𝔞𝔶 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔢𝔳𝔦𝔩 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔟𝔢 𝔩𝔞𝔦𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔱, 𝔢𝔦𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔦𝔤𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 𝔬𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔪𝔢𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔤𝔯𝔦𝔪 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔢𝔫𝔰𝔢.*⚖
⁂You can find me here, too...
https://distrokid.com/videos/watch/mv-vU1Lc3w8Z
📌Saepe creat molles aspera spina rosas 👉🏼🌹🌹🌹
⁂Cornix cornici oculos non effodiet
⁂𝕮𝖍𝖊𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖈𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖇𝖗𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖎𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖚𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞! :-*
𝕃𝕖𝕥'𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕦𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕕𝕚𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥 & 𝕨𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕖𝕥, & 𝕟𝕠 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕣𝕖𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕦𝕤 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣! 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 & 𝕡𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕝𝕝>>
I can now be found on the following>>
🕊️Twitter:) https://twitter.com/ElectroTrek ....
💖iHeart:) https://www.iheart.com/artist/electrotrek-35467144/
🌟Amazon:) https://music.amazon.com.au/albums/B09MN7CTM3
⁂My state law prohibits the following job interview questions:
prohibits employment practices that discriminate based on race, color,
religion, sex, age (40 years and over), mental or physical disability, national origin, or genetic test results. To do any of the following, constitutes employing discriminatory measures./'
⁂Tonight, I have received a notice that I have reached my maximum amount of people I can follow on the Cloud as of 4/10/2021. /' |: :|

⁂Keith Richards of the Rolling Stones quote:
"A painter got a canvas. A writer got a reams of empty papers.
A musician has silence."
⁂About love: It is utter nonsense to leave the generalization that if you give love, you get love in return. It is simply NOT true... When I look at abused children who have been entrapped within the confines of circumstances, all the love in the world doesn't STOP the abuser from seeing things in a perspective that will harness his faults he fails to identify.
⁂Some experiments may fail, but if we never tried, then we would not be moved to join on a path of something better...Why should there be shame? ⁂Experience can bring evolutionary changes. (Food for thought:)
⁂FYI: I have to admit I am not trying to find a particular genre niche in my musical endeavors...I'm just wanting to enjoy the expedition of the musical wheels! ;)

This page is for experimental things that come up. Some instances are Position The Positron configurations;  .mindfree.,  acoustic, and freestyle jamming in diverse locations regionally along the West Coast, USA. 

Light as a feather...descending into reverse time big-bang black-whole entropic dance-party.

Creating music to get through this life.

I just post a remix of Don't Let The Rest Bring You Down

 https://youtu.be/FiWfYJqVSLI

 More music can be found on my YouTube channel and my SoundCloud Repost page

Top track over there is Shut and Lock that Door !!! Check it out and let me know what you think 🥰

Listen to Shut And Lock That Door by Mandy Alicia Repost and New Music on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/DAxTQ

https://youtu.be/QKNX8g1vGsQ





Thanks for all your support 
Not collaborating with anyone new at this time

MA♡