letters from the kid no one sees

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just aizek

things are going to change (prod. H3 Music)

we'll part at sunset (prod. H3 Music)

freezing cold and pouring rain (prod. Matthew May)

i couldn't tell you then (prod. P4RA)

Lyrics:

- handwritten letters -
'Member when we'd run through those fields, and
Had broken hearts but they healed? I,
Thought it would last forever, but,
I guess that we're not together, so,
I'll carry on and pretend that
What we had never ended.
I know that all of it's fake, but,
Thoughts of you, I always hate.

Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

(Yeah,)
(Yeah-ah.)
(Ay, so let's fight this weather)
(Yeah,)
(Ay, eh.)
(Now we're together)

- Lxst Boy -
yeah, tryna fight this weather
but you kept all of my sweatshirts
getting rained on,
clouds getting heavy never better
said to myself that I'd forget her
but I'm handwriting these letters
you will never read
I wish we were still together
you're one I won't forget
counting down until sunset
and I'll never get a rest
you were my only friend
stuck in these flashbacks
just want the past back
I wanna talk
without getting laughed at
don't wanna try
cuz you'll just attack back
I wanna run away
packing my backpack

- handwritten letters -
Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

flashbacks (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. jxsie beats]

living like Disney

- Lyrics -
[Chorus 1]
Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

[Post Chorus]
If you left me, then I’d be hollow
If you ran away, you know I’d follow
You know I’d follow

[Verse 1]
Talking ‘bout things that we never understood
Having conversations sitting on the roof
Doing things that we didn’t know if we should, uh
Feeling things that we didn’t know we could, but

Then it all ended
Then it all ended
Yeah, then it all ended
Oh, then it all ended

[Bridge]
Now I sit and I reminisce
Now I sit here and I wish—
Now I sit and I reminisce
‘Bout all the times we had as kids

[Chorus 2]
Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

[Outro]
Now I sit and I reminisce
Now I sit here and I wish—
Now I sit and I reminisce
(If you left me, then I’d be hollow)
‘Bout all the times we had as kids
(If you ran away, you know I’d follow)

If you decide that you ever wanna come back
I’ll wait here, sitting right by the swing-set
Right by the place where it started to go bad
Right by the place where you told me that you left
I was waiting there, right before you called back
Wait—you never called—all you sent was a text
Wait, all you sent was a text?

I know you had to move, and it really wasn’t fair
But all I can think is “you still could’ve called”
You “hate goodbyes,” and say you “still care”
But I’m starting to think that you didn’t at all
I know that you left, but you never said where
I kept reaching out, but you still let me fall

fields (prod. michael harrison & heyrick & daks)

hey there! this song is really bad, so don’t enjoy it too much :)

- lyrics -
[intro]
i can’t save you,
oh, i won’t say my prayers
i can’t hold you,
oh, you lied to my face

[verse]
yeah, yeah you left,
now i’m just so dead
everything we had,
now it’s all in red

[hook]
it’s just me and my,
me and my broken crown
i think i’ll leave my pride,
leave it on the ground

[verse]
i can’t save you,
oh, i won’t say my prayers
i can’t hold you,
oh, you lied to my face

[hook]
it’s just me and my,
me and my broken crown
i think i’ll leave my pride,
leave it on the ground
it’s just me and my,
me and my broken crown
i think i’ll leave my pride,
leave it on the ground

[verse]
yeah, yeah you left,
now i’m just so dead
everything we had,
now it’s all in red

[outro]
i can’t save you,
oh, i won’t say my prayers
i can’t hold you,
oh, you lied to my face

broken crown

they say, “chase what your heart desires.”

instead, chase that which desires your heart.

love you :)

fields (prod. michael harrison & heyrick & daks)

AIZEK