letters from the kid no one sees

things are going to change (prod. H3 Music)

we'll part at sunset (prod. H3 Music)

freezing cold and pouring rain (prod. Matthew May)

i couldn't tell you then (prod. P4RA)

Lyrics:

- handwritten letters -
'Member when we'd run through those fields, and
Had broken hearts but they healed? I,
Thought it would last forever, but,
I guess that we're not together, so,
I'll carry on and pretend that
What we had never ended.
I know that all of it's fake, but,
Thoughts of you, I always hate.

Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

(Yeah,)
(Yeah-ah.)
(Ay, so let's fight this weather)
(Yeah,)
(Ay, eh.)
(Now we're together)

- Lxst Boy -
yeah, tryna fight this weather
but you kept all of my sweatshirts
getting rained on,
clouds getting heavy never better
said to myself that I'd forget her
but I'm handwriting these letters
you will never read
I wish we were still together
you're one I won't forget
counting down until sunset
and I'll never get a rest
you were my only friend
stuck in these flashbacks
just want the past back
I wanna talk
without getting laughed at
don't wanna try
cuz you'll just attack back
I wanna run away
packing my backpack

- handwritten letters -
Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

flashbacks (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. jxsie beats]

Lyrics:

Yeah, yeah, ay.
Light bulb's off in my head again,
Tell me, where is that Edison?
He invented the light bulb, so,
Maybe he'll fix mine, 'cause it broke.

I can't see without the light,
I didn't do something right, yeah.
Please just stay here, in my life,
Without you, it won't feel right, ay.
I can't see without the light,
I didn't do something right, yeah.
Please just stay here, in my life,
Without you, it won't feel right.

Said "I wouldn't," but then I did.
Told you "I love you," but then let it
Rest for too long, now I'm restless,
And I worry that you'll end it.
I got the same problems as you,
We both know that I'm not for you.
To be fair, that's probably true,
But can't you just let me please you?

I can't see without the light,
I didn't do something right, yeah.
Please just stay here, in my life,
Without you, it won't feel right, ay.
I can't see without the light,
I didn't do something right, yeah.
Please just stay here, in my life,
Without you, it won't feel right.

won't feel right (prod. Splashgvng)

wrote a really crappy song, but then had luvfriday put a dope verse on it

get out of my head (feat. luvfriday) [prod. Splashgvng]

Lyrics:

She's the poison in my blood,
Can't fix it, and can't wake up.
I'll take a drink, just this once,
Enough to make my mind numb.
Alcohol might stop the sting,
Something her love always brings.
I hear her, and my ears ring;
I see her and my heart stings ...

I think I love her too much,
Even though she hates my guts.
Losing blood from open cuts,
I'm dying because of "love."
She left me without a heart,
She left me covered in scars.
This time she has gone too far,
I'm so sick, I'm off the charts ...

She's the poison in my blood,
Can't fix it, and can't wake up.
I'll take a drink, just this once,
Enough to make my mind numb.
Alcohol might stop the sting,
Something her love always brings.
I hear her, and my ears ring;
I see her and my heart stings ...

Okay, my head's spinning now,
Feel like I'm going to drown.
My life is going around,
I think it's being flushed out.
Maybe she really was right,
Maybe all this is just life.
Should I move on? 'Cause I might--
--Wait, I can't, so never-mind ...

She's the poison in my blood,
Can't fix it, and can't wake up.
I'll take a drink, just this once,
Enough to make my mind numb.
Alcohol might stop the sting,
Something her love always brings.
I hear her, and my ears ring;
I see her and my heart stings ...

She's the poison in my blood,
Can't fix it, and can't wake up.
I'll take a drink, just this once,
Enough to make my mind numb.
Alcohol might stop the sting,
Something her love always brings.
I hear her, and my ears ring;
I see her and my heart stings ...

love (prod. ueca & cløud)

not ur friend (feat. kobayami) [prod. heydium]

it's the 4th of July but she's still by my side

New Year's Kiss (prod. heydium)

i swear that i've written a hundred poems...

a hundred poems (feat. Sxge) [prod. H3 Music]

love (remix feat. roman bianco) [prod. ueca & cløud]

love (remix feat. Dysphoric) [prod. ueca & cløud]

Lonely prod.Boyfifty w/ Dysphoric and Handwritten Letters

play pretend (feat. Lxst Boy & kobayami) [prod. heydium]

um, literally just made this on my phone in like an hour and a half

fade to black

Released: 8/20/22

Featuring \\
@hope_nikku
@kiano_kano
@onlyhandwrittenletterss
@capkyle