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endgame
i had a time n place to fall back into the fog
replay, id go back today
wish i never called it off
know im not one to just push it aside
i feel my lowest just steppin outside
brushin the dust off my lungs just to breathe alright
now i gotta take shit just to sleep at night

dim lights on my conscious
i crossed out my past mistakes cuz i just dont wanna process
im aware of all that time takes
i wont keep u guessin ima stay the same

surface tension i been making dents on top of water
im built from components held by PCB and solder
death watcher, keep it close to me
like i could just close the page but i dont bother
hold my head down underwater
to the slaughter
feel my soul levatate out of this shell when i step out
i really feel the distance now
it feels so wrong to stick around
coat on, i dont want a send off
threats artificial i fend off
dig straight down like a check off
bite my tongue, just wanted to just say it i held off

dim lights on my conscious
i crossed out my past mistakes cuz i just dont wanna process
im aware of all that time takes
i wont keep u guessin ima stay the same

replay i standup n pace, its all back to this
i cant concentrate, just hesitate
i pick up the pieces like whats to take
and like whats to say
i keep my mouth shut like what can be done
all a fuckin waste
i dont want a friend cause i have to face
that ive failed the people that stuck to me

dust

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

prod by caves 


click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it 

i know where you’ve been 
know where you set off 
i know where you get on the bus
and you get off 
she say that i’m crazy 
she don’t know the half of it 
my vision blurry
i don’t know what’s happening

she took my hands
into hers
told me “everything will be okay 
just stay right there”
i got two cuts 
on my face 
she looks scared 
but i promise i would never hurt you
baby i swear … 

you thought you got away,
i’m afraid it’s bad luck 
you just wanna drink alone 
and chill inside the bathtub 
already know she keep a key under the mat, tucked 
hope that you didn’t think that you would get away with that, love .. 
6 months have passed 
since we were matched up 
thought that you could play me, 
block my number and get gassed up 
now i’m climbing up your stairs and i’ve got bad blood
wonder if you’ll recognise my face under this mask, love 

she saw me in the mirror, frozen. 
“don’t try to run baby it’s over
i wrote you everyday for months” 
i was crying as i told her
“now i gotta do something i hate, girl yeah you know i cant control it” 
she tried to scream and shut the door,
but back in pinewood, soul was stolen

“i’ll call the cops” i said “what for” 
i just want a conversation, open up the door 
i see your heart drop on the floor 
if i can’t have you no one can, i couldn’t ask for more 

click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it

bad luck (caves)

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

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ft @lilskeleskrrt
prod jolst & wasterr

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

i could never fall short like im danny devito
all i ever wanted was to be the man of the people
i take everything that i dont wanna hear n then i push it to the side
steady working thru the night so i forget to live my life

i can flow in each n every single way that they would want me to
she said i can tell ya why nobodys ever wanted you
she said im js like my dad i know im not cause i can tell the truth
call it artificial love because its fake i js get brain from you

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

(skele)
listen i want to be a little bit more to you
i mean its enough, ik im always a chore to you
spill all my blood n pour it out on the floor for you
im giving it up, all the things at my door for you

but baby im fine, im off of the blue pill
n fuck it i try, pour it up till i cant feel
out of my mind, sedative n i stay still
n i cannot lie, i dont think that i can heal

n i think that im bad for you
i dont wanna go ill crash for you
nobody gonna do what i do, its true
laying through the words until i break in two, break in two

hanging on, im banking on us
been too long, i hate that i want
you in this, admit that im a cunt
call it quits, its always my fault


ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

artificial w/ skele (jolst x wasterr) (ALL PLATFORMS)

i been feelin' like killing myself...
after way too long here stuck in this hell
and i dont remember what its like
to want something more out of life...

i been feelin' like i dont really belong here
askin for help but that shit just fall on deaf ears
and i dont really know where tf i should go from here
like goddamn i been feeling this way for years...

thats why i abuse the pills now
how many more till im under the ground?
and im so fucking tired of all this shit
i wanna make like my wrists and fucking split...

i wanna...
fall off this fucking earth
cuz where im going i wont need a hearse
i wanna blow my brains over the stars
you can read my obituary on fuckin mars

if i take my mind off this shit
ill just go through it again in the morning...
i cant restart my life
nothings ever gonna be okay 
thats just a lie
now im giving up
yeah, its time to spill this blood......

maybe it's time

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