same lame excuse [+dercept]

its not like u to go that distance
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@silversxo
@sagebrsh
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lyrics:
been a little crossed up
it isnt bad at all
i’m fine as long as nobody’s hurt
i think my pride is lost
but i’ll fall an eternity’s worth

don’t have to worry about it
you can’t come back around
i’m making sure i know that now
your precious serotonin
is not my problem now
i’ve got my own to worry bout

find time to bother
i’ll still be here i promise
its not like u to go that distance

if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me

sagebrsh:
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here
Guess that I was wrong

I'd be lying If I told u
That I won't wait
What's time
If we might be soulmates

my fault if I read too deep
I'm feeling manic

hold me,
would u plz console me
I can't bare to wake without you
So I'm getting no sleep my bed way too lonely
I need you to show me
How to relax, since you been gone I ain't been cozy oh please~

decks:
if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me
(x2)

disaster averted (ft. sagebrsh) [silver]

lyrics 


water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many (tiedforsilver X Jupiter)

Water ft. Flesh Golem

Lyrics:

This shit is something i can't fix
Its something i regret to a really big extent
Its something i don't like
But i don't wanna fight
I'll hold my mouth closed tight
At Least just for the night

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I think ill do it on my own now
ive been trynna find my own route
lost in circles
ive been, ive been
betting on the wrong move
thought i had it all till i found you
couldnt get enough of the energy
that surrounds you
full house dealt my cards
still raining
days pass but to you my hearts
still pertaining

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

<3

Dealt My Cards ft. Blospar (p. onidtnom)

lyrics ⬇️

time flies by i know
make the life you wanna unfold
one eye looking down the rifle
countless tries they got me going thru a cycle

tbink back when i was young i would go hunting in the woods
grandpa taught me that yhe guns are only used for doing good
why is everybody toting all their guns up in the hood
i really think that i would change the world if i feel that i could

love, peace thats all that we need
everybody hates a single feeling of defeat

i always try my best to tell em how i feel
i dont like to crash the parties
i dont like to pop the pills
gimme paranoia 
used to gimme thrills
made me trapped made me stuck feelin ill
“whats up, poor a cup” no deal
maybe thats the reason i feel how i feel

they said that i gotta learn how to live
i wish that i could get past all the tricks
but i know nobodys an idol
so vital, the fact that you can lie tho

nowdays i think that honesty really got an appeal
theyll take ur heart when u think that they dont steal
yea you really gotta watch out 
cuz theyre gon tell you that you shouldnt ever fear

paranoia hits me in my ears
talking all the time thinking bout the years
i dont wanna think that you were ever even mine
you were with my peers 
it was clear

now i know what really came to my demise
but i dont wanna hear what i should really hear
always try to cover every single little lie
cuz i dont wanan kneel where we used to lay
but when its all uncovered ik how youll rlly feel
ill look up in the sky and hope ur still alive
im feeling really horrible and skippin all my meals
cuz i know im the guy that ruined ur whole life

nobody told me it wpuld be this hard
fell to my knees cuz it was ruined from the start

always felt like i need backup
yea but that aint even really rational 
could blame it all on bad luck
you know this life gets so personal

peace. (cl6udy x splashgang)

i been feelin' like killing myself...
after way too long here stuck in this hell
and i dont remember what its like
to want something more out of life...

i been feelin' like i dont really belong here
askin for help but that shit just fall on deaf ears
and i dont really know where tf i should go from here
like goddamn i been feeling this way for years...

thats why i abuse the pills now
how many more till im under the ground?
and im so fucking tired of all this shit
i wanna make like my wrists and fucking split...

i wanna...
fall off this fucking earth
cuz where im going i wont need a hearse
i wanna blow my brains over the stars
you can read my obituary on fuckin mars

if i take my mind off this shit
ill just go through it again in the morning...
i cant restart my life
nothings ever gonna be okay 
thats just a lie
now im giving up
yeah, its time to spill this blood......

maybe it's time

sinister w/ zoltar

single 001 from upcoming project

clip from blue valentine

lyrics
ill make the fire
u’ll create the place
i can tell that ur tired from those bags on ur face

/

but how many times do i gotta to say
that inside this realm, we cant relate
the creatures of deep have decided to stay
it’s impossible that things stay the same

/

in this light i see stripes
sparks flare then black and white

/

hey, know that u can talk to me 
tell me about all of those feelings, i forgot sorry
i didn’t choose to be wired with this honesty
so i’m not surprised when no on want to fucking talk to me 

/

if there’s divine please just give me a sign
i’m tipping like wine 
the clocks not ticking
where’s time?

/

what was aim 
burnt me to a grain
left me in the dark
but u think that fucking pain for me 

/

in my dreams 
i been stuck inside this wasteland as long as can be

/

open ur eyes 
for once in ur life
i’ve been stuck inside this wasteland all my life
oh god, a devil but deflects the spite
enough control to make anyone petrified 

/

oh god, oh god
i’ve been looking for signs in the stars
disect my ways don’t stop
theres no time to waste give me all ur thoughts

/

well what was the aim 
theres no time to waste
just show me the prints and ill keep u safe
i see in dreams
i had no choice to detest how i feel

/

hey, know that u can talk to me 
tell me about all of those feelings, i forgot sorry
i didn’t choose to be wired with this honesty
so i’m not surprised when no on want to fucking talk to me 

/

if there’s divine please just give me a sign
i’m tipping like wine 
the clocks not ticking
where’s time?

those damn wires

the point in time of no return (empty roads)

thank u kaydo

lyrics

half hour later i’m gone
told u i wouldn’t take long
the shit half y’all do is so wrong
if this was back then girl you would get stoned for that
i’m drunk won’t bite my tongue
blackout been my lung
frostbite had bit my heart and ever since then nothing felt more wrong then that
would it kill u to just talk to me
i know u wanna fight a little more but you should never let pettiness outweigh honesty
if u don’t hear from me for the next ten days don’t send them out for me
imma be right here in the same spot
working on the same project
bout a kid who lost all his friends
tryna be the best man so i keep my hands down
cut my head off, end the shambles
put my head down on the mantle
long way down if i fall down now imma crashout like i’m rambo
guns a blazing for u baby u kno that i’m ten fold
if they try u michael myers on them big knife fuck em up

why do i feel so wrong
i don’t wake up feeling terrible
but by night i feel so terrible
i can’t end it now it would be too terrible

i’ve seen millions of faces
but something about urs sticks out
i find your smile contagious
people in and out of my life so fast
it’s like they racing
but all my bros stay solid we locked in like laces
pray they all gon make it
no don’t wait for nothing
pour medicine
cook all night
i know it don’t make u proud but when i drink i feel alright
i know u want me to talk to u but none of this shit you’ll like
i get stressed too often
its exhausting
wish i had an off switch

offswitch (kaydo)

Having to upload on this account due to upload limit reached on my main, hope that's ok with you guys x 

Lyrics:

You’re far away 
You’re far away 
I'm falling into another mistake 
You’re far away 
You’re far away 
I’ll cut my heart out 
and feed it to the wolfs 

I know your far but your heartbeat
I still hear it 
I fell in love with your voice 
Yeah I’m all ears 
Its been a minute since i drove
through my dark dreams 
I push the keys in my car 
And whip my German like I’m driving pro street 
You have a art degree 
Your so pretty, make me nervous
When you talk to me 
But can you talk to me? 
You got time for me? 
Can we link up and drink herbal tea?
You're far away 
You're far away
I can't drive to you
you're oceans away

You’re far away 
You’re far away 
I'm falling into another mistake 
You’re far away 
You’re far away 
I’ll cut my heart out 
and feed it to the wolfs

maybe it's time

Kanashī

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