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Demon In The Night

Demon In The Night w/Yung Throwaway (prod. p4ra)

[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

what do i do what do i say

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

Lyrics:

(Verse 1- benzo)

She 600 miles away (she 600 miles)
Im texting her phone again (i'm texting her phone)
But she's boarding on that plane (she's boarding the plane)
And she's jetting off to spain

She's 600 miles away
Only got my cocaine
Poured all my problems away
Don't wanna think today
I bought an uber home
I cried the whole ride
I told the driver that my girlfriend left my side

When i got home
Crashed onto the sofa
Fell asleep woahh
Dreamed until it's over
Then i saw her face
So perfect she was staring with a gaze
Such a beautiful girl (woah)

She 600 miles away
And she boarding on that plane
She jetting of to spain
I tried calling her again
No response 
Tell me what you want
When you wanna talk i'll be here
When your answering or not

(Verse 2 -spookybands)

She on the road right now
You know i couldn't keep her
I asked the driver if he could pull the car to the side
Cos i was too high to keep breathing
And everything's dust, its done
Will i ever find a reason
To keep anyone around more than a season
I swear i aint an angel she was a demon
She on a flight back to Tuscon
I was on back to New York already
And I been on fetty, on fetty , on fetty, on fetty
I popped a benzo my eyes heavy
I miss doing cocaine with her all night
I dont care
Its been a long flight hope i dont die
Motherfuckers wait they're whole life for a long time
For this love, fuck these bitches all night cos i'm fine

(Outro-spookybands)
She's 600 miles away
I'm texting her phone again
I miss doing cocaine with her all night
I miss doing cocaine with her all night

600 Miles Away

600 Miles Away w/spookybands (prod. thorley)

Same shit nothing changes

Same Shit Nothing Changes w/brecken (prod.venus)

[lyrics]

cutting wrists in a bathroom 
blood dripping down my veins
cutting wrists in a bathroom 
tears falling down my face
cutting wrists in a bathroom
don't wanna be here today
cutting wrists in the bathroom 
im falling in my grave

cutting wrists in the bathroom 
blood squirting down my hand
cutting wrists in a bathroom
load up the gun its jammed
crying hard in my bedroom
all i really want is xans
cuttings wrists in the bathroom
i have zero plans

i dont have the answers that you hope to find
my life has been made up of lies
the only thing keeping me strong is the knives
mixing up codeine and sniffing ice

cutting wrists in the bathroom 
blood squirting down my hand
cutting wrists in a bathroom
load up the gun its jammed
crying hard in my bedroom
all i really want is xans
cuttings wrists in the bathroom
i have zero plans

here we go again, here we go again
i've never felt this alone in my life
why do rockstars always die?
i don't even know if i want to be alive
i don't know
cutting wrists by myself
such a lonely soul
i might not even live to see tomorrow
kid benzo drowning in sorrow

Cutting Wrists In The Bathroom

Cutting Wrists In The Bathroom (prod. king theta)

Suicide Under The Moon

Suicide Under The Moon w/yungcray (prod.toxicwa$te)

becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

[lyrics]

[benzo]

my body damaged from the drugs i been taking
so sorry mum but i aint gonna make it
i just wanna make you proud
but all i do is let you down

i look into the mirror 
breaking down again
such an ugly figure
will u hold my hand
and say u love me as i cry into your arms
im so fucking sorry mum

i'm feeling dizzy from the pills i just took
im overdosing and i do not give fuck
there's cut on my arms
i'm a broken star
i'm the fallen one
no hope no more

winter nights are closing in and i don't feel good
i'm so sorry for all the shit that i've done
hope u can forgive me & i hope you don't resent me

[cray]

all this pain up on my chest, 
but imma light this, 
no friends, lonely kid with a cut wrist, 
remember all the times u were my sidekick, 
yea, u put that shit to the side quick

imma search imma roam
Untill I find my home, 
I’m really running out of hope, 
girl I love you tho, 
take 2 xans for the road, my head might fucking explode, 
shits in overload, 
woah woah woah woah

[benzo]

i'm feeling dizzy from the pills i just took
im overdosing and i do not give fuck
there's cut on my arms
i'm a broken star
i'm the fallen one
no hope no more

winter nights are closing in and i don't feel good
i'm so sorry for all the shit that i've done
hope u can forgive me & i hope you don't resent me

I Just Wanna Make You Proud

I Just Wanna Make You Proud w/yungcray (prod.king theta)

lyrics//

been stuck on my meds
been up in my head
been saying oh well
it is what it is
but i got no patience 
i got no time
cant get out of bed
cant get out my mind

i been so sick of them saying
it all will get better
cuz lately im breaking
i still got the sweater
you left me in vegas
i gave you that box of ur shit
to replace it

i wrote you that letter
i guess that you hated it
its been way too long for the year that i dated
if you get the time couod you dog ear the pages im
trying my hardest but trying dont won’t make it

remember the days 
ask how im doing im going to waste
ask me to smile i dont have the strength
to lift up the corners and lips on my face

embracing the past is a waste of my time
youre taking me back to a simplier life
and you know im sorry
i stepped outta line
forgot all the blessings infected with lies

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone


cant pick up these pieces im just a man
and you take it for weakness and who i am
im just a figjting a demon to find a plan
weight is heavy
but lucky to have some fans

i was in love with you but
prophesy wasent true
now
autumn reminds me of june
and heartache reminds me of you

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone

it didn’t take too long to get attached 
it was only your words and the way you laughed
but also the beauty that you had
i wish that you knew that you had that
lemme get back on track
one day i started to hold you too fast
and then you said
that you feel like you are trapped
well i guess that i gotta sit here and be sad
wake up make eggs in the pan,
holding on by one single strand
gotta get over it make me a plan
no more games
no game boy advanced
gotta get over it
i already said that but i really meant it
i still got your sweater on
i’ll put it to flame in ashes

ily thank u for listening

going going, gone w/ brecken

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) (caves)

ty carter

lyrics

way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

it feels like you love me more when im going away
just look me in my eyes and tell me im okay
ill call you when im home so you know im okay
i could lose everything but id still keep my faith
i stopped smoking but i still keep them just incase
i wish i had some wings so i could fly away
way above the clouds
i wish i knew what i was doing instead of asking how
and im not happy at all
but she gonna keep me from falling apart
i was driving by myself im seeing a face in the fog
im supposed to be a man
but im just crying at a photo once again
and im obsessing over shit ill never get again
time moves fast i guess


way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

youre the rainbows and the sunshine
i can feel you in when the wind blows and you pass by
i can see youre face in everything
all sides
i need you to surround me till the day i die

as i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see you
smiling, shining
look how you did so well
and the day that i go
will be the day that you go
and girl im broken
i dont have a purpose
i dropped a song for you i hope that you heard it on your own
cuz baby this ones new and i just made it last night
i know they all sound the same to you
ive given up pieces of my brain for you
you know im trying to hold you tight when the night comes
but i feel you in my bones and my weak lungs

Cutting Wrists In The Bathroom (prod. king theta)

KID Benzo☆

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