g a r d e n
mixed & mastered by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

and can you feel the cold breeze
can you feel the cold air getting in 
through the open window 
i'm slowly breathing 
all this anxiety with no real reason
my head is thinking about some shit 
and i fucking speak it 
sorry for what i said i didn't mean it 
sorry for all that i did gimme a minute 

ooh~

Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

blood on my hands (acey)

Prod @Sinxi
Guitar by @prodjpjp

LYRICS

I calm down

im sighing

all the pages we make and then break

its too late

for the way that we go

its a blast and its fun but its done so

breakin bones down never lived a lesson down

chewing on this essence

success around my skeleton

take a breath in

I Could just be obssessing

but I cant help this feeling in of which

I wanna dress you down

Got me in a place to talk

she aint fucking with the war

had like 2 to 3 to start

now we fucking on the floor

Acting bratty from the start

me and her we like a car

She the key she turns me on

and I fucking ride her

Boxing me and her we lost it

Fighting so damn often

shit is so exhausting

falling for her

Poison grab the phone and toss it

Leave her in the closet

back behind the fucked shit

fuckin leave her

Reach down take the brains out of my skull

Cuz I know when It goes its my soul that will stay

and I know

that you say its okay and the pain will just fade

but we know that its fake

two steps in my own grave

with my chains all named and my casket laid

who gets to decide my fate

in the same damned place its a hell I made

Got me in a place to talk

she aint fucking with the war

had like 2 to 3 to start

now we fucking on the floor

Acting bratty from the start

me and her we like a car

She the key she turns me on

and I fucking ride her

Boxing me and her we lost it

Fighting so damn often

shit is so exhausting

falling for her

Poison grab the phone and toss it

Leave her in the closet

back behind the fucked shit

fuckin leave her

Spotify

THE WAR

i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?
watching where i walk cuz there’s snakes in the grass
watch the way you talk cuz my hearts made of glass
silver lining, i reflect on the past
you think you’re the shit when u ignore me like that
but ik ur in love so i don’t have to fight back
he treats u like the worst and you’ll always come back
how many times i gotta say we wouldn’t last
sometimes 
i miss that look in your eye
take one more shroom i’m out my mind i’m in outer space 
smoke a fat ass blunt, so high that it put me back in place
yeah my ganja’s white, smoking on that shit you would think you’re laced 
you would throw me in front of a bus to get ahead, you is fake
yeah this ain’t a race
but when the police pull me over, sport mode on the chase
skid marks my only trace
that adrenaline won’t let me catch a break
got no seatbelt on so i can’t hit the breaks
i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?

bullet in my head [prod. kaydo]

Don’t force baseball on me!!!

Coach Peterson sucks but he did give in we hope y’all enjoy 

I’m standing on the mound 
I’m staring out to thousands of crowds but you 
Stood out to me most 
Better make it now I don’t wanna let you down
Three balls fly past and suddenly I’m out
And It was awkward ride home
Three blocks had past and we didn’t even talk at all 
Didn’t even talk face dull
And I see you staring at the rear view mirror
Looking at me in disgust 
I tried my best it’s not good enough
I didn’t even like baseball I did it for you

I’m swinging bats to make you proud
But you never really thought of it like that
Home runs I did it dad
We even had father sun chants 
He sees me in him 
But I don’t see him in me 
We’re not the same
Lives lead differently
Twenty years from me 

My dad got me a new bat 
Told you I don’t want one you knew that
I know for sure that you don’t give damn
You just want me to go pro so you can 
brag to your friends
I’m really doing all I can
But I can be the man you want
I can be the son you asked for

Small Town Baseball (gaxillic)

prod by stezzyxl
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lyrics:
a day has passed
and im trapped beneath these sheets
u broke our promise
forever meant never, right

a week has passed
and ur with him now
how did u forget me so fast?
when we were once everything

a month has passed
and i’m still here
in the same place u left me
did u forget?

3 months have passed
and i met new friends
and i’m learning how to smile again
i’m going out more now
instead of staying in my bed

5 months have passed
and highschool is about to end
i’m about to graduate now
i talked to ms britski yesterday
in the same class we met

7 months have passed
and i see that ur happy now
it hurts because
i’m not the one that’s around

1 year has passed
and i can’t help but still hope at night
that one day you’ll call
that one day you’ll come back

every month that passes by
i can not help but think at night
if we have tried, oh one more time
will it work this time

every month that passes by
i can not help but think at night
if we have tried, oh one more time
if it would fail again

fuck

my diary

RIHANNA

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lyrics

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

hold tight my love
its almost over
were fine 
i know
but theyre still drawing closer

ripped from my domicile
and ripped into parts
tryna crawl away 
but i cant find my arms
i dont have much longer 
with this metal in my heart
i try to be stronger but its gone too far

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

No, Not Here (p. tiedforsilver)

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

sewage two (prod. nciku)

JAPAN - (CHE) [PRD. TON]

Birds_in_Trap (Prod. Rayyffkey x prodbyament x jesper)

and how sad must i be 
to fall for you
just lay me down lightly
not far from you
you don’t even like me
but i’ll call for you
i smile when you bite me
i’m so confused 
just pass me the knife please
i’ll cut you
you did this to spite me
you’re cruel

bullet in my head [prod. kaydo]

kiddamo