g a r d e n
mixed & mastered by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

and can you feel the cold breeze
can you feel the cold air getting in 
through the open window 
i'm slowly breathing 
all this anxiety with no real reason
my head is thinking about some shit 
and i fucking speak it 
sorry for what i said i didn't mean it 
sorry for all that i did gimme a minute 

ooh~

Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

blood on my hands (acey)

little song that I did so you guys can have something to listen to before I can release smth longer, I still hope that all of you will enjoy it ^^ (I also been inspired by https://soundcloud.com/heylog - give them a listen!!)

produced/mixed/mastered by me

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Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on me

we both know what’s better
for us and we can never
fix us cause we will never
come to get to know each other

and I’m completely honest
truth hurts but we’ve been trying
was it really all for nothing
was it really all for nothing

and I don’t wanna solve it
let’s leave it and forget it
I won’t be even trying
to reconnect as friends
 
Let’s seperate our paths
And heal these fucking cuts
We both had bunch of knives
stabbed in our backs

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on me

truth hurts

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

i don’t know why 
i deserve you 
god you’re perfect in like everyway i need you 

i don’t know why 
it feels unreal 
maybe that’s just love but i feel grateful 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

i-i-i just been like waiting to wake up 
feel like it’s a dream but i don’t want us to wake up 
i feel so alive when i see you 
running through my head and i don’t see any issues

but you're so perfect

i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?
watching where i walk cuz there’s snakes in the grass
watch the way you talk cuz my hearts made of glass
silver lining, i reflect on the past
you think you’re the shit when u ignore me like that
but ik ur in love so i don’t have to fight back
he treats u like the worst and you’ll always come back
how many times i gotta say we wouldn’t last
sometimes 
i miss that look in your eye
take one more shroom i’m out my mind i’m in outer space 
smoke a fat ass blunt, so high that it put me back in place
yeah my ganja’s white, smoking on that shit you would think you’re laced 
you would throw me in front of a bus to get ahead, you is fake
yeah this ain’t a race
but when the police pull me over, sport mode on the chase
skid marks my only trace
that adrenaline won’t let me catch a break
got no seatbelt on so i can’t hit the breaks
i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?

bullet in my head [prod. kaydo]

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:
a day has passed
and im trapped beneath these sheets
u broke our promise
forever meant never, right

a week has passed
and ur with him now
how did u forget me so fast?
when we were once everything

a month has passed
and i’m still here
in the same place u left me
did u forget?

3 months have passed
and i met new friends
and i’m learning how to smile again
i’m going out more now
instead of staying in my bed

5 months have passed
and highschool is about to end
i’m about to graduate now
i talked to ms britski yesterday
in the same class we met

7 months have passed
and i see that ur happy now
it hurts because
i’m not the one that’s around

1 year has passed
and i can’t help but still hope at night
that one day you’ll call
that one day you’ll come back

every month that passes by
i can not help but think at night
if we have tried, oh one more time
will it work this time

every month that passes by
i can not help but think at night
if we have tried, oh one more time
if it would fail again

fuck

my diary

lyrics

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

hold tight my love
its almost over
were fine 
i know
but theyre still drawing closer

ripped from my domicile
and ripped into parts
tryna crawl away 
but i cant find my arms
i dont have much longer 
with this metal in my heart
i try to be stronger but its gone too far

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

No, Not Here (p. tiedforsilver)

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

sewage two (prod. nciku)

wya ft yaknn sinbad

ONME!

Chanene or Chrome

and how sad must i be 
to fall for you
just lay me down lightly
not far from you
you don’t even like me
but i’ll call for you
i smile when you bite me
i’m so confused 
just pass me the knife please
i’ll cut you
you did this to spite me
you’re cruel

my soul lives while my body dies (wisssery)

☾*
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