◾️ Self Loathing - Dead by Dawn ◾️
First single from our newly form duo band
Hope you all enjoy! 

Production from Blu52 .
Vocals from Vails + Silent Storm🗣️
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Self Loathing

Assistance w/ Halfie and Mackk :)

Wipe away your tears I see you’re falling apart
There’s Bruises on your knees from praying for hours, oh my god
Do you need some assistance?
pick yourself up I can’t be seeing you
Like that
You’ve showed me ur persistent 
change this doubt into promise, my dear

scars won’t heal on the outside 
But thats okay…
As long as your trying to fix what’s deep with in 

how long has your mind not been right?
It’s not okay…
Make up leaks down cheek bones,
 blood line running thin

no shot i’m running thin
unblocked wonder why you won’t let me in now?
i don’t wanna talk abt my medicine
never came around and it’s brining me down
and you only wanna drink
2 shots got you spewing in my sink 
oh god
i can never tell you what i think
notice that im walking on the brink
might fall

Wipe away your tears I see you’re falling apart
There’s Bruises on your knees from praying for hours, oh my god
Do you need some assistance?
pick yourself up I can’t be seeing you
Like that
You’ve showed me ur persistent 
change this doubt into promise, my dear

no shot i’m running thin
unblocked wonder why you won’t let me in now?
i don’t wanna talk abt my medicine
never came around and it’s brining me down
and you only wanna drink
2 shots got you spewing in my sink 
oh god
i can never tell you what i think
notice that im walking on the brink
might fall

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Assistance w/ halfhearted (prod. mackk)

for her (miercoles)

“Stray” . 
Vocals By vails, Evergarden, skele, VITO 
Production from McX
Mixing by Vails
Mastering by Evergarden.

Lyrics:

(Evergarden)
find a way out
i wont go too far on my own now
my own path i follow
hope that my luck turns around

throw me to the ground
its just myself im letting down
think i could do without it
need my time, i hate the sounds

(vails)
can you wash away the pain
Gets to much to bare 
The complications I’ve had in my head won’t leave this year 
I’m on a solo path and I 
Won’t stray from the tracks
Until i  find the worth that I once knew
Then I’ll be back 

wake me up, i don’t think so
Break my body and my bones
Before I let another girl take over eveything I’d known 
Il work it out
Eventually 
Maybe one day baby I could take you back to me

(Skele)

back to me 
come back down 
ravage me 
i’m right here now 
silently i cry out 
quietly without a sound 

maybe i’m too patient 
fucked up
waiting for you got me anxious 
every night 
pour the bottle till sedated 
ain’t right 
he know it 
he know i hate it 

oh i love him less 
before the winter end
cold as my body gets 
needs something warm to mend 

geeked up 
i don’t need a reason 
cut through me like a knife 
still bleeding
i knew from the second call
you were leaving 
i knew from the second call 
i was grieving you

(interlude by VITO)
Stay - stay - stray 

(Vails)
The drugs keep on enhacing 
The lights keep on advancing
so fucked ive lost the feeling
My heart ireggular beating 

123 uh 
can you wash away the pain
It Gets to much to bare 
The complications I’ve had in my head won’t leave this year 
I’m on a solo path and I 
Won’t stray from the tracks
Until i  find the worth that I once knew
Then I’ll be back

(VITO)
Stay - stay - stray
And I can’t fall again, again
So long 

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Stray (feat. evergarden, Skele, VITO, McX)

those fireworks at belmar 
so beautiful just like you, oh
u think that id just up and leave you? 
believe me i won’t run from you, no
i see the ocean in your eyes
the butterflies you give me comes in waves
i’m so glad you came
do you feel the same?
<3

mac (prod. neverforever)

lyrics⬇️
crushing the thoughts that been breaking me down
how could i write so much and you never liked my sound
voluntarily always around
but now ur making me feel a way so i gotta get out

lie on the cold ground
duplicate that feeling that you thought you found
maybe this my chance maybe right now
yea or I’ll suffocate in advance if i dont fight it out
even lookin at these plants i i feel like i dont amount 
to all the beauty that they hold cuz i cant even count all the times that i would fold at the fault of my mouth
even when i promised everyone it wouldn’t go south

late gigs knowing that you wont be there

paint a pictire for me knowing that i will not fear

yea cuz i wont breathe ur judgy person air
for once it might be nice to be all the way out your hair

ill push back i dont like it when it feel like that

no crash pad when im falling i fall down hard flat
i dont even have the energy to feel bad
i dont see anyone who wanted a rematch
i been pushin in my memories like way back
Yea u dont want anything like this you want a price tag
money dont mean anything if you cant even buy that 
promise youd be runnin from me if you knew what i had

i live i laugh
but i dont wanna use the stuff that hurts the people most
wait until the night pass
then ill stay low
cuz thats the way that itll last

(Weepings)

We've been on and off like every other week I fucking swear
Girl you got me crashing out; You got me growing out my hair
I'm doing all these drugs to pretend like I don't care ...
But I do too much
Girl I know you fucked him I feel nauseous but I still miss your touch 
Smoking on some potent pop some oxy till my brain turn dust
I'm bleeding out my back I'm just your toy and my heart soft like plush
A puppet on your string an I will wait for you to treat me such
~
Cuz if the pain I feel is cause by your hands I don't mind
I showed you my darkest parts and you left me behind
Who knew that my love for you would leave me feeling blind
Girl no matter where I go you're still stuck in my mind
~
And flashback to the moment that I met you
Even then I knew I cannot forget you
I remember how you looked at me the night I loved you
But now I fear I'm falling short
Back and forth, every time we speak it feels like we in court
God it hurts, Knowing that the girl I love left me in dirt
What am I holding onto still, like bro ... that hoe left me first
I could never trust another soul, like I trusted you
I still got love for you
I wish you loved me too
Girl honestly I can't see my future with another fucking person in this life

voluntarily w/ Weepings (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

lyrics //

wrong turn, girl it hurt
idk why
been having visions of ur face almost every night

walk down, every broken road
and ill tell you that im homebound
you just wanna play me like a joke
idk how
u could never get it out ur throat
spit it all out

make a list of every rule i broke
write it all down
just another number in a phone
i wont call now
autumn came and it left me so damn cold

(chorus)

just avoid all my pain god its pushing me down 
im not better now x2
got me scratching at my face
god i hate what you found
scared to sleep
ion wake up now
harder to speak 
when my head so loud
people and pressure be weighing  me down
walk in the function my eyes my eyes to the ground


(verse 2)

last week
spent some time got my mind out the gutter
and all you do is waste my time
girl that’s word to my mother 
it’s got me breaking every night
god i hope this gets better
 wrote down all my love
on the parchment  and paper
if i wasent enoigh
take it up with my maker
put ur knife in my gut
twist the fate with the saber
now im leaking out blood
and all the love that i gave her

(chorus)


(outro)
way too long iv been cointing my sheep
you love to break each bone
get me down ok my knees

scared to sleep [sorrow bringer]

Lawn Mower Problems (mackk)

ty amo

lyrics
 
with those beautiful eyes i’m wondering how u see
with that shit u said on sunday wondering how u sleep
and the more i smoke i feel this kush push me in my seat
and the longer that we fight i feel the less we agree on
and u think that i’m a star
i got my hands in my pockets
u got your hands in ur hair
u know there’s no way u can stop this
i’m not rlly there
can’t tell if i’m even talking
but i rlly care
it’s been that way since i started

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

i hate when you look away
open up those sunny eyes when the skies are gray
get so lost when i take walks in your iris maze
just don't forget my microphone when you throw me away
there's so many roads
and where they go i don't know
i hope you dig a little hole for me inside of your soul
cupids nice with a bow
he hit my heart with arrows
and they all point right to you
they point right to you

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

clementine w/ kiddamo (king theta)

prod by Liminaldream

blink, im 24
theres still things i cant be rid of
i think i could do more
feeling younger than i am

fell distant from my friends
things felt different on my end 
i feel my stomach sinking when

standing over a hole i cant fill
going nowhere, im at a standstill
this october, it weighs like anvils

and i could last 
this december
find my flame 
in dying embers 
find my passion
and it wont change how fast im aging 
i cant take it 
i cant

mac (prod. neverforever)

kiddAmo

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