@lilhappylilsad @poppytears

i think about you when im smoking my dope
when i need you the most 
will u hit up my phone girl

cause sometimes im just losing it all
i cant hide it from you
and it just feels so wrong girl

i dont wanna scare you off
girl i want u here
and i want u to like me

i dont wanna scare you off
girl im such a mistake
and i need you to love me

poppy tears:

you've been on mind like 24/7
when I wake up beside you girl I think Im in heaven 
and when Im inside you, all the pain falls away
long blonde hair, blue eyes, I escape

and you take care of me when slumped
I've got a bleeding heart and it stopped for once
I stood on a cliff and thought I'd jump
you made me step back cause I wanted your love ♡

losing it all w/ Poppy Tears (prod. lilhappylilsad)

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@xam @lil_yung_pharaoh @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ug4VQPXCGxNfqMIxwh2xd
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/bad-thoughts-feat-lil-yung-pharaoh-single/1464634124
YouTube: https://youtu.be/qjjQ49p3xmY

[Verse 1: XAM]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

I’m counting down every minute time is moving so slow
Everything’s in slow-mo, every night feels so long
Where is Dora when I’m lost and I don’t  know where to go
Nobody knows me but they telling me to stay strong

I can’t swim but I’m going for the deep end
I can’t win I’ll be dead by the weekend
I got no flowies on my arms and I’m ‘bout to drown
Tryna hold on but I’m going down guess I’m a dead man

Staring at the ceiling of the ocean
Oh shit, feeling sick too much motion
I don’t sleep but I’m dreaming of emotions
I don’t have, I’m broken - the truth’s been spoken

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

[Verse 2: Lil Yung Pharaoh]
I ain't never been happy try to pretend
OD and get high on the weekend
So low I don't even got no friends
Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end

Got a feeling I won't make it till next year
So you can put a knife through my chest here
I'm a human so it’s natural to shed tears
Living life alone that's my worst fear

And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die
Just to numb the pain I'll get so fucking high
Laying on the couch I can't open up my eyes
First I wanna die but now I love life

And I just want someone to understand me
And yeah I got problems that they can't see
So you can put a knife through my chest now
And Imma lay down to rest now

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

BAD THOUGHTS (feat. Lil Yung Pharaoh) [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

Guccihighwaters - These days

@xam @twotwntytwo (co-prod. @cxldblxxd)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5DkQTuiUh8lkvhiSJtCWer
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/defeated-feat-two-22-single/1464238173
YouTube: https://youtu.be/XcnevBhTbec

[Chorus: XAM] x2
I got too much on my mind
But not enough time
My head’s in overdrive
Tears falling from my eyes

I don’t wanna cry
I just wanna die
Defeated by the feeling
Of my demons eating me alive

[Verse: Two:22]
Too much on my mind
Not enough time
Tangled in the webs
Past is creeping from behind

Makes me wanna die
But yet I still try
I hope we will survive
Even in the darkest night

I got too much on my mind
And not enough time
Tangled in the webs
Past is creeping from behind

It makes me wanna die
But yet I still try
I hope we will survive
Even in the darkest night

[Chorus : XAM] x2
I got too much on my mind
But not enough time
My head’s in overdrive
Tears falling from my eyes

I don’t wanna cry
I just wanna die
Defeated by the feeling
Of my demons eating me alive

[Bridge]
I got too much on my mind
But now enough time

[Chorus: XAM] x2
I got too much on my mind
But not enough time
My head’s in overdrive
Tears falling from my eyes

I don’t wanna cry
I just wanna die
Defeated by the feeling
Of my demons eating me alive

DEFEATED (feat. Two:22)

Follow Demxntia here : https://soundcloud.com/demxntia

Lyrics:

Art by Grimdos

Verse one- Xtra
I Guess you got what you paid for 
Don’t even know what you came for 
We Stay in different buildings on the same floor
We on the same team, what you playing for? 

 I don’t want to know but I need to 
Don’t want you to know that I need you 
And fuck I hope that when it comes
You gon’ hit me with that slug 
 Roll it up And hit that blunt while I bleed through 

Yeah, I been getting faded but it’s not a celebration 
I’ve been trying get right, but my demons dedicated 
Yeah I Tried to stay and fight, but my bravery was waning 
I’m a mile down the line as your train leaves the station

You got a problem you should say something
Cycle ends and I’m back now to day one 
This world makes us sick, so we play dumb
If we kill each other now then we stay young 

If I die now will I stay young?

And When I die will you miss me?


- Verse 2, Demxtia -

when i die will 
you miss me at all?
i apologize i'm always 
missing your calls

yeah i stay up in my bedroom
singin i don't need you
lying to myself
so i hope it doesn't bleed thru

and at night 
times moving so slow
i never know
which way im tryna go

staring at my phone
while i'm counting the days
wishing i could just fade away

or maybe i just need a change
(maybe i just need to change)

oh baby if i found a way
think i found a way, no

if i die now will i stay young?
and when i die will you miss me?

Lil Xtra X Demxntia - When I Die Will You Miss Me - Prod Kado

I think she might have flown away with the Butterflies...

SEA 

Insta: @sea_musique
Soundcloud: @SEA

Butterfly [prod. SEA]

Lyrics:
Tell me if it’s fake love cause imma take the fall for us 
I’m far gone maybe I should pull the plug, please run just run
The devil don’t like broke boys so I’m out of luck 
Lately I steal hearts just to get a buzz, please run just run 

You say you can fix me but baby this feels wrong and I said I’d be the man you want but I hate this 
I don’t know why you love me 
You’re pretty when you lie and tell me we’re okay, but I’m fuckin’ wasted every day and I hate this 
But I won’t ever leave 
(I won’t ever leave) 

I know I’m a monster I don’t ever feel the same 
Black heart shaped box call me Kurt Cobain, please run just run 
Backseat drunk in a daze but I’m here with you
I’m falling hard but it’s way too soon, please run just fucking run 

You say you can fix me but baby this feels wrong and I said I’d be the man you want but I hate this 
I don’t know why you love me 
You’re pretty when you lie and tell me we’re okay, but I’m fuckin’ wasted every day and I hate this 
But I won’t ever leave 
(I won’t ever leave)  

Lie to me, tell me I still haunt your dreams
What’s the thrill in being me? I’m tired of my own head 
Lie to me, tell me I still haunt your dreams
What’s the thrill in being me? I’m tired of my own head 
I’m tired of my own head
I’m tired of my own head

Spotify + Apple

ur pretty when u lie

lyrics:

i don't know why
you're leaving me here
all on my own
i don't have a homey e
so where do i go
when the world turns me away?
where did i go wrong?
all i do is write songs
for people who won't hear them
for people who don't want to
either way
i can't sleep all alone
and nobody's here 
so i stay up late
and it feels all the same
there's a crowded room full of people
that i've known forever
i just don't connect

when i'm next to you
i want to let you into my head
so you'll see i need you by my side
it's so hard to let go
when i'm choking on smoke
all the things that i love are suddenly
on fire

on fire

New single "it's my fault" (I can't love)
This song has a deep message about how you stay in your toxic relationships, taking on all the blame even when your right, because you feel like you don't deserve better
Lyrics:
(It’s my fault 
that this turned bad
It’s my fault
That I want you back 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault)

It’s my fault 
that I can’t love 
It’s my fault
That I’m not enough 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault, 
it’s my fault, it’s my fault 
I take the blame cause
I wanna make it better  
I take the blame cause 
I wanna get better 
I don’t why 
I keep on staying 
I don’t why
I feel myself breaking 

(I don’t know why, I don’t know why
It’s my fault,  it’s my fault
I don’t know why, I don’t know why
It’s my fault, it’s my fault)

I’m in a house 
thats burning down to the ground 
But I’ll stay 
Cause I’m so scared about 
Trying to find anything new
So I’ll stick around 
with what I’m used to 
It doesn’t matter what you say 
Even it hurts me
Cause I don’t know better 
So Ill just stay 
I’ll just bottle it all up 
Till it’s all too much 
bottle it all up
It’s all too much 

It’s my fault 
that I can’t love 
It’s my fault
That I’m not enough 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault, 
it’s my fault, it’s my fault 
(In a house that’s burning down
I’ll stay I’ll stay around
In a house that’s burning down
I’ll stay I’ll stay around)

Mixed by yago beats
prod. 2001
Original Image found on google and redrawn by me (Killingart) if original artists finds me please lmk your name to give better credit to!

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It's my fault (I can't love) [prod. 2001]

My cover of this wonderfully written song by Hayd.

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82dd…2ARwKhiBlAWVjJNQ
Twitter: twitter.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Youtube

Thomas Reid - Changes (Hayd Cover)

ºAlternative Indie Pop, Mixed with late 2000s Emo/Sad, even Pop Punk, Lofi/Acoustic <3
ºエモ少年º

º Down for collabs, please message social media

It's my fault (I can't love) [prod. 2001]

Killing Art

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