ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

produced by me and raze

stream the album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17

Worst Time of My Life (w/ Razegod) [Prod. Adrian Butcher & Razegod]

RAZEGOD X MINIMUM WADE PROJECT OUT JULY

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ ...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg

lyrics:

Tryna fuckin’ stay alive
I’m just tryna stay alive…

Bring me back to the past
I can’t fucking relax
I can’t fucking relax
My dreams wake me up
Bring me back to the past
I can’t relax
I can’t find solace in my own heart
Can’t find solace in my own home
Can’t find solace in my own self
I tried to bring your body to the surface
So we could resuscitate
Sadly
The blood had already stopped pumping
Through your heart…

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside

I don’t know you, no not at all
Thought I knew you, I knew
Nothing at all…
My delusions they came to life
In my head shadows made me fight
I can’t dismiss the damage done
I can’t dismiss the damage done
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either…
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either!
I can’t let it go…
I can’t let it!-

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
(of my heart)
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
Of my heart!

xxx

...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

⸸ spotify ⸸

Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

Help Help Help

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Raze

Lyrics:

lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, nothing seems to get me high
lately, I see, all I do is wonder why,
oh, why oh, do I really want to die?
I asked myself one hundred times, I wonder why?
I really wish I could see your face
I wish I could but that's just my mistake
how long would I wait for you?
much too long, I'd wait 'till I die!...
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to die!...
But, lately, I can't get over all this pain
So I stand up, I must play this game
I know I wasn't put here just to do nothing with my life! woahhh
-guitar solo-

wave file: Lately V9 - Master Guitar Mix Balance

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ LATELY (PROD. RAZEGOD)

Split

spotify

Split w/ Whxami

Reach You (Prod. chkody)

Mot Nesnah

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Worst Time of My Life (w/ Razegod) [Prod. Adrian Butcher & Razegod]

Kis Mészi