Spiral (Prod. ERLAX)

Producer: https://www.instagram.com/disbl1nd/


Lyrics:


Each step I take I feel the Interference
As time is passing I see all the people disappearing
You know what the issue is but you're never going near it
Spent my entire life but I still can't find a cure.

This is where it all ends,
Caught between a tall fence
In the midst of violence and silence I guess it just all depends

had to just find the occasion again,
There was no use for erasing the past
Let it go through there's no taking it back

I let myself fade into black.


MOTHERFUCKER DON'T YOU EVER ATTEMPT ME
TURNED TO THE DEVIL WHEN EVERYONE LEFT ME

NOBODY GETS ME
GIVE IT A REST ALREADY

END EVERYBODY NO MATTER HOW MANY

YOU CALL ME A VILLAIN, BUT AM I?
IT'S EASY TO SEE WHO'S THE BAD GUY

 HOPE THAT YOU DIE IN THE PLACE YOU RESIDE
CHAOS IN SILENCE, COMMIT TO VIOLENCE.

YES, NOW I FEEL A LITTLE TENSE
DEMONS ONLY GET ASCENSION
TWISTED WITH EVERYTHING
FUCK YOUR PERCEPTION

SHOW YOU MY HATRED
NOT MY AFFECTION

I MOVE ALONG WITH THE COFFIN
HEAR THE NOISE OF THE TALKING
STEP ASIDE THEY'RE WATCHING
HOWS IT FEEL TO BE STARVING?




I'm out of ideas, blanket expression
Head is a mess, I cant pay attention

Are you talking to me or are you talking to them?
Neither? Just leave us a message

Every negative ideas feeding the vessel
Leaving my body i feel the distress

If only you feel what I feel in my chest, it's as real as it gets
I need to get checked up just from my neck up so they can see what's inside of my head

I feel like I'm dead it's been too many times that I've said it
It's coming to greet me if it wants to eat me I'll let it


my childhood is gone
I'm living life wrong
I can't see tomorrow
now i feel the starving


MY HEAD IS FULL, IT'S ALL PARASITES
THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST ALL THE TIME
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES
I SEE NO SURPRISE

GETTING CLOSER TO MY OWN DEMISE


THERE IS NOTHING THAT WILL LAST FOREVER
I ALWAYS TRY TO PUT IT BACK TOGETHER
BUT I KNOW I CAN'T
ALWAYS HOLDING BACK


EVERY EMOTION, MY WOUNDS ARE ALL OPEN.

I WANNA FEEL, WHAT IS REAL
LET MY HEART, JUST HEAL

I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST, I'M LIFELESS

THINKING OF HOW, I CAN GET OUT THIS CRISIS?

NOW MY HEADS IN THE CLOUDS, CANT COME BACK DOWN
FEELING THE CHANGE OF CLIMATE

THROWING THE DICE, I CAN'T DO THIS TWICE
NOW ALL I CAN HEAR IS SILENCE.

Paranoid Love and Demons (prod. DISBL1ND)

I got this big dick bitch yeah the one ya dad fears yeah
spit in your mouth shake you around like a cocktail, watch you hit the ground
I always thought that suicide was free,
cus I’ve tried a lot of times, every time I do I lose a bit of me

always get a hot dog chips free,
cus it’s $3.99 I can’t afford it since I lost my job
so please understand I’m not cheap
yeah new Gucci on my waste only make money mistakes

im the cheap fuck king yeah, cigarette stained yeah
scrape my lungs for the resin you don't seem to care
im the dark soul bitch, yeah hop of this dick yeah
sick of being used but that's life we get abused

throw an axe to my head to get some sleep
so sick of everyone wanting to be the one in bed
wish that suicide would cut my flesh let me leave
yeah I’m teetering, stuck on the edge of another blunt, and just breathe


all your games are fucked

i tried to sober up

never care bout myself cuz im always fucked up, on the road

get out of my head

lost myself, cant help you anymore



can you tell me how to go away from here?

have you seen me ever so lonely

how can you only make me think of suicide?

never thought of me cuz you're always on the drugs, RIGHT?


im the cheap fuck king yeah, cigarette stained yeah
scrape my lungs for the resin you don't seem to care
im the dark soul bitch, yeah hop of this dick yeah
sick of being used but that's life we get abused

throw an axe to my head to get some sleep
so sick of everyone wanting to be the one in bed
wish that suicide would cut my flesh let me leave
yeah I’m teetering, stuck on the edge of another blunt, and just breathe

Z!M X Rivilin - GLASS BURNER

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

YCK x Vasporo - NASCENT - September 9th

Prod. Vasporo @vasporo

Industries are dying change is coming your replacement
Is a robot that’s been coded and set up for automation
Everybody’s out here doing it but careful when you come aboard
Chips inserted can’t be pried up taken from the motherboard
AI brought up to speed we taught a rock to think
Stage fright now it’s defunct then watch the carbon sink
Been installed up in the molecules and having struggles breathing
So we wipe away the cause observing how the puddle deepens
Coastal attack hurricanes come
And if I was in charge I was certain they’d done
Anything to get me out of that position governing
The LZ’s hot and the engine in it’s sputtering
Aircraft’s fragile the Tower of Babel
Transported to the tree watching the apple
Aura seductive my core I’m destructive
You don’t see half of what it is that I’m stuck with

Inhale the particles
Exhale how far it goes
Voice is gone my drunken rambles
And how I’ve aged and come to gamble
Behind my eyes inside my skull
Between my ears the sound is dulled
Will you keep the spirits high
And hold the essence here alive
Below my skin beneath the pores
Before I search for something more
Will I have my answer then
To throw my goals and shatter them

Market’s free innovation we’re not like the other guys
Money doesn’t mean a thing the government had subsidized
Fuel and water fool the spotter AA aimed at atmosphere
Then spread the documents and circulate the blueprints dragged in here
Preach read revelations the apocalypse is nigh
Maybe new beginnings and the teachings are objectified
Circuitry wrong and deservedly brought
Us a wrath we can’t imagine
Certainly not just a curse that we got
It’s one we can’t examine
Thunder’s bringing waves of heat and 
What food we’re eating hormonal treatments
Artificial cybernetic find it I exist
And we’re dimming and we’re waning that don’t take a scientist
Unplugged pulled from the grid and the framework
Crazed and distraught bring the act to the state first
Many been unworthy there ain’t many designated
Pick an alternate decision when it’s all premeditated

Inhale the particles
Exhale how far it goes
Voice is gone my drunken rambles
And how I’ve aged and come to gamble
Behind my eyes inside my skull
Between my ears the sound is dulled
Will you keep the spirits high
And hold the essence here alive
Below my skin beneath the pores
Before I search for something more
Will I have my answer then
To throw my goals and shatter them

Essence

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi for jumping on this track <3

Yeah, take a step back see the faces under yeah they scream
get my life back from the ones who say they're real to me
feel the train tracks vibrate under as you intervene
get a flashback, realize now that  suicide is free

memories stack, like a knife it slices and I bleed
(I FEEL FREE)
realize now that, the options there if I just want to leave
(FOLLOW ME)
feel my spine crack from the pressure of the stress it creaks
(I FEEL FREE)
flick a match down watch the embers burning at my feet
(FOLLOW ME)

cut up slice down, I don't want to talk now
(DOWN THE HOLE)
change up lose faith in a god who betrayed
(NO, NO)
everything that we tried to be
(ANIMALS)
we're just human yeah why can't you understand
(WE’RE ANIMALS)

how cruel could you be, to give a body to someone so weak
(DOWN IT ALL)
it's not like you to intervene, then why’d you put a curse on me
(FOLD, FOLD)
deteriorate, fatigue, chemistry wasn't your expertise
(MAN THE ZONE)
you lied, then left, guess this father never cared
(BURN IT ALL)
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke
 


Burn the world ash I’m doing god a fucking favor
Watch me self destruct and I’ma send you to your maker
All together now let's walk to hell it's getting cold
Know the devil waiting, keeping on saying, that we gotta go

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke

Lazarus Ft $lothboi

https://linktr.ee/Gothboykurt


Girl I'm a ghost

I been roaming with the crows

Grinding for a better home

Said she love me, but she don't



Girl I can give you what you want

Girl we can glow, yeah I don't front

I'll give my life, that's what you want?

I'll blow my mind, I'll shoot this gun

Stay by my side and don't you run



Baby don't fight it

Touch my skin, yeah I love the way you bite it

I'm a lone goth boy, just vibing

Joogin' for a Gucci belt, while I'm dying - yeah



With the plug, weed smoke

Rollin' up, comin' out the window

I look around, hangin' with the cutthroats

Don't give a fuck, razorblade cut that hoe

Not from this town, catch me cruising in your city

I look around, ain't nobody fucking with me

Coke nails, yeah you know I got the Whitney

Studded belt, ripped jeans - breaking necks

Vampirе soul drenched in some sins

Call mе sire fore' I make you meet your end

You chasing plays, I'm just busy chasing checks

Hate that girl, 'cause she remind me of my ex



Girl I'm a ghost

I been roaming with the crows

Grinding for a better home

Said she love me, but she don't



Girl I can give you what you want

Girl we can glow, yeah I don't front

I'll give my life, that's what you want?

I'll blow my mind, I'll shoot this gun

Stay by my side and don't you run



I been roaming with the crows

Said she love me, but she don't

I can give you what you want

BoyzFromTheCrypt @rivilin x @slothboipapi x @soaped
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/Npr_P2G4r4I
Prod. by Fallen

LYRICS:

[RIVILIN]
WAKING UP IN A BODY BAG
GONE COLD
LEFT FOR DEAD
TOOK THE PILLS AND THEY WENT HOME
I GOT THESE SCARS
FORMING UP ON MY BACK
THE TIME PASSES AND I REALIZED
THAT THEY'RE FORMING A MAP

I CAN'T TELL WHAT IS REAL ANYMORE
YEAH IT GUIDES ME THROUGH MY DREAMS
EVERY TIME I GET FURTHER
I BURN AND WAKE UP IN A SCREAM
AM I REAL OR AM I NOT
I JUST WISH IT WOULD JUST STOP
FALLING VICTIM TO MENTAL GAMES
RAISE THE GAT AND TAKE THE SHOT

CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

[$LOTHBOI]
SIPPING 40 OE
BOUT TO PISS IT ON YOUR GRAVE
IF THE CRYPT GO CRACK
IMMA PUT YOU BACK AWAY
YOU AIN’T SAFE
NAH CULT UP IN THIS SH*T
WE THROWING WEIGHT
FILTHY BOYS WE SOME IDLE
SCUMMY DEMONS ITS OUR FATE

SO F*CK AROUND
I WOKE UP VIOLENT FEELING JUSTIFIED
20 TO MY NAME
I’M FEELING DESPERATE
10 JUST COPPED A DIME
DIRTY SITUATION
BOY GOT FILTH INSIDE
MY F*CKING MIND
THE BOYS UP IN CRYPT
WE BOX IT THICK
UNHOLY PARADIGMS

UNHOLY PARADIGMS
THIS WORLD IS OUTTA TIME
SO JUST SIT BACK RELAX
WATCH IT F*CKING DIE

VIOLENT BY DESIGN
TAINTED BY DIVINE
RUNDOWN WHIP AROUND
BOY WE SKRTIN WIDE

[RIVILIN]
CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

[SOAP]
SAFE TO SAY
IT’S SAFE TO SAY YOU’LL NEVER SAVE ME
I’M THE SAME KID UP THE BLOCK
I-280 SOUTH TO HADES
AND TO SAY IT’S GETTING BETTER
WOULD BE LYING I’LL ADMIT
B*TCH I GAVE AWAY WHAT COULD'VE BEEN
TO SHOW EM WHAT IT IS

50 PACKS IN THE BACK
ON THEM BACK STREETS ROLLING
IMAGINE THAT YOU HAD A CHANCE
TO BE SOMETHING UNBROKEN
AND MIX IT WITH THE SENTIMENT
THAT YOU WAS LEFT TO DIE
F*CK AROUND AND RISK THE WORLD ON US
AND KILL IT EVERY TIME
NOT AFRAID OF THE FACE
OF THE DEVIL SEE HIM DAILY
I’M BREAKING OUT THE CHAINS
THEY PLACED ME IN
TO THINK YOU'D PLAY ME
IT’S FUNNY BEFORE I WOKE UP
ALL ALONE I WOULDN’T HAVE THOUGHT
I’D BE COMING UP OUT THE CUT
TO LEAVE NEXT TO THEM TO ROT
WASSUP WASSUP

[RIVILIN]
CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

BoyzFromTheCrypt: RIVILIN x $LOTHBOI x SOAP.

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

written/performed by SEPHA.
prod. CHIO. (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133)
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:

I'm thinkin bout all of the cycles i've already done 
in a short space of time
in a short space of life
in a short space of time
in a short space of life

you come to me like the past
when things were original
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

well I watch you go
down the same roads now
and the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions
well I watch you go
down the same roads now
with the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions

all 
all falls

you come to me like the past
when things were original (oh)
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

i want the interstellar shit (oh)
x8

LINK 2 ALL PLATFORMS

interstellar shit (prod. chio.)

want to buy friends pls 
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