Yeah, for sure you are getting better and better. Love you

AMV link: https://youtu.be/7zqgsXxin-4
Featuring: @maesk337
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Boyfifty & Pizzle
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & maesk 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: bungo stray dogs

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
It's such loneliness 
In this empty space 
I can't escape 
I'm sorry

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
You stabbed me in the eye
I think about your lies
Tell myself to let it go I sigh 
I just can't you should know this 
You didn't notice 
That I was lonely 
I was lonely 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 2: maesk] 
just leave me 
i think i need a break 
would u miss me if the copper wasn’t misplaced
and i been thinking that i need my brain inspected 
absorbing all substances think its leaving me infected
wanna move out of this town, but i got no goals
so baby fill me up with something warm for my damn soul
uh, yeah coz this cycle taking its toll
yeah its lonely in these nights 
but even waking up feels so cold

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: maesk]
its such a lonely paradise 
its so dark at night
feeling like everything 
in my life is so fake 
I'm so anxious I'm so sorry 
its so lonely 
u don't know 
u said u didn't n st leave me 
just leave me

Lonely Paradise W/ maesk (Prod. Boyfifty & Pizzle)

lyrics:
I could’ve called you, even if i would
I would’ve had you, it would backfire
Nothing will make sense, long as i live
Getting little tired, imma head home
Feeling so stressed out, brain is on fire
Where's the “love me”, where is that heart
Losing emotion, breaking like glass
And i’m so broken, nothing to fix

Too late to stop me, even if i could
I would’ve loved me, bet you never would
Dousing the fire, with the kerosine
All that is trusting, burns away to ash
I don’t wanna love you, i can’t help it
You were a mind freak, playing these games
It was so trusting, knowing it’s a lie
And i’ll just sleep now, in my coffin

mindfreak. [+ 02ashes]

self-prod

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
epitome - https://soundcloud.com/failure404
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Encore w/ IBleedicare, epitomeoffailure & lil XipZ

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: UNLUCKY
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro]
I barely see your face 
Its left without 
A single trace 

[Chorus]
I look at the phone screen 
Replaying these scenes 
Living in a bad dream
But I'm just a fiend 
I'm barely seen
My eyes start to gleam 
And I fade so slowly
Off of my own place
So slowly 

[Verse]
Always in the wrong
Singing another song 
I was played all along 
But I'm still on the run 
I lost all my fun
Broken but they say 
I've won the battle 
But it's just too much
To fucking handle 
Too much 
To handle

[Chorus]
I look at the phone screen 
Replaying these scenes 
Living in a bad dream
But I'm just a fiend 
I'm barely seen
My eyes start to gleam 
And I start to fade 
Slowly away ay

Bad Dreams (Prod. UNLUCKY)

@screwyounick
forgot 2 upload on soundcloud mb yall luv u

im hard2luv
lyrics: 

because i'm hard to love
i'm always feeling like im not enough
yeah not enough

yeah where were you when i lost my mind?
i tried to call you like a thousand times
and nothing ever works
everything just makes it worse
now i'll never feel okay
until i'm lying in a hearse

i don't think i'll ever be okay
who am i kidding
i've always been this way
and i only ever seem to fall down
i can't ever get back up
seems like all i ever do is fuck shit up
they toss me aside cause i'm not enough

i just wish i could be enough
and i just wish that i wasn't so damn

hard to love
i'm always feeling like i am not enough
yeah not enough

yeah where were you when i lost my mind
i tried to call you like a thousand times
yeah nothing ever works
everything just makes it worse
now i'll never feel okay
until i'm lying in a hearse

hard2luv [+dercept]

grief

grief ft. Teddyboi (branwen)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

Lighthouse is a six–song journey about searching for direction in the middle of life’s storms. From the wreckage of broken beginnings (Shipwreck), to the faint hope that guides us forward (Rippling Signal), through the weight of responsibility (The Keeper’s Curse), and the quiet lessons found in solitude (Silent Beacons), the story unfolds in waves of uncertainty (Waves of Doubt), before leaving behind a map of resilience and meaning (Blueprints in the Dust). Universal yet personal, this EP is about finding light when everything feels lost.

THE KEEPERS CURSE

Head drop (ft. tu2a)

DBMH

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

Bad Dreams (Prod. UNLUCKY)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)

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